ASR: I cant live without you, Khushi - Page 2

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Chapter four: The DNA does not match!!!!!

Arnav started driving after the protest of the vehicles behind him to move forward. He thought finding Khushi and bringing her home safely would be his priority. After all, he knew it now that it's his Khushi. He loved her. May be he will deal with her later for what she did, but he would not let anything happen to her. After all, she is His.

He was busy thinking when suddenly he saw a baby girl of 3-4 years of age is coming at the front of his car. She was so close that he was trying to pull the brake but was not sure if it would work. Suddenly another girl in wedding costume came in the midway, lifted the child away in her arms and pushed her aside but ALAS pulling off the brake was too late. The car hit the girl!!! THUD!!!!

It happened all so sudden he didn't have time to see or think anything. He got off the car. By that time, people started pouring in. The girl was in a wedding dress!!! Immediately it reminded him of Khushi and she pretty much looked like her. He froze at the spot.

He immediately pushed the crowd aside, went near the girl!!!!! "KHUSHIII!!!!!!" He cried out. "KHUSHI!!! Damn it, Khushi!!! What are you doing here? What have I done?"

He bent down, took her in his arms, cupped her face with a crying face and a broken heart , went very near to her face and cried with anger and guilt "Khushi, please talk to me". Khushi was still awake. She could clearly see the panic in his eyes stammering" Forgive me, Arnavji... I didn't want to leave you... I wanted to be yours...forever. But I feel bliss!! Every pain ... which was bothering me till now seems to come to an end...being in your arms... taking my last breath...A...r..nav...ji..." she closed her eyes with a faint smile.

His eyes widened. It was too much for him to take in. He was puzzled and at his wits end. He could bear anything but not losing her.

By now, the crowd felt that they know each other. Everyone left one by one. Only he was sitting on the road holding his Khushi his most beloved one in his arms close to his heart and crying out her name warning to wake her up.

He realized he needed to take her to the hospital. He carried her to the nearest nursing home. Immediately stepped in and called out the doctor and the nurses, "Doctor, my wife, please save her, do something''.please ''"

The doctor along with the nurses came running, placed her in the stretcher. The doctor checked Khushi and her pulses and ordered the nurse to take her to the special ward immediately since her condition is pretty serious. All this time, Arnav was staring at the doctor and his wife in shock and awe.

Briefing the nurse, the doctor asked Arnav to come with him to fulfill some formalities. Only then they could start treatment. Arnav got furious at what the doctor just said.

He said fumingly "Doctor, what formalities?? My wife needs your attention first" to which the doc replied "She might need a serious operation. That would expose her to huge risk. Sometimes their lives can't be saved. For that matter, we don't want to take risk of being blamed for the decision of operation and you need to sign some documents for the same as you are her husb'." The doctor could not finish.

Arnav reached out for his collar "mere patni ko kuch nhi hoga'.kuch nhi hoga use'.use kuch nhi ho sakta hai"

The doc said "You have to fill out the form; else we won't do the operation. This is the rule". Arnav madly roared again "I am ASR. Only the name is enough. Don't waste my time and save my wife. Agar mere patni kuch ho gaya, I will ha ''"

The Doctor heard his name, got tensed and said "Ohk Sir, we will immediately start it".

Arnav was completely out of his senses. He could have signed the papers as her husband. It was just a formality. But he could not because of the very reason of such formalities that his Khushi might die and in that case his permission of the operation might have helped them. He was not afraid of the blame but he was afraid of the very thought of LOSING her. He wouldn't survive it.

He sat there outside the special unit where she was and cried insensibly silently for a while. He felt guilty for what he did for running her over.

He remembered her last words, what she said just before losing consciousness "'..I wanted to be yours...forever. But I feel bliss!! Every pain ... which was bothering me till now seems to come to an end...being in your arms... taking my last breath...A...r..nav...ji..." He shattered at the last line. He jumped out of his chair to look at her immediately through the window. "Kuch nhi hoga tumhe. Khushi'.I won't allow that. "

He realized that he needed to inform others about it. He immediately called NK and narrated everything to him.

Immediately afterwards, the Guptas and the Raizadas except Dadi came in the nursing home. Garima had a dead face. Seeing her, all those came back rushing in his mind. That cursed night and the last night, everything. How his mother died and how she came to see his father for the last time at his funeral. He was raging with anger but somehow, he controlled himself.

Akaash was with Payal and nani was consoling Buaji. And Shyam was with Anjali consoling her when he was hell worried about KHushi himself. NK was trying to gather himself. Just then the doc came out and Arnav was about to go first but Buaji din't allow him and said "kaisi hai humari titaliya, doctor sahib ??"

The doc replied facing Arnav " Sir, your wife's case is serious. So I have handed the case over to our most senior specialist. He needs to talk to you about your wife. Please follow me".

By his gesture, Arnav understood something must have been serious. He was awestuck. Everyone else was shocked to hear the doc addressing Arnav and Khushi as husband-wife.

Buaji spoke up "Wait. I will go. No one else need to take her responsibility " eying Arnav.

Arnav asked buaji calmly begging her to understand him emphasizing his each and every word with an almost crying face and broken voice " Buaji, this is a serious matter. I won't let anything happen to her. Let me handle this. This is for her best. Trust me."

Hearing this, Buaji went aside letting him go. Everyone could see that he was having difficulty in speaking; to express his expressions properly as if he had lost the way to think and process them into speaking; becoming numb Arnav, having a last look at his beloved wife through the window, went after the doc. NK accompanied him.

