love vs hate rajat and mugdha FF chapter 4 ud pg8. - Page 6

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Chapter 4

He kept looking at her for some time, he saw her open her eys and looked up to the sky, she looked so beautiful, so elegant, so innocent, so confused, and so many question in her eyes, the big black eyes that makes him go crazy veer thought lost in her beauty. Veer gained some control on his emotions and waved at her.

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Saiba was shocked seeing veer infront of her in a balcony of the boys hostel, she was thinking about him and now he was in front of her.

Saiba looked at veer waving at her, she smiled at waved back.

she couldn't help feeling like if she had wished for some thing it might have come true too that's because of him, she laughed at the thought and looked at veer who was moving his hands, she got confused, he repeated again and again but she failed but then suddenly saiba figure it out, he was actually telling her some thing, veer repeated it again and time she understood, he was actually telling her to come down and meet outside, saiba couldn't help but to laugh.

She nodded to him and went inside to the room to go down.

Before going she looked at the mirror, her face was actually glowing, her cheeks were red, she couldn't recognize her who was she, so happy so alive where was she before she thought sadly.

She shook her head and made her way out of the room.

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Veer was making his way out of the room but stopped turned to the mirror.

He was always a cheer full person but now there was some sort of shine in his eyes right now. He combed his hair looked one more time in the mirror and turned to door walked out.

The land around the both hostels was really big and green, it had a lot trees and small flowers it was beautiful place.

Veer came out of the hostel door and looked around to for saiba but she was no where to be seen, he got confused but he walked towards the girls hostel, maybe she was waiting for him there he thought confused.

He walked towards it hoping to see her, when he reached he was stunned not seeing her there too, he looked around again but didn't see her, there was a watch man sitting he went towards him.

Excuse me did you just a see girl coming out of the hostel veer asked worriedly?

Oh yes a girl did came out and was standing here but I went inside to get some water and when i came out she was gone said the watch man.

What? Where? Veer asked anxiously.

I don't know I didn't see where she went the watch man said.

What you mean you don't know what are you sitting here for veer said angrily.

He swung around and walked towards his hostel, maybe she had gone to meet him there he though hoping it would be true.

He started to run towards his hostel.

He reached there and all he could get is disappointment, she was not there either.

Where the hell is she veer said in agony. He started to run towards the tree area but she was not there too, He kept running and looking around in hope to see her but she wasn't any where and veer just kept running and looking around, he didn't know where he was running but all he knew was that he would look for her non stop until he finds her.

Suddenly he stopped, he was breathing heavily, he looked around but she was still not seen, he waited until he could breathe and start looking again.

Maybe if he ... Yes he had to do it he thought about some thing.

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath.

Saiba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Veer screamed her name in hope she hears it...

His voice echoed. The scream took so much effort after which he started to cough.

Veer i am here veer some one was shouting behind him.

Veer swung around rapidly and to his relief it was saiba, he closed his eyes thanking god and open it in a second and saw her running towards him, she was a distance away and veer didn't think about anything else, all he did was run towards her and in a matter few seconds he reached her but didn't stopped.

He reached out her and embraced her.

Saiba was shocked and confused more then ever, what made veer react like this and why she thought confused. Her arms were lying at his sides but slowly made its way up and returned his tight hug, with her hug veer tightened the hug more as if afraid to let go.

He didn't care stupid and idiotic it sounded but all he knew was he doesn't want to let go of her.

Where the hell did you go saiba do you have any idea what kind of thoughts were coming to my mind veer said angrily.

Veer i didn't go any where i was waiting for at the girls hostel door but when you didn't came i decided to come to you but when i reached i waited for you but there was no sign of you, i thought maybe you have some important work so i decided to go towards the place with lots of trees and wait there but you didn't show up either so i turned around to check the flowers that's where i was when I saw you running really fast i called after you too but you didn't hear i started to run after you but you were really fast and i couldn't catch up with you said saiba rapidly.

He didn't say anything for a while, after few minutes past he slowly pulled out of the embraced and looked at her red face.

There was an awkward silence between them none of them had any idea what to say and how to say.

Both of them were looking any where but not at each other.

What just happen what made me react like that veer thought confused.

Why did he react like that why saiba thought?

But right now the silence had to be broken.

Ahh!!! I think we should head back to the hostels said veer sheepishly.

Ya you are right said saiba.

They started to walk in silence both were thinking the same things and both were unaware of it.

Veer tomorrow is college well your friends pick you up saiba asked to break the silence.

No i am going in taxi what about you veer asked not looking at her.

Ya me too taxi said saiba.

Well why don't we go together veer asked praying for approval.

That's a good idea said saiba.

Okay wait for me at your hostel door and this time DONT MOVE FROM THERE veer said demandingly.

Okay okay i won't said saiba giggling.

Saiba looked at veer that still disturbed from everything that's happen, she was too but she wouldn't ask anything in fear of losing him.

Hey your hostel is here said saiba when they reached the boys hostel.

So said veer brow raised.

Aren't you going in saiba asked confused?

No said veer at once.

Why saiba asked.

I am dropping you at your hostel then i well come back said veer.

You don't have to veer its near i can okay said saiba.

Veer looked at her angrily and then to her suprise he got hold of her wrist and begins to walk towards her hostel. Saiba shook her head and smiled at him and followed him.

Stubborn said saiba quietly.

Now go inside and remember to wait here tomorrow at 7:30 okay don't go any where said veer demandingly

Okay boss i well and I wont move a inch said saiba assuring him.

