MANNY
What i think she is like...
If i stand there as II and imagine a manny and experience whatever II feels like...she looks like a loin ready to pounce at me
Scary...doubting me...keeping me on gaurd..and causing me trouble.
As Manny its entirely different
I have been exposed to things i failed ti handle...i was broken down and crushed to earth by the man i thought i loved..again and again
I have no hope on the emotion love...i believe the world is filled with selfish bas***ds (pardon my language... i being manny..verbally no filters) and they approch me for money..physical possibilities or jist flirt...i struggle not to get carried away...but i end up doing it...after all i am alone and lonely...while everyone is settled...im wanderig...so o meed to be feel loved...even if it is fake.
And my siblings?? U as much as think of laying a finger on them...i will chop your both hands legs and stuff off...no no not just chop your head off and give j easy death.
I dont want them to go through What i have...i dont want to see them get hurt
Reason why i love Marliese... or any girlfriend that dimpal had...he wasn't attached to them...if they walked out..he never cared..nobody ever did...he like a magnet and they would stick to him..hr wouldn't have to be in pain...he never cared for them.
But Ii? They are married for godsake...something that shows how deeply invested my stupid brother is in her...AMD so she scares me...she figHTS him... ignores him..and orders him around...and dimpal follows her like a puppy...im afraid she will walk out and dimpal won't be himself ever again...or she will bamk om his love and use him...how can i see him hurt??
And why will she love him back? After dad...after how screwed my family is...how dimpal wanders and runs away to paris..how he never talks and expresses...she is too good to be true
Can a woman be so down to earth and nice and good anf caring? Sam is...but thats sam..and II cant...can shr? Nooo i dont want to let myself think that...no no no
Tan..tan stood by sam through so much...What has II done for dpal? Nothing compared to that..how can i trust her with my brother????
But dimpal talks to dad...because of her
Dad is happy because of her
Sam says she is real
I feel good around her too
But! No...i cant trust...i cant
Havr seen enough not to trust.
After she walked into dimpal's life
I meed to knock nefore entring his room
I cant get alone time with him
I cant cry and fight because he is always around
He doesnt play games until i fall alseep anymore
He doesn't sit and talk to me for hours
His house and his room are not equally mine now
He doesn't show up in my house
His free time isn't mine anymore
My dimpal is not mine amymore
And he never compramised..not unless it was for me..not even sam..and now!!! He has changed for her.
She now comes attached along with dimpal
Agrhhh...do i talk to her nice or no
I lIke her but i dont trust her..dont want to
I like her but im jealous of her...i cant help...!
I jUST dont know!!!!!!!
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