part 32:
I am sorry bhai ...
arjun turned back and saw his baby sister in tears...he cant hold himself and hugged her
dont say sorry guddu ...i should be the one...i thought your happiness lies in him & did not think for a second that you need time from that pain and everything he caused you
no bhai dont be ? dont be say i am glad that you did that ...yes bhai i know you are feeling why i am speaking like this .
But the truth is by doing like that i learned how much arnavji loves me and his sister
what do u think bhai ? although knowing value of relations and mstly brother_sister duo do u think i will ask arnavji to leave his sister ?
no and never bhai...when i know why anjali ji did all those things ?
when i know how much arnavji loves me?
when i know what would be the consequences my brother would be there for me !!!! why i would do something like that ?
then why u asked arnav like that ?
to know what he chooses bhai?
what do u mean?
i mean what i said !!!!!! i asked him but if he chosen me over his sister i would never seen his face
but he still picked up anjali ji...and that shows how much he respect relations
i know he hates his di from bottom of his heart but still he decided to be with her because he gave promise to his mother
so do u think if once tommrow everything sort out will he turn back one me again ?
do u think will he deceive me?
all this is a test for him
bhai a relation stands of 3 things : trust
respect
love
but in all of these 3 i love him but he lost my respect & trust because of his actions
so me giving test so that he can gain my respect followed by trust
because a relation can be without love ...because sometimes compramise will be there
but without trust no relation cant stand it may be anyone thing...i wann him to win my trust and for that he should go through each and every damn test i give
so in this process u stopped speaking to me ?
no bhai ...it is real with you because u not at all given me sometime to get back from all those awful thoughts and past
u just speed up everything that i m unable to understand and i just lost my control
and yes bhai in whole world if i trust someone more than myself and devimaiya it is you ...so i did with you
but i m truly sorry to hurt you bhai ...she is in tears completely
enough now dont cry and make me weak ...onething i cant tolerate is ur tears and u knew it !!!!
so what you want me to do in all these ?
be a silent spector ?
matlab?
simple bhai ...what ever i make them do you just be quiet dont even think to take any step and if you want pls say me first and do
and this time not only with arnavji i want to change anjali ji also ...because has i said somewhere i fear for her insecurities bhai and i have to clear them
so that in future not only me but for her sake also she should be able to fight !!!! and i promised ratna maa also the same
and we SIGHANIA'S cant turn back from the promises u know it na bhai!!!!!!!!!!
yup !
and i never know my little sister turned so big...frm where u got all this maturedness
i leanred everything from you bhai !!!!!!!!!
though u are akdu...i learn what is love from your unconditional love towards me
and sorry for taking indu name also
for that i cant able to forgive you khushi
i know u did not do wantedly but you know i dont wann to hear that name
i know bhai i did wrong
but bhai what i said that day is true
r u seeing anjali ji because she resembles indu ?
khushi ...he shouts at her
never and ever say that again...you very well know what i feel about indu and anjali
so dont compare both
i know bhai
bu i feel u are trying to make urself comforatble by syaing both are not same and they are differnt
nothing like that and i have much work so me leaving
and i m ok with what u want and me with u always
ok
will meet u in home
now i have meetings lined up
take care
bhai !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u are my mirror and for you i am
so no person cant stand before mirror and say lies
for now you wont may accept it
but i can clearly see whats going on with u
i just say before u once again lost just be careful
because i cant see my brother on death bed again...
i just come back from hospt because suffering from flu
so bare my short updates for some more time
and pls do comment and like
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