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Part 10

The next few days were impossible on Khushi. As much as she tries to

avoid Arnav she was not able to. He would concoct something or the other

and she would be stuck with him. He was trying to woo her by giving her

flowers and gifts and forcefully making her accept them when she

refused. What kind of a guy he is!! Won't leave his pride behind even for

a second…..never experienced anyone refusing him na!! Ugghhh……..he

was messing with her head big time!

He even tried to relive their old times by hiding in her closet, throwing

coffee on her face, twisting her arms behind her back etc. She had to talk to

him…she was fed up with the war going between her heart and mind, she

was torn, confused and highly frustrated. Its high time she put an end to

it.

"Arnavji"

He didn't reply as he was busy making jalebis which seemed to have

become his recent hobby as he keeps making jalebis everyday. Earlier they

used to taste like crap but he has gotten better nowadays…..they taste even

better than her own…..something she'll never admit to him not in this

lifetime!

"Arnavji" she said louder this time.

"Wait a sec. Iam almost done"

She tapped her feet impatiently while finished frying the last batch,

switched off the stove and washed his hands. Removing his apron and

chef's hat (something which he had taken a liking to) he spoke

"Yes"

"We need to talk"

"We are doing that right now"

"What do you want?"

"My wife"

"Arnavji why don't you understand ours was a contract marriage and its

over. I served all the terms and conditions and there is no more reason

why I should stay with you. And not to forget you yourself kept

reminding me over the course of our "so-called marriage" that it was just

a contract and you would kick me out as soon as it ends. So now that its

over why don't you go back and live your luxurious life happily."

He felt pangs of regret as she recalled his words. But now is not the time

to regret. Because listening to her means letting her go and that's not

possible. She might be a selfless saint but he is a selfish b*****d, and its

not like he is binding her to himself against her will. She loved him, wanted

him maybe not as much as he wanted her but still…….if he lets her go

now neither of them will ever be happy. He is doing this for her as well, he

reasoned with himself.

He tried….tried to let her go, he knew he didn't deserve her she is too good

to be true but he can't live without her. He tried to imagine a life without

her…not one but many times but he could never proceed. Just the thought

that she won't be there with him killed him internally. She has to stay with

him, whether she liked it or not. And he'll keep her happy, he'll try his best

to keep her happy but letting her go is not an option. He should have

made a lifetime contract with her but never mind he'll do it now!!

"There is no happily ever after for me if there is no you"

"Iam not a freaking puppet. Jab man kiya shaadi ki, jab man kiya

contract banaya, jab man kiya insult kar diya, dhamkiyan di aur ab

pyaar aa raha hai toh jaane se rok rahe ho, samajhte kya ho apne aap

ko?? Iam not your punching bag and Iam fed up of being treated like

one. Do you know how it feels when the person you love more than your

life hurts you, mistrusts you and most importantly abandons you at the

time of need. Iam really fed up of being treated like a rag doll, like I

have no feelings. Every time its about you, your sister, your family, your

feelings where do I come in? Now you regret what you did feel sorry,

what will you do if such a situation arises again and you feel Iam a

threat to your sister. Will you throw me out, discard me from your life

like a paper cup? What am I a use n throw material? Please just…."

With every word she uttered she kept hitting him on his chest pushing him

venting out her anger on him. She felt him grabbing her hands and pulling

her into a hug. She tried resisting but he wouldn't budge. Eventually she

gave in and wrapped her arms around him. Tears were running down her

face. She hated feeling so confused so messed up.

"I hate you, go away!" she cried helplessly against his shoulders holding

on to him for dear life.

"Iam sorry, sorry for every mistake I ever made, sorry for making you

feel so worthless, sorry for treating you like a toy, sorry for every word of

mine that hurt you but Iam definitely not sorry for marrying you. Sure

the way we married was wrong, everything was wrong about it, I was

angry at you, didn't trust but that doesn't mean I didn't love you. I loved

you then and I love you now and I 'll love you forever. I was blinded by

my anger, I was a fool an idiot and you are free to punish me in

whichever way you like just don't leave me. I'll die without you. There is

no me without you."

