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PART 23
Sujal gives mom another salute..
s-An even more better actress
Keh kar Sujal chala jata hai
Isse pehle he does something that would land him in more trouble than what Kashish deserves to
k-Sujal !
Sujal sunakar chala gaya sidiyon se samne jo aaya usse rudely side mein
Kashish cheekh rahi h peche peeche
Sujal chala gaya dekh ke Kashish bechari dejected si andar aai
k-Kya pata...kya ho gaya h
She looks at ma and shrugs
k-Ye sab kya kehke chala gaya? Kyun aaya tha?
Kashish wonders aloud
She goes in her room and while fidgeting with her things the diary that Sujal had given that day falls
Her mom had kept it there and she had also completely forgotten about it
She looks at the cover which has a beautiful couple
She flips it open and realizes that it's in brail
She touches the words as she reads through the first poem:
Thee is mine,
Pull and twist
Dance and hide,
I will have thee.
Run and run
To thy mother.
She is mute.
She knows,
I will have thee.
She flips to the second poem:
I walked a nameless shore
the other day,
And wondered if
Thy feet had ever known it.
A moon I also saw,
A night moon,
All round and staring bright.
I wondered if thee had ever owned it.
Ever so slightly
Twisting the universe,
I thought I would give thee
Both.
Kashish flips to the last poem:
Thee is foolish
To set fires
The way thee does.
Thy Gods
May perish
With thee.
In smoke and
In rain,
Shearing away
Sprite and sprite
From their leaf.
Kashish padti h and a smile comes over her lips. Uske upar ye socha ki ye sab Sujal ne specially uske lie Braille mein convert karaya
Kashish ne phone milaya phir Sujal ko thanks kehne ke lie par Sujal ne nahi uthya
Aur, naa hi wo uthaega chaahe Kashish kitni baar bhi call kare, number hi screen kar dia hai
Kashish thinks...shuru ho gaye Mr gusse ka pahad. Wo sochti h kal subah call karegi yaa kal jaake office mein mil hi legi
Udhar Sujal ko lag raha hai ki; Kashish was playing around all the while, wo hi gadhon ki tarah peeche pada tha. He felt used, dumped, fool and stupid
On the other hand, he feels he feels ki achh hai Kashish se directly kabhi nahi poocha relationship ke bare mein, because Kashish decent hoti to mana kar deti aur usko bura lagta; aur jaisi player wo dikhi ab to, shaayad mana bhi naa karti.. haan kehke aur use kar leti
Next day, Sujal office mein aaya to reception pe Kashish baithi hui thi
k-Hi
Sujal ne ignore kar diya jaise Kashish ho hi nai wahan par, seedha apne office mei
k-Sujal !
Kashish ne kund ke Sujal ke baal grab kar liye, it was an awkward thing par Kashish ke haath mein wo hi aaya
He stops, jerks her hand away from his hair..
s-What?
k-Listen
s-Can't you see I am ignoring you?
k-But, why are you ignoring me? Main thodi tumhara kuch bigadne aayi hu, main to iske lie thanks kehne aai hu
She shows the poem book
k-They were beautiful
He gives a snort to the book
s-huh.. yeah..
k-Kahan se churaya?
s-I don't know; my assistant picked it out
He lies
k-Hmm bye, Shankar would be waiting for me, see ya. Have a nice day. \Bye
He just nods
s-um suno
k-Haan?
She looks over her shoulder
s-Mere office phir mat ana
He turns and walks away
She remains standing there, feeling empty
She also slowly turns and goes
The receptionist calls at Sujal's cabin's intercom after about half an hour
rec-Sir
s-What is it?
rec-ohhh mam
Kashish ki awaaz...
k-Sujal, what did you mean..when you said ' I am not your girlfriend' last night?
s-Didn't I tell you to not come to my office? Besides, isn't that established that we were never a couple? What is your problem? Please leave, I don't want a scene here
k-I thought you...aren't we friends then
s-You only aid you don't want to go out with me again and we shouldn't meet any more
k-hmm
s-Shall I have a taxi called to take you home if you are not well?
