We build hopes, we weave dreams, such in few moments we have all the beauties of future life right in front of us, but future when actually cumes… its rarely wht we have evry imagine….
Chapter: 16
Moving in elevator holding his arm, he was loving this love showering all over him as she placed her head on his shoulder n he pecked her hairs… but than just when the door was about to close… a night mare enter it..
Mine mine… the exy has find a w***re for him..
Breath got stocked in her throat and she went all pale… now this cant happen … to such a beautiful day this cant happen… she doesn't want her dream to turn into nightmare… why cant for a day just a day things can be not so shameful for her….
She felt mayank body stiffen and his hand almost crushing her….make her feel more disgust of herself… but than her eyes popped out to see the other man entering the place…
Esha: look who I found today Rahul…. Mayank Sharma…
Rahul smirk and look at nupur from top to bottom, today she so wished she can have any such think that will make her face change… this cant happen , she nerve want any of her client to appear infront of him… this makes her nothing worth him nothing,… and she knew she isn't …. and the way he is looking at her, and the way that girl announced it, she is sure wht mayank must be feeling about her..disgust…
Nupur: excuse me if u want to say sumthing to me… do it
Esha: not at all sweetheart I have nothing to do with u…hi mayank
Mayank: hi esha….
The name shocked her…and she looked at mayank who was pale yet stiff.. expersion less… OMG its Esha, mayank's ex fianc …waoo lord nothing can be so bad than this …. Nothing can be worse than this… the way esha has spoke to her she knew one thing she doesn't know wht she does professionally rather she has her arms shooting on mayank… she sigh a bit in relief…
Esha: I must congratulate the poor soul finally he found sumone to fill in his lonely, boring life… but alas I must say it will be always for his pocket as he doesn't have anything else to offer a girl
Mayank: u must be knowing this so well being gold-digger
Esha: oh please… u cant blame me… u have been running around me like a puppy.. tossing his tail like my fingers..
Nupur felt her blood boil with the humiliation she was doing of him, and he wasn't answering was troubling her more.. wht the hell why he isn't saying anything she was feeling like punching her on her face..
Mayank: congrats Rahul.. u have a fine keeper ….
Rahul: he chukled loud.. I can say tht to ur date too…
This was the worse thing … and she felt her self melting down to disappear from there.. this was the time she hates herself to sumhwere even to be associated to him.. she even cant look at any of them…
She knew wht Rahul means .. the fact that she has been with him as a keep … and what all was making mayank feel she even cant just think..
Nupur: good than no body asked u Rahul
Esha: oh mine oh mine… u two…. Esha laughed out loud… OMG mayank.. ur really one of the poor soul.. u really have a class apart choice…
Mayank: u have any problems with that..what do u want
Esha: not at all sweetheart I was just exchanging my pleasantries and gratitude to u
Nupur: so do that or shut it up…
Esha: who the hell ur to say that to me…
Nupur: Rahul do u wish to ….. please tell her whom I am..
Esh a frown a bit looking at him…and this was when she knew Rahul has been cheating on her with nupur…she knew pretty well how Rahul is a womanizer .. a big one…. but all in all nothing was helping mayank at all… it was burning him more n more.. he was feeling he was standing in hell.. n there is fire all around him…. Rahul knew one think esha will not tolerate is the man whn is with her can go around with anyone else
Rahul: leave it esha… its our floor.. cum
Esha: but I am not done yet ..wht
Rahul: we are done here… bye..
They just didn't went away but with them mayank storm out of the elevator with so long step towards car tht she has to almost run catching him… he made the driver move away n droved back home himself..as fast as he could… he was scaring her… she has never seen him such.. and she knew she was a big reason for that…
Moving inside he threw his jacket and rushed into the bar poring sum liquor for himself..and gulping down in a go… sumthing pricked inside her..why such dreams if they are meant to be shattered like this evrytime… why…. She knew she has made the most worst situation for him he ever wished to.. it was meant to happen sum day … per not today…she placed her hand on his shoulder and he shrugged it off… pricking her more n more in pieces.. scaring her of wht her mind is alarming her….
Mayank: nupur please leave me alone… im not in myself right now…
She came and sat on the next stole beside him ..
Nupur: u know I m not gonna ..
Mayank: nupurrr
Nupur: it wasn't the fact that u meet Esha today… that is making u feel like this..
Mayank: he chukled.. Esha donot mean anything to me nupur..
Nupur: but me being there with u does…
Mayank: nupur just leave from here…
Nupur: cause u cant be proud of the fact that u have me with u..
He glup down sum liquor..
Mayank: shut up nupur… wht do u think why I broke with esha… because she slept with sumone I hate to core… Rahul Mehra… cause I wasn't able to fulfill her needs…
Nupur: than…
Mayank: she was giving away our company's confidential info to them.. she was with me always for money .. there was never ever 1% thought of relationship.. there was never any thing anything ..and she was right.. I was roaming around her like a dog…I was fool a big time fool who was thinking abt a future with her….
