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Chapter 4

When Kripa's eyes fluttered open the next morning, she found herself awaking with a throbbing headache, curled in Angad's arms. Her forehead rested against his chest, her knees pressed lightly into his stomach. But she hadn't realized she was sleeping in his room, in his bed, in his t-shirt.

When her eyes opened completely she found her face looking at his bare chest. Her eyes closed again, last night came back in blurry memories. The vine, the kiss. She took a hand to her hair and rushed the thoughts trying to recollect. Then she turned and opened her eyes again. The room was dark because the curtains were still drawn, she realized she wasn't in her room now. She pressed her hand to her throat trying to sooth down the dry, burning throat.

Then her hand met the cotton of his shirt. As far as she remembered the night suit she had worn last night was a squared neck and slightly deep. Her hands trailed down her stomach to her thighs, when she realized she was dressed only in his shirt.

What had happened last night? She couldn't remember a single thing after he'd kissed her.

She turned again to look at Angad, when she moved, got closer to him, his arms went around her.

Then everything hit her. She'd…slept with him? No, that wasn't the right way to put it. It sounded so awful and so one-night-Standish to her.

He'd made love with her? No, that wasn't it either. She couldn't remembered a single detail. Then she wondered if he did?

She wanted to wake him up and ask him, question him. She'd meant it when she said about her alcohol tolerance level. He should have taken her seriously. But if something did happen then what?

Nothing, she supposed. She was his wife, they were married. She shouldn't be ashamed. She would let him sleep, she decided slipping out of his bed. She grabbed her night suit that was on the floor and then left to take a shower.

She was smiling constantly. Would he tell her they were in love now and they could live their life like every other married couple. Plan to have kids?

She stepped out of the steamy shower and wrapped herself in a bathrobe. Then like every other morning, after getting dressed she went into the kitchen to make breakfast. She stopped at the door, running a hand thought her hair, when she saw Angad helping himself with a cup of coffee. He'd taken a shower but was dressed in a dark blue robe, tied loosely at his waist.

She smiled, but they both knew it was an uneasy one. She thought she saw embarrassment in his eyes for a second, and shame the next. But she brushed the thoughts off of her and walked into the kitchen.

Without a word she opened the fridge and took the eggs out, that's when he took her hand and turned her around. She looked at him nervously. He bit his lip.

"I'm sorry," he said in a low voice. "I'm so, so sorry for what happened last night. I don't know what got into me. I- I will never be able to forgive myself Kripa. Never." He sounded sorry and sad and ashamed. "Please forgive me."

She simply blinked. He was holding her hands tightly, nervously. She didn't know what to say. Say, I forgive you because I was my fault as much as it was yours? Or say that I don't think I have the right to forgive you because I don't remember what happened last night. How it happened, but it happened?

"Please say something Kripa. You can't be quite now, or I'll never be able to look at myself again."

She cleared her throat. "It's not your fault Angad." She said in a low tone, holding his hands back now. 'I shouldn't have had the wine, I should have been able to stop you and myself." She sounded like that doll he's always seen in her. The perfect doll who wouldn't let anyone know she was hurt when she was.

"I'm sorry." He said again, hugging her this time, but finding her stiff, leaving her instantly.

"Why don't you go change until I make breakfast?"

"No." He shook his head. Then looked at her again, carefully. "I hate myself." He whispered lowering his head. "I've never given you any happiness since the day we've been married. I don't know what I'll tell mom."

She smiled, he cared for her at least. Leaving his hands she framed his face, lifted it, then pressed a kissed to his forehead. "Yesterday, the entire day, as much as I can remember it," she smiled looking at him. Her eyes were just as soft as her voice. And, as warm as her smile. "Was the best day of my life. Forger about it. We can't change it but we can make sure it doesn't happen again."

He nodded. "Don't bother with breakfast. But I want you to come to office with me, is that possible?" He smiled finally. "You can keep an eye on June and I."

