EHMMBH FF tu mujhmein kahin baki hai by mahuya jaiswal - Page 6

KASHMIRRR... mai agayiii wapas,,,,tumare pas,,,tumare baho me,,,,chinar ki thandak me,,,,meri jannat me jo abtak mere bohot sare ahsas k sath kahi na kahi mawjoot thaa.

kya tum mujhe apne nazar se dekh sakte ho??kya tum mujhe sun sakte ho???kya meri khusboo ko mehsus kar pahchan sakte ho??

bohot sari bate chal rahi thii ,,,par man me jo zuban tak nahi aya,,akhir koi kya sochega???kya ye ladki pagal ho gayi hai??ab hum sirf akele to nahi rahe,,mere naam kisik sath jur chuka hai,,kuch pal me hum itna badal gaye k mujhe khudko samajh nahi arahi hai k ye hakeekat hai ya sapna.badlo me pao rakhk aj mai upne humsafar k sath iha is jannat me apna nayi zindegiki surwad karne,,,or aj kuch pal bad mai kisiki ho jaungi ,,,sab tadaf se,,,ek choti si rasam,,,mere gale ki mangal sutra,,meri mangki sindoor,,meri hatho ki chura,,,meri mehendi sab kuch mujhe ek nayi surwad ka ahsas kara rahi hai..is house boat me mai monia aj akeli hu,,ye spl kamra aj hamare liye saja hai,,,par mai abhi akeli hu iha,,,kuch pal intazaar karna hai ,,,par in sab me biti bate aj mujhe bar bar yad arahi hai ,,pata nahi kyu ,,kyu k sayad mere zindegi me wo log bohot spl hai jo mere life me diye jalane k liye apna hath tak jalaneko manzoor thee.

aj se kareeb ek saal pahle chember mai rahul k sath milne k bad wo mujhe apna ghar bulaya jaha mai sonia k sath gayi,,or jaha se meri new life ki new track suru hui.ek tadaf sonia thii jise meri life filmy kahani lag rahi thii or ek tadaf sony di thi jo har namumkin soch ko pata nahi kaise soch rahi thii,,or tha rahul jo dilo jaan se apna doctor honeka farz or ek bohot accha dost honeka saboot diye ja raha tha.

Finally wo din agaya jab mai apni is life me virat k sath milne ja rahi thii.tension thii phichle janam ki tarah ,,hath pao thanda ho gaya thaa jaise morg se uthk milne jarahi hu,,,{thik phichle janam ki tarah}par darr bohot thaa,,sonia virat ko royal bengal tiger bol k chira rahi thii or mai apne up ko uska shikar samajh rahi thii.darr k sath ajeeb ajeeb feelings bhi thi ...k wo mujhse ek stranger ki tarah behave karega,,mai ye sab kaise sah paungi?uska nazar mujhe dekhega par usme wo khushi to definnetly nahi hogi jo mai usk ankho me pahle dek tithi,,wo sayad mujhse bat bhi karega par ye jaan bhi nahi payga k ekdin asa bhi thaa jab wo mujhse bat karne k liye kya kya nahi karta tha.apna college ka lunch skip kark paisa jugarta thaa sirf is awaz k liye,,jiska aj k date me koi maine nahi hai.

mera intro rahul ne virat ko jaisa diya tha uska bhi mai kya batau,,,rahul mujhe or sonia ko sath leke ja raha tha.matlab band ,baja ,barat sab thaa,,mai puri group k sath ja rahi thii,or mere bareme virat k pass jo jankari thii wo kuch asa tha

MONIA MALHOTRA,,,,18 yrs girl,,,student from INDIAN INSTITUTE OF HOTEL MANAGEMENT,,1ST YR,,DEPRESSED PERSON ,,NEEDS HELP,,RAHUL KA PATIENT ,,SONY DI KI COUSIN SISTER,,KUCH TRAUMA SE ME GUZAR RAHI HU,,JISKA ILAG RAHUL KAR RAHA HAI ,,OR VIRAT K HISAB SE EK MENTAL PATIENT..KYU WO RAHUL KO PAGAL KA DOCTOR BULATA HAI ,,OR MAI PATIENT TOO MAI BHI PAGAL.

Fasle mit rahe thee,,mai pizza hut k pas se ek ek step ccd k taraf bara rahi thii,,rahul ne mujhe dur se hi virat ko dikhaya,,mai dekhti ja rahi thii,,rahul tab bhi mujhe bohot kuch bol raha thaa jo mere kano tak nahi ja raha tha,,wo busy thaa apne dostok sath bate karne me or idhar mai utauli hoye ja rahi thii usse bat karne k liye,,or ,,or wo moment aya jab mai sadiiio bad usk thik samne khari thii,,,rahul ne sabse mera or sonia ka pahchan karwaya,,bada atpata sa haal tha,,sadio bad dono hath phir mil rahe thee,,jo hath kabhi ek dusrese chut chuka thaa,,mujhe tab bar bar wo dardnak din ankho ke samne araha thaa.ek tadaf jaha manme bohot uljhan thii uha ddusre taraf koi bhi kisam ka ahsas ka naamo nishan tak nahi thaa.total blank expression,,,,par ha ,,usdin pahla din thaa jab hath mila thaa,,dil dharakna ,,dilo ka milna tabhi baki thaa,,jiska surwad bas kuch normal bat chit or ccd spl coffee se hui.

