OS: My Mistake?

"I'm not going to. Not this time Geet", I said to Geet. I dont know what was the reason behind my refusal was, but i just refused my best friend. She was a bit angry but her mood was lifted due to the circus going on in our class in the following two periods.

During recess, Geet asked me once again if I wanted to help her ut once again I refused her saying that I was scared if they both were caught.

It really caused me pain to say this that I can not help her. She texted him and the rest of the day she stayed all gloomy and angry at me.

I was reading a novel and just then I got a text message fom Geet that she needed my help. I knew what was coming. But still... the text i recieved was: I need your help, dunno how to ask u, I know u'll kill me..

And yes i just wanted to kill her. I replied: what is it? I knew what she wanted and she mentioned something that he wanted to request something from me.

Geet replied: Hug...

I didnt wanted to. It was the third hug they were planning this month. I was scared like hell while helping them. The fear of being caught was really dreadfull.

We were studying in co-education, where girls and boys are not allowed to talk anything other than studies with the other gender. My best friend Geet, told me that she had a boyfriend. The dream boy of every girl in college, Maan Singh Khurana, was her boyfriend. I was very angry at her that she'd hid this big thing from me for a whole year, Well this was two years ago, now she tells me everyhting related to their relation, their fights, their cute talks everything. The background to which we belong to doesnt allow us to keep boyfriends or have any such relation. I tried to convince Geet to end this relation but she never agreed to my point and used to say that Maan'll do something stupid, this'll hurt him more than me. I had stopped asking her to leave him, what could one do in a situation like this. Geet once told me that thay had secretly hugged eachother before. I was shocked to hear this but left it. I made fun of her for sometime. Then one day Geet said that she needed my help, on asking she told that she and Maan want to hug eachother. After some convincing I agreed, we planned that Maan and Geet would go to the washroom in the corner of the ground floor during recess and after the hug, they are to come out. Our plan worked. But during this whole thing, I was standing guard at the door till Geet came out, Maan was to stay inside till the recess was over. Then after some days Geet nce again asked me for the same help. I agreed because they had some fight and Geet planned for the hug so Maan could cool down. The same drill was done. I was scared like hell but what could i have done, she was my best friend.

No one knows how scared I was in this whole planning and the drill. Now when she asked for my help again, I refused because the Principal had got some clue that something fishy was going on between a girl and a boy of our class.

Geet was angry at me and a fight started between Maan and Geet because of MY REFUSAL to help them. Maan had texted Geet that he's going home and he didnt her to look at him because she didnt love him any more.

Geet's anger was getting at my nerves, but i ignored it as she was my best friend and Maan and Geet had taken a fight because of ME. I was feeling really down. I was feeling bad that they were into a fight because of me. One more reason to my refusal was that I didnt wanted them to feel later on that they used to disobey their parents, in any part of their life. But this burdened me now. I didnt know what to do; to put my parents' teaching forth or to make my bestie happy. Maan and Geet are still in a fight because of ME... or is it really me?

Saba xxx

but i dont think maaneet need any cupid in hugging eachother😆😆😆😆