k-I am fine
s-Very well then
Sujal phone rakh deta hai
Kashish chali jaati hai
She doesn't know what to interpret...how did he change so much...why did he change so much...are all people like this...has he lost interest...was he like how mom used to describe people
Kashish chali gai Shankar ke saath
Shankar ka to Sujal gala daba de. Waise to wo khud ko kehta rehta hai 15 min baad ki he doesn't care...he doesn't care lekin phir bhi by 4 o lock usne keh hi diya apne assistant ko ki pata lagao ye Shankar kaun hai, kaisa hai, kahan rehta hai, kiske saath rehta hai, kya karta hai, blood group kya hai...everything...complete report...and he instructed that he needs the report by 6.30 today, sharp
Kashish sad si shakal leke ghar aa jaati hai
Sujal ka assistant aata hai 6.35 pe
Assistant-Sir may I come in?
s- You are late. Give it to me
Assistant-Sir wo...wife ka phone aa gaya tha
Sujal's jaw is clenched with anger
Assistant-emm sorry sir
s-Maine office tumahre personal batein kane ke liye khol rakha hai na
Assistant report submit karke bhaag gaya
Sujal starts reading the report
Name- Shankar Apte
Age 26
blood group: O
Marital status-Single
Height: 5.6
Weight: 80
Complexion- Wheatish
Siblings-2
Family members-6
Profession: Violin player
Income-1.5 lac p.a
Disability-Yes (blind)
Sujal sochta hai, sahi hai, to tota toti ka pyaar pehle se hi chal raha tha. Bechara Shankar andha hai usse kuch dikhega nahi and Sujal ki khud ki ankhien waise band thi...
Udhar Kashish bechari jab sae aai hai tab se pareshaan hai
Sujal bhi kuch gande hi mood mein hai
k-Mujhse baat bhi nahi ki
Kashish ne irritation mein ek takiya uthake phenk dia maa se baat karte hue
maa-Itna gussa kispar kar rai hai?
k-Pata nahi...pata nahi kya bolta hai...adhi baat karta h aur...ohhh why can't I just stop thinking about him
Hides he face in her palms
maa-That's coz you...agar itna hi miss karti hai to usse call kyun ni kiya hai? Kyun ignore kar rai thi? Ab gaya wo...koi kutta hai ki jitni baar laat mar kar door karo har baar wapas dum hilata aajayega
k-Aap ye keh rahi ho? Aap nahi jaanti maine jo kiya kyun kiya?
maa- Haan haan sab tu janti hai, jo karti hai theek karti hai. Phir kyun pareeshaan hai, yai to chahti thi na
k-Pata nahi. Main islie usse durr hona chahti thi kyunki darti thi kahin main aur involve naa ho jau. Uss dard se bachna chahti thi. Kahin Sujal mujhe chod naa de, iss daarrr se par...
Maa-Sahi hai, phir zyada kuch hone se pehle hi chod diya usn, haina
k- Maa ! You are not helping, you know
Ma-Who am I supposed to help? Mujhe lagta tha ki ladka hi bekar hai, lekin galat thi main. Maine maana; par tu..sab jant thi.. sab pehle se pata tha tab bhi tujhe nahi rehna tha uske saath, shuru se nai rehna tha. Jab maine mana kiya to tera uske paas bhagna, aur jab maine kuch nai kaha to phir usse door bhagna, ab bhagle... azaad panchi hai
k-Fine ! Ab aap hi batao main kya karun?