She wrinkled her nose. "Should I be suspecting you, Angad?" Her hands rested in his arms now, he knew they were there. But he pretended to ignore.

"Maybe you should come along and find out. Do you mind getting my cloths out, like everyday? I've missed that in the past week."

"I can. Why don't you make me a cup of coffee till then? It'll help my throbbing head."

"Of course!"

"I'll see you upstairs." With another quick, small smile she left.

When Angad came upstairs to his room his cloths were on his bed, which Kripa had already made. He frowned, he didn't tell her to make his bed.

When she turned from the closet and saw Angad, she smiled and took the cup. "Thank you. June called on your phone a little while back, she said it's urgent."

"Hmm, let's see." He picked up his phone and called her.

"June you called?" Kripa sat down on the sofa beside him, massaging his temple, Angad noticed. "Oh, do I have to?" Another pause. "How long?" Angad groaned now, "fine. Bye."

"What happened?" She took her hand back and looked at him.

"I have to go to New York."

"Oh!" She smiled, or tried to smile. "How long?"

"Six days," now her smile was gone. "I'm sorry." He placed a hand on her shoulder. "It's some legal matter with the stores there and it'll take a few days. I'll try to be back before the week ends."

"It's okay Angad." She took a sip of her coffee. "I'll pack for you and you go change. And, stop feeling guilty, it's your job."

"Yeah." Confused he stood up and walked into the bathroom. "By the way." He turned around at the door. "Did you find your ring?"

"Yes." She smiled. "I left it on my dresser yesterday."

"Ok, where is it now?"

"On the dresser. Why?"

"Just asking." He smiled and left into the bathroom.

"You'll go to the office everyday until I get back." Angad ordered in front of his car.

Kripa sighed, "Bye Angad."

He frowned looking at her. "You're suppose to say to, bye Angad. Have a good trip, miss me and call me. Not, bye Angad! Go to hell or heaven I don't care about you."

She bit her lip to stop the grin, then looked at him. "Bye Angad. Have a good trip, but don't miss me or bother to call. Okay?"

He growled and rolled his eyes. "Well missing you isn't in my hands, more like my mind." He lifted a shoulder. "If anything goes wrong at the office ask June. You have my number, don't stress yourself over pointless things. What else…" he thought. "Pamper yourself a little. You don't have to get to the office right on time."

"Do I have to even go? I never went before."

"Yes you have to go. Just a few hours everyday. Please."

"Alright. Now you should leave or you'll miss your flight." She brushed her hand over his coat to dust the small amount of lint away.

"I will miss you, I'm sure of that." His arms went around her waist and she looked at him. "Kripa I think-" …I'm falling in love with you.

He stopped, Kripa wait a second for him to continue. When he didn't she asked, "you think?"

"Nothing, I have your ring." He reached into his pocket and slipped the ring into the fourth finger of her left hand.

"I could have worn it myself." She looked at it with a smiled and then at him.

"I just felt like putting it on myself. Take care." He pressed a kiss to her forehead and then left her. "Bye."

"Bye." She wanted to hold and tell him that she would miss him so much more this time than she had before in her life. She waited until his luggage was put in the car, then he turned to her again.

"If you need money-"

"I know!" She laughed and hugged him now. "We've been through that so many time." Absently she pressed a kiss to his chest. "Now go."

"I'm taking you with me next time."

"Next time," she grinned. "Go."

"Gosh, you sure you don't see your boyfriend behind my back?"

She giggled like a teenage girl now, "You got me!"

"Ok no more. Bye." He kissed her cheek and opened the door and sat down behind the wheel. She watched him drive away and when he left turned to go back into the house.

**********

Angad had made sure the office knew that Kripa was his wife before he left through June and a letter in everyone's box. The day after Angad left, when she got to the office, she was greeted with flowers and gifts. The experience was overwhelming.

But when minutes later she sat in her husbands chair she found herself confused. She was here, but what was she suppose to do?

