hi friends... I am here with another os... yesterday after exam this idea popped in my mind... so I write it up... exam ke bad ka frustration... and I knw that it is a crap but this os is really close to me...
this os is in taani's pov... so here it goes..
CONFUSION
Today I am feeling very happy , emotional... feeling like I am in 9 cloud...
Mujhe nahi laga tha ki kabhi aisa bhi hoga... aaj ka din bohat special tha... I knw u guys are confused... so let me tell u from starting...
Today we planned for hang out with friends that is with swayam,sharon and neha... later neha called vicky and rey also.. ... I was ok... actually I was happy for spending time with rey but as usual I didn't show them... then we want to chaipati(friends hang out place) vicky came to pick us actually neha and we also join them as we are going to same place...
Actually plain was to tease swayam and Sharon but in my life nothing goes with plan...
In vicky's car they start teasing me... as I was silent as usual... then neha and Sharon said why u are so silent teasingly... then vicky started... he said actually my brother in law is there that's why I am feeling shy(as rey and vicky are like brother)... I was shocked at that time and shy... but I only knw that how much I was feeling happy... but I didn't show it to them... I said to him that you don't knw my would be husband than how I am ur sister in law??? Then he said world is round... he said u cant say whom u meet next moment... I was literally feeling happy but I showed them that I am least bother about that... but he continue to say that I am his sister in law and he is my brother in law... at that time it was best moment... but it was just starting... krishna ji has planned something else...
We went to chaipati and order magi, momo and tea, coffee... we start with teasing sharon and swayam but again after sometime they start to tease me...after that we played truth and dare.. I wont tell all the dare given to my friends and the question asked to them becoz today is my day... first I choose truth... and they asked who is my crush or love or like.. I said no one.. they forced me to tell.. that also in class.. I was saying I don't have crush but they didn't believe... they said they knw his name.. I was scared but asked them to tell who they think but they didn't say anything.. everybody there knws that rey is that person but they want to hear from me... that definitely I wont say... but I told them white lie that is I said everybody think that rey was/is my crush but it was just a rumour... I confirmed that... which is not at all truth but I cant say the truth also since I don't have that much courage... and I also knw that everybody there knws the truth but they didn't asked anything... and most funny part was rey acted like he was heartbroken... I wished that by hearing this he should be really heartbroken... but he was not... as I thought... after that again bottle spin... and after few spin again my turn came and this time I have to choose dare... and my friends have a evil grin on their face.. I knw what was coming and I was really scared... and atlast they said that I have to propose rey with some emotional lines... I was really scared and happy... swayam gave me tissue flower using which Sharon proposed him some time ago... ... but rey said he don't want used flower... someone plugged few leaves and gave me... rey came in front of me then I said I LOVE U... but they said I have to say some lines with that 3 words... so here it goes " rey I love u... maine kabhi kissi ko propose nahi kiya hai aur mujhe nahi pata ki kaise propose karte hai... but I love u.. bas itna hi bol sakti hu"...I was shivering and feeling happy... after saying this I went to my place... I didn't thought in my worst dream that I will say that to rey... but I said... now this was the HAPPIEST moment of day till now... but Krishna ji is not satisfied... he has planned more interesting thing for me... again bottle spined... everybody got truth and dare each one time except rey and vicky...and I wont say any thing abt vicky becoz today its my day...now coming to rey so atlast they decided to give truth and dare to him... first he asked for dare... and here again evil mind of my friends start working with more interesting things.. one of my close friend rohan said that.." its not fair that ki sirf taani apne knees mai aakar tujhe propose kare ab tujhe propose karna padega".. and vicky interrupted " rey have to propose taani with a kiss"... and I thought that he have to propose me by kissing a flower and give it to me... I was not going... I was feeling shy and blushing like hell... which is definitely noticed by everybody there... at last I went there and came to knw that he have to kiss my hand... I was blushing... little did I knw that he wont kiss... but Krishna ji was in mood to play with me... or I can say that he want me to live best moment of my life... and here it comes...
He kneeled down with flower in his hand which I gave him... and I was not looking at him becoz I knw if I looked at him I will surely cry and it will spoil the friendly atmosphere... and he is so dumb that he started with I LOVE U... and after that whatever he said I didn't listen becoz I was lost in that three magical word... little I remember he said something like when I first saw u... but I didn't listen after that since I don't want to hear anything else... I was blushing and was in cloud nine with a shy smile on my face... and he concluded with some line which I didn't listen as I was in another world... after coming to real world I said " kitna cheesy line tha"... I said that to avoid my awkwardness... I saw his eyes which was showing something more than dare... but I shrug off that thought and look down with a smile on my face... he gave me that flower and I accepted it and he asked for my hand and I gave... everybody was normal at that time and hooting... and recording most beautiful moment of my life... but what happened next moment shocked everybody specially me... he kissed me... on my hand... I didn't expect that.. I thought he will act as he is kissing but I was wrong he actually kissed me... I was not looking at him... that feeling I can't explain in words... he place his lips on my hand for 5-10 sec and that was the moment when I first felt his touch which can't be told... it bring a ticklish feeling.. first time I felt butterfly... but the moment was disturbed by my friends... after recovering from shock they again started hooting... I took my hand back... and they again started to tease... after long teasing session they remember that now its turn of truth... they asked him abt his first crush in class... I was accepting my name but Krishna ji again played a game... he said another girl name... I felt bad... but smiled.. Pretending this thing didn't affect me... I am best in hiding my feelings... which I think worst part of me... as some time u need to show ur feelings but I cant change it...
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As I entered in my room... I locked my self and start crying... it is not like that I am not happy with what happen today... I heard that kiss on lip or forehead is most romantic... but it is not like that... he kissed my hand and I felt it was the most romantic... The moment his lips touched my skin everything stopped for me...that 10 sec was like eternity... which I cant forget... and no other romantic moment of my life in future can replace that feeling... it was a simple kiss... but I felt something in that kiss... something more that cant be told but I can feel... more than a game... but reality came in front of me... he said that he has crush on some one else... but what I felt was while he was kissing is different... it was not just a game... I saw something in his eyes... is it becoz I love him... or he really feel for me??? If yes then why he is not telling... but I also didn't tell anything to him... but he should understand that... every body present there was sure that I am having feelings for him.. then why he is not seeing that love in my eyes??? Or he don't want to see??? Or he is also scared as I ??? what I should do??
His feeling for me is a big CONFUSSION for me??? Should I ask him directly and confess my love but I am scared of his reaction specially rejection...
Hope u guys like it... pls give ur valuable comment... and tell what u think abt rey...
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