***REMORSES***part 57pls do comment & press the like button' ty for all the love and suportxxx
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The aggressive sun was only burning my skin like maan. It started to give me hedac. Devs thought left buzzing in my ear. Who is so dear to me? I asked my self over & over again. There are no one who could make me plead. I would not. I am refusing. Maan? Why? He yet to win my trust. He have done nothing. Nothing at all to show the decency to pay for his deed. I gave him a chance but there are no forgiveness. How could he think of the word forgiveness after all the torture he have brought. Are there any word of forgiveness in this remorses. It's just remorses. Nothing els. If he wants to start everything new, then something new with remorses. Something new with the torment... The pain. Those unspoken words. Silent scream from this heart. Does he have the courage to listen? Does he have the courage to face. Shameless... Shamefull... Unloved. The day he could here those unspoken painfull moments in my eyes the day I will decided about this Shameless life. & if Dev thinks I could give in for him!
She smiled slightly.
"I rather die with maan!" geets eye spoke with violent, a dangerous feeling. She walked round her bedroom. Tidying up. She was due to leave for the office soon. It have been long time since she showed her face to any one except this khuranas! She gets ready & was about to walk out & yet again she mets another selfish, Shamless khurana. Anvisha. Geet observes her. Her luggage. She stood in a short skirt. High boots & a fashionable top with her luggage. What should I expect? Will this creature ever leave me in peace? First this brothers! Now sister as well! Have I asked to come here? My guess wasn't wrong. She walks in.
Ani "where is my room?" Geet looked at her for few minutes. Not surprised with her rude way of talking. No manages. "I am talking to you. Where is my room?" Geet smiles. Maybe she is cold hearted. But she knows exact reason why she is here.
Geet
"I have decorated your room the way you liked." Geet walks back in. Ani flows. Angrily. Geet wasn't lying. Her room was decorated the exact way she loved. Everything was there. Every small need. Anis eye popped opened.
Ani "leave! I need to settle in!"
Geet nodes. "
food is ready! Just eat when ever you want!"Ani "what ever! Just get out now!"
Geet smiles sadly & walks off. She wasn't exactly the person who will retore back or tell her nanad to get out. She was sure maybe she couldn't exactly go along with there murderous plan of khuranas! That's why she is here! But there could be other reason as well. Geet ignored the thought for now. She needs to make her way to the office.
Geet leaves. Leaving Ani home alone.
It's been two weeks since she ame to the office from HP to now. She wanted to take over her other business but it seems like she needs to wait. Adi welcomed her.
Adi "hello Geet."
Geet smiles & walks in to her cabin only to find maan waiting. He hugs her tight.
Maan
"I have missed you!"Geet "
I was only way for 2 hours!" she wasn't sure if this fuss was necessary. She is not dead exactly.
Maan "
but this two hours have been!" Geet distracts him. Her cabin was piled with work. She had no intention to talk or spend single second with him.
Geet
"we are in office. I need to finish my work!"Maan nodes & smiles sadly. He knew well there was no space for him in her heart! Why should there be! He him self was in remorses. Every second he dies with her words, with her silence. He was hungry of her love. A love that he murdered with his own hand. Maan looked at her with pleading eyes. Just plead. He remembers his promise. Her happiness! Which will bring this sinful heart some happiness! He was selfish. Worthless but he will die with out her. He wanted to end his life... Soon as those words the thoughts, those painful memories comes back to in fronts of his tearful eyes. It hurts. It reps his heart apart. Takes his soul way. The pain. It's unbearable. His eyes Unconsciously pleads of his forgiveness. Pleads to her. Just pleading.
Geet looks back with the same dull reaction. Like she have lost the ability to read his eyes. She knew what those eyes were trying to say! But her heart & mind worked together this time. Simply refuging to understand him. She wondered why? Why? She repeated the same question to her self, maybe she will be lucky enough to find a decent answer! But no! Nothing! No answer.
Geet
"you may leave! I have plenty of work to finish!"
Maan cups her face. "h
amko itna taqlife math do!"Geet
"Hamne Kuch nahi kha!" she replied with the blunt words when both knew what exactly those words meant! Hurt... It's those unspoken words that was killing maan in remorses. The thought of her unspoken word could kill him then how will her word do? How will he answer when she asks everything. Everything that there ought to know about there life! & most important question... What will he say when she asks him: why have I killed our child?... Was there any answer. Any way to repent my dreadful deed. Was there? No! Of course no! I could not do this to my self how could she? Forgiveness. My made took that word as a joke & my heart was dying. Slowly. Very slowly.
Geet
"you should leave" she repeats again. Maan gives her a small peck. Without expecting any in return. He was correct. Geet smiles. Maan felt like it was a forced. Like she is forcing her self to give him another life. Forcing her self to live with him....
Geet sits down and patiently starts to look through one Design after another....
7pm....
Maan patiently waits for her in the car. He smiles. Geet was very tiared. She managed to catch up with all her Desgine. She barely noticed maans lustful eyes. How much he was dreading for her one simple word... Her one simple look.
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