Roli came to conscious and opened her eyes slowly..she was still feeling drowsy after a while when she realised that she was in hospital , she looked around and found it to be the one where she works..she helped herself to sit on bed.."what must have happened...why am I still alive" thought roli and frowned her eyebrows in annoyance..just then the door of the room opened and entered siddhant ,who was probably doing rounds followed by shwetha holding all the case sheets..roli looked at siddhant who didn't pay attention to her, just came near her and examined her, the same way as he does for other patients while roli kept silent...shwetha checked her vitals without a word and informed siddhant..and they left leaving roli behind...'may be really angry on me' thought roli and leaned on the pillow behind..where is ma and gautham..how am I here..puzzled roli..the door opened again and siddhant entered alone...roli saw him and sat straight...while he came near her, dragging a stool nearby and keeping it near to bed..he sat on it and looked at roli.."so? Miss roli!" Called sid..roli looked at him puzzled as it was the first time she was called miss instead of Dr. By him."How was your experience of attempt to suicide?" Asked siddhant..roli looked down without lifting her head..'so he is taunting me' thought roli.."roli you made me feel ashamed of you by doing this thing" said siddhant while roli's eye were filled up with tears ...she remembered her father's word again..it was way too much for her to tolerate beyond it...'why am i still alive' thought she..she looked on the side table and found empty syringes and few injections and a blade to cut the plaster...she swifty took it in her hand and before she could cut near her wrist she received a tight slap from siddhant...enough to make blade fall from her hand.."what is wrong with you roli, why are you behaving like this?" Asked siddhant shaking her shoulders.."why did you save me sir? Just to let me know that even you feel ashame of me?" Asked roli while tears found their way through her eyes..she broke down like a looser in front of him ..sid who was a little shocked listening to her words..kept his hand on her head caressing it "roli stop crying I didn't mean that" said sid.but he knew he used the wrong words to explain her that what she did was wrong..roli suddenly became calm and fell down back on her pillow unconscious..."roli?" Called siddhant and checked her if she is okay.."it is all because of stress" mumbled sid and made her lie properly and covered her properly with shawl..he gave a deep sigh.."shwetha!!" Called sid loudly and shwetha rushed inside.."yes sir?" Asked shwetha "remove all the sharp objects and injectibles from this room and keep an strict eye on her " said siddhant and left the room dissapointed..
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