Hey all U beautiful people after a long time wrote something again n that too long😆 as what people consider me n this time I shall not upset them, hopefully U all will like it...
It is a story of every that couple which just don't speak so frequently,which they should but still many reason keep them a little conserve,But really words are so very necessary...in True Love!
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She was sitting at the corner in the dark room,depicting her story as dark as it could be, holding onto something tight very tight in her arms.Was it to make it secure or With the wish to never let go off it.With the thought to never let it be separated from her.Just by closing her eyes slightly she thought of yore,n she was soon drowned in Auld Langsyne...
She was in her school all frightened as it was her first day,she didn't knew anything at all,holding tight the school bag straps,moving into a unknown direction with head dipped low and eyes bearly opened, when *Bang* she collided with something not so hard but still compared to her soft cotton it was rather bricks.Both fell ,she on him almost, with closed eyes she started crying bitterly more of the fall down it was her fright which was oozing out in the form of waterfall.The other person got up n even tried helping her but she was in no mood he looked from left to right for the help but couldn't find any when he lost all his patience he moved towards her and kept his whole hand on her mouth and just then her eyes popped open, she looked at him with teary eyes still scared.Not allowing her to speak he spoke:"Did I really hurt you very much?" She kept blinking eyes innocently.Her eyelids flattered in order to speak and he just got lost in that innocence.Later he came out n when he couldn't understand what was she trying to say lest he knew she wasn't able to speak because of him only,She finally with all her courage pointed his cute little fingers now dusty pointed towards his hand,to which he then immediately moved.She exclaimed rather cutely:"N..nnoo!" he raised and held his hand out for her, and she reluctantly hold it and got up.Their hands fitted so perfectly into each others as they were meant to be held till eternity.He could still see the stream of tears on her cheeks quite visible due to her fair color in fact very much fair enough.He raised his thumb and cleared them off her face,she watched him in awe.He asked:"Can I help?" with more of concern looking at her present state,she hesitantly said:"Umm...I don't know my class?"He laughed listening to her question.She got it from it and then said again:O..no no...I mean in which direction is it?"he smiled.He was sure by now she was cute angel.Without any delay he just held her hand without her permission n she gave in so easily as she knew him since ages and both moved towards their right he walked her to the lower primary building.he could easily guess her class and then asked her:"Which grade is it?"She said:"2A" and he led her securely to her class.As she was going in she turned n called out:"May I know your name?", he with all his pleasure n proud revealed:"Maan Singh Khurana".He asked hers too n she all blushingly replied:"Geet".They both felt a strange bond and care towards each other, more of something beyond their understanding at this tender age.
This was their first meeting,geet was new to the school as they recently shifted to this new city.Soon they became good friends since that day it became a habit after parents leaving them at the door, he would personally go n leave her to the class.Even if one of them is a bit late the other shall wait at the door itself.He never said much but she knew he cared for her.His actions were enough to express anything or everything.
As the time passes they grew, still being the closest friend of each other n for geet the only friend she had until in a trip when someone made fun of her on her dressing maan barged in and made them all shut their mouths n then holding her protectively took her away.That whole night she spent in his arms sobbing and he just warmly kept his arm around her and holding her hand with the other soothing her.Repeating only few words continuously:"I am there with U!"Soon after that night she realized her feelings for him as which was no more just a friendship.Not being ever shy to him and not even being a introvert she confessed her love to him.
To which he couldn't just deny nor he registered his feelings but soon they were tagged as lovers as most of them knew one day they will be one as they were made for each other.But somewhere she knew their relationship wasn't typical nor normal he never treated her special after this as he cared for her which he still maintained.Their love was something even she wasn't able to understand at times,She always concentrate on him n he always have some other people around,to her he was the only one but to him just a another one,he would never say n she would never stop but they loved each other in different ways.
As once geet asked him:"Can we go out for a movie?"as she knew maan won't ask her ever, he left her all disappointed by saying:"I have to meet my other friends tonight."He won't even lie to make her happy always being a straight forward.He was always like that, he would meet other girls even in front of her, as if there is nothing.She always had a feeling that it was only her who loved him but to him she was just his girlfriend.As the word"Love"never came out of his mouth.
