
PREDICTABLE! Swayam is so predictable nowadays. I mean his unpredictable nature is becoming predictable now. Take today for example we are suppose to be on a date and i could easily predict each and every moment till now. I was able to foretell Swayam's every move. Swayam was right Predictable Is So Boring' i love him a lot but honestly now I'm getting bored. All our dates seem to be same only the location and the dress changes.
Swayam always says that I should say what I feel. Never hesitate. So I'm gonna tell him that he's boring now, he isn't predictable anymore. I know it sounds harsh but i have to. I can't bare another boring date. I'll tell him the truth in 5... 4... 3... 2... Oh! Shit. I can't I love him too much. I can bare another predictable date but can't bare hurting him. I've already troubled him a lot in the past. I'll simply smile and act as if I'm enjoying myself and NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW.
Sharon! Sharon!' I was shocked as swayam shouted at me.
What happened. Why are you shouting?' I replied snapping out of my thoughts
Kaha khoi hui ho. Last 5 minutes se awaz laga raha hun. Ice-cream aa gayi hain and apparently melt bhi ho gayi hain. Are you alright. Ghar jana hain.'
Shit! Why am i always so deep into my thoughts? Think Sharon think. Give him a good reason. He under no circumstances can know the truth. Just smile and give the reason, he'll believe it.
Oh! I was so a bit tensed about the... the.. the workshops. Yes the workshops' I replied calmly
The workshops?' Swayam questioned
I'm dead.
Ya I mean kal new students aa rahe hain academy main. Batches, dance styles, registration forms, fee structure, board meeting, instructions etc. Etc. So I'm a bit tensed. And collaboration bhi hain so highly tensed.' I covered up immediately.
'Fare enough' Swayam replied a bit convinced. 'But yeh sab baad main sochna abhi finish your ice-cream and then i'll drop you home.'
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Finally! This day comes to an end and so does the date. I'm back in my cosy bed with my thoughts. Good Sharon, very good. I'm proud of you. Tumhne aacha reason diya. Swayam kafi convinced lag raha tha. I just hope that woh apna dimag zyada na chalaye or else he'll figure it out. He always does. I don't know what's up with me? College khatam hue hue 5 saal ho gaye hain and aaj tak mujhe aisa feel nahi hua.
We quiet easily made it through the rough patch and ab toh NYDA & D3 academy ka collaboration bhi ho raha hain. Money problem bhi nahi hain and students bhi kafi hain. Mom ko bhi Swayam pasand hain sab kuch smooth sailing hain, So ab yeh problem kyun? Itni time se koi fight nahi hui na shayad isliye.
Anyway, I need to rest because from tomorrow onwards new bohot kaam hain. Hopefully I'll survive.
** After 2 weeks **
'Congrats Sharon!' Swayam came and hugged me from behind.
Sara kaam khatam ho gaya and most of all collaboration successfully ho gaya. Ab tumhe mujhse koi dur nahi rakh sakta. Finally tum aur main akele, kitna kuch share karna hain tumse. So tonight at 7 if you're free.'
No! Say no. You can't go on a date. But those eyes, oh they are so pretty. Focus Sharon. You can't go. Say no or even better tell him the truth. He deserves to know. JUST SAY NO.
OKAY! Fine with me. Meet you tonight.'
Love you Sharon'. He smiled gently, kissed me on my cheeks and left.
You stupid, coward, idiot girl. How could you. You're a strong confident young lady Sharon. Since when are you afraid to express your own feelings. Tum kab se logo ke bare main sochne lagi. Since the day i fell in love. I could have simply said no but yes kehne ke baad jo Swayam ke face pain smile aai woh nahi dekh pati. Swayam Shekhawat tumhare liye kya kya jhelna padta hain. Poor me.
I was engrossed in my thoughts that I didn't notice Simmi walking down the hallway and bumped straight into her.
'Sorry' we exclaimed together. We got up and started to walk towards the parking lot.
Sharon you mind if i ask you something.' I nodded. 'Is something wrong in your life. I mean nowadays you're so distracted. What's up?'
Should I tell her? Maybe not but a bit company can help. Personal problems share nahi karungi but thodi himat mil jayegi. Can't believe Swayam ke saath date pain jaane ke liye himat chahiye.
Simmi as aaj tum free ho I need your help.'
For what!'
Aaj meri Swayam ke saath date hain. So you know dress up, make up, accessories, heels. What's say?'
Let's have some fun.'
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Sharon What's this? Are you planning on wearing this on your date? SHORTS! Please wear something elegant and classy like a dress or a gown perhaps. Shorts toh tum roz pehenti ho. Just because Swayam says he likes you the way you are doesn't mean you take it seriously. What's wrong with you?' Simmi shouted at me.
'Simmi nothing's wrong with me. I'm perfectly fine. It's just that I know Swayam. He'll pick me up on his cycle and dresses ke saath cycle pain baithna is uncomfortable. So shorts.' I explained
'Well hope that you're ready because Swayam ka call aa gaya hain. He's waiting downstairs'
'Okay bye. Thanks for your help.' I hugged Simmi and left.
Enjoy Sharon.'
I rushed downstairs praying that this date doesn't turn out to be like the previous one. As soon as i opened the gates I got the biggest shock of my life.
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