Blood rushed ..poured out of her almost smashed structure... a haunting smile still clouding her eyes..that heartless laughter... laughter that didn't even seem to fade..still her heart seemed to only long for him..bleeding fighting for her last breath.. still wanting to believe all that was just a night mare..she will wake up & every thing will be the same!!..or may be she won't!!!
It has been 6 months now... since she has gone into a coma. Nothing much was expected of her recovery. Handa family had found abt her accident the next day, when they had reached the venue of MSK's concert that was actually canceled. They got really tensed looking for her.. & some how accidentally discovered abt such a girl who had a fetal accidental previous day in the locality. They realized she would have got scared abt her step leaving the house & eventually not meeting him since the show was canceled. But some one who knew more abt it was Brij. Dr had called him in private & told him his concern abt she could have been physically abused not that they had much of the evidence.. but it seemed she did have physical intimacy. they didn't want to report it until they were sure of the situation.
Brij was totally shocked, broken.. raged. He did everything to suppress the whole matter from other family members. Her broken bones & bruise were all healed..but her heart, her soul.. her mind everything seemed to have broken beyond healing. She didn't respond to anything. 8 months had passed & now she was out of all support system except the very basic system. Family members & frds tried things to talk to her, get her back, make her respond. They even plastered the whole hospital room with Maan's pic. Some one who didn't approve of it was Brij. Though he had no clue wat happened with Geet exactly.. but blamed Maan for all that.
Her open eyes only stared blankly at the posters, still not understanding how she was alive, how her heart was till beating ..& every beat thought abt him. Is it love or some kind of obsession. Is she mad to love this guy who raped her.. took advantage of her innocence.. who didn't even think once before crushing her heart with his bare hands ruthlessly. Wat is she even doing being alive.. still breathing!!! still looking at him.. Every passing sec her in-responsive, her lifeless body questions her heart!!!
his songs they played.. how could her heart still raise to the tune... how is that even possible.. she lifelessly questioned herself...the helplessness in her parents eyes.. the concern the frds showered.. all that only pierced her heart reminding her .. how she failed to see all their love.. seeking something that was just a illusion!!! ironically still singing the same burned beat!!!
You don't die from a broken heart, you only wish you did.. sadly she didn't even die with all that broken bones. She knew thousand words could not bring anything back.. she silently tried all these days, neither could thousand tears, that she shed through her bleeding her heart, then why she thought of him through all these silence, speaking his name..her heart filled with ache, pain..a pain she could never explain to any one.. a pain he won't understand. Even the days of her happiness from childhood seemed hurting for she knew it was just a thorn wrapped around her heart..her memories. Why she still felt all that is not true!!! Its amusing when you figure out that someone you thought you couldn't live without in your life becomes someone you wish you had never met.. unseen tear yet escaped her eyes.
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It was the usual routine now for handa's to try their luck with big drs in biggest of hospital. It was one of such visit to the biggest hospital in Delhi. Geets dad Mohinder waited at the reception while the nurse took Geet for scanning.
Maan's voice rang deeper than ever, it was low peal humming down her spine.. her eye ball moved invariable to the other corner of the lift.. scanning the surrounding.. The anticipation drew a shudder from deep inside her.. wat was she even thinking..she cursed herself!!
His steps as eager as her heart. He dashed into the elevator. The instant the sliding doors closed, he rushed in supporting an elderly lady. He looked tensed.. continuously talking to the elderly lady holding her close to his body. His voice sent shivers down her spine.. a feeling she had never felt before.. alive.. !!!
She wanted to scream, but couldn't.
his long fingers caressed the side of her arms as he tried to squeeze into the lift, . cascades of sparks danced down her body setting the support system, beep. Her mind was reeling. She felt dizzy with so much of sudden moments in her lifeless body. She wanted to slap her face ..poke her eyes..not to look at this man who killed her.. but her heart felt a sudden rush to his touch.. his scent.. it all was different as the lift whirled around her. She felt like ripping her heart out & stomping all over it to save him the trouble. The nurses panicked & rushed her out before he could see the person who was in the stretcher next to him. He was any way too horrified with his daadi's sudden drop in pressure. He rushed daadi to the ICU & got her admitted.
In the other end of the hospital.. Geet had shown a huge response from wat state she was in. She could be taken off the support system & allowed to go home. It took them couple of months to recover her fully. It was a night mare for the entire Handa family.. no one questioned her. But brij kept on insisting to get her married at the earliest. Geet didn't say anything. She had seen her family suffer enough in last one year.
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