Maa- Main kya batau.. tujhe to jo karna hai hamesha wohi kargi, mujhe faltu pareshaan mat karna. Waise bhi yahi sai hai, bhale hi Sujal achha ladka ho lekin tu kabhi adjust nai kar payegi uski lifestyle mei. It's better to forget about him. Jo hua ab sab achhe ke liye hi hai
Kashish chup
k-Shayad aap thik keh rahi hain
Maa-Mujhe jo lagta hai maine keh diya, ab tu bhi bhool ja aur apne kaam par dhyan de
Kashish chali gai room mein chup chap again and again reading the poems. Usko to kuch samajh hi nahi aa raha; ek taraf maa ki batein h jo sahi lag rahi h par ek taraf mann nahi mann raha; wo khushi kahi kho gai h, wo hasssi kahin gumm hai. Her heart just expects ek baar phir wo phone baj jaaye uska
PART 24
Kashish chup
k-Shayad aap thik keh rahi hain
Maa-Mujhe jo lagta hai maine keh diya, ab tu bhi bhool ja aur apne kaam par dhyan de
Kashish chali gai room mein chup chap again and again reading the poems. Usko to kuch samajh hi nahi aa raha; ek taraf maa ki batein h jo sahi lag rahi h par ek taraf mann nahi mann raha; wo khushi kahi kho gai h, wo hasssi kahin gumm hai. Her heart just expects ek baar phir wo phone baj jaaye uska
Ussi samay Kashish ka phone bhi bajj gaya
Kashish ne kund ke phone uthaya
k-Hello
s-umm hi
Kahih I happily grinning
s-Listen...that guy you auditioned for at the that farm house
k-oh
s-Yaeh well...there were some other people there..and they heard you .. they couldn't contact you so...they called me...um..if you are still interested I can give them your number
k-Yeah...emm...Sujal
s-Yeah...so I'll give them your number...you take care
k-Sujal
s-Yeah?
k-emm...why..I...why are you mad at me...?
s-oh waise main bhul gaya
k-Bolo
s-ermm wo I am going out of station for a few days on a project and then I am going to be pretty busy so.. I am not going to be round much so you should hire some another teacher
k-emm...you know...I have been practicing violin again with...Shanker...as he in the institute...he teaches me the new compositions, great isn't it?
s-Great yeah. You should, but consider a sightful person...so you can also learn reading music and stuff...but you know whatever suits you. Ok then I have a lot of work to do so.. bye
k-Sujal
s-What?
k-Why have you changed? Do all people change like this?
s-Circumstances...they force people to change. You lose a something.. then you can't be same.. coz you have lost it...you gain something then too you change coz you have something more now that defines you so yeah people change and sometimes they just pretend and we fail to see the truth...so changing and lying.. it is all part of the world
k-I told you earlier. Why did you do this to me? Why? What had I done?
s-I didn't do anything to you. You... you have ... you couldn't have done anything wrong. Look, whatever it is..that's bothering you...it's my fault... I failed to see what you were trying to tell me and now I do so... there is nothing more to say about it
k-ohhh how can you be so casual after playing with me, using me? Are you even a human?
s-Am I? Sometimes I too wonder...You think I played with you, used you?
k-Yes! Yes! How can you be so...?
s-I am so...? And, what did I use you for huh?
k-Used me emotionally!
s-Hah! Wow!! You have the nerve to say that. But well...then maybe I did use you; used you for whatever you think I used you for and now you are useless so I want nothing more with you
k-Yes...yes..go! I was such a fool..I thought you..such a fool to like you...and you break my heart like..its ..mom was so right...bye
Kaat dia phone Kahishne ne
Sujal ne bhi kaat diya, like he cares for all her bluster and crocodile tears par is baat ka satisfaction hai ki instead of feeling ki Kahish dumped him; even though all her hurt partly pretence.. Sujal can now pretend that he dumped her. Even if she kind of confessed her feelings why would he believe her words... it can be nothing more than a last resort to gain him back but she has milked him as much as she can. Now she won't get a piece of Sujal Grewal..
Kashish stares at the phone, sochti hai shayad iska anth aisa hi tha. He is bored of me. He has other gals around him
Sujal is trying to get back to his life pre Kashish times, wahi din bhar kaam karna, lunch mein smoke, dinner ke baad smoke. Baaki kitna time ho gaya, he hadn't been with a girl...dekhe koi mile to...he has to get back on his life
Once his mom say ki meri friend hai, uski beti aa rahi h USA se, she is lonely etc. Why don't you take her out for dinner.
Sujal hates hi mom nagging so he agrees to take the girl for dinner
Par Sujal ko problem to yahi ho rahi hai na ki kisi mein interest aa nahi raha
The gal has dressed to kill; micro short dress, cleavage showing plunging neck line
Sujal to pehle hi zinda laash hai
Ladki Sujal ka hath-vaath pakad leti hai as he comes to pick her
She likesss the man with her. He is the mysterious brooding aloof guy
Sujal takes her out to the usual elegant expensive dining place. All the glitter and glamour right in its place and the beauty displaying her assets...and he stiffened back a yawn
Light music sa chal raha tha
Sujal kal ki meeting ke baar mein soch raha tha... it was either work or Kashih.. he avoided thinking about Kashih so it was work
Ek musician ne bow kiya aur uthke chala gaya aft his performance
Gal-Shall we dance?
s-Why not...