He never said anything since the first day they were into it.All he would do was just before bidding her adieu hand her over a doll.Sometimes it felt funny carrying a doll at this age but this couldn't be neglected either that it was given by him, be it anything in sight of others but it was priceless to her.He would do this everyday without failing or missing even a single day.She never understood the reason behind it, but then lest she cared, all she knew was he give her at least something.
One day when geet was sitting all alone with him holding onto his arm and her head relaxed on his shoulder she said:"Umm...maan..I..."He said:"What is it geet don't drag just say?"n then just out of blue she said: Love You!"anticipating for an answer but to her luck all he said:hh...geet take this doll I got a go..."passing her the doll he hurriedly ran away n vanished, leaving her all sad.She was very upset that day she couldn't believe how he ignored those beautiful words may be not the answer but at least there could be something that he could have given,at least a hug. cocooning her and making her feel that she is only his.Geet half heartedly went to her room and placed yet another doll which has now filled her room.
The days turned into months n month into a year.It was something new this time or shall say special it was her birthday.At the night itself she portrayed the whole picture with him.She stranded herself to her room waiting for his call impatiently but to her shock it didn't came, every time the phone rang she would madly run expecting it to be his but then all she would face was dashing hopes.As the day passed by neither he came nor his any call, sun transformed into the moon, light turned into darkness, but her endless wait didn't came to an end.Just one thing was ringing in her mind that was, he didn't even call, giving up on him, her eyelids finally fallen down and drifted her to the other world.When suddenly her phone rang, she picked it up and heard it was him she immediately rose and ran towards outside as he asked her to come out.Still the joy n enthusiasm filled within her and she came to him.She said with sheer delight:"Maan...!"with the coldness he just handed over the doll.Geet asked:"Whats this?"he simply replied:"I couldn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to U now,I am getting late to go,U also go and sleep.Bye"I just stopped him in his tracks:"Wait"He questioned:"What is it?"Geet asked him:"Do you know what yesterday was?"he started scratching his head:"Today?eehhh...?"Geet felt deplorable, she thought might be late but still he came for her but she was yet again left with disappointment.He was leaving when I shouted:"WAIT!" Maan yet again turned and asked:"You have something to ask?"Geet with all her courage said:"Tell me, tell me that You love me..."shoving the doll aside and held him for his response.
I felt devastated listening to his cold answer:"I don't want to say...(being silent for a little while)...'that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."he ran away after replying back to geet.She was numb by his answer the way he retort back,tears flowed continuously making her vision blurred.Holding her lifeless body she moved towards her room,she collapsed and shed numerous tears.She only thought those words were so easy to be spoken which were just unbearable for her to even hear.She wished if she could be ever able to know that even if maan loves her,how much was something out of question,she wished if she will be ever able to say how much she loves him madly truly...but all that seems in vain.
After that day, she completely stranded herself feeling desolated she didn't had anymore energy left to put up a brave face and move around happily.Maan didn't bothered either she would wait for his call and he does too but just to call her out and hand her the doll again he didn't missed even a single day.It was a routine by now every morning she would just go out take the doll and come back n those dolls just piled up in her room everyday.She didn't knew what was the reason that she couldn't refuse was it her immense love or her self-respect died but she neither complained nor pacified.This process continued for a month or so, when she finally thought of moving in her life.
As per the tradition she was waiting at the gate for him still even in college he would lead her to her class.He never use to be late but today it was quite weird.When suddenly her expression changed, her eyes spitted fire, her pain resurface, the mere sight burned her within, she just couldn't take it and ran away without his acknowledgement.She shut her room door and started crying, tears were no where to stop, she looked at the dolls and recalled.Maan was standing with a girl towards the other end, he had a smile on his face something very different in it, something she never saw,something she never knew, it wasn't that he never smiled at her but that curve of his was speaking more of in a lovable manner which instigated her pain further, as she was never so lucky to have a glimpse of it.As the girl was holding the same doll he gifted her all these days.She opened her eyes n in a fit of rage n fury she threw the dolls scattering them all over in her room with a thought that these dolls were picked out by some other girl then why did he have to give it to her.
