Originally posted by: dazzlingdivz
You know what guys,
I have always lived a baby princess life, my each small and big wish, from mid night ice cream (yaa those 1'o clock ice cream bash me n my cute little gang do), to early morning golgappa's (trust me my darling dadda brought golgappa's at 5 in morning just because his little devil was angry on him for scolding her for no reason and dint had anything the previous night *by the way the fault was mine but how could I admit it, main to masoom sa bacha hu na after all*, Gosh I so irritate him, still he pampers me with all his will) to even getting that already sold white lehanga (I still have it) for my cousins wedding at double the price, to fight with whole crowd all alone taking the hell out of that taxi driver just because he splashed some dirty water in the heavy crowded road of Delhi on a rainy day (LoLz exactly that poor taxi driver wasn't at fault as well I know but who can say anything to my possessive dadda when it comes to his princess, aoww I so love that fact) he did everything, everything even when he dint had anything, I have seen him wearing same suit twice, thrice in his board meetings, with his client functions but he would bring the world upside down if it comes to me (I know every father the same but kaa kare when it come to our own father he always seems much cuter and adorable and loveable and strict as well and we all the same in this matter, aren't we)
Not even he, my brothers and my 2 best friends and my mumma are no less, I call them as my personal 'Hitlers', u know my mum is my best friend my secret holder my joke box, all in all she is my best mate with whom I can do anything and share anything, trust me I share everything with other hitlers as well even though they would have already known it before I could say them, god so much restrictions, so much eagle eye watch over this poor baby, even in school no boy dare come near me, because they knew her brother will knock the hell out of them, LoLz I pity myself for never having a single boyfriend till date because my Hitlers never ever did allow me anywhere near a boy, god believe one of my two bestie *Sammy*that's what I call her* she is one of the sexiest, hottest, funkiest girl in my life but, but. But, but, when it comes to me, even she behaves like a lady Hitler ready with her oh-so-angry looks frightening me to hell, making me sit like an obedient child in class(LoLz I was never ever obedient in school as well). Grr I hate myself to love them...sob sob
We always want a princess life, trust me even I want the same
But
What we always forget is princess are always bound with some or the other thing, and here I am a normal teenage girl yaar, how am I suppose to be different, yes I admit I am bound as well, to my small life, and here is the limit and boundary which I am suppose to follow, being from a high rigid family, and I am a good girl I guess I have not crossed any line yet, apart those galianz, hehe but this habit is also the FB Gift to me, till date my family don't know I use any other word then Kamini, dadda will be the one who'll go under shock and my hitlers will kill me, for sure
But yup
But one thing I always wished, actually craved for was a HUGE number of friends,
A really hugeee one
And trust me in my own personal life I can't open up such fluently with people, it takes time to befriend with people, may be my past experiences are never good with friends
I have always been ditched and dumped and smashed and actually broken only by those whom I loved with each bit of heart calling them my friends (I don't know why am saying it but...I...I don't know shhh lemme complete now)
Till the age of 15 I faced 4 most humiliating and heart wrenching incidents that at a point I have pledged to myself I would never ever call anyone my friend, forget about close or best friend apart the 2 people in my life, but then
Something happened
God life is full of suprises na!!
I got FB n IF, trust me I never wanted to make this id over FB (FB will always be first yaar), but I made, and that to because my dadda compelled me to, and now I love him much more than anything, and then I made 1, then 2, then 10, then so on, now my life contains lots n lots n lots of friends that I might forget the count, but trust me I love each and every friend of mine to bits and I guess even more, my first FB friend was Neer, and first IF friend was Jaans (JaankiSatish) and I actually miss these two...you know that single void in life where we feel, no we should make any friend, we don't deserve, people don't deserve if much bigger, you know what guys, I am highly possessive for my friends, I am actually, I can't share them, yet I do, I just simply can't tell how much!! But I love you all
Sachi muchi
I love you all
And this birthday, you know I was speechless and spell bound, I dint knew what to say, I have never shivered with anyone's love till that but that day, some of your words and specially some cute acts and gifts I got, I dint had words to say what I actually felt
I wanted to say so much but damn these traitor words left me over right time that night!!
God can you imagine Dazzling Divz {infamous in friends as nautanki, Divzu baby, drama queen, Junglie, chatter box, devil, shone, princess and hishhh what not...finally someone called me angel di (aowww my little princess A *Aanya* u know it was actually the most blissful moment that time for me, I felt like I have gained something, which I knew I will treasure rest of my life ever) and didu (babo *Sana*, I love you yaar, aoww you first to call me so and you know was actually looking at my mobile screen with a wide smile then) hush so many names na)}
I was lacking words that day, I dint actually knew what to say,
Some might be knowing I had cried that night *winkies* you know who you few idiots are, just because I wasn't able to believe if it is true or a dream, if that was a dram I actually prayed that night never to let me awake...imagine you made me pray this at 12 of my birthday night, so mean of you all
You know I always craved for a single friend, each time I faced something I know how much I have cried those days, those nights thinking why always me! Am I this much bad that people do such shallow things with me! I never blamed anyone, but yup I always blamed myself every time and this was the fact my two idiots *besties* always use to get angry over me, but now I can proudly say "yaa I have a huge no. of friends and not just friends I got the persons whom I can say my soul sisters as well, because they the one who find my tears even behind my smilies"...hehe you know I actually manage to scare the hell out of their lives with my sudden undergrounding arts, my silly confusions with my insecurities my cribbings, and they will just listen calm and composed...hehe I sometimes actually feel like banging them for this still I love them
Goshhh u know now m numb
Or kya bolu??
Pata nahi
But just once and again wanna say
I really love you all yaar
Please dare anyone of you leave me, legs tod dungi and permanent cage kar dungi apne paas samjhe
Love you will these stars shine
Love you till this sun is bright
Love you till the moon is calm
Love you till the god does its wrath
Love you till I leave my last breath
And would always continue doing so
Even in the life after this life and even after this
You know it right am a leachy thing, won't leave you people live in peace soon
Main waha akele heaven main kya karungi haan bolo, marungi to sabko waha pahunchaa k marungi pehle jaa k wait karne main koi maza nahi, thodi footage khaaungi na aap sabko waha wait karwaa k
Wo alag baat agar aap main se kisi ko hell main jaana hai, then I'll kick you there as well *showing cute innocent dimples of mine*
Mmuuahh Love you all
PS: aa jaao I know a few gonna kick me for using senty words, but kya karu o ladies main hu aadat se majbur !!
Chakravarti Samrat Prithviraj Chauhan
Mangal Lakshmi
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