ok I am here with my first OS, and this Os is just for my sweetheart, my friend,sphobic.
Actually this OS is inspired by a song who's youtube link i m sharing with you guys.
please, guys listen to this, its just beautiful, its a song from phata poster nikla hero, mere bina tu.
so not taking your much time, here you go with OS.
song..
Arnav stood on the roof of his house, his home, sheesh Mahal. He looked at the golden color spread over the sky above. Lucknow! The city of Nawabs. The city of poets. The city where we can feel love in the air. The city where people aren't aware of personal space. Where everyone makes his duty to indulge themselves in others problem and try their best to solve that.
But no!!
Its not the case with him.
Here he has been deceived!
Here he has lost his everything and was now going to lose the most precious thing this city has given him. His happiness, his existence to live, his reason to smile, his reason of a beautiful future he has dreamt of. His Khushi!
But it was all a castle in the air. His lips broke in the bitter smile. How ironic?! The city which has given him his reason to live and smile was going to snatch it away.
But can he blame this on others? Wasn't it's him who has asked for this? But does he have any other choice? No! He doesn't! He is enforced to do this. He has to do this. He can't be selfish here. Especially not to the person who has taught him selfless love. Who has made him a better person! Who has showered him with immense love! He can't! He simply can't No matter how much it hurts him; he will have to do this. And he will!
Arnav's gaze again shifted to the sky, sun was settling down, it was presenting a beautiful view. And looking at the serene scene, his mind was filled with his personal beauty. His? He doubt that now!
Thinking of the person, his mind went back to their first meet. A peaceful smile adorned his face, by her mere thought.
It was a party given by his uncle to celebrate his return after 4 years. Four years he had spent away from his birth land to pursue his studies. And now he was back here for good. Or so he thought!
His uncle had invited all his acquaintances, social elites and powerful politicians, in short, each and everyone belonging to the topflight. Party was on full swing. Everyone was enjoying, everyone but him. He was surrounded by hundred of peoples but still he felt alone. He was never a fan of parties but he has to come for the sake of his uncle. And thus he was here, crowded with people but lonely.
And on the spur of moment, he felt it! Felt someone observing him. Someone perceiving his each and every moment. He moved his eyes around the hall to see if someone was actually observing him or his mind is playing some trick on him. He moved little away from his circle and tried to find the object of his distraction but couldn't find. He again turned to move back to his initial position but his eyes caught a dim red in a corner and he stopped in his track.
He moved forward to clear his view. And then he saw her and for a moment forgot to breath. He stared at her. Angel! Is he hallucinating or it's real! Is his mind playing some game with him or an Angel is actually standing in front of him and staring at him? He stared at her, her beautiful face, Goddess! Yes! That's what she looks like. Adorned in a beautiful red Anarkali, she stood there looking divine. But why was she looking at him? He suddenly became conscious of him. Is he looking nice? He had not paid much attention while selecting his suit for this party but now he looked at himself. Yes! It's OK! He is not looking that bad. His gaze again shifted in the direction of the Angel. She was still looking at him! But why? He has to find out and so he started towards her but she moved back. Arnav again moved forward but again she moved back and turned and moved towards the open garden in the backyard.
But Arnav followed her in a daze as if some magnetic force was pulling him towards her.
She stood there near a rose bush, facing her back towards him and Arnav not liking the idea that he is unable to see her divine face, moved closer to her and stood few inches away from her.
She turned towards him, and stood facing him. Her head bowed down. And a...rose in her hand? It was not with her in the party. Arnav looked over her shoulder and got his answer. Oh! She might have plucked that rose from the bush behind. But why? And then he heard her voice and the world around him came to a stop. Melody! Yes that's what her voice sound to his ear. Pure, unadulterated melody!
"ammm...hi" said Khushi, little hesitant.
Arnav just stood there and stared at her not able to utter a word. Was she talking to him? And then he heard it again.
"Ammm...hi...my name...my name is Khushi Kumari Gupta" introduced Khushi and looked in his brown caramel eyes who has took her breath away at first sight. She has come here with her father on his insistence and was just loitering around taking in the beauty of hundred of peoples in color full outfits and the happiness radiating from them when she had seen him and was unable to take her eyes away from him. Her eyes followed his each and every moment. The way he was little uncomfortable while talking with people, the way his lips moved when he greeted people, the way his hand went to his temple every now and then. Looks like he is not enjoying himself and then he had turned towards her. If Khushi was unable to look away for him then, now it's seem impossible for her to look away when he is staring at her in the same way as her.
Khushi again looked at him. He was again staring at her. A blush crept over her milky cheeks and a small shy adorned her face.
"I said ...ammm...hi...I am...Khushi.." again tried Khushi to shook him from his dazed form.
