It took them couple of months to recover her fully. It was a night mare for the entire Handa family.. no one questioned her. But brij kept on insisting to get her married at the earliest. Geet didn't say anything. She had seen her family suffer enough in last one year.
Mean while Daadi was discharged from the hospital & dr had strictly told Maan not to give her any kind of stress. Daadi took good advantage of her state & brought back the most hated topic infront of Maan.
Daadi ' Maan hum chaten hain ki aap shaadi karlo
Maan was abt to start the fight when he remembered drs words
Daadi judged his silence ' tho aap ladki walon se kab milogen
Maan ' jaisen aap teehk samjen.
Daadi was very simple & particular kind. Though Maan was in the media world she didn't want him to get married to any one from that field. There were lots of alliance from the similar filed. Daadi never entertained any of them. She didn't mind a good business family or any other family with good reputation. She didn't make it a big thing outside..only very closed family frds were approached. Some how the names clicked.. horoscopes matched.. like they were made for each other.. Daadi was impressed it was a decent family from their own district. The initial family visits happened between the elders. When things seemed to be fine, geets Darji informed Mohinder to visit the village with Geet, to take the talks ahead. Geet remained aloof from the whole conversation.
It was a pleassent surprise to mohinder & rano to learn the guy was nun other than the MSK.. whom Geet is crazy abt. Before they could break the news to Geet.. brij opposed the whole alliance. Darji tried to explain its all gossips wat we read in magazine. In real life Maan is very different & Savithri devi is very respectful person in the society. Brij tried his best to protest.. nothing much he could !!when elders had already made up their mind.
Geet didn't even want to meet the guy ..but then thought she could meet the guy & tell him she won't be able to do justice to the relation. Her parents also kept it a surprise for her when .. they took her to his house for a formal meeting without telling her anything abt the guy. Moreover she didn't show interest in knowing who it was. They all knew she just can't refuse after seeing him.
The moment she reached KM.. her heart began to beat in way she hated it.. she tried to calm herself.. not able to understand any of her own emotions. She sat in the main hall with her parents. Daadi came & introduced herself. Geet not once looked up or heard a word.. how could she.. her heart seemed to beat louder & louder with every passing min. she was scared ..wat if others heard it. Well it was not very long a fight.. she understood it all when she heard him softly greet her family members & finally her. She didn't dare to look at him.
Daadi insisted they spoke to each other. Maan was not very keen on that but had no choice. They were left alone in the garden to talk. Maan didn't know wat to say. It was all so wired. He never believed in love.. actually never believed there could be true feelings. He knew relationships r often brought & sold!!. thats exactly the reason he never wanted to trust himself & his close ones with another person. He hated this whole idea of getting married.. wat the hell was he doing here he wondered.
his silence.. his presence ..him.. every thing was only making geets head spin. She didn't know wat babaji wanted from her anymore. The person she is supposed to hate.. her heart beats for him. The person she doesn't want to see ever is going to be her husband. & why the hell is he standing all mum.. pretending to be nice..shy types.. isn't he the guy who didn't think a sec before touching her.. forcing himself on her... & now he is standing like he has never seen her before!!! like they never met!!!was he so drunk that day or he is so used to being different girl .. correction different girls!!!
her stupid heart seemed to rejoiced the fact she was getting married to him.. it seemed to jump in a world of its own.. she is standing next to him. He is right there next to her.. they will be soon bond in a relation no one could separate them. When the fear does that relation mean anything to him haunted..along. How ridiculously her heart thud in his presence. She bit back all her pain..her fear..her hurt.. her love.. nun of them spoke.
The wedding went on simple. Though Handa's wanted it to be really big event according to their status but Daadi insisted it to be a closed family affair knowing the media intervention. Through the wedding ceremony geets heart thudded like it was learning to live.. dancing in a tune of its own... sapne bhi sach hoten hain.. bus dil main chav sachi honi chaiyen.
Her frds envied.. teased.. !!!
nun understood the pain she felt deep with in. even under all the happiness she felt shackled by emotions she couldn't bare. The hurt, the humiliation.. the insult ..every ruthless touch..those mean eyes!! how he just left her to those guys... & still she loves him!!! she was not supposed to love him, not supposed to be alive!!!
she looked at him with tearful yet an emotion filled heart at him as he completed the final ritual of filling her mang.. heart broken by that one special person, never thought he would.. but somehow she still cannot stop loving him... can't stop his hand from tying that black beads around her neck. Does he even know how much it hurts just sitting next to him.. more than that it bleeds stepping away from him.
She thought he didn't even know the pain she felt... though his eyes looked at hers.. understanding the tear could be ..wat girls usually feel leaving their parent .. but then.. wat is that darkest shade of emotion... she wondered how would he know wat burn she felt when she questioned wat is real.. her love.. or her hatered!!! nothing could be done abt her broken heart.. there seemed to be million pieces & each piece bled with his name.
precap
she waited with tears in her eyes, heart filled with emotions she didn't understand
clutching a knife in her shivering fingers in the mid of the beautifully decorated king size bed
determination to end it all!!!
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