Okay.....thus they met......and the world stood still....devoid of all emotions......all the love that they once shared.....
Each in their own world,their own pain n turmoil.....one trying to replace the pain with anger while the other trying to avoid it altogether and run away from the vicinity.....how fate play games with love.....we can see it here....he thinks she is here for some ulterior motive...he even went down the memory lane and accused her of deceit for her past ministrations too...all the times they had spent together in the past,he's trying to find some evil meaning to them also in order to lessen his pain further,to remove the burden of guilt from his shoulders....so much blind he became in his rage n pain that he is unable to see he is tainting the pure love they once shared,the divine relationship they once cherished so lovingly..... the man is destroying his love with his own hands now......
And she lost in the thoughts of her tortured past,which is the cause of her painful present,couldn't find the courage to face him n tell him the truth of what actually happened and blamed it on him for not coming after her to know the truth.....for believing everything she herself made him see n believe....she immersed herself in her past moments where she spent the last few happy times with him,teasing him,dreaming about him,cherishing him and then after that fateful call,on her way to meet her dying parents which came as a shock of her life.....seeing her father die before her very eyes and knowing her mother left her even before that......the memories still bringing tears to her eyes....tears comined with her helplessness over the current situation that consists him......
where he took comfort in his work out she took comfort in her past and her Maasi's love so that they can prepare themselves to face each other yet again,not as soul mates but as poles apart...!!!
And he started the game in his style,throwing her a big challenge and catching her off guard but she is also his protege once,his love,his pride still....how can she back off.....she took it up and completed it with her head held high....she will let him do whatever he wants but she can't let him trample on her self-respect due to his arrogance....he know she can handle his challenge....the girl who is so capable of handling Maan Singh Khurana can handle anything else that comes in her way,so what's a mere presentation is??yet he wanted to warn her of the rock filled path ahead that he laid out for her in the wake of his misthoughts about her ulterior motives of joining his company yet again.....she tried to tell him the truth,he snubbed her efforts yet again stating all that happened between them in the past is a mistake.....stating he regrets her in the first place.....and thus effectively ending her world and by that her strength.....now from where she'll bring the strength to face her life??to face this world??to again face him??In order to cover up his own weakness regarding her he robbed her of all her strength today.....leaving her irreparably weak.....
where will their life go after this point.....I can't fathom.....as I never thought he would say that he regrets her.....but yet I can't blame him alone for whatever he said to her......
This is one of the heaviest emotional updates you came up with till now Soni.....and I'm really proud to be called your friend today......to hold at least a little bit of importance in your life today.....HATS OFF TO YOU.....this update even changed the way I usually comment.....this is the first time I'm commenting so heavily n emotionally on an update.....I myself felt the difference when I was writing....
Really Proud Of You Than I Can Actually Say.....

There is aashu..the haathi kamini
[cheenti nahi toh haathi hi sahiđ]
Soni..the gadhi kamini
[don't take offence,ghoda nahi mila toh gadha le aayiđ]
jiu..the pink kamini
[dunno what its called,Piglet may beđ]
eshu..the remaninig kamini
[dunno what it is that aashu is lifting upđ]
So how's that...???đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł
The one n only Kamini Kult.....4 Cheers To Us !!!đ
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