"You lie. There is no love without trust. Its baseless, you never loved me it

was just an attraction and it'll go away" she muttered incoherently

hiccupping, her voice thick with tears.

"No I do, I do love you, remember the time when you went with NK to

get ghee and there was an accident on the way and I thought it was

you…..I felt my breath leave, my heart stopping I didn't know at that

time what it was but I know now. It was love, just it was very weak at

time. But now it isn't. And if any situation like this arises again I swear

I'll trust you, be by your side, never leave you alone, protect you from all

the evils of this world. I know I left you to face Shyam's lecherous ways

all on your own and I think that maybe my biggest regret. I can't erase

your memories, I can't make you forget the pain but surely we can start

over na. Lets leave our past behind and start over."

Saying so he left and went two steps behind. He went on knees and pulled

out a ring and said

"Marry me"

"wh….." For the first time Khushi Kumari Gupta was rendered speechless.

"You have become my reason to breathe. You taught me to live, to laugh,

to let go of your problems and to smile through your tears. You have

become my inspiration, my obsession and the focus of my life. I might

lose my temper and yell at you, I might go all possessive on you but

know that throughout everything I'll love you and only you and it will

only increase as the days go by. We will have our share of fights

sometimes we might even get nasty but I know that we'll always find our

way back to each other. I want to wake up every morning holding you in

my arms and go to bed every night seeing your face. I want to grow old

with you, watch your lovely face getting all wrinkled and your hair

turning white. But even then you'll be the most beautiful woman to me.So

I ask again Khushi Kumari Gupta Will you marry me and this time it'll

be a lifetime contract I promise on that. And mind you Iam not taking no

for an answer." He finished off. His eyes were clouded with tears but his

face held a beautiful smile as if he knew her answer.

She fell down on her knees so that she can be level with him.

"Laad Governer abhi bhi apni manmani karte ho. Koi aur option choda

hai kya?"

"So…it's a…yes?" he whispered

"Yes I'll marry you and this time you won't be able to get rid of me so

easily. Even if I die I'll haunt you as a ghost."

He put a finger on her lips.

"Don't say such things. And anyways if you die Iam going to die along

with you, then we can haunt people together!"

Saying so he pulled her close and covered her lips with his. It was slow

soft tender kiss. He tried to put all the love he felt for her in that one kiss.

The moment he heard her gasp he took the opportunity to plunge his

tongue inside. Moments later he felt her responding back. Her arms went

round his neck, clutching his hair, his grip around waist tightened pulling

her closer. They stayed like that for minutes maybe hours, time stopped

for them or maybe didn't matter to them anymore.

They broke apart gasping for breath! He slipped the ring onto her finger

and said

"This time I'll make you Mrs.Arnav Singh Raizada forever" saying so

he hugged her tightly.

"What do we say to our families now?"

"Don't worry I'll handle everything. This time we'll get married properly

with all the ceremonies. You will have your dream wedding and I'll have

my Princess! Perfect deal!"

She hit him on the arm.

"Kabhi sudhroge nahi, hai na?"

"Nahh"

"And please stop calling me Arnavji. You can call NK as NK but you

won't call me Arnav?"

"Are you jealous of him?"

"No Iam not"

"You are"

"Am not"

"Are"

"Well if my wife smiles a lot more in his company than mine you can't

expect me to not react. Sorry miss but you are mine, only mine and Iam

extremely possessive about my things."

"Ahan so you admit you are jealous."

"No Iam not because I know you love me and only me and no one on this

planet can take you away from me."

"Woh toh hai!!"

They both wrapped up their work in the office and resigned. The boss was

sad to see them leave but he knew it was for the best. They went back to

delhi and this time they got married with proper ceremonies. It was one of

the biggest marriages of the year and the most talked about. They were

both married with great pomp.

Khushi Kumari Gupta got her Prince Charming and Arnav Singh

Raizada found a happily ever after he never believed in!

Dreams do come true!!

The end

Read n review!! Iam not a lovey-dovey so writing a romantic story really was an effort!! but since i luvd Arhi so much I decided 2 give it a try!! thnk u every1 4 being wid me thruout dis story!!