You Are Always Mine..!!A SAJAN FF.epilogue 130 - Page 41

Part fourteen(A)

The night seemed to be darker than usual..no hope of the next sunrise.. It seemed the sun had set in west not to rise next day..like an end of life... He never felt miserable like he was feeling that night...her painful words were still echoing in his ears... !

Samrat was standing in Balcony when gunjan came out in her pink night gown... He turned and their gaze met...

RED EYES , DRIED TEARS , HURT AND PAIN IN GAZE , BROKEN HEARTS ...

She moved gaze down and then walks to the bed weakly. She corected her pilow and lyed down facing back to him and switched off the lamp..and as she closed.. The hurt and Pain make her more restless...

Samrat again turned to window and stares at the sky...

"Tum tekh kar rahe ho chashmish.. Mein ney tmharey sath bohat bura kiya tha.. Mein ney tmhey bohat dhuk dye the.. Mein ney he hmare zindage ko aik drama bana diya tha.. Aj usi k saza dey rahe ho.. Pechaley 8 saloo sey mein yahe saza kaat raha hon. Aur mein nai janta kab yeh saja khatam ho ge... Pata nai tm ney kasey yeh 8 saal akeley guzarey hon gey... Lakin ab nahn.. Mein tmhey kudh ko aur saza deney nahn dey sakta.. Is baar na tum mjhey chodh k jao ge aur na mein tmhey janey don ga... Mein tmhara yakeen jeton ga phir sey... Meri Muhbbat par tmhey phir sey aetbar karna he ho ga Chashmish.. Hmesha tum ney cha k mein izhar karo aur aj jab mein kehta hon.. Tm sunana he nahn chahti ... !! "

He wiped his tearz and turned to bed... He had no courage to lye next to her.. The Guilt, the Pain of ignorance, hurt n broken heart .. He went to couch and lyed down there in miserable state...

Two Soulmates were in same pain and tearz !!!!

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Like every dark night there is always a new bright morning just waiting for the Perfect tym for Rise...
The Sun rise with small clouds of hopes..

Their sleep got distrubed coz of the knock on door. Gunjan wake up. The marks of sadnes n tearz were still there... She saw samrat lying on couch.. She felt bad.. But just then door knocked again.and samrat woke up too. Sajan s gaze met...and both felt sad.. The night s confliction was still there..They heard their Son s voice..

RYTHM:Mom Dad ...

Samrat got up and placed his pilow n blanket on bed while gunjan went to open door silently... The situation may be was not enough akward but their feeling as undrstands by eachother were akward for them.

As Gunjan open the door Rythm hugged her lovingly.

RYTHM:gud morning Mom ...
GUNJAN:morning beta..


Gunjan smiled at his gesture. Rythm broke hug and saw samrat. Both smiled widely as Rythm walks to him and samrat lifts him in arms... Gunjan stared at them.


SAMRAT:good morning My Prince.
RYTHM:Good Morning Dad..
SAMRAT:itni jaldi jag gaye ?
RYTHM:yup. Par ap dono abi tak so rahe the..


Samrat made him stand down. He felt slight pain in his spinal cord as he had never slept on couch.
Gunjan went to change when heard his sighed..


SAMRAT: !!!!
RYTHM:dad kiya huwa ?? Ap tekh ho ??
SAMRAT:kuch nahn Rythm.. Wo back mein thoda sa dard hai...

Gunjan felt realy bad as relized it must be because he slept on couch.. Coz of her.. She felt extremly Sad n hurt that he didnt slept with her on same bed... She went to change..


