Tishnagi-tsala-MG OS DISCONTINUED, NOTE/PG20 - Page 9

it was an emotional update

waiting to know more

Madhu felt a lump reading this first page… she was so innocent at that time….

Yash-"you know what mom wanted to be a star and today she is a star… my dad fulfilled her wish…today she can see everyone, everything… it will be fun for her na…."

Madhu flipped more pages of diary and read another some stories of her childhood, about her school, about her friends, about her bhai sa etc etc….

She read her another story….she felt a pang in her heart….

"you know what today is my marriage…. But marriage kya hoti hai mujhe nahi pata, diary , tujhe pata hai marriage kya hoti hai? Par pata hai marriage ke baad mai delhi jaungi, dadi sa ne kaha mujhse…. Waha par maa sa bhi hai…. "

Flashback

At the age of 11…….

Geet was in her room and doing her home work when her dadi sa came in her room and told her about the marriage, about her husband, but poor soul geet didn't understand anything…. She doesn't know the meaning of marriage….

Geet-par dadi sa, shaadi kya hoti hai? She was very confused….

Dadi- geet bte, jab ek ladki, ek ladke ke sath 7 phere lekar uske jakar rehne lagti hai na to usey shaadi kehte hai… tub hi ladke ke sath uske ghar jakar rahegi delhi me…. Pata hai delhi kitna bada shahar(city) hai….

Geet-I know dadi sa… delhi ek state hai… and it is the capital of India …. Par dadi sa shaadi kyo karte hai? Mujhe nahi karni shaadi…. Mujhe nahi jana kahi bhi… she made baby face…

Dadi-beta, shaadi to har ladki ko karni padti hai…. Tu jaanti hai maan ko jiske sath tu khelti thi aur unki dadi ko…. Geet nodded…. Savitri khurana is friend of geet's dadi sa and they made a promise to each other that geet & maan will get married but they never wants that they will get married so soon it is because maan's father is in hospital and he wanted to see maan's bride…. That's why they are doing so hurry otherwise they will get them married when they will be mature…. Day passed….. and then one day geet heard a heated argument between her bhai and dadi sa…. They were fighting over the topic of marriage…. Nahar doesn't want to his marriage…. He is against of child marriage but now he was helpless because dadi sa gave her swear to him and keep him quiet…..

One day geet was sleeping in her room when nahar entered in her room… he sat beside her and caressed her head lovingly…. She was his angel, his gudiya , his everything but today he was helpless…. A silent tear fell from his eye but he wipe that…. He knew if he cried than he won't be able to console his gudiya, he knew he have to be strong,,,,,

The day came and geet was dressed in deep red color heavy lehanga, heavy jewelry… she was crying because the jewelry was itching her skin and she was not able to handle this lehanga…. They were not orthodox but sometimes they have to do for their family…. She was 11 at that time and maan was 16… he likes geet because he used to play with her when he was small but after getting little maturity, he never went Udaipur…. He doesn't know how she looks now…. He is doing this marriage because his father, he was strictly instructed that not to tell anyone about the marriage and he nodded…..

They reached to Udaipur and reached a their hawali….. maan was dressed in black sherwani, looking so handsome as usual…. Maan was so friendly by his nature…. He mingled with everyone in a small time… he was not rude by his behavior…..

Geet came down by her dadi sa and sat beside him in the mandap…. Maan looked at her and gave his killing smile to her, she smiled back at him … but her eyes were teary because she knew she has to left this hawali and has to went with them at Delhi….

The wedding went well and then she cried a lot hugging her bhai sa…. Nahar was also crying bitterly, he loved his gudiya a lot and today he was so helpless but he knew she will be safe at their house… he knew about the KHURANA's…..

They reached delhi after a day and they straight went to hospital, maan's father delighted seeing geet as his daughter-in-law…. The glow on his face was the last glow, after seeing geet, he took his last breath but he died in a peace….