Nupur: if u really think like that abt u.. ur sure an idiot…
Mayank: waoo get sum more on me I m loving ur those appreciating compliments
Nupur: mayank u know wht ur … she doesn't define u…. abt her how u got to know that…
Mayank: … I found those papers one day .. when we were arguing .. and I stopped her to go away and those papers fell down from her file…
Nupur: it was the day
Mayank: no it wasn't the day I found her with Rahul… she said these papers she was giving me.. she thought I donot know abt all this… I was on this… I had doubt but … I wanted to b sure … but than the day I found her in my suite.. I didn't said one thing and just left from there….
Nupur: why u did report her..
Mayank: chukled… she was well planned person… the time I took to settle my anger and m mind seeing her there on my bed like that… she took that to threw the worse card on the table…
Nupur: the news that came in the paper…
Mayank: it was like 2hrs.. that I took.. she with the help rahul made press came to my suite… and caught them red handed.. making it appear .. I did that to expsoe her… she in press conference said that.. I m not a men… and as the track record of mine was such it was easy to believe in the fact.. in front of whole press she said.. that mayank didn't left me with any other choice and as he is impotent so he wants me to sleep with his rival and have a baby plus to take all the project details of the city project to break them… he is a coward, he is ashemd of wht he is and cant let anyone to know about all this … that's why he chosed his own suite for me…
Nupur: b***h
Mayank: chukled… ya she is… but today when she came infornt of me….
Nupur: me being there made it worse…. Cause between us was also always abt money… and make u cum behind the same way…
She sigh .. she took deep breath she just cant even think about the depth of helplesnss all the time he must be feeling with her
He couldn't agree with her on this but he couldn't even deny the fact.. that was exactly he was feeling right now… not exactly but .. he wants to e out of this thought… he is tired of trying so hard to find peace in his life… trying to seek her.. it seems he doesn't deserve anything… no matter how hard he try he fails.. He failed again.. he has done everything he can do… today there was slight sign of things getting her ….
Mayank: Rahul knows u… he said and looked at her and she was now more ashamed of herself than she was ever…
Nupur: I am sorry Mayank… I told you.. I cant help it..
Mayank: ya but why that bas***d… you know how was I feeling tht moment whn he was scanning u… was imaging u n**ed …
Nupur: it isn't my fault… I am wht I am.. no matter how I feel it…I can change it
Mayank: I donot know where I stand in ur life.. he giggled sarcastically…. I even donot know do I stand or not… u all are same non reliable… and she was right I m worse than a street dog.. every one cums and goes…. And keep standing there waiting for them to look at me…. Waoo… mayank Sharma is a dog
Nupur: mayank please… she doesn't know u… and ur nothing like this… with me you know the risk before you head towards me.. and I cant change anything… I never mean to make u feel any such.. I always was careful about the same fact.. the same feeling ur feeling right now… and I cant change anything on this mayank…
She was helplessly trying to make him know wht he is… but she failed… the words he was searching in her talks were not cuming out and he was more n more sinking
Mayank: ya my bad I know it.. and I am not blaming u for any of the crap in my life… nor u being the crap that I want to stay with… so just go away..
Nupur: mayank.. she said whiningly .. no matter how much she knew it was alcohol and pain that was speaking… she cant stop herself to feel the pain….
He cant call her this… she is use to of being a pure soul in front of him not filthy… he cant call her this it pain like anything… it pain more than the first time she knew were she has head to… it pain more than the time she killed herself..
Mayank: go away…
Nupur: I think its better..
Mayank: ya ya u to go awy leave me… se you all are same… .. go… he shouted the last
He was appearing like a little kid how was angry, pain but she was not less then feeling like a piece of crap.. but than he has always been there when ever she needed him.. than why she is moving away… people had called her more than this.. it nevr mattered.. but today yes he mattered…but wht he must be feeling she cant deny was worse too…. He has faced all he was escaping from… the past and the reality both .. and tht so hard hited him.. that he needs sumone to make him stand back…
She sigh moved towards him more closed n encircled her arms around him from back… to her relive he did pushed her back..rather closed his eyes…
It wasn't her.. yes the fact that she is with him too with money… he know he closed it but it doesn't made things any good… he want to hear from her alteast once that she is in this.. Because she wants to….. she want him…. Its isn't a month.. its forever… it is…
He knew it wasn't her nor Esha.. it was nothing any such.. but the fact it was Rahul, he cant just clam his nerve anyhow… why him, why the hell him.. just imagining nupur with Rahul like that… just the way he was with Esha…
He threw the glass on the wall n nupur shuddered in fear.. she doesn't know wht is burning inside him….. more the fact that she is pro****.. and she has done so much so many time with others…. She wish she could change herself.. she so wish sh could change it..