RYTHM:back mein kasey ? Zyada pain hai ?
SAMRAT:nai rythm i am fine. Chalo aj tou tmsey promise kiya tha na k cycling pe chalein gey ?
RYTHM:Par ab nai jana mjhey.
SAMRAT:wo kuyn ?
RYTHM:Is lea k ap rest karo... Apkey pain hai.. Mujhey school bhe jana hai..mein late ho jao ga.
SAMRAT:And what about a holiday ?
RYTHM:holiday ? Mum wil kill both of us.
SAMRAT:realy do u think so she Will?
RYTHM:yeah... She never allow me.
SAMRAT:well leave it for me.. Now go and get ready we wil go for cycling..okay ?
RYTHM:are u sure ???
SAMRAT:100percent. Trust me.
RYTHM:ok i wil be back... I love u Dad.
SAMRAT:i love you too my son.

Rythm left. Where gunjan came back after changing in simple salwar suit. Sajan looks at eachother.


SAMRAT:rythm aj school na jaye to ?
GUNJAN:kuyn na jaye ?
SAMRAT:hm cycling pe ja rahe hain.
GUNJAN:nahn.. Wo school jaye ga..
SAMRAT:chas..
GUNJAN: Gunjan..
SAMRAT: aik din he k tou baat hai..
GUNJAN: wo apkey sath khaein nahn jaye ga. Us k lyf ka har faisla mein karo ge.
SAMRAT:wo mera bhe beta hai chashmish...

Her attitude was hurting his feelings badly...


GUNJAN:apka beta ??? Mr. Samrat Shergill shaid ap bhul rahe hain k 8 saal tak mein ney usey akeley pala hai..
SAMRAT:uski waja tm kudh ho chashmish..


Samrat dont want to blame her but her coldness n rashness was making him helpless.


GUNJAN:mein ??

Gunjan was totaly disappointed and shattered. Was she only the reason ? Even he knows what he had done stil ? ? ? She was in shock.

SAMRAT:listen chashmish... Mein aur Rythm cycling pe ja rahe hain. And its not a big deal k wo aj schol na jaye. Understand ? I promised him...aur mein nahn chahta k tmhari trah wo bhe mjh par trust na karye..
GUNJAN:apka aur apkey betey ka jo dil chahye wo karein.. Lakin aj k baad mera apsey ya ...rythm sey koe...


She had learnt how to live alone... Samrat was feling himself hanged.


SAMRAT:chashmish pls aesa kuch mat bolo jo tm kudh nahn bardasht kar pati. Kudh par he reham kaho pls..
GUNJAN:ja k change kar lein. Rythm ata he ho ga..
SAMRAT:tm chal rahe ho ?
GUNJAN:mjhey khaein nahn jana.
SAMRAT:merey lea na sahe Rythm k lea chal padna...usko acha lagey ga..


Saying this he went away, while she lyk a defeated warior sat on bed. No one was beside her..was she herself alone??? Why she ?

Samrat came out and saw her...seeing her cheeks wet.. Samrat felt bad.. He should not be harsh with her .he had no right of it.. He went to her and placed hand on her shoulder.


SAMRAT:Sorry Chashmish..
GUNJAN:Sorry ??? Mr.Shergill apki zuban sey yeh lafz bohat ajnabi lagta hai..


Samrat disappiontingly removed hand..


SAMRAT: jab logo k rawaye ajnabi ho jaein wahan lafzo ka ajnabi hona anhoni(new) nai hota...


Gunjan stared for a moment at him..


GUNJAN:abi sey thak gaye Mr.Shergill... Yaad nahn.. 1 Saal mein ney apkey ajnabi rawayon ko saha tha ? Ya phir apney wo Galtiyan keh kar bhula diya ?


Samrat looks hurtly at her.


SAMRAT:kiya tmhey bhul jana itna assan hai ? Yeh jantey huwey bhe k tm kitni KHASS the aur ho merey lea...

Gunjan get up facing back at him...


GUNJAN:KHASS ?? Pls itney badey Sapney mat dekhaein... Apko tou wasey bhe sapney dikha kar unhey todney k adat hai... Aur un sapno k sath kise ka dil bhe chikna chor hota hai..


Samrat got up and make her turned to him from shoulderz...saw her moist eyes. He pleeded.


SAMRAT:chashmish aik moqa to do...mjhey apni baat kehney ka .. ?