Slowly-2 days are passing like this…. Geet was missing her nahar bhai sa and she starts mingle with her new family,,,, she started her school in Delhi and starts going with maan…. Maan told his friends that she is his relative…. Both went together and came together…. They became friends slowly-2…. Used to help each other…. Maan always helped her in her studies though she was very good in her studies but little bit weak in her mathematics….

Maan starts working on mathematics with her and used to teach her mathematics… they starts liking each other company as friends…. Though maan was a teenage but he never felt anything for her because he used to take her as his friend only….

2 years passed like this and they became best friends rather say more than friends but both doesn't know…. They always went together wherever they went…. Both couldn't listen any word against each other…. Maan became 18 and geet became 13….

It was the another day….

Maan was sitting on the couch and watching his BRAD PIT & ANGELINA JOLLY movie, with very concentration…. Geet barged at his room and fell on him leaning on him making herself comfortable… he looked at her but ignored, he knew she is like this, a little kiddo…. She was wearing shorts and loose top, her height was good around 5 feet at that time… slim body, fair complexion…. She sat like him leaning on the couch making herself comfortable crossing legs on the table…. Maan sat quietly there and watching his movie just then a scene came there, actor & actress were kissing to each other…. Maan gulped hard and looked at geet from corner of his eyes…..geet also looked at him from the corner of her eyes, she knew that was the kiss…. She suddenly hide her face in him and he felt sudden current ran in his body with her mere touch…. He never felt like this in those 2 years but suddenly… he knew this is the effect of this movie…. He is adult now and he knew everything…. But she is a small girl now….he looked at her long slender white legs, his gaze went on her creamy skin.. he doesn't why suddenly he is checking her like this…. Her face was between his shoulder & couch post…. And her one hand rested on his chest…

He wanted to touch her but couldn't get courage… they used to cuddle with each other in these 2 years but he never felt like this before…. He felt aroused and suddenly left from there to the washroom… he wonder how it can be possible with geet's touch…. He avoided her effect and concentrate on his study…. He knew he liked her, she also liked him… they knew it was more than liking but what? They wonder…..

Both used to take care each other, in her exams, maan used to help her in study moreover he awake with her at nights and give her HORLICKS or another drink which makes her awakes and helped her…. They used to hug each other even kissed each other on cheeks but those were childish acts…. Maan knew somewhere but never felt anything… he knew she is his wife but never claimed at her because he knew she is small… she never understands what is the meaning of marriage….

It was the another day, geet was learning how to make dough and she was in such a mess state…. Her clothes and her face, hairs everywhere you will found flour….. she was like white ghost at that time… maan came there and whisper in her ear her name and she jumped back messing him in flour…. He looked at her like he is looking an alien… he never lost his temper so easily and he smiled at her…… but she was panicked and starts wiping his T-shirt with her messy hands but she made his t-shirt more dirty… he laughed at her and she made baby face….

Geet-sorry…. She said cutely but he laughed at her more because she was messed all over in flour… she immediately cleaned her hands and went behind him… he went in his room for cleaning himself but she ran behind him…. as soon as she reached in his room she froze at the moment found him bare chest and she was gaping at him… without blinking her eyes….maan felt heat over his body and turned back to found geet is there…. She never saw him like this… actually saw him but never felt like this…. She knew he went in gym, but never saw his muscles like this…. Her hands were itching to touch those muscles under her finger… she doesn't know what is this urge…? She doesn't know what is this feeling.? Her throat went dry meanwhile maan felt shy with her gaze…. He felt kuch kuch from her hearting gaze, water droplets on his chest, he moved towards her unknowingly and she was stepping back unknowingly, the door was closed and she hit on the wall…. Maan leaned over hear starts wiping the flour from her face with his hands….. she felt his warm touch and closed her eyes, he looked at her face, the pure angelic face, suddenly he felt her angelic, like a fairy…. Her hand went on his chest and he felt shivers down in his spines, felt something different with her touch, he wants more of her touch, his finger ran on her neck and remove the little flour from there……

Precap

Their first kiss