He gives a half plastic smile, gets up and pulls out her chair for her
Sujal offers the girl his hand
Par saamne violin leke stage pe aai madam Kashish..wearing a gown and she bows before playing
He was busy bending and bowing
Wo to wahan dance floor par jakar when he had the girl in his arms ki Sujal ko Kashish dikhi
Dekhte hi he felt as if hit by a lightning bolt...100 questions flitting around at once...observations flitting around too...ki hisdate ahemed...gaining back his attention
The gal smiles holding onto him
He gives her again that half forced smile and starts swinging her around, slow dancing
Kahish to sar neeche karke poore concentration se baja rahi thi. Upar dekha to...she missed a beat
But he caught that beat. Turning around to look straight at her, his face a blank cool mask. Not a single emotion betrayed
Kahish bhi stiff
Then she realized that where she is, she again downs her head and starts playing
Par involuntary he flexed his fingers and yahan dusri ladki ko laga ki Sujal line deraha hai
Kund gai, moving closer, sliding her hand up his arm to link it behind his neck, tangling her finger in his hair
Sujal ka dhyan bhi nai gaya. He was still looking at Kashish
Kashish ne dekha. She is gazing at them. Her body stiffens witnessing the scene. Mann to kar raha tha, violin uthake de maare
"Sujal"... his date murmurs huskily
Sujal looks away from Kashish, coming back to earth and back to reality. Realizing that his date was rubbing herself against him
He reached behind his neck to unclasp her hand and steps away from her
Kashish ka ho gaya piece, uthke chali gai wo giving them a murderous gaze
Wahan Sujal ne apni date ko bhagakar wapas dekha to Kashish gaayab. To Sujal ko bhi laga ki kahan gai...mushkil se roka Kashish ke peeche jane se khud ko...samjhaya ki kya kar raha hai...why is he following her when everything is over...she shouldn't be affecting him anymore like this
Sujal leaves for tonight; lekin ab to usko ko pata hai ki Kashish kahan kaam karti hai... baar baar har meeting ke liye yahin aana hai
Agle din hi meeting thi naye business associate ke saath
Sujal ne kaha ki ye restaurant achha hai, yahin pe chalo
Sujal bhi kya kare, kitni mehnat karle not to get up and go after her. lekin can't help himself from coming back even if just to catch some glimpses of her...a sweet torture...
Sunday ko ghar jaate hi socha ki uss restaurant phir kabhi nahi jaana and loji agli raat phir wahan
Kashish sees Sujal almost 4 nights out of 7 in the restaurant
Samajh nahi aaraha chahta kya hai, kyun aa raha hai?
It was established he was using her. Ab kya usse jalana chahta hai...roz apni shakal dikhake
aur ussko yaad dilake now uski jagah uss ladki ne le li hai, wo ladki jo kapde hi nahi pehnti
He was happy n the 3 nights of the week and when he couldn't make it.. ran out of reasons and he doesn't trust himself to go alone..