Just then they heard steps of Rythm s who were coming to their room. Gunjan removed his hand and moved away . She started picking up the unarranged stuff while Samrat start brushing his hairs standing in front of miror.. Rythm enterz in room zipping up his track suit...


RYTHM:Mom yeh shoe laces tou tye karney mein help kar do..


Gunjan smiled as he walks to her. He can never learn it.. A vivid memory flashes in Sajan s mind which forced them to steal glance..Samrat turns and saw gunjan benting down to tye the laces while Rythm was siting on bed observing her..


SAMRAT: Rythm tmhey abi tak laces tie karney nahn atey ? Chashmish tm yeh chodo. Tm ready ho. Mein yeh kar do ga...


Gunjan n Rythm looks at Samrat... And his eyes forced gunjan to leave it otherwise


she was thinking to say no as The Respect element regarding to Samrat as a husband or father she can never allow it to be decreased coz it was true that At least she RESPECT him in same way as she used to do in PAST..And she expect the same respect from Rythm for Samrat.. Gunjan get up as he walks to her... Rythm was hesitant. Samrat was his father. The respect for a Father is always should be extreme coz Father is Father... Rythm had same respect for Gunjan to lyk it should be but when it comes to your Mother there comes some expectional frankness and love Or you can say You always trust your Mother more.. Its natural... Might be coz She was the one who brought u in this world so an affectionate attachment is always there even before birth..and a Father is the reason of ur exsistence. It makes him most prestegious no doubt..



RYTHM:DAD mein kudh..kar lo ga..



It once again proved that RYTHM was her Son..as rythm carefuly stated with this fear might he didnt fel bad. ..


Samrat smiled... And stoped him gently.



SAMRAT:wait Mein tmhey sekhata hon.. Phr tm kudh kar lena . Yeh dekho itna simple hai..



Samrat put his one leg on his legs and started tieing the laces...and rythm keenly observed it. After samrat had done right one,Samrat asked Rythm to do the left one himself which rythm done carefuly with Samrat s help...



RYTHM:Wow i did it. Thank you Dad..



Rythm huged Samrat hapily which makes sajan smiled.



SAMRAT:your welcom Son... (samrat broke hug and kissed his 4head and almost whisper) Aenda mom ko mat bolna ok ?



Rythm noded in yes...and then both of them left instructing gunjan to come soon down. Where Gunjan was lost standing there fighting with her emotions.



If she was a self loving person then she must be have considered it as Samrat s trick to make rythm away from her. A typical thought of wives specialy when they have conflictin with their husband.
But gunjan was Gunjan.. A calm,soft natured gal.. The unkind fate had too not was succeeded still to kill the loving and caring gunjan forever. She was stil the adorable,kind gunjan.. She knows it was Samrat s true love, care and Respect for Rythm N Her especialy. But why ? Why still he is the same ??? If he loves her always than why he left her without any reason ? ? ? ?
Her thoughts were making her more and more confused..

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Part fourteen(B)

Her sleep broke as full bright sun was shining in the window of their rom and piercing sunshine tried to distrub her sleep.. She open eyes slowly putting an arm in front of eyes and the first sight was indeed the most valuable memory of her lyf which accompained her happily in rest of life...

She saw his husband s head placed on her shoulderz..and his hot breaths skipped her heartbeat for moments... His shiny hairs creasing her skin... His eyes gently placed on her cheeks.. And his lips just an inch away from her neck...which touch her skin as she shivered a bit.. .. Passed a shiver of curent through her body.. His arms possessively embraced around her waist...his feets creased against her... Her arms around his back and waist... The breath taking closeness..was enough to make her lost.

The Precious reminscence of beautiful twilight dream night along with lovely n adorable morning view turned her cheeks colour into crimson dark red shade made her blush hard...

She had never imagined that the person who appearz to be harsh n rude will love her with so much honour,softness,care,passion and Respect...