Now three days later, she sat on Angad's chair staring at her empty e-mail account. Not that she was expecting an e-mail from Angad but she had assumed. He hadn't called her once in the past day and he was coming back in two days. What part of not calling her meant he was really missing her?

She sighed and told herself not to expect anything because he doesn't love you. Or maybe he does? Even that confused her. What was she suppose to do? Perhaps tell him how she feels about him?

There was a knock on the door then, she looked up. "Come in." She sat up straight and closed the windows from the computer screen.

June walked in with a bright smile, which confused Kripa. "Morning June. You're late today."

"I'm sorry." She was annoyed already. Angad had never stressed if June came to work late.

What did she not like about me, Kripa wondered. She forced a smiling as June stood behind the chair and handed Kripa the file. "These are the quotes for our last sales in all our stores around the world."

"Alright." She opened the file and scanned it. "This needs Angad's signature, June. I can't sign it." She closed the file and looked at her. "Anything else?"

"Angad called." She shrugged and read her expression. "He said he's been trying to contact you but the phone at your place don't seem to be working."

"Really? Damn!" She rolled her eyes. "I know why." She shook her head and looked at June again. "Can I talk to you?"

"About?"

"Us. Sit down, June. Please."

Hesitant June sat down and folded her hands on the table. She looked at Kripa, she was still dressed simply, hair neatly pulled back in a pony tail, very little clear lip gloss. Her cotton skirt and pretty laced shirt was so elegant, just like the way she carried her. June had been wrong about Kripa, she realized at that moment. She was simple but an excellent women. The way she had picked up the work from the middle amazed June.

"If I'm not wrong, you're not very fond of me, are you?" Kripa chose her words carefully. She didn't want an argument but she wanted this matter to clear away.

June smiled now, a nice, pleasant, friendly smile. "Yes."

"You had, correction, have feelings for Angad?" She asked, still her voice was careful. June was a pretty girl. Dark hair a mixture of brown and black, of course they were colored, though. Maybe she was a blond under that fake color. Dark, blue eyes. Typical blond, perhaps. But she was a nice girl, she was simply jealous of Kripa because she was Angad's wife.

"Kind of. Nothing very serious." She sighed and a smile lightened her face and the mood. "You're very nice. I was rude when I met you for the first time."

"Slightly." Kripa said with a smile. "I'm sorry if I did anything to create difference between you and Angad."

"Oh no!" She laughed at Kripa now. "If Angad found out you're saying sorry to me we'll both get a piece of him. He loves you," she shrugged. "Anyone can look in his eyes and tell that when he's with you."

"Really?" She sounded surprised, she couldn't tell yet.

"You seem surprised, can I ask why?"

"Maybe I can take you out for lunch and tell you my story." She smiled and leaned forwards. "You're a nice girl June."

"Is it?" She grinned. "Friends then?"

"Friends." She put her hand out and she took it with a smile. "Now you have follow-up calls to attend."

"Yeah." She rose and turned to leave.

"Hey June." June turned around to look at her. "Angad doesn't come to know about this, aright?"

"Ok." She smiled and walked away.

Kripa and June were sitting in CPK. "It's been years since I've had lunch here." Kripa said with a sigh as she watched June sip her drink.

"Why? I would expect Angad to take you out often." June set her drink down and looked at Kripa. "Or is something amiss, like I'm suspecting?"

"There is." Kripa nodded. "I was engaged to Angad's older brother Nishant before Angad I got married."

June rose an eyebrow at Kripa. A old habit she had. "So what happened?"

"He died in the 9/11 attack. He was in the first tower when the first plane crashed."

"Oh! That's terrible, I'm sorry Kripa." She gave her hand a light squeeze. "So how did you guys end-up falling in love?"

"We're not in love, June." She nodded and June's eyes widened. "After Nishant passed away my parents died in a car crash, a few years later. Our parents have known each other forever, before I was even born. They asked Angad's parents to take care of me. I belonged to a very poor family before I got married to Angad." She sighed and sipped to sooth her throat down. "Angad and I got married because his parents had to go back to London, it was circumstances that got us married, not love."