Arnav heard her again and processed what she has said. Oh! Her name is Khushi! Just perfect! Yes happiness what he is feeling just now.
"Hi...amm...I am Arnav ... Arnav Singh Raizada" replied Arnav and looked in her eyes. Her eyes, is it faded blue or dim green? He was not able to make out that in the moonlight, but yes, whatever the color is, he found himself drowning in the depth of her eyes.
"Hi...ammm...this is for you!" said Khushi and forwarded the rose which she has just plucked from the rose bush behind her.
Arnav stared at her forwarded hand and the rose which she was presenting him. Shit! He has nothing to give her. But he did not know that he is going to meet an Angel here. But nevertheless he forwarded his hand and took the rose from her hand.
"For me?...thank you...sorry I have nothing to give you in return " said Arnav little sad that he has nothing to offer her.
"No its ok! I don't want anything ... I ... hmmm ... I...I...I like you " said khushi and immediately looked at her feet not able to look at him after what she has just confessed now. But it's not her fault! She is unable to think anything rationally after seeing him and wants to confess everything she feels about him. But not getting a reply from him she again looked at him. Why he is not reacting? Doesn't he like me? And the mere thought of her feelings not being reciprocated brought tears in her beautiful eyes.
Arnav just stood shocked at her confession. Did she just say that...that...that she likes me? He thought that he is hearing things. Why she will say that she likes him? But no, she gave me this rose and she might have said it...yes she has...he is not hearing things. But before he can reply to her, he saw her eyes which were glimmering with tears now.
Shit! Damn you Mr. Raizada, first you have nothing to give her in return of her rose and now you are making her cry. Just great! Bloody hell!! But not able to take her tears he blurted the first thing that came to his mind.
"I like you too...please...please don't cry...i really do...I really like you" said Arnav desperate to make her understand that the feeling is mutual.
Hearing his confession Khushi's lips broke in her million dollar smile and at that moment Arnav knew that he was a gone case. Her smile! At that moment he knew that he can do anything for that smile. Simply Anything!
"So you like me?" asked Arnav in a teasing tone but also praying for a yes.
"Hmmm...yes...I like you..." accepted Khushi, blushing furiously.
Arnav'e face adorned a genuine smile seeing her all blushing.
And thus had begun their beautiful journey. After that party they had met practically every day and their mere liking has blossomed into something more deep. Arnav had known more about Khushi. She was the daughter of Mr. Shashi Gupta, the renowned lawyer of Lucknow. And she was the only pampered daughter of her father, she has lost her mother at the age of 6 but was loved by his father immensely. Arnav has came to know that Khushi loved talking and can practically talk about anything and also that she just loves Jalebi and her craze for jalebi has just stunned him. Khushi! She lives upto her name. She spreads happiness wherever she goes and that is what she has just done in his life. She has filled his life with pure bliss and now living without her was not at all an option.
And Khushi has known about Arnav, he was the heir of Raizada. He had lost his parents at the age of 15 in a plane crash and was brought up by his uncle. He was studying abroad and has just returned after completing his degree. He is a simple man who loves being alone and doesn't like a bit if someone tries to intrude in his personal space, anyone but her. He has an elephant size ego and his temper! His temper is something which Khushi doesn't like a bit because he does things without thinking rationally when he is angry. But all along Khushi has known that he has a heart of gold and his mere presence fills her heart with pure joy.
And they were just loving this game of knowing something new about each other in their every meet and unknown to them they have exchanged their hearts with each other.
A pigeon passed across his forehead and that broke the reverie of his beautiful moments and he was brutally thrown again to the harsh reality of his life.
No! He will not think about Khushi again! He has to forget her and he will! No matter how much it hurts he has to apart him from her. He will not back down now. He is doing this for her and he will not back down!
"Why Devi Maiya, why?!! " Khushi asked to her best friend but she was just smiling back at her. Khushi was lying on her bed and the tears were flowing down her cheeks uncontrollably. She has gone to meet Arnav ji like every day and he has given her the shock of her life.
"Khushi, I think that we should broke up. It's not working for me. We can't carry on this way. I am sorry. And it will be better if we never meet again"
Had said the same Arnav ji who had said that he likes her, who has said that he feels happy whenever he is with her, who had told that he can never see her hurt. No she can't believe this. He was lying! He can't do this to her. He had always thought of her happiness than how can he give her so much pain.
Why? Why is he doing this, Devi Maiya, why?!! This pain is unbearable. Please do something,Devi Maiya, please! I can't live without him. He has become her reason to smile and she can't live without him. Please, I can give everything in return of him. She don't know when he has become so important in her life but everything seems meaningless without him in her life.
