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Ritu was staring out of the window…
"They are serious…whatever the doctor said to me just now…is too much to handle. I hope both of them will be alright. Rajveer….this name is so painful to me. Its like whenever I think or speak out his name…hundred of needles prick through my heart.."

"I have come back just because I have fallen in love with you captain"

"That moment was so special to me…I finally told him whatever I had in my heart. I never expected a "yes" from him…nor did I expect a "no". But….but…the look that he gave me…I cannot make out what look it was…was it regret?…helplessness?…sympathy?…or…disgust? . it tore my heart apart. I am not that weak to be given that look. He could have smiled at least and said no. I would have happily gone back at least, with no ill-feeling about him. I never wanted to hate him. But I never wanted myself to be seen with those eyes of remorse. Maybe I hate him a little. But I love him more."

Tears rolled down her cheeks as she closed her eyes on them.
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Naina had woken up few hours ago. She was feeling much better. The doctor declared that she was normal now but had to take rest too. Naina enquired whether she could walk or not. To which the doctor gave an affirmation and put up a condition that she had to take a nurse with her. Naina smiled and promised.
She got up and asked the nurse to accompany her to the ICU.
"Maybe I heard wrong…even if they are correct…I think the two officers in ICU are not Capt Rajveer or huda . they were perfectly fine then…"
naina walked on…
"what am I thinking?...the bullets were fired…no…I hope I am right. I hope I don't lose anyone anymore."
"ma'am this way please.." said the nurse…naina followed her inside. The chamber in which they were kept was separated by a glass wall. No one expect the respective doctors were allowed inside the ICU main chamber. Naina approached the main chamber slowly…cautiously putting every step ahead. She looked inside. There was a person lying on the bed…heavily bandaged and was on a ventilator. Naina narrowed her eyes to focus better on the man. She tried to recognize him. But couldn't. she looked down at her feet in distress and asked if she could see the other officer…nurse took her to the other ICU. This time she could see another man in a condition worse than the other. His body was completely silent. It seemed to her that he was already dead. He was surrounded by so many machines that it hardly looked like a place for humans.
"why is he like this?"
"ma'am…he was shot around thirty times with multiple bullets at the same place. It's a miracle that he is still alive. Today is the last day of his round of medicines. The doctor have given him another 24 hrs. if he doesn't react... nobody knows what will happen then. But its amazing that his will to live is so strong. Its really amazing."
naina was silent for a moment and kept looking at the person.
"Wh...Who is he?"
"He is Lt yaduvan sahani"
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Huda was standing at the doorway to ali's room and looked straight at them.
"It wasn't your fault!!...stop …just stop accusing yourself. If you think that accusing yourselves will bring back maj rajveer, yudi, naina and pooja back to normal…then I think you are all wrong. If you are wrong then I should be the one to be blamed the most! I was standing nearest to him. If there was anyone to save those two it was me!! IT WAS ME!"

Huda was bandaged all over. He limped while he walked near alekh and cried. Alekh stood up and gave him a hug. "you are right…we shouldn't be accusing ourselves. Right now those people need us the most. Shall we go and pay them a visit?"
Ali got up and hugged both of them. "let's go"
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Pooja walked inside the ICU and stopped suddenly. She could see a woman kneeling down and crying badly and a nurse consoling her. The cry was heart-wrenching.
"who could this be?"
pooja advanced further and kneeled beside the woman and put a hand on her shoulders.
"don't cry please"
The woman stopped for a moment and looked at pooja in surprise with tears streaming down her cheeks continuously.
Pooja was astonished at the face who was looking at her.
"Naina?"

that was part 12!!

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Pooja couldn't believe her eyes. "naina?what are you doing here?..what happened to you?!"
Naina couldn't keep herself anymore she hugged pooja and cried.
"pooja…its yudi…its yudiiii"
"yeah…its him…I have been visiting him since he came here,don't worry he will be alright" and patted her shoulders.
Just then neelu came inside…and was shocked seeing both of them.
"pooja,naina?"
pooja looked back and saw neelu standing there in amazement.
"neelu?"
neelu walked towards them and kneeled down with tears in her eyes. She kept a hand on naina's head and said "bhaiya will be okay naina...he will be okay"
"how did you come here?" asked pooja.
"bhaiya, my fiance and me had come to shimla for an important meeting with my fiance 's parents..on the way this curfew took place and bhaiya joined the armed forces at the campsite for fighting against them"

"naina?" a male voice was heard behind neelu. Everyone looked towards it. It was huda.
Naina saw huda, pooja saw ali and neelu saw alekh standing there.
Naina stopped crying…pooja whispered "ali?" and neelu was shocked seeing alekh there.
Pooja and ali kept staring at each other for a while…all the bitter and sweet memories came rushing towards them…
Pooja'a anger knew no bounds…she walked away from the room. Ali wanted to stop her but couldn't…alekh gestured ali to go after her…