"That's sad." June's lower lips was pulled out, Kripa smiled at her. "But it doesn't seem like you guys don't love each other."

Kripa laughed in her throat. "The day I came with Angad for the first time was the first day we were actually spending together. He's obviously trying to pull me away from my past."

"Did you love Nishant?"

Kripa thought for a second, she couldn't tell June the truth. If Angad found out through her he might think she used Nishant to get closer to him, or something. "I did."

"And Angad?"

"I love him, just differently." That was honest, she told herself. She loved Nishant and Angad but in different manners. Nishant she loved as a friend, in respect. Angad she loved as her own, as her lover, as her husband, she respected him but the respect came with an authority she felt for Angad that'd she'd never felt around Nishant. The only thing was she never poured her authority over him.

"You guys…I don't know. I mean wow!" She laughed and then sipped her wine. "That's crazy."

"Sure is. But that doesn't give you permission to eye my husband. We're married and that's important."

June grinned, "He might not see it, you might not see it, but I do. He cares a lot for you, more than he thinks he does."

"He's never expressed it to that extent." Kripa moved her straw around in her drink, musing over the day they spent together. "It's nice to talk to someone after such a long time. Thank you."

"Your welcome. I'm sorry for my behavior, Kripa. I envied you for having a great guy like Angad. I've had my eye on him for quite sometime now."

"Well I'm glad you can tell his wife that so openly." They both laughed in giggles. "You'll find someone good."

"I'm sure I will. And, I hope things work out between you guys. You should seduce him!"

"That wouldn't work." Kripa said with a laugh.

She rose an eyebrow again. "Don't tell me." She said in a shocked voice.

She sighed, "Yes. I'm not to good with alcohol and after dinner that night we sat and had more wine, things just… got out of control."

"Well," she leaned back, "what did he say?"

"'I'm sorry Kripa, I can never forgive myself for what I did!' It made me mad for a second, but then he's not running away anywhere."

Why did that thought even come to her, she wondered? She's known this girl for maybe a week and she's talking to her like a long lost sister or friend.

"Alright June, if any part of this conversation gets to Angad's ears, you're fired. I have every authority as well."

"Oh I would never! You can trust me." She winked playfully. "But I can help you."

"We'll think about that later on, I don't think I really need help. Angad's getting closer to me on his own will, it seems like. I just want to move on, but I can't tell him that. I don't know what he wants for a fact."

"You'll know soon. The best way is that go to his trips with him, he only spends a few hours a day working at meetings, the rest he does nothing more than nothing."

Kripa smiled, "If he asks me next time, I'll say yes."

"Good. And, he's a fun guy." Kripa looked at her carefully, one brow cocked. "I mean he takes care of one well. He knows how to have fun. Our launch in Australia a year ago, before you guys got married, I assume, it was fun. I was managing the dressing rooms and models that year." She moved her hand away from the table when their lunch arrived. "Now let's finish and get back. Angad said he would call you during lunch."

"But I'm here!"

"Cell phone?"

"Don't have one."

"What? Ok, then we'll buy you one." June said forking her salad. "Angad won't mind."

"I rather ask him first, June."

"In that case, whatever!" She rolled her eyes and the finished lunch talking about various things. It was a nice break to have lunch alone or with Angad for Kripa after such a long time. Continue reading my notes, important info about the story and the updates.

Hey guys,

I'm sorry to have disappointed some of you about June and the jealousy issue 😳 We needed someone to be Kripa's guide so I picked her since she knew Angad and had feelings for her. Yet the feelings weren't strong enough to not allow to become his wife's close friend. 😛 But if you guys want someone to make Kripa jealous I'm sure I can work something out! 😉 So here it is!

Coming up: Viloa Love he Italian Indian! 😛

Now you guys must predict her charatcer and her job! Just by her name what does she do and who she is! I'll post the next part on Tuesday! Or maybe the next two parts on tuesday depending on how much time I find.