Khushi got up from the bed and stood on her feet.
Why??!! Why??! Now khushi has become desperate for the answer and felt helpless. Helplessness? This is the feeling Khushi has never came across with. Having born in a rich family and having such a doting father, she has never experienced this feeling. And her inexperience in this department was the mere reason that she has gone ahead with confessing her feelings for Arnav ji in her first meet. She has never believed in waiting and she never will! But this Arnav Singh Raizada has done the same. He has made her helpless and a rage unknown to her has taken over her. Now she was desperate to get the answer that why? Why was she rejected by him so rudely? What has she done to deserve this? She has always been a loving daughter and never done something against his father, has always behaved as a good girl, has always helped the needy, had never talked rudely with anyone. Then why?? Why?? What has she done to deserve this pain? What has she done to deserve this coldness from Arnav ji?
Khushi's eyes caught a red vase beside her bedside table. Red? Arnav ji's favorite color, blinded by the rage which has over took her, she took the vase and flunked across the wall and it shattered into pieces. She got hold of the bed sheet and junked it away from the bed. And within a minute she has destroyed her whole room, she has tried to create the same storm in her room which was brewing within her. But it was of no help. Tiered, she slides down in one corner and started crying.
Again the same question, why?! Why? And as an answer to her question a newspaper came flying at her feet. Khushi grabbed it and was going to throw it away but a picture on the newspaper stopped her. She straightened the paper, wiped her tears and started reading it.
Khushi looked up from the newspaper after reading the article. She got her answer! She needs to meet him. Now! She has to! Grabbing her dupatta which was lying in one corner, she slipped into her sandal, wiped her tears which was not stopping and fled away to reach her destination.
"Arnav ji" heard Arnav from behind.
Was it Khushi? No, what will she do here? After last evening, why the hell she will come here. But it was her voice, he can recognize that voice in millions and nobody calls him Arnav ji other than her. But how? Thinking that he turned around and stood shocked.
Indeed she was standing there in front of him. Her chest moving up and down as if she has ran a marathon. And the tears descending down her cheeks, which she was not making any effort to wipe.
Khushi saw her Arnav ji. Standing here on the roof of his house, alone! And not able to control herself she ran towards him and crashed herself into his arms. She tightened her hold on his waist possessively as if saying him that she will not leave him. But he was not hugging her back. Which broke her fragile heart even more.
"I love you, Arnav ji" said Khushi, weeping.
"And I don't!" was Arnav's reply, devoid of any emotions.
"I love you" again said Khushi, tightening her hold on him.
"Khushi, I said I don't . Just get away from here" said Arnav rudely and tried to move Khushi away from him but to no avail.
"I love you, Arnav ji" again confessed Khushi, weeping even more.
"Khushi!!! Is it so difficult to understand? I. DON'T.LOVE.YOU. Do you get me? Just get out of here" blustered Arnav and got hold of her arms and pushed Khushi away from him.
"You are lying, Arnav ji! You do love me. I know! You are lying. And I love YOU! Do you get me? I said I love YOU. YOU!" said Khushi in a high pinch, not able to control her rage.
Seeing Khushi'd stubbornness, Arnav strode towards her and got her by her arms.
"And can't you hear me? I said I don't love you!!! And now stop being so stubborn and get out of here" said Arnav and pushed her towards the door.
Stubborn? He in thinking that she is being stubborn? Then hell, she is!! And she will show him how stubborn she can get.
"You want me to leave you, right? Ok! I will leave you! But what I will do without you? This pain is becoming unbearable every passing second and I can't handle it! And So, it will be easier if I end all this. All this pain, heart break, agony, suffering in short I will have to end myself to end all this. And I will do it! You want me to leave you , right? So bloody hell I will!!!" shouted Khushi on the top of her lungs.
Without waiting for a second, Arnav reached towards her and again caught her by her arms.
"What did you say? What will you do? Say it again! Are you threatening me on your life? How dare you?!!! How dare you dammit!!" screeched Arnav, his face too close to Khushi's.
"Yes I will do it! You have no rights to say what should I do or what I don't ! I will do whatever I please! Do you get me? I will do exactly what I said! I will end my life and you..." but Khushi was cut off by his ragging voice.
"Like hell I will allow you to do that! You will not do any such things! Do you get me" asked Arnav, boring his ragging eyes in her petite form.
"I will! Why shouldn't I do that! You said you don't love me. And I simply can't take this and I want to end it. I want to end all this pain" said Khushi, praying to get him where she wants him.
"You will not do that because I..." stopped Arnav abruptly, shocked at what he was going to say.