She still wasn't in a calm state when her cell beeped continuously,she saw it was him.As always maan thought even today she won't be coming so he came to her house to give it to her.he asked her to come across the road.She composed herself n made her mind that today she is going to end everything.By walking towards him she kept reminding that:"I am going to forget him forever n ever!"repeatedly she spoke this to herself, when her eyes fell on his hands holding a doll larger than the usual size he use to bring for her.
Maan exclamied rather with happiness:"I thought U were angry but still you really came?"more of in a joking way.Her eyes got intense hating him further to act this way when she is all bruised he is joking all around.Soon, without any delay he once again held the doll infront of her.She replied with sheer coldness:"I don't need it anymore..."it shocked him,Maan got worried he tried asking but words couldn't come out she never refused then...then why today:"What...??? but...Why???...I..."she cut in grabbed the doll and threw it away,more over in the middle of road.Lost in her ramp she got hold of him, shooked n shouted:" I DON'T WANT THIS DOLL, I DON'T NEED THEM ANYMORE, I DON'T WANT A PERSON LIKE U IN MY LIFE ANYMORE,IN FACT I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE...!"
Geet spitted all those words right on his face those were inside her,but today was something different in his eyes,in those deep dark pool she rather found a deep pain in it, which was never visible to her or she never got a chance to reckon to look into his eyes so deeply.He was diddering as those words just pierced his heart, his eyes were narrating a different story.Unlike all other days with a trembling n meek voice he spoke:"I'm SORRY!"he apologized rather with actually ruing n penitence.He moved towards the road to pick up the doll leaving her gobsmacked.She tried stopping him:"Why are U picking it no use,just throw it away!!!"but he didn't paid any heed and walked towards it.
Before geet could speak anymore she heard the tootle.She looked into the direction and just then fear struck her,it was a huge truck honking rather in a uncontrollable velocity coming towards him.She shouted:"MAAN...Just Move Away...Just move... Get off the road...Maan..."She kept shouting to move and the truck kept honking to make him aware of his presence.
He didn't perceived a single sound coming either from her or the truck,he was lost in it,He hunkered down, picked up the doll n rose to brush off the dust on it.As he just turned around to look at her beautiful face least he knew anything about his surroundings, just then truck hit him hard.He was in a pool of blood, lying there she ran towards him crying.That sound was itself so terrifying, she shook him
"(Sobbing) I... didn't mea..nt ...any of those wo..rds... I ...'spo..ke...Please...please ...(sobbing)...Don't Lea...ve Me...U just can't(rather screaming in agony) ... (shaking him brutally)...I can't live without U...I can't live without seeing U every morning...I can't live until I get that stupid doll of yours...Who Will Lead Me Whole My Life When I Just Can't Even Walk To My Own Class...I LOVE YOU...Ple...ase...!"
That's how he went away from me. That's how he went away without even opening his eyes once..That's how he went away to never say a word again..That's how he drowned me in a pool of guiltiness n sadness.That the reason of his death was no one but ME... the person whom she loved n prized whole her life was now gone to never come back just because of her.She kept herself aloof from every single thing and packed herself to a dark room,as her life was doomed n now it reflected only darkness.
Until when her eyes fell on one of the dolls,those were the only gifts now left with her as his only memory.Those were not only his memory but the memory of those golden days she spend with him.She moved towards them to retrieve her past started counting...since when they were in LOVE...
"One'two' three'" That is how' She started to count the dolls'recalling the days..."Four hundred and eighty four'.. four hundred and eighty five'" It ended on Four eighty five... She then started to cry again, with a doll in her arms.She could do nothing but just hug it tightly, then suddenly'she dropped the doll on the floor.She couldn't believe what she heard she was stunned.She picked up the doll and pressed it stomach...and all she could hear was...
"I Love you~, I Love you~" She was left astonished, she still couldn't accept it as true...tears flowing tremendously from her eyes.She questioned herself unable to speak with the present state."I'.Lo..ve'you??" She picked up a another doll and pressed its stomach too...it said the same ..."I Love you~ I Love you~" "It can't be!" She pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I Love you~"
"I Love you~"
"I Love you~"
"I Love you~"
"I Love you~"
"I Love you~"
Only thing she could hear,those words came out non-stop,those words which she was dying to hear it from him. I'Love You' the torment rather than reducing became unbearable instead of succor she only found malaise "Why didn't I realize that'...That his heart was always by my side, protecting me day n night... Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...Why was I so blind in worldly thing that I couldn't have never seen his Love...Why did I became deaf that I could never heard those unspoken words which would even spoke in his absence..'" She took out the doll that was lying under the bed, that was the last doll,the one that she threw, the one that fell on the road, the one that took his life n her happiness.It had his blood stain on it.She pressed its stomach too... The voice which came out, she was missing badly...its been months that she didn't heard a word from him be it just asking her to come out.