sab koi ek dusrese bat karne me theee or mai aste aste lambi rahat ka saans le rahi thii usko dekhte huee,,,or jisk liye mera nazar uspe bar bar thahair raha thaa,,par uska nazar mere ko chor baki sabpe thaa.mai uspe is tarah khoyo hui thii k samne para coffe ka cup bhi mera dhyan nahi khich paya or anjane me mere hathse lagk wo mere pao me gir gaya.garam coffee ka girne se wo mujhe mere hosh me laneme madat to karta hai,,par pao me hoti jalan se zada mai dil me hoti jalan ko zada mehsus kar rahi thii.wo mere bohot pass thaa,,mere samne bat karraha thaa par fasla too sadio ka ban chuka thaa jo pahli mulakat se mitna namumkin thaa or jisk liye rahul pahle se bol rakkha thaa.mere ankho se ansu girne laga ,,mera dard ka ahsah rahul sony di ya sonia ko ho raha thaaa k mera ansu ka reason kya hai par jise ye ahsas hona thaa wo har sach se bekhabar thaa.

mai uthk bhagne ja rahi thii par mere kano me sunai para 'sony ye kya sach me thikk horahi hai ya abhi bhi mental hai??ye mujhe tabse ghur ghur k kyu dekh rahi hai??yr rahul hamare gold circle me child psyco kaha se le aya? mujhe too isk chasme k taraf dekhtehi dr lag gaya kahi kattiwatti nahi hai na??'mera hasi ura raha thaa woo or sony di man man usko gali de rahi thii k asli pagal to wo hai,,khud sab bhul k duniya ko pagal bol raha hai,,mera pahla impression asa hoga uspe ye too sach me nahi sochithi or tab mai apna ansu ko samhalte huee sidha washroom me.

sony di uthk mere piche piche ayithii,,mai roe ja rahi thii or wash besin ka tap khol k chor di takeee mera rona kisiko sunai na de,,par jab bahar nikli sony di bohot gussa me thii ,,mai samajh nahi payi ,,kyu??

di ne boli ,,bas ab jo roli bas or nahi isk bad or rona bilkul nahi,,chahe mushkil kitna aye ye anshu ab rokna khudko sikhna hoga,,zindegi har woqt hamara imtahan leti hai ,,uska samna too karnahi hoga,,par sabse pahle thora apne up ko badalna hoga,,kyuk ho naho dil jitna maine rakhta hai surst bhi maine rakhta hai .too rota hua chera kisiko kya khushi dega,,sabse pahle apne up ko pyar karna zaroori hai ,,tab hum dusreke ankho me apne liye pyar ,,respect ye sab dekhneka shart rakh sakte hai,,

sony di ka bat mujhe thora sahi laga,,kyu k pahle jab mai MANVI thii tabbhi virat mujhe hamesha kahta thaa ,,k use roti hui heroine pasand nahi 70 ts ki tarah usee too divya bharti pasand hai,,hasti hui,,nakhrewali,,chulbuli,,so nmaine bhi than liya ab chahe jo bhi ho mai apne apko badalneka koshish zaroor karungi,,kashmir ki kali wapas aygi manvi ki tarah nahipar monia ki tarah,,mai apna zindegi haste huee jiungi,,or asa ekdin ayga jab wo mere hasi pe tarif zaroor karega.ye wada tha mera apne ap se.

mera institute or virat ka office same area mehi thii salt lake.mai hamesha apna class khatam honeke bad usk office sector 5 k paass chal jati thii or uska chutti ka wait karti thii ,,man to bohot chahata thaa k mai usk samne chali jaun ,,usse baat karu par kabhi nahi hota thaa,,or jis din kuch nahi sochi or mai apne institute k paas bus k liye khari thii achanak ek car mere samne ruka.jab mai dekhi to wo virat thaa.usne kaha wo mujhe ghar drop kar dega ,,mai baith gayi,,par wo sara rasta kuch bhi nahi bola,,mera ghar bas aeko thaa,,to mai soch rahi thii k usee ekbar ghar chalne bolu ,,agar mana karega too mujhe kharab lagega ,,or nahi kuch bolti hu too wo mera battamizzi hogi,,karu to kya karu..wo puacha mai kaha utarnewali hu mai lake town bol di ,,wo chor diaa ,,or ekbar piche murk dekha bhi nahi,,sach me ek wo mulakat thii jab wo mujhe dekhte huee station k post se tkaraya tha or aj takrana too dur dekhna bhi sayad majboori thi rahul ki patient jo thii.