Akela gaya to shayad nahi rokk paye khud ko Kashish ke paas jaane se
She doesn't know how she feels. When he isn't there she feels empty; when he is there she feels restless
She had just completely lost her peace
She wants her old days back
Ab Sujal ki koi business meeting nahi hogi to date ko laana padega
Agle week, 2 din to koi business partner ko le aaya, baaki ke 3 din har din alag ladki ke aath
Sujal le to aaye but he hardly paid them any attention; kis bhi cheez kel iye wo kahe to Sujal saaf mana karde
Kashish slow music bajana tha par jab jab Kashish ne dekha ladki chipak sa rahi hai Sujal se to wo fast fast bajaane lagi
Par Sujal generally dance hi nahi karta
Ladki kahe dance, Sujal nahi
Ladki kahe Champagne, Sujal bole no
Ladki kahe long drive after dinner , Sujal kahe no
Ladki- Coffee at my place
s -No
Sujal to bass saath baithane ko laaya hai
Ladki laaya to ladki aise side baith gai facing Kashish aur Sujal ki chair not facing Kashish thi
Then Sujal asks the girl to dance and then wapas aate time baith gaya jahan use baithna hai
PART 25
Sujal to bass saath baithane ko laaya hai
Ladki laaya to ladki aise side baith gai facing Kashish aur Sujal ki chair not facing Kashish thi
Then Sujal asks the girl to dance and then wapas aate time baith gaya jahan use baithna hai
Kashish ne wahan stage pe keh dia ki, main bajaungi par spotlight mujhpe naa ho, jo koi dancers ho unpe ho. I am uncomfortable with people looking at me
Sujal khada hi ho gaya ki kya natak hai, nahi dikhegi to wo kyon baitha hai wahan par
Kashish ke upar se light off ho jaati
Sujal ne cheque mangwa liya, pay kya aur katt liya
Nahi aya agle din bhi
Ek baar ko laga bass spotlight nahi hai par Kashish to hai, par phir laga ki dikh kahan rahi hai, baat to waise hi nahi hoti
Do din ki absence ke bsad Sujal fir wahin, iss baar office wear mein 2 aur logon ke saath
Aaj bhi Kashish nahi dikhi... to Sujal ne socha ki complain kar di jaye ki bohot andhera andhera lagta hai...
Aur bhale hi Kashish ko spotlight pasand na ho..lekin baki sab musicians ko thoda bohot to dikhna pasand hai
To fir jal gai light, is baar focus wali nahi hai lekin light hai
*****
Aaj Sujal ka birthday hai
Uski party to ghar par thi.
He came to the party...bada crowd...sab se baat ki...sab se haath milyaa...par man nahi laga
Around 10 jab sab kha kar drinks le rahe the
He slipped out
Bhaagkar jaane ki bhi jagah ek
Sujal gaya, aaj akela pehli baar
Jaakar baitha jahan se Kashish sabse saaf dikhe
Generally he didn't order alcohol, par aaj kar hi liya
Waiter scotch lekar aya hi tha, ki waiter ne manager ko kaha ki Mr Grewal aaye hai..
Ab Mr Grewal to thehre khaas patron, to manager ne kaha ki aaj bday hai sir ka, kuch to karna chahiye...to socha ki Sujal ke liye b'day song hi bajwa diya jaye
To kaha ki b'day song play kar do orchestra se..
Sabne poocha ki bday kiska announce karna hai
Manager ne kaha ki announcement chodo... Sujal waise hi bhadkila sa tha pata nahi kis baat par bigad jaye...bass bataya ki ek Mr Grewal hai. He prefers anonymity, unke liye play kar do, no announcements
Sujal wahan baitha drink sip kar raha tha dekh raha tha ki ki sbaat ka commotion chal raha hai orchestra mein
Kashish ki maathe pe shikan.
She is tip toeing among the orchestra to listen to her cue
Sujal bhi surprised b'day tune sunkar...par kisi ne uska naam announce nahi kiya bas kaha ki for a special guest
Ussne dekha Kashish ko.. does she know it's his b'day...wondering ki agar pata hai to would she come and wish him
Sujal to Kashish ko hi dekh raha hai
Aaj to koi saath bhi nahi hai ki Sujal discreetly.. chup chupkar dekhe; sharam waise hi Sujal ko kam ati hai
Kashish ne as usual bohot koshish ki nazre churane ki pure gaane mein
Akhir Kashish ne dekh hi liya nazre uthake
Kashish soch rahi thi kya karun, wish karu nahi karu, karu nahi karu...should I acknowledge him or not? Baat karun ki naa?