She still was able to hear those sweet , soft , caring whisphers in her ears pouring magic in them... His unforgetable touch which left his memory for eternity as his Possessin... His loving and passionate ki$ses which were truly valuable possessions of her. The Beautiful , memorable n everlasting memories on which only she had authority to cherish.. The only luckiest girl ...of world who own those moments... she was the only girl having the right to possess that man n his beautiful reminscence ... !!!!
At last her love enjoys the trimph..
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In her sky blue saree n open hairs , She came in room and saw her husband still sleeping peacfuly.. She smiled.. Her husband love to sleep and she knows it very well. She went to his side and sat at the corner.. She stares at him who were sleeping like a child.. And then she bent on him to kiss his forehead... Her silky hairs slids down from her shoulder and fell on his face resulting him awaking.

Samrat s Pov:

As i open eyes, she blushingly get straight corecting her hairs but i held her hand making her still at her place. Stil quite near to me ..indeed.. A beautiful dream..

SAMRAT:agar yeh mera sapna hai tou i wish k mein kbhe na jago.. Aur tm sey zayada haseen sapna mein kbhe nai dekh sakta...

I admired her creasing her hairs and cheeks..She blushed hard on hearing my coment..and back off..

GUNJAN:Mom aur Ridz a gaye hain ap pls jaldi sey fresh ho k nechey a jaein...

Saying this she left blushingly n smilingly... Where her shaking voice had brought me in the real world back... Not believing on my thoughts, as my gaze fell on bed ...which brought many fascinating memories of last night... My Impatient Love n everlasting Passion... The roses and her bridal dupata was stil lying beside me ...were speaking up loudly .. The memories... The Truth... That her love had won from my ignorance.. She had conquered me at last.. I was still unanswered how? Why ? The bounds n walls i had made was broken into pieces last night by myself ?... My heart was celebrating the splendid union but my mind was mourning on this victory. It was not mine fault.. Was it only a mistake last night ??? It was just because... I had lost control over his emotions.. And got attracted of beauty. Lust ?? My mind was himulating my Love declearing it as Lust ? No. I can never bear it. Yah.. It was true. I accepted it.. It was only my Pure n True Love for Her... But what wil i say to her ? How wil i face her ? How wil I ignore her now ? What reason I wil give to keep distances ? To being away from her ? WHAT ? Yeah.. This is the only reason i can gave to her. She wil belive it easily.. Thank God !!!!
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She enterz in rom with a cup of coffee and walks to Samrat who were studying a file half lying on bed.. Gunjan stands near him..

GUNJAN:samrat..
SAMRAT:Hmm

He didnt loked up for once.

GUNJAN:Coffee..
SAMRAT:rakh do..

She placed it sadly..and went to her side. It was the first tym after fourth day since that night they were together... Where in these four days Samrat had avoided her a lot . He used to come in rom at midn8 after she slept n went ofice early without giving her a chance to talk .. The Same painful Ignorance...

GUNJAN:coffee kaisi hai ?
SAMRAT:hun ?
GUNJAN:coffee ? Kasi hai ?

Samrat who seemed to be lost was puzled. He knew whats coming. He have to answer..

SAMRAT:tekh hai. Jasey hmesha hoti hai..

Gunjan felt sad.. He never admire her once.. Now when they had acept their relation then why he was now ignoring her.? It was making her confused. When they had confesed then now why he had been behaving strangely ?

GUNJAN:Samrat...
SAMRAT:hmm..
GUNJAN:ap mujhey ignore kuin kar rahe ho ?
SAMRAT:kiya ? Ignore ?
GUNJAN:sath rehtey huwey bhe baat na karna ? Isey kiya kaho mein ?
SAMRAT: gunjan..
GUNJAN:chashmish..Samrat ap hmesha mjhey yahe bulatey hain na...? Phir ab gunjan kuyn ? Ap kuyn kar rahe hain aesa ? Ap naraz ho ?
SAMRAT: dekho gunjan mein pehley bhe aesa he tha... Okay ? N i dont care what u feels !
GUNJAN:nai.. Ap aesey nai the na shadi sey pehley aur na... Shadi k baad ... Samrat ap ...kuyn mjsey apni muhbbat chupatey hain ??

