ArSha FF (new)- Pehele Pyar ka Ehsaas- # 1 - Page 14

Shakti woke up next morning with a throbbing headache…. She got up holding her head…. She realized she was sleeping on the sofa…. She was feeling sore after having slept in the cramped position…. She wanted to throw up again…. She went to her washroom to freshen up…. She then went to her kitchen, made herself a strong black coffee…. Luckily it was Sunday so she dint have to worry about going to the Academy in such a condition…. She wanted to go back to bed…. She came back into the hall and saw that her phone's light was blinking…. She saw that her call was active…. She was surprised to see Amar's name on the screen and got confused…. Did I dial his number by mistake when I got up?... she put the phone to her ear.

Amar- hey

His voice was husky…. He sounded tired and sleepy…. She checked her watch and calculated the Indian time.

Shakti- Oh crap!!... Did I wake you, Kunwar?... I'm so sorry…. I dint realize…. I must have hit the call button when I woke up.

Amar- no you dint Shakti…. We never ended the call.

Shakti was taken aback…. She blinked…. Looked very confused.

Shakti- Are you telling me that you have been on this call for the past, I don't know, 6 hours?!!!! [I wish my cell's battery life was as good.. hehe]

Amar- un hun

Shakti- have you lost it Kunwar????... What were you thinking??

Amar- (annoyed) what was I thinking Shakti??... What the hell were you thinking drinking the shit out??!!... do you have any idea how worried I've been all throughout the day!!

Shakti (sighed)- ya I know Kunwar…. I shouldn't have…. I'm sor…. (din't finish)

Amar- You damn well shouldn't have!!... you dint have to try such stunts there…. Ek anjaan sheher main…. Anjaan logon ke beech…. Yeh sab?!!... you are a girl, Shakti…. You should realize that how much ever open minded you are, it won't change the fact that you have to live in a certain limit…. I don't want you to go to any such parties with any of your so called new friends anymore…. Hear that??!!

Shakti was really pissed by now…. She was as it having a bad headache…. uske upar, uska bullshit statement!

Shakti- What sort of a Male chauvinist statement is that!!... you guys have the liberty to drink, party all day and night…. sleep around with 'n' number of girls…. And I'm suppose to know my boundaries??!!! What trash thinking do you guys have when it comes to girls? Just coz someone drinks and parties, she's a s**t?... and you guys are considered the DUDEs in the same situation??

Amar- Tum kahan se kahan baat leke jaa rahi ho, Shakti?... tumhe khuch samaj bhi aa raha hai main kya kehene ki koshish kar raha hun??

Shakti- Haan sab samaj rahi hun!!... aur main kahin bhi jaaun…. Kisi ke bhi saath jaaun…. who the hell are you to dictate me what am I suppose to do and what not?!!... Bacchi nahi hun main…. Kal kahoge yeh matt peheno, woh matt khaao, aise mat dance karo, waise mat karo….. aaj tak mere parents ne mujhe kabhi kisi cheez ke liye nahi roka….

Amar- toh main rokne wala kaun hota hun?….

She regretted the last statement as soon as she uttered it…. She dint mean it to come out that way…. She knew she was being extremely rude…. But when she was mad nothing ever seemed right or wrong.

Amar- I'm sorry I bothered Shakti…. Mujhe khuch kehene ka huk hi nahi tha….

Shakti- (guilty) Listen Kunwar, I dint mean to say that….. I was…..

Click…….. The line got dead

Shakti- Dammit!!

She dialed his number again…. It kept ringing…. Why?!!... Why did I have to be such a b**ch?... he was just concerned…. He had been worried all day…. Bina soche samjhe khuch bhi kehe deti hun…. Argh!!... She thought her head would burst now.

She tried calling again…. This time the phone was not reachable…. Her eyes were moist…. I'm sorry Kunwar... i really am!

She quickly sent him a text-

[] 'Kunwar, I know I hurt you…. I really dint mean any of it…. I'm so very sorry!'

No reply.

She thought she would wait for him to cool down a bit before she tried again.

She went to her room…. Buried her face in the blanket and tried to sleep…. But all she could think of was ''main rokne wala kaun hota hun?... mujhe koi huk hi nahi tha''... she shut her eyes tight wishing to remove those words from her head.

PS- guys, I'm sorry for this sad update…. I know I'm not gonna be liked very much for this right now…. But khuch paane ke liye khuch khona padta hai…😛 … pms are on its way.

sorry for the long res...me abhi padhing ...u pmed me after 6th part dats nt fair fr nw on regular pm...n fr my wada comment gimme sum tym