Arshi FF/ Saffron Fields Thread 12/ Link to Thread 13 on Pg 1. - Page 51

This is the darkest of all the chapters you've written so far, Jenny . Looks like it's a sorry state of affairs all the way around - Arnav/Lavanya, Sujata/Khushi and Aman/Anita. And I am guessing, soon Khushi and Arnav will also join the bandwagon after Manya's encounter with Khushi 😭.

Anita proved it that choosing to fall for someone is the easier part. But, deciding on what you are willing to exchange for it, is always the hard part. I am hoping that her self-respect and her desire will find the happy ground of co-existence. And I already cannot wait for Aman to get over those hazel eyes and find relief in the pixie eyes.

As for Lavanya, just like we use role model, we need to start using the word role villain. She is a perfect embodiment of a villain. But alas, in spite of all that happened, she still figures out a way to feel as a victim and even worse, I am afraid that she might slowly start thinking herself as heroine of her own story. It goes without saying that she is hell bent on ruining Arnav's life. I unwittingly admire her sense of entitlement when she asked (I should say "demanded") Arnav about his love for Kushi. To borrow a quote "We are all very good lawyers for our own mistakes, but very good judges for the mistakes of others", fits her perfectly. Expecting sense from someone who lost her mind is probably asking for too much anyway.

I think the story has just entered the tunnel of darkness. But, I am also excited and embracing myself for this journey. The longer the darkness, the more eager and valuable, the wait for the light becomes. For all the darkness, I also see the light at the end of the tunnel, I just hope, its not an oncoming train😔.

Hang in there Jenny, your days for singing lullabies is almost arrived!