Huda walked near naina and wiped her tears staining her cheeks and said "hi"
"hi…"
"you came to see yudi??"
"I came to see both of them…"
huda gave her a sharp glance and said "I see"
"how r you?"asked huda
"I am fine…you are hurt so badly??"
"yeah..but its nothing in front of both of them"
it took a few minutes for huda to ask again "you are still in love with him na?"
naina looked at him in shock and lowered her head and said "no"
"I see"
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alekh saw neelu…and went towards her "I am sorry neelu"
"why do you need to be sorry for?" replied neelu…quite surprised by his sudden apology… "what is he apoligising for?"
"I am sorry I couldn't save your brother…"
"it wasn't your fault…it wasn't anyone's fault...the injury of a soildier in a battle is never anyone's fault…"
"you called your parents…?"
"no…I thought I would call them when bhaiya gets better…I am still hoping"
alekh smiled at her "he will"
"those words are a bit of relief…"
"neelu I talked to the doctors they said that they have got just 24hrs to come to a conclusion" a man interrupted both of them.
Alekh turned to look at the man and found him looking at him,confused.
Neelu stepped in "harsh this is alekh..my friend and alekh this is harsh …..my fi..fiance"
Alekh looked at her for a moment and said "excuse me but I have to go…nice to meet you harsh"
Harsh nodded with a smile.
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Ali stopped pooja In midway.."pooja suniye…pooja humari baat toh suniye"
"kya baat sunu main teri" she stopped and turned around..
"yahi sunu that you left me and ran away??? Yahi sunu ki you never expressed you feelings to me and underestimated mine?"
"no its nothing like that..i want to talk to you!"
"I don't want to talk to you!"
"please ek baar pooja ..bas ek bar"
pooja didn't reply…
"I never wanted to do it pooja …but I thought it was better to leave you with someone you love…"
"who are you to decide that whom I want to be with…who are you to take decision for both of us?? You left me because you thought I loved rohit , right?…think whatever you want to think ali!!…I don't care….my life is like that, sab mujhe chodke chale jaate hain, you are one of them…but you know something? rohit was better than you, because at least he came back for me…you didn't even do that…pata hai ali tum darpok ho!!you couldn't tell me earlier about your feelings … and now, you gave the doctor this to silently run away again??"
pooja took out the ring and showed him . ali was astonished
"I…I …told her not to-"
"yeah you told her and she never told me….i am not a fool ali that I wouldn't know this much….you never even told me that your family was going under so many things…you never even told me that your father died….i don't want you to love me…but I was your best friend right?...or I am not even that?" said pooja ,….her voice was shaking with anger…and sadness..tears came running out of her eyes…all of the tears which she had kept underneath her soul for so many years…she just couldn't stop them and kept on crying..
ali tried to stop her "don…don't cry pooja" he walked nearer at every sob and at every tear that dropped from her eyelids.
"you were never there with me ali!…I wanted to talk about so many things to you…I wanted to laugh with you ,cry with you…I wanted to scold you for your stupidity and fight with you whenever and wherever…I wanted to us to hold hands and feel that we are for each other…I wanted to love you ali….i have always wanted to love you…" and cried even harder.
"pooja…."
"no!! don't call my name..you have no right to do that!…go away from me! I don't want to see your face!!" she pushed ali and started to run away from him..
ali caught her hand from behind "leave me"
"I won't"
"I said leave me ali!!"
"I won't!! and you will not dare to run away!" ali scolded pooja harshly.
Pooja looked at ali, speechless.
Ali approached her with one hand still holding her hand and the other touching her cheeks softly.
"I won't let you make the same mistake that I did…don't run away from me this time pooja…"
pooja's eyes softened…she looked at him as if she was lost…ali went nearer and kissed her forehead… "I love you pooja and I have always loved you. I don't know what came over me that time when I left you with that man….i came to know everything from alekh afterwards...you didn't go back to him…and he left without you…that day when I heard this I wanted to kill myself for doing this…I wanted to run back to you…but I was a coward…I didn't know how to face you...you know something??…I wanted to give this ring to you as a token of my love on the day before I left KMA. I couldn't give this to you…but it has always been with me…as you. The moment I saw you in the tent lying in that position…my heart tore. I felt so helpless pooja that I have never felt in my life" tears pricked ali's eyes… "I...I …don't have anything else to say….but only one thing…come back to me pooja…I am sorry for everything…for every tear in your eye…every pain that you felt…every moment that you missed me…I am sorry….i am sorry" and cried..pooja smiled and wiped the tears rolling down his cheeks…
ali hugged her tightly.
"I love you too buddhu" said pooja and laughed …. "and that's what you are a big buddhu!! And don't ever dare to run away again!" and hit his back softly.
"never…ever…not even for a second" and didn't let her go.
They stood there like that for a long time….till one of the nurses came and coughed.
Ali and pooja blushed and left that place,holding hands…
"how did you complete your training ali?"
"I got transferred to another academy with reference of Brigadier chandok"
"you went away because of me right?"
"….hmmm…its …not….l-like that"
"that means you did that to go away from me?….idiot!" punched his arm and laughed.
"but could I?? Fortunately I couldn't" and gave a soft kiss to her cheek and hugged her again.
They went back to ICU…this time with a smile on their faces and with a new hope for their friend, yudi.