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A/N- So this is my very first attempt at writing a fanfiction. I am actually pretty scared to post it, but I know that everyone here is very nice and humble. A warning, though because I am a very very very bad writer. I cannot write to save my life. But I love SaGa a lot so I decided to give it a try. I am very much open to your comments, your thoughts, advice, criticism, chappals, tomatoes, rotten eggs. Whatever you have got just throw it at me, if you find it to be really sucky. 😛. I hope you guys like it! So here goes nothing.
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Silence surrounded him. Darkness had enveloped him. She was taking over him. His thoughts weren't his own. The castles in his dreams weren't built of solitude anymore, she was filling them with life. Her shadow could be seen in his eyes, binding him, bringing him closer to her. It didn't matter what he did, didn't matter where he went, she was always there. In that moment he realized his life wasn't his own anymore.
He had to talk to her. Otherwise he would lose his mind. He had to, but his feet wouldn't move. His stomach was doing flips. The thought of her sent shivers down his spine. He had to, he knew he had to. But he couldn't.
"Sagar" he heard a voice call. He was so lost in the recesses of his thoughts that he couldn't recognize it. "Sagar" .Suddenly he felt drawn to the voice and saw Gangaa was standing in front of him with a confused expression. He was rooted to the spot, speechless. "Sagar, where are you lost?". The soft breeze in the room made the luscious, black tresses fall on her face. Cold sweat ran along Sagar's forehead. He could feel his body going numb. "Control yourself Sagar. Control" he thought to himself. But her big brown eyes, her soft lips made it harder for him to resist.
He forced himself to come out of his trance. " What happened?" he asked. " I have to talk to you. It's very important" Gangaa urged. "Shhh... even I have something to say to you. Something, which I have realized just now" he whispered as he put a finger on her lips to stop her from talking. He pulled her closer to himself. He could feel her warm sweet breath caressing his skin. "Sagar what happened? What do you have to say? Look I have a lot to do, so hurry up".
Gangaa felt clueless. The inches of distance between them made her feel apprehensive. The heat from his body was sending chills down her neck. "What is going on with him? Sometimes he acts as if I am a stranger, and sometimes he holds me as if he will never let me go" she thought to herself.
Sagar pulled her even closer. Their noses were almost touching. Their breathing was in sync with each other. He could feel her heart racing, and it sounded like music to his ears. " Gangaa" he whispered in her ear. He looked into her eyes, and he held her gaze. " I remember before you came into my life, I always felt lost. It always felt like I was missing something, but I could never place it. Everything felt dull. It seemed like something had sucked all the happiness out of my life. But then you happened. " "Sagar..." Gangaa said. She couldn't believe her ears. She felt she was dreaming again. "Gangaa, let me finish. Let me, or I will lose my mind. Your Sagar will go crazy Gangaa, please. When you entered my life, everything changed. Everything suddenly seemed full of life. Life seemed to be full of life. I fell in love with myself, I fell in love with colors. I fell in love with life because of you". With each moment Gangaa's heart raced faster, and if Sagar said one more word her heart would lurch out of her mouth.
" Why can't you just say it Sagar. This is the problem with guys. First it takes you millions of years to realize your feelings. Then when it comes to expressing your feelings, you beat around the bush. Seriously Kanha ji, why couldn't you have made men more like human beings instead of robots" Gangaa thought to herself.
"Gangaa, I know I am very dumb. I know I have hurt you a lot. I know I cannot compensate for all the pain and misery you have had to bear because of me. But I promise you I will always be there for you. I will always keep you safe from this big bad world. I will always support you. I can even die..." Before Sagar could finish Gangaa put her hand on his mouth. " I love you. I love you a lot. I have always loved you, always. More than anyone, more than anything. I know I have never expressed it, but I have. And I always will. Even after I am no more, my heart will always belong to you. Always. I love you Sagar".
" Gangaa, are you serious?. Why didn't you ever say so. I always thought it was just me" Sagar's happiness knew no bound. "I love you too. I have loved you since the moment I saw you. I loved you when the meaning of love for me was friendship. I love you now that I know what love is. I will give you so much love that even this world will seem small compared to your happiness. I will always love you Gangaa, always. I don't care what people think, I don't care what Ma, or papa, or daadi think. As long as you are with me, this world, and society will never scare me. I promise."
I promise too, that as long as Gangaa flows, Sagar will never be incomplete". Together hand in hand they walked towards a new beginning, and a new horizon filled with the essence of their unconditional love for each other.
THE END
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So there it is. Like I said, I would love to know your thoughts so do comment. Everything is welcome, good and bad. It's kind of cliche, I know but this is how I see Sagar confessing to Gangaa.
Ps: please don't copy and paste this elsewhere, as this is strictly written for IF members
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