"What happened Arnav ji? Continue. I know you love me. And I am here to make you understand that I love you. YOU. Do you get me. You!!! Not your money, not your status nothing! Absolutely nothing! I love you. It doesn't matter if you have money or not because that means nothing to me all that means to me is you! " said Khushi , tears again taking their route.
Arnav stood there shocked. She knows everything? But how?
"Why are you so shocked, Arnav ji? Yes I know everything! I know that your uncle has deceived you and had taken all your property and money. But it doesn't mean that you will throw me away from your life. Please don't do this Arnav ji. I can't live without you, please" said Khushi pleadingly, desperate to make him understand that she loves him not his money.
"Khushi, just go from here! Now I have nothing left! I can't give the life which I have promised you. So go from here" said Arnav turning his back on Khushi.
"I want only you, Arnav ji. Only you!! Why can't you understand? I don't want a luxurious life, I want only you! " said Khushi exhausted, she has not eaten anything from last night and now after this all verbal match she has no energy left , she felt little dizzy, her head was already hurting.
Hearing Khushi's low voice Arnav turned towards her and saw her hand on her head and immediately rushed towards her and caught her by her waist.
"Khushi, what happened?!! Have you done something?!! I swear I will not leave you if you have done something. Talk to me dammit!!!!" said Arnav hysterically, her threatening words still ringing in his ears.
Khushi's lips broke into a smile "No, Arnav ji I have not done anything. It's just that I have not ate anything from yesterday and so felt little dizzy but if you will again ask me to go away from your life than I will do exactly what I have said" said Khushi, now little confident that he will give in.
"Why Khushi, why are you so stubborn? Why are you not understanding? I am broke, ruined, I can't give you the life which you are habitat to" said Arnav and took her in his arms. Whom is he fooling he needs her in her life like his next breath. Yes he is broke, ruined but if Khushi left him he will become lifeless, barren!
"No, Arnav ji! I need only you! If we are together we can get everything back" said Khushi returning his hug from all her being and desperate to mend his broken spirit.
"What if I am not able to get everything back? Than what?" asked Arnav the last time to put some sense in his Angel.
"Then also no worry, Arnav ji. We will make the best of what we will get. Just don't send me away. And I will not complain about anything. I will also not ask you to bring Jalebis for me, Promise. I just want you only you!" said Khushi, innocently unaware the effect of her words on her Arnav ji.
Aranv pulled back from the hug and looked in her eyes, the eyes which had confused him on their first meet. But now he knows the color of her orbs, it's light green and the eyes where he can see love and only love for him. How can one deny the love of an Angel? No he can't! He simply can't!
"You love me more than your delicious Jalebis?" asked Arnav, tears shimmering in his eyes.
"Of- course, Arnav ji! I love you more than anything! I love you more than my life! Jalebi kya hai Arnav ji? Aap ke liye toh hum apni jaan bhi de sakte hai" declared Khushi Kumari Gupta, her love her Arnav ji. "Now you will not ask me to leave na?" asked Khushi innocently, her all pain forgotten.
"Never! I will never ask you to leave me! And will not allow you to leave me either" said Arnav, some tears spilling from the corner of his eyes, seeing the love for him in his Angel's eyes.
"That day will never come, Arnav ji because I will never leave you and will also not allow you to leave me" said Khushi cheerfully and weeping the tears which has dared to come in her Arnav ji's eyes.
"Arnav baba, Sahab has asked you to leave from his house" said HP, his head bowed down.
But instead of Arnav, Khushi answered him.
"Yes, Go and convey to your Sahab that nobody wants to live in his house either! Tell him to color the walls of HIS house and also to change the interior otherwise not even a guest will come in his good for nothing house. My Arnavji anyways doesn't want to live in HIS house hmpppfff. " said Khushi glaring at HP and her hands on her hips.
HP immediately left to convey the message.
Arnav chuckled seeing her Jhansi ki Raani in full swing.
"So, Khushi, now shall we move. I have to leave this house" said Arnav, trying his best to hide his pain in leaving his house.
"Of-course, Arnav ji! Came we will go from here. We will make our own house and I am already saying ha that I will do the interior. You don't show your tantrums there otherwise I will not give you your good night kiss. Don't be sad I will leave the color selection for our house on you. But I don't know how to make meals, ok? There you have to put your Howard brain in use..." Carried away khushi while linking his arms to Arnav ji's and dragging him out of his house to make a beautiful future with him.
Arnav just followed her, she is indeed his Angel, came on earth to make his world beautiful.
And at that moment he knew that he is nothing without his Angel and he will hold to this second chance his life has given him. Selfishly!!!
And thus started the beautiful journey of Arnav with his Angel by his side!
click here for part two-->Bas Tera Saath Ho
click here for part three-->Ashiyaan
So, guys how was it??
And please please let me know how it is!! :)
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