As Rajveer stood there with his daughter in his arms, he felt a part of his heart, that had been empty for such a long time, fill up. As his heart filled with love, his eyes poured tears. Asha was in no better condition. All her life all she had wanted was to feel secured in her father's love. All she wanted was to be loved by a father. And today she got that. She was standing there, in her father's arms for the first time and tears were in no mood to stop.
Alekh stood there watching the father daughter reunite, and his eyes were also teary. The three stood there crying for a good amount of minutes. Suddenly, Rajveer realized something and broke from the hug.
Rajveer: "Abhilasha, tum yaha kya kar rahi ho? Aur kaisay pata chala ki mein yaha hoon?" (Abhilasha, what are you doing here? And how did I was here?)
Unable to speak and choked with emotion, Asha pointed at the door. Raj looked where her hand went and saw a very emotional Alekh standing there.
Rajveer: "Alekh!!!??"
Alekh walked inside and stood in front of Rajveer. He was just about to say something when Rajveer's hand flew up and slapped Alekh across his cheeks. Alekh stood there stunned at Raj's action as his own hand went to his cheeks and caressed where Rajveer had slapped him.
Asha: "Papa!!"
Rajveer: "How dare you, tum hari himmat kaisay hui, Abhilasha to yaha lee aana ka?" (How dare you bring Abhilasha here?")
Asha: "Papa yeah aap kya...?" (Papa what...?)
Alekh: "Sir aapun ko laga" (Sir I thought)
Alekh could not finish his statement as Rajveer interjected.
Rajveer: "Kya laga tum hain...hmmm...kya laga?" (What did you think...hmmm... what?)
Asha: "Bas papa, agar aap nahi chatay ki main aap kay saath rahu...toh theek hai, magar Alekh sir ko kuch mat kaheay." (Enough papa, if you don't want me to be with you, then fine, but don't scold Alekh sir.)
Rajveer: "Asha, yeah baat nahi hai..," (Asha that is not the case.)
Asha: "toh phir kya baat hai. Mujhe laga I aap mujhe dheek kar khush hongay, magar aap toh..." (Then what is it. I thought that you would be happy to see me, but you...)
Rajveer: "Baat khushi ki ya dukh ki nahi hai. Baat hai tumari safety ki. Alekh ne tum hai yaha laa kar tumari jaan ko khatra main daal diya hain." (It is not about happiness or sadness. It is about your safety. Alekh has put your life in danger by bringing you here)
This statement made Asha's blood boil.
Alekh: "Aapun sorry hai sir. Iss baray mein socha hi nahi aapun ne." (I am sorry sir. I didn't think about that.)
Asha: "Alekh sir, aap sorry kyu bol rahay hain. Aap ki koi galti nahi hain. Aap ne toh srif ek beti ko aapne pita se millaya hai." (Alekh sir, why are you saying sorry? You are not at any fault. You have just helped a daughter meet her father.)
Alekh: "Nahi Asha, Sir sahi hai." (No Asha, Sir is right)
Asha: "Kya sahi hai sir. Mein ne aap ne puri zindagi yeah Biswas mein bita di ki meray papa zinda hai. Bina dekhay mein ne maan liya ki meray papa zinda hai. Aur aaj itnay saal baad pehley baar mein aapney papa se mil rahi hoon. Pehley baar meray sapano ko sach hota dekh rahi hoon. Aap logo ko pata hai ki kitney raat mein soi nahi, yeah soch kar ki syaad papa... Papa aap ko toh pata tha ki mein hoon, aap ki ek beti ek pariwaar hai. Magar mein, mujhe toh iss baat tak ki sabot nahi thi ki meray papa zinda hai. Aap ko pata hai, ek viswas mein zindagi jina kitna muskil hota hai." (What right sir? I have lived my life with the belief that my papa is alive. Without seeing I accepted that my papa was alive. And today after so many years, I am meeting my father for the first time. For the first time I am seeing my dreams coming true. Do you have any idea how many sleepless nights I have spent thinking that what if papa...Papa at least you knew that I was there, that you have a daughter a family. But I, I didn't even have any proof that my own papa was alive. Do you know how hard it is to spend your entire life on a belief?)
Rajveer: "Abhilasha I understand..."
Asha: "No papa you don't understand. Aap nahi samaj shaktay, maa papa hotay huay bhi aanath ki zindagi jina kya hota hai. Nahi samaj Shaktay aap appni maa ko aapnay saam ne zindagi se ladtay huay dekhne ka dard. (No papa, you don't understand. You can't understand what it feel like to live a life of an orphan while both your parent are alive. You cannot understand the pain of having to see your mother fight for her life in front of you.)
Alekh: "Abhilasha bas, aapne baap se koi aisay baat karta hain?" (Abhilasha enough, Is this the way to talk to your father.)
Asha: "Kyu bas karu mein...?" (Why should I stop?)
Rajveer: "Beti mein ne jo kiya tumari safety kay liya kiya." (Daughter, whatever I did, I did for your safety.)
Asha: "I know papa, magar...I know aap ne jo kiya hamari bhaliye kaa liya kiya, aur yeah aap kay liya aasan bhi nahi tha..." (I know papa, but...I know what you did was for our good, and that this was not easy for you.)
An awkward silence filled the room as no one had anything to say. Suddenly Asha busted out in tears. Alekh and Rajveer were totally taken aback by this sudden outburst.
Rajveer: "Abhilasha, kya hua bacha?" (Abhilasha what happened child?)
Asha while sobbing: "Mujhe yakeen hi nahi ho raha. Aap sach much mein meray saamne hai. Baachpan bhar jis papa ka pyar ka sapana mein ne dekha tha, woh aaj...Ek sapana sa lag raha hai yeah sab kuch. Mein ne aaj tak jo Chaya hai, jis jo mein ne pyar kiya wo haar cheez mujh se cheene gayi. App, dai maa, maa...toh daar lag raha. Aisa lag raha hai ki mein aakh kholun gi aur aap chalay..." (I cannot believe this. You are really in front of me. Throughout childhood, the father's love that I only dreamed about, today...This all feels like a dream. Whatever I wanted till this day, whatever I loved, they have all been snatched from me. You, Dai maa, maa...so I am feeling scared. I feel as if I will open my eyes and you will disappear)
Seeing Asha so crushed, and so fragile, both the men rushed to her and hugged her. Thinking about what Asha had to go through at such a young age, make their eyes wet.
Hey guys
I miss y'all and IF So much. I am SO SO SO SO SO Happy to be back. Thank you all for your good wishes. I am feeling much better and my school is now in summer break. I want to wish everyone a very very special father's day, and this chapter is dedicated to all the fathers in the world.
P.S I know this is not long enough but I have already typed the next chapter and trust me that WILL Make up for this shortness.
Lots of Love
Misha