"Geet'Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I know I couldn't say I Love you all those days'. Ummm' since I was too shy'... If you forgive me{which I know U will (she smiled with teary eyes)} and take this doll, I will say that I Love You... Since U came in my Life the day'...n shall say it everyday'... till I die' Geet' I LOVE YOU...'"
She later found out from that girl with whom she saw him standing with, that he wasn't able to add his message into it, and he asked her help and as he handed over that doll to her day before yesterday and that day he came to took it back from her as she had done what he had asked and listening to his confession and imagining her state he couldn't help but smile like always enchanting him with her magic.His friends said her that with them he would only talk about her, every single thing and just keep planning time with her.She also finally knew why he couldn't make it up to her birthday it was his dad admitted to hospital at the night itself due to which all the plans he made for her just got canceled.He tried his best but just couldn't make it out for her the whole day.
She even came to know that day when he said those harsh words to her just that he couldn't confess n just to change it what ever came to him he spoke as frustration over himself burst out, that day he actually was taken to admit as he got so wild that his whole body was bruised with various attempts to make him feel the pain which she had to go through, even when she stranded he to started ditching the college all those days n just stand outside of her house.She was always curious to go to his room have a look at it, but being adamant he always refused leaving her all sad which his mother showed her now was just filled with her pictures, it was set just the way she liked,he even had few tapes in which her voice was recorded unknown to her he would always record what ever she said and then would listen to it whole day one tape just had one thing her I Love You's said at various times in various moods.
It was never this way as she thought of not loving her but expressing her was the most difficult part not because he was scared but he could never make out words in front of her.That was the only reason that he spend a whole day to find a particular thing which would make her believe that he loves her and he don't even have to express it in words when she finally took a step and expressed herself to him,his happiness knew no bounds, he was glad she did numerous failure he went through just to confess but just couldn't he could make it to her.Since the day he saw her, he knew and promised that she will be only his...
She opened her her eyes it was the same day when that accident happened the tears just came flowing out of her eyes. "Why? Why?" she asked herself, God, "Why do I only know about all this now? When He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute as he promised me'..."She now even understood the reason behind his smile when he was lying in her lap until being lifeless, it was just the happiness that the last sight was her face which he would preserve for ever in his eyes,the last words were those three beautiful words which he could hear all his life and who could be this lucky to die in the arms of one U loved whole your life n with the faith that one never loved anyone except U...
Later leaving her studies as she didn't had the courage to go there anymore without him she didn't continued and instead opened a institution to help those people who don't express their love she would give them various ideas be not in word and especially those who think their partner is not interested in them, having various sessions to help them out.It was just a way to make other understand what she didn't and what she lost but she didn't mourn on it anymore as she knew as always he was still there with her may be not for others but still he was alive for her and will always she would never let his promise break as she will always remains his and those beautiful gift of his made her life beautiful enough to lead a beautiful life with his eternal I Love You...
A Love For Just Me N You...
Sitting in my bedroom alone.
Listening to songs we used to listen to.
Thinking back to when we met.
Thinking how much I really miss you.
Looking at our photo,
tears fill my eyes.
Looking at how happy we were.
How I didn't realise.
I miss everything.
From dancing, to fighting,
to you holding me close to your heart.
I miss our cuddles.
Years since we met.
Its gone so fast.
Yet it still feels like just yesterday,
since we were living our perfect past.
I know that the past has gone,
and that we remain apart.
You never said you see me in your future,
and that I'll always have your heart.
I've known you so long
yet our love is so new
I cant hardly wait
till I can finally be with you
Those words I'll never forget.
Because I believe every word.
I now also believe in never-ending love,
and a love that is no longer heard.
I hope you hear me calling
as you know my whispers are true.
So forever I'll whisper
I Love You I Love You
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