She put hand on his hand. Samrat felt himself weak but he removed hand and turned face.

SAMRAT:mein apsey Muhbbat nai karta..
GUNJAN:samrat ap mjsey nazrein mila kar baat karein... Apney kudh kha tha..

Samrat turned and cut her rudely. He want to stop her making him weaking. Testing his love. He wasnt ready to acept defeat.

SAMRAT:listen gunjan tmhey galt fehmi hai i dont love you understand ?aur ab pls mjhey yeh hapily maried ka drama room mein nai chahye..

His words haunted her heart badly ..

GUNJAN:galt fehmi ? Drama ? Agar ap yeh sb sochtey hain.. Apko abi bhe hmara relation aceptable nai hai . Ap mjsey mohabbat nahn kartey .. To phir karwachauth ka varth ?? Wo kushi ?? Wo sath chalney k tamana jo di the... Mjhey kudh sey joda tha ? Mjhey apna banaya tha ? Wo sab kiya tha ? Wo 3 words ? Mjsey muhbat nai the tou phir meri traf apna hath kuyn barhaya tha ? Boliye Samrat kab tak ap chupatey rahein gey mjhsey apni Muhbt ?

Her words,her painful voice,her questioning eyes,her sadnes made him helple$ stil pushing his heart,he fakely showed her anger n rudeness..

SAMRAT:kha na mein ney nai karta mein apsey muhbbt ishq pyar wyar. Merey pas koe bikar tym nai hai in fazol chezo k lea smjhein ap .. Jb tak yeh rishta hai mein apko bardasht kar raha hon... Wo sab mein ney Mom k wish k lea kiya tha..

JAb tak ? What it means ? Are they gona seprate ? It made Gunjan more depresed.

GUNJAN:JAB TAK ? Mom k wish.? ?
SAMRAT:han...mom k wish.. Wo ...chahti hain k..
GUNJAN:k ? ?
SAMRAT:wo hmara baby chahtein thein..

She wasnot believing on what he said. Her heart sanked. Her wishes shattered badly. She was just a thing to USE ? This Was her reality ??

GUNJAN:kiyAaA ? S...a.,m...r..a..t.. Ap... Ap merey sath aesa ni kar saktey...ap mjhey use...nai... Samrat apko mjhey chodna he hai to phir???bacha tou koe bhe aur ladki ...?? Mera kiya kasor hai Samrat ? Jo ap mjhey saza dey rahe hain.. Ap bohat burey hain.. Bohat burey Samrat.. Apney merey sath acha ni kiya...


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TO BE CONTINUEDD..

tht is nicee part but i hateee percap plzz sajan ko ek kar doo i really hateee tht bitch nainatara she creat biggest misunderstandinggg ever samrat his thing arman and gunjan have affair hiss thought was soo low hee believe tht bitch nainatara then his own wife gunjan . Armaan and gunjan are bro & sis how cheap of samrat to thing like tht

Nice part. But, what samrat said to gunjan was very wrong. Why don't he think about her feelings. How can he do that to her? I'm very upset with this! I'm feeling sad for gunjan. I know, samrat is also going through the equal pain. But he is responsible for it. I had tears in my eyes, when samrat said all that to gunjan. In the precap also, he is not trusting her! I can't understand one thing, when he loves her so much then why he is not trusting gunjan? Because, i believe that love happens on the base of trust. Any way, i think now gunjan comes to know about the misunderstanding which samrat had all these days and tries to clear it. But, the question is will samrat trust her? U had wrote this update very nicely. U have potrayed every emotion clearly. Do cont soon. Thanks for pm.

awesome update

awesome update...sam is so rude...how could he do this with gunjan...plz con soon.