Now go inside good night said veer.

Good night prince charming said saiba teasingly. To her surprise he smiled at her.

Good night snow white said veer smiling at her.

She was gone inside and he made his way back to hostel.

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Saiba was walking back to her room but her thoughts were some where else, so many questions and no answer where to find it and how?? She well go crazy if she doesn't soon she thought.

A door opened on her right side she turned and saw a nun making her way out before the door closed she few chairs and candles, she begin to walk to the door, she open it and saw it was a small church. Maybe spending few moments here clear her mind, she entered and sat on the chair, holding her hands together and closed her eyes in prayer.

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Veer was sitting in the church look at Jesus Christ idol trying to find out some answer.

He had been here before too when father james had called him for the formalities and now he was here trying to figure out what was he feeling and why.

Suddenly veer felt a hand on his shoulders, he looked up at saw it was father james.

Veer my boy why are you looking so lost father james asked.

I don't know father i just don't know said veer sadly.

What happen my boy father James asked?

Veer got up and walked and stood in front of Jesus christ.

Father i meet this girl when i was coming her from India and from the moment i saw her i felt like i knew her but the truth is i don't know her and now if i don't see her for 1 second i go crazy, i don't like anything, i just wonna see her every passing second, father i feel like my eyes were searching for her, and my heart held some deep feelings for her but they were locked up in corner of my heart and now when i saw her those feeling are have been unlocked, its been only couple of meetings and i already feel my life is incomplete without her why do i feel like this father why veer asked.

I think you know the answer but you just refuse to accept it said father james gently.

Father i am confused what if this is just a attraction its impossible to feel like this when I just meet her a couple of times veer asked.

Okay tell me what do you notice about her when you see her father james asked?

But what dose questions have to do with anything veer asked confused?

Just answer my question veer said father james.

Veer was quite for few minutes; he closed his and imagined her.

Her simplest father her innocence, her eyes every time i look in it i see million of question, i feel like she is lost in her own world her Kiddush smile which holds a lot of pain, i feel like taking all her pain and give her all the happiness said veer lost in his thoughts not even himself know what he was saying.

That is your answer my boy said father james.

Veer turned around and saw father james smiling, he himself didn't know what he was saying.

Father is it possible veer asked suddenly alarmed.

Why not veer just because you didn't date her for few months, just because you didn't spend time with her, veer when 2 people are brought together by destiny then only one look is enough for them to fall in the ocean of love and even them self wont mind drowning said father james.

So its not attraction veer asked.

No its not if it was then your answer should have included physical beauty not inner beauty said father james.

Veer was lost in his thoughts was it really love veer thought.

But father why do i feel like i know her veer asked.

Some things are better left on time my dear time well revel all the answer, for now don't fight what you feel embrace it humbly.

Veer felt as if a huge burden has been taken of his shoulders and he felt his mind clear more then ever he wont fight any more but he well wait for time to answer all the question but he wont fight his feelings any more. He smiled at father James.

Thank you father you have cleared my mind said veer relived.

you are welcome my boy now go and take some rest said father james. Veer nodded made his way to his room happily.

Saiba was sitting in chair lost in her thoughts and confused after what every thing happend, why did it feel so right being in his arms, why did it feel so warm and safe like never before, why did she feel as if never let go of him but just be hidden in his arms forever she thought miserably.

Saiba my child what are you doing here sister marry asked.

Saiba looked at her and tried to hide her emotions.

Nothing sister just like that said saiba.

My child you look so lost and depressed what bothering you so much sister marry asked anxiously. Saiba was quite for few minutes, not knowing what to say.

I am lost sister, i don't know what's happening with me said saiba sadly.

Tell me my child said sister marry.

Sister you have meet veer right its about him, the moment i have meet him i feel like i know him, I have meet him when the truth is i didnt, i feel like i wonna be with him all the time , i feel like we have been apart from each other for a long time and now we have meet again and my heart doesn't wonna let go, i think about him all day when he is not with i am lost and when he is i feel so happy, i am confused sister its been only couple of meeting and i feel so... I never felt like this sister said saiba sorrowfully.

My dear when it comes to believing your eyes or listening to your heart always follow your heart, eyes can deceive us but not our heart, what you feel is a strong emotion call love sister marry said.

Saiba was shocked to hear that how can it be love no its impossible you cant fell in love on second day after meeting some one she thought unbelivingly.

How can it be love sister when i just meet him yesterday, it cant be sister said saiba stunned.

Why can't it be saiba just because you didn't spend time with, just because you didn't date him for few months, just because its been only few days you know him, saiba love doesn't see how many days have you know him. Love doesn't need time and day so why can't it be saiba? Sister marry asked.

Maybe it's just attraction sister said saiba inexplicably.

And what is that attraction saiba sister marry asked.

Saiba had no answer to this, it wasn't his good looks that make her think about him, it was his ability to make her laugh, make her feel alive, make her feel wanted. She closed her eyes and turned around but she felt a gentle hand on her shoulders.

Saiba don't fight it embrace it you well feel better, take your time before you tell him but at least accept it yourself, and one day you well get all your answer but just wait for the right time said sister marry.

Saiba turned and hugged her and she wanted to cry but even now when she wanted to cry tears refused to accompany her. Everything was clear now the fear was gone, she didn't care about anything any more and she well waits for time to give her answers but for now she won't fight what she feels.

Thank you sister said saiba.

Some times you don't need to months or weeks to know how you feel for some one only one meeting is enough.