Lastly, I won't post anything next week on Wednesday-Sophomore year oreantation (spelling?) and maybe either ot both, thursday and friday because my cousin wants me over before the summer ends and I own her anyways. Sorry about that.

Hugs and Kisses,

Neha 😳

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Posted: 18 years ago
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so no WOS OR UT nxt week 😭
nywayz awsome part
and the preview i dun get it 😆
cant wait till tuesday 😃
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Posted: 18 years ago
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Originally posted by: sahr_8

so no WOS OR UT nxt week 😭
nywayz awsome part
and the preview i dun get it 😆
cant wait till tuesday 😃

Viola Love is someone's name! 😆 She'll be entering the FF in a few parts i wanted you guys to guess her role and her profession n the type of person she is.

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Posted: 18 years ago
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awesome part 😊 😊 😊 well at least kripa made a friend since she has never been out it is good that she has found someone who she might be able 2 tell all that is in her heart without having 2 hide it 😊 😊 😊 well i am starting 2 think that kripa and june are going 2 have a great relationship just like sisters 😊 😊 well i will know that later on but continue soon 😊 😊

well neha i am going 2 be in Sophomore year too i have about 2 weeks till skool startsand if u don;t mind me asking can u tell me where ur from thanx a lot
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Posted: 18 years ago
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i like june's character now n i liked the way u wrote n handled the situation after they slept 2gether or i thought it would be like normal case where he hates himself n she doesn't talk 2 him b/c he regrets it but i like this new thing it wuz really different well continue soon n i really can't predict anythin abt that girl her name is really weird lol well continue soon n i m sad taht u can't post updates on wed thurs n fri next week 😭
but gr8 part continue soon
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Posted: 18 years ago
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wow realy good part cant wait till the next part, please continue soon, realy good story line
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shwetzbag wrote:
hey neha i mus say UR DA BEST......U TOTALLY ROCK i dnt feel like readn othr fics aftr readn ur fics...awasom job...good luck n cont soon....

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awwww thank you!

netim neha U REALLY ROCK As usual gr8 work....keep da awasom work goin...

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Posted: 18 years ago
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hey neha very nice part. i like june and i think she is a great character to b kripa's friend when angad is away. well about viola i think she might b a model or one of angad's co-person that he works with. i would say she might have a slight accent and she might b too proude of her self or something like that. ne ways enjoy ur last week of summer mine ends today. from tomorrow my college starts which sucks 😭 . great job with the part. 😳
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Posted: 18 years ago
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Originally posted by: pal89711

awesome part 😊 😊 😊 well at least kripa made a friend since she has never been out it is good that she has found someone who she might be able 2 tell all that is in her heart without having 2 hide it 😊 😊 😊 well i am starting 2 think that kripa and june are going 2 have a great relationship just like sisters 😊 😊 well i will know that later on but continue soon 😊 😊

well neha i am going 2 be in Sophomore year too i have about 2 weeks till skool startsand if u don;t mind me asking can u tell me where ur from thanx a lot

No its fine! I'm living in California won't tell you exactly where but around Riverside 😉 And look foward to high school it's the best experiance in ur life! 😳 Everything about it! And you wont realize it until ur done with ur freshman year either. I realized it when i was hugging someone the last day of school how much i was going to miss all this and i do! 😭

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Originally posted by: bhumishah

i like june's character now n i liked the way u wrote n handled the situation after they slept 2gether or i thought it would be like normal case where he hates himself n she doesn't talk 2 him b/c he regrets it but i like this new thing it wuz really different well continue soon n i really can't predict anythin abt that girl her name is really weird lol well continue soon n i m sad taht u can't post updates on wed thurs n fri next week 😭
but gr8 part continue soon

It was too typical for me to do that. It would seem like im copying Ekta Kapoor to an extent she's a loser in that matter. And you'll know why Angad is still talking to Kripa and stuff after the night in the next part

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