Nupur: I am sorry mayank…
Her voice was mere whispered and he hate himself not to put words forward n telling her its her yes it is her, but he knew it isn't her fault..and its oky… it isn't oky.. but it will be… she moved forward and sat on his lap…
Nupur: I am sorry I didn't meet u before.. I am sorry u have to face all this with me.. I can just be sorry…
She moved forward to capture his lips, trying to convey she is really sorry about all this, he groan in its not that she is thinking and pulled her closed to kiss her back…
Mayank: I am not angry at u nupur.. it just….. its just.. sigh I cant define… its all back… u just go n sleep, I need sum time here…. U being here will make
Nupur: it more worse… she tried to smile but it was paining her a lot…
She was feeling as if the day has cum, n now he wants her to go away from him, he wants to move away from her.. it feels its…. This … that is it..
She moved away from him, and he hold her hand.. kissed her plam.. n wished her good nite…
She sliped inside the quilt and wasn't able to sleep a bit, it gave her the same feeling .. the same scent of his…. But it was the feeling that sumthing is missing, sumthing has started to miss here.. and she knew sumwhere this feeling is not gona end.. the moment when she was feeling her life has just become perfect, it reminded her of all the reality…
But then why she is over reacting, it's the first time he was facing all this.. and that so indirectly ..his reaction to himself will cum she knew.. and she was prepared but than whn it came it took her off guard.. Maybe because of the feelings she confessed to herself today… maybe because today she never thought any such thing can happen….
She dipped her head in his pillow .. she like it here.. the feeling that nobody can harm her..nobody can bad mouth abt her.. the fact that here she is safe she is secure.. the fact that this was the place.. she has started feel as home… and suddenly she is feeling the floor is shaking and the roof is about to collapse on her face.. and she really want his arms around her … making her believe he is there….
He looked at the door from were she left without even once saying to hell with anything now its about them…. Sigh is he over imaginative…. She is in maybe same pain as he is in.. why he cant just get out of the thought that between them was always from start about money…. Why he cant get out of the sight he is thinking again n again being esha n rahul on his bed.. but now the glimpse of nupur being there at esha's place.. he wants to make whole world at fire..
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Gunjan was super excited about all this, she was so happy seeing mayank like this after ages, she was so right this girl has all he needs to be happy… she can see both of them so much in love … she can see finally mayank with right girl…
Samrat: wht is so urgent princess..
She kissed him and he was starlet…
Samrat: wht it is.. why I am being showered with so much love
Gunjan: I am so happy Samrat
Samrat: n why tht so sweetheart..
Gunjan: I went to Seattle and meet bro..
Samrat: oh great
Gunjan: more great is cuming up… n u didn't told me that bhai is with Nupur there… ur so dead Samrat
Samrat was not getting anything
Samrat: nupur.. who nupur… n I don't know he is with anyone,..
Gunjan: ohhh so it was top secret ..mine mine I m loving this side of bro.. she clasped her hand … nupur is the same girl … that bro liked..
Samrat: u mean that pro***..
Gunjan: samrat.. it isn't necessary u always keep reminding urself about this
Samrat: are u kidding me.. or I have to do sumthing to big u both understand that .. u all have lost it… he is there with a pro** living in… wao… great… and tht is exactly why he didn't allowed me to go n meet him there… and here ur wht celebrating it…
Gunjan: common u need to give them privacy
Samrat: this isn't a joke
Gunjan: shut up samrat… she isn't like all of those.. she is different she was so sweet.. I meet her… n more over If once u would have looked at bro u would have forgotten evryting about who she is n who isn't….
Samrat: ignoring things doesn't change anything…. I have to do sumthing
Gunjna: I so regret telling u so much … u r not gona make any mess.. if u really love ur brother u should meet the person ur bro has fallen for so deeply tha the dosesnt give a dam to anything , anyone rather than just her…
Samrat: and that will make him end no where … he is going blind…
Gunjan: wht evr.. u stay out of it
Samrat: I wont..i need to meet that girl and remind her wht she is…
Gunjan: I m warning u Samrat… if u do any cush thing ur not gona just loss ur respect infornt of me… but ur gonna loss ur brothers faith tht u love him so much too….
The voice of something broked made them turn around to find horrifying sight behind them
Samrat: mom…he rushed to the fainted figure behind him.. calling the servant to take out the car…
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She didn't knew when in the night she slept, she was tired and this time he made her so much that she was feeling just to close her eyes n wished that sleep engulf her.. sumtime the weird wishes to get answer and that was exactly wht happen…
The scotching rays of sun made her groan in irritation her head was heavy due to the last night thinking and pain..more over after ages she felt her cheeks wet.. she cried.. so much… she moved to the other side in urge to snuggled to him but found the warmth missing..
Her eyes open instantly and she looked around he wasn't there.. anywhere.. she checked the clock it wasn't his time to leave for office.. but beside the time piece she found a note..that made her whole newly formed world collapsed right there..
" I am leaving fro newyork, mom is taken to hospital, I have to leave.. if u want u can stay here as much as time u want.. or I have arranged tickets can go back to newyork"
She sat there not knowing wht it is all about…. He left without having the feeling to meet her he left, without saying good bye he left.. the reality hit him so hard that now he doesn't even want to see her face, he left her without having a final goodbye… he left her alone… this is over … now this is over so over….
Edited by drfizaahmed - 12 years ago
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