Kashish ne socha wo bhi to baat nahi karta, he pretends as if she is a stranger, har baar wo kyun baat kare
Gaana bajan khatam hua
Sujal to wahin dekh raha tha
Waiter aya ek mini sa complimentary cake le kar jispar 1 candle jal rai thi
Logon ko bhi laga aas pas ke ki kaisa aadmi hai, looks rich, handsome too. Akela baitha hai b'day hai, koi share karne ko nahi hai
Orchestra wale bhi yai baat kar rahe hai ki kya life hai sab kuch hai, har roz kisi ladki ke saath dikh jata hai; but jab it matters to koi nahi hai
Inn aamir logon ka yahi hai...aish to hai.. par content nahi hai
Kashish ke peeche ye baat ho rahi hai aur uski ki ankhein Sujal par hain
Log keh rahe hain ki; koi nahi tikta inn logon ke saath, adhe log inko use karte hai aur chod dete hai baaki duniya ko ye use karke dushman bana lete hai, batao kya fayda itne paison ka jo akela pii raha hai...isse achha to humara hi hai... chotti naukri hai par ghar to hai wapas jaane ko
Sujal wahan sab baaton se anjaan sees that neither could she look away from him. Slowly he raises his glass as a salute to her. A smirk on his face to say cheers and gulps the whole thing down in one go
She frowns.
He first time he acknowledged her back
Kashish ne pir 2-3 kadam badaye..phir ruk gayi
Sujale bhi glass neeche rakh diya...his eyes opening a bit more... his body tense when she took those 3 steps
She is still staring at him with a frown
Sujal bhi khada hua phir...pii to li hi thi...to socha ki kya to hell with it after all b'day hai, kuch to happy deserve kar sakta hai wo, wo hi uth kar chala gya Kashish ke paas
She frowns doubly and steps back
k-Kya hai?
She snaps
He gives he an absent smile...his lips can't follow his brain to remain unsmiling
s- Dance with me?
She frowns
k-Go home
s-It's too crowded there... the whole party you know...
He says shrugging putting his hands into his pocket taking a relaxed stance. Inwards every muscle was locked in anticipation. Aesa laga jaise bade dino baat khul ke saas li ho. Thoda adrenaline ka rush hua ho...haath pairon mein thodi jaan se aayi ho.. feeling alive
Kashish folds her arms
s-Dance?
She narrows her eyes; about turn march
He felt sucker punched in the gut, head bowed he too turned around and got out. And once again Sujal Grewal made a fool of himself this time in public too; congratulations...he think to himself
Kashish looks over her shoulders to look at him
He walked out barely noticing the stares the manager trying to signal the waiter to give him the cheque..and the fact tht he left his dinner jacket on the table
Kashish log bhi cab mein nikal rahe the ghar jaane ko, aur udhar Sujal apni gaadi mein.
Phir se dono ki nazre mili
Sujal to steering par sarr rakhe aankh band karke baitha tha
He was a bit drunk...and he didn't want to go home...he dint want to drive around...he was just sitting there..philosophing about life and love
Ek soft sa haath touch hua arm pe
He jerked back ki kaun hai
Kashish saamne khadi hai
s-K..Kas..ish...
He says.. word have some difficult forming..
She looks at him
He doesn't even know if she is real.. kya pata itna miss kar-karke maybe he is hallucinating
k-emm..are you ok?
He shakes his head in no
She looks at him questioningly and her eyes ooze that familiar care and concern
He looks at her
s- I haven't been fine for a very long time
She frowns
He closes his eyes briefly and then opens them again hoping that if she is an illusion she would be gone before he goes completely mad and if she is not.. he better not blurt his heart out
k-Sujal?
s-Hm?
Sujal ne gate khola and he comes out of the car, closing the dorr behind him
Kashish blinks her big eyes
He raise his hand to touch her hands and takes her hand in his slowly intertwining their fingers.
He looks down at their hands. He likes her hands, long slender, elegant
She frowns...
k-God! You are drunk
s-A little. Not enough to not know what I am doing..
k-You are!
s- You know you have the most beautiful hands ever
k-What were you thinking ...of driving/?huh?
She looks at their hands
s- I always wondered if it's because you play violin or is it a prerequisite to play violin
k-Happy birthday. Get a cab and go home
s-I don't want to go home and thanks; and congratulations for the job
k-Don't wanna go home? Have you lost it? Go home
s-Have I ever told you; you play like an angel? I never thought I'd like hearing violin... but I like it...I like hearing you play it...serene and melancholy at once. How do you do that?
Kashish ko laga..Sujal to baat karta rahega wo late ho jayegi
k-Bye
Mudd gai
Cricket
Anupamaa
