Chapter-14
Turmoil
"Rajat you need to move on..."said Mugdha almost aghast with the circular motion of her life.
Rajat looked at her deeply..his eyes penetrating to her heart.
He sighed,"I know mugdha what are you feeling right now...you know it was all my mistake that you have lost trust in me...but am I really that bad that you can't give me another chance???"he stopped to see her reaction. Mugdha was in dismay...her heart was saying something but her mind the another thing...tears were forming in her eyes but she was trying not to break down...Rajat caught her in emotions...
"I really need you mugdha..I am all alone..."he gasped.
By the time mugdha had decided what she had to do...she said firmly "Rajat have you ever thought of anybody except urself??? Its always about YOU!!! Your need,your desires,your wants,each and everything about YOU!!! Do you want to know what my heart wants????" she directly looked into his eyes.
He,who was yet kneeled down got up suddenly and came closer to her,holding her shoulders he saught his eyes into her,"Your heart needs me!!!"
A shiver ran down through her body..she was numb..how could he say that..that too so confidently...!!!
No!!!Absolutely not!!she does'nt love him anymore...she can't...!!!she had moved on...
"Rajat..plz don start it again.."she said as firm as she could.
He came more closer...his eyes stiff on her face trying to pull her from the shell...trying to break the ice which had frozen their relationship...somewhere in their heart the love resides yet that part is so cold that it needs to be ignited..someone has to do it..and he was trying to take an initiative.
She was looking directly into his stiff eyes..coldly..blankly..and numbly.!The ice was not sift..it had become a rock..a solid rock of frozen feelings.
He surrendered..left her and stepped back without saying anything...it was better to let her go as she did years ago...he needs to take her out of shell but not now..perhaps it was not the right time.
She moved on and he too..both were walking on the same way yet not together...both were going in the same direction yet in their own world...both will reach at the same destination but with different sides...It was their destiny..it was their fate..!
But one thing happened good in all dark that rajat had decided not to give up so soon.!
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The very next day shoot resumed...It was Yatra track in which Prithvi and sanyogita came closer and realized their love for each other...Surya (Prithvi) with all his friends teased nandini(sanyogita) a lot and it began with their fight.
Mehul and prithvi shared same screen space and shot some scenes together and in this course Mehul some what framed out Rajat's state of mind.After pack up he offered rajat to have a chat which rajat accepted blankly.
"So how is it going?"started mehul.
Rajat looked at him confused.
"Hey..c'mon..u noe what I am talking about...you and mugdha?"he asked.
Rajat did'nt respond..he was looking in vaccum blankly.Mehul realized that it was more deeper than he framed out..he should'nt take it lightly.
"see bro...its true that I like her...but I noe that she dows'nt like me in that way...I noe that a man whom she can think about ever..is you..." his voice was so deep that rajat could'nt let it go.
"She is angry..dam angry with me...I broke her heart for some other girl...its true...but there was one more reason that I did that..."he said and looked at mehul...he was listning carefully.He realized that
finally he got someone whom he can pour out everything.
"I did'nt want her to be a part of this artificial world...I wanted her to be safe from all the dirt of this glamour...I did not want to make acting as my profession...but after my father's death we were smitten in debt...my mother pushed me in serials for money...I never found and enjoyment in that.."
his eyes were teary..finally his heart was melting...the anger,the pain and the agony inside it was melting...fate had set up his life in the way he never wanted it to be.
"And then I found mauli...and I thought she could understand me...I left mugdha because I dont want her to suffer with me...when I joined this industry we were in worst condition...we had no money..I had to pay all the debt and earn something for us to survive...no one knew that we were broken from inside and
all that high class show off was just for show off...but mauli...she...she could never...she is the part of this artificial world...we broke up..and I am alone..all alone..."
He took a deep breath and wiped the tear which unknowingly came out of his eyes.
Mehul was quiet..his mind was processing so many things...perhaps it was so much more than he thought about...sometimes situations are so against that no one is wrong yet nothing is right!
"Then why did not you tell her the truth?"he asked.
"because I knew if I would tell her..she would never leave me and suffer with me...I did'nt want that...I wanted her to be happy...so I became ruthless...an untamed animal..so that she could easily leave me.."he said.
"But you can tell her now.."he said.
"Its too late bro..she hates me...completely by now..."
Mehul put hand on his shoulder and pressed it,"I can help you out..."he smirked.
Rajat looked at him confusedly,"how...I mean...one sec...but why would you help me?"so many questions came out of his mind.
"See...she would realize your love only after meeting a wrong person in her life as u realized her love after meeting mauli..."he said and winked.
"yeahh..why not..and who will be that wrong person?"said Rajat in dis-belief.
Mehul bowed down in ball dance step,"Do not fear when Mehul is here.."he said and smirked.
Rajat's eyes popped out..."hey...but how do I trust on you?"
"You have no other choice...see any ways you have lost her...so you can take a chance..."said he with a sly smile.
Rajat took a deep breath,"Do you think this will work?"
"We can try..."
"OK..."said rajat.
"Great!!! see you soon"said mehul and headed to go.
"But what will you get by helping me out?"asked rajat.
Mehul turned and looked at him deeply..."Somethings are not worth of profit...I'll get her company for some time..that's enough for me...and she will get her love...that's my profit..but leave it..you won't understand it now..."said he and left.
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