love vs hate rajat and mugdha FF chapter 4 ud pg8.

prologue. It was 12 oclock in the midnight where the whole mumbai city was asleep a women was walking back and forth in the large hall in a big extraodinary house with full of the most spectacular expensive things. With a frown on her face trying hard not panic she looked at the phone picked it up and dailed a number impatiently but once a again got the same disappointing answer which she was getting for the past 3 hours. She sat down on the near by chair she closed her eyes and lean back in the chair. She never thought a moment in her life she would she see this day the son who would never open his eyes unless she was infront of him now he would just leave early morning without meeting anyone and would come back when everyone was asleep and that also in a state where he wouldnt even stand on his feet. She tried everything to heal his wound but nothing worked it only made it worse only if she knew how heal his wounded heart only if she knew how make him forget...

With sudden sound of the door opening she got up and turned to see veer walking into the house. He took few steps when suddenly he stumbled and was about to fall when vishaka reached and got hold of his arm making him stand...

veer are you okay : vishaka said worriedly?

He looked upto to her and saw the every night emotion on his mother face he pulled himself away from her when finally he had some controll over himself he looked at his mom.

I am fine ma "he said gently

Why is your phone switch off i am calling for the last 3 hours veer she asked angrily?

Sorry ma there was no charge in phone he said gently.

Thats your every day excuse veer come up with some thing new she said furiously.

Ma i didnt make any excuse he said sheepishly knowing full well that his mom knew he was lieing.

I dont want your explaination said vishaka miserable.

Lets go to your room before some one wakes up and comes down said vishaka anxiously.

Oh yes i forgot the kings and the queens are sleeping we must not disturb unless we wonna go to the prison he said rolling his eyes.

And thats all funny but lets go from here and joke in your room i dont wonna hear any more words coming from you lets go and be quite okay she said dismissively.

Your wish my command my sweet ma he said putting his finger on his lips. .

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They started moving towards veer room vishaka was holding veer arm.veer room was on 2 floor he was quite the whole way while his mother kept looking every where in fear some one well come out and see them. She was looking every where but not at veer who was looking at his mom and smiling. They finally reached to veer's room vishaka quickly opend the door and steped in she let go of veer to close the. She turnd around to see veer walking towards the table picked up a bottle and started to drink.

she rushed towards him and snatched the bottle.

Enough veer how much more well you drink she said in fiery.

mom please just a lettle bit he said pleadingly.

No veer enough is enough you well not drink any more she said demandingly.

He just stood there watching his mom trowing the bottle on the dust bin. He loved his mom to much to say no even now after everything thats had happen the only person in the house for whom he was here was only mom. He closed his and sat on the bed holding his head in his hands tears slowly made their way from his eyes. Vishaka turn around and saw veer holding his head and looking down on the floor she begain to walk towards him when she reached to him she kneld down infront of him.

Veer are you alright what happen look at me she asked anxiously. He looked upto her and she saw tears so much pain that it tore her heart apart she moved and hugged him.

Nothing ma i am fine i am sorry for making you wait so late at night why do you wait for me? how do you always know what i need? how do you always know that everytime i come home my eyes look for you only? he said ruefully.

Because i am your mother veeru how can i sleep knowing what my son is going throw it kills me seeing you like this i feel so helpless knowing i cant do anything to make it easy for you she said sorrowfully.

you are with me and that enough for me he said hugging her tightly

vishaka knew nothing she would say would easy it for him she tried lots of time but he never seem to hear what she said but she wont stop trying and maybe she would try one more time.

How long veeru how long well you hold on to her how long well you make yourself suffer like this just let her go atleast try she said softly

. Veer let her go and looked at her for a while not saying anything.

Dont you think i have tried ma dont you know i want to forget her too but i am failing i dont know whats stoping me from forgeting her my love or my hate i dont know my own feeling anymore why ma why me why did i feel in love with some one i was suppose to hate i cant stop thinking about the days we spent together every time i close my eyes i see it ma its hunting me every where he said in anger which was full of pain

. Veeru...vishaka started to say somthing but stoped.

she knew a way to heal his wounds she knew a reason that well end his suffering but she was forbbiden from even thinking about it because of her husband who put her under his oath.

Everything well be fine veeru you just wait and watch everything well ge better she said in hope full voice.

Go to sleep now its getting late she said smiling.

He just nodded and lay down on his bed vishaka stroke his thick hair he closed his eyes on his touch wishing what she said would come true whishing everything well get alright. She kissed him on his head and put blanked on him and return to go out she switch of the light and looked at him last time and went closing the door...

Knowing his mom is gone veer got up from his switch on the light sat for a while and then looked at a direction where a painting was coverd with a red cloth.

He got up and start walking towards it. When he reached it he just gazed at it for a while then he slowly begin to pull the cloth when he finished taking out the cloth from it he just gazed at it a painting which was nearly as if a human being is standing a beautifull painting of a girl smiling as if said somthing really funny her hair open but even in painting the blush was not hidden she looked as if she was a fairy from heven.

Veer looked at the paing for a long time and slowly he lefted his left and touched the face of the girl in painthing..

I hate you why did you do this to me why 'veer said hurtfully.

He took back the red cloth and covered it and went back to his bed to sleep

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It was a full moon windy night a beautifull night where all the couple dream and spent some romantic moments but the same night feels like a curse for heart brokens... A girl was standing in a small balcony of her room looking at darkness out side she was wearing her black night pj her hair was open the wind was palying with her hair her eyes closed in deep toughts it.

slowly a door to her room opend and a man peeked in hope to see her in bed sleeping peacefully but he saw what he was seeing for the past 3 years every night. He knew where she was so he didnt bother look any where else. He begin walking to the balcony and saw his daughter standing her back to him he walked to her and reached out to put his left hand gently on her shoulder. Saiba knew who's hand it was so she didn't bother to turn and check. She slowly raised her hand put it on top of her father's hand and opened her eyes.

Saiba every night i come in hope to see you in some peace but like every time i get disappointed said vijay rudra prathab saiba's father the only person who she was really close to her.

But i dont get disppointed pa she said gently

why dont you go to bed and atleast try to get some sleep he asked.

i tried but i just couldnt she said sadly.

saiba its been 3 years now and yet you still he said.

3 years or 30 years there are things that cant be forgotten or forgiven pa she said.

I feel so helpless saiba as a father i cant do anything to easy your some times i wish you'r mother was alive i am sure she would have done some thing he said sadly.

i dont think ma would have done anything pa their are things that cannot be helped no matter what anyone dose some wounds can never be healed she said ruefully

vijay knew there was a medicine he had it too but he couldnt give it his daughter.there was a forbbiden line that he knew can never be crossed. he looked at her for a while seeing how much pain is his daughter going throw. he was never told the entir truth every time he asked his daughter she felt to much pain to tell him anything. its been few weeks since he didnt ask her anything but perhaps he might try today who knows she might tell him the whole story..

saiba how did you meet him and why didnt you recongnise? he asked while his heart beat suddnly beat fast.

i know dad you have lots of question and today i well answer the all your question i well tell you the whole story she said finally giving up...

hope you guys like i have spent months on the ff finaly i got the guts to share it here if you find any mistakes feel free to tell me...