The doc said " See, we are not sure yet about many things except one that she is having internal haemorrhage. For she hurt her head but it was not bleeding. So it formed a clot. She needs to be operated soon. Parents like this are rarely saved."

Arnav felt his head was already spinning. He felt empty. A feeling which din't strike him for a long time now since his mother's death. The doc continued "This is unfortunate enough. But, in this case, that's not all. I think there is more than meets the eye. This has not been confirmed yet but my experience says so."

"The reports will be coming soon. I hope they do not show what I am afraid of. But anyway, as precautions, I have to take some tests of the family of your wife to whom she is related by blood. Well, that's all for now." Saying this, the doc left his cabin.

Arnav was trying to hold himself together for quite a long time. But now he totally lost it. He was numb as if feeling nothing. He could see nothing in front of his eyes. He felt he would not be able to save his Khushi and that she was slipping away from him every moment. He wished with all his heart that the time just stopped at the moment so that he could have Khushi at least as she is and he din't have to lose her.

Literally his hands were shaking for the first time ever. " NK attempted to comfort him but before he could, Arnav got up, left the cabin, returned to the special ward. Though all the eyes there were questioning him, but he dint pay heed to anyone; directly went inside Khushi's ward and sat in front of her holding her hand and hiding his face under her bed and periodically looking at her face with crying eyes.

The results came after a while and Arnav was called again in the doc's cabin.

Doc: Mr. Raizada, your wife has brain hemorrhage. That's confirmed. But the other part which I was afraid of came true.

Arnav: (Shocked and numb and was only listening)

NK: (seeing Arnav's condition, spoke out) what is it, doc??

Doc: She has a serious brain problem. This is very rare. I did take tests of her aunt to see if she could be of any help. I was surprised to see their test results. Nothing was matching. Blood related people should have some similarities. Finally I took a DNA test and the results are stunningly negative. They are not blood related.

Doc (contd): This is a form of cancer which can happen to anyone where the blood vessels leading to the brain are a little weak. Due to constant stress and pressure, they swell and might burst leading to brain death. But in most cases, though the vessels are weak, they pose a problem and tend to swell only when the person is in stress.

Your wife must be going through something rough for a while. That's what triggered the vessels to swell and are at the edge of bursting. They might be adding a problem to the already severely risky internal hemorrhage operation. If she survives the operation, see I am trying to be very frank, if she survives it, we can later think about curing the blood vessels. They are not a problem at the moment except posing a risk to burst during the operation, but due to stress continued, they might form cancer later. The operation will start shortly. There is only hope now. Only prayers can save her.

Arnav still din't say anything. He came out of the cabin and went back to what he was doing earlier; holding her hand, resting his head on her bed and looking at her without blinking.

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arnav needs proof to trust khushi after everything he put her thru, after everything she suffered for him ?! n he claims to love her ?! unbelievable... he dont deserve her at all...

Gosh I am 😭 And 😭. Plz update sooon

ohhh thats really heart broken

awesome parts read in one go, please cont soon.

nice update yar.i have tears in my eyes reading this ff

Chapter five : He din't behave like this in the past 14 years.

After 10 mins or so, they took her inside the OT. He was sitting numb outside OT along with the others. The only difference was others were worried and it was clear from their face but as for him, ASR was blank staring only at the OT light most of the time and if not that, then entering the prayer hall sitting there murmuring.

Anjali, Nani and even Dadi (who visited for a short time) observed the way he was behaving and were worried more about him than Khushi for he last behaved like this 14 years back.

In the meantime, NK narrated to the family members about what doctor said. Evryone was shocked that Khushi was so sick and more on the other part, that Khushi and Garima were not blood related. specially Dadi.

Though the Raizadas loved Khushi, but somehow Dadi's allegations against her had created a misunderstanding in their mind against her. And when they found out that Khushi was terribly sick for a long time now because of the blood vessels and all and that she and Garima (because of whom, Dadi hated her and their wedding was called off) were not even blood related, a part of them felt guilty.

Anjali, Nani and Dadi were together when Anjali was talking to Nani that she prays with all her heart that Khushi gets well soon, not only because they are feeling guilty, not because of so many reasons, but because of chote.

She said she was terribly scared for him. Nani held Anjali's hand, "Nani, I have never seen him like this for the past 14 years."

With tears in her eyes, "we have always been trying to forget that cursed night, and we almost did until last night, when everything came out at light. This was enough of a shock for him." "Chote ne hume hi hamesha sambhalne ki koshish ki hai. Hume sambhalte sambhalte woh apne apko hi kho chuke the. Phir Khushiji aayi aur woh dheere dheere humare bachpan ke chote ko bapaas le aayi. Nani, chote Khushiji se bahut pyaar karte hai. Humse aur Ma se woh jitna pyaar karte hai, Khushiji se woh utna hi pyaar karte hai. Ma toh chali gayi. Chote apne aap ko us dard se aab tak nhi sambhal paye hai. Kal jab unki shadi tut gayi, tabhi mujhe dart ha, ke hum chote ko phir se kho chuke. Aur ab yeh ho gaya. Agar aaj Khushiji ko kuch bhi ho gaya na, toh Hume apne chote kabhi bapaas nhi milenge." She broke off sobbing.

Nani comforted her. Dadi stood there listening to all these, not that she was oblivious to Arnav's condition herself. But she remained silent.

The family members were so worried about the operation and Khushi's getting well, they decided not to speak about the fact that how come Garima and Khushi were not related by blood.

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