Mayur ff Life is not a fairytale but.NOTE on pg132 - Page 89

nice ff...keep it up...thanx for the PM.

u knw u cud add many romantic scenes 🤔 bt it was still very nyc, wen mayank sent mug of coffee through cristina i was lyk wow, it was sweet gesture, and by god iwas imaginning nupur in that attire, waiting for their marriage n romance.

beautiful updt ridi
cont soon
thanks for the pm

beautiful update ridi
fantastic
loved it a lot

very nice update.

v nice update sis...loved mayu's possessiveness 4 his priced possession...!! 😳 but do include intimacy right 4m the next part yaar...plzz *tight hugs*

NICE ONE...RIDI DI...AFTER A LONG TIME I READ UR FF...TRULY AWESUM...

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Writer's Note: Hello friends I'm back. Finally my exam is finished and with all your blessings I have passed. Thank you all for praying for me. As my next exam will be at the end of the December so I will try to give you an update in every week before my next exam. Friends I was not able to answer your comments individually as I didn't get enough time. But I read all your comments. Thank you so much for your precious comments. They are always encouraging. Keep commenting.

Love
Ridi

P.S. Sorry friends I was not able to start Mayur marriage from this update because I think before the marriage start I need to write this one. It was the demand of the story. I hope you'll understand. Now enjoy the update and please forgive me for my mistakes.


Chapter Nineteen

It was another night but somewhere it was something special for Mayank and Nupur. After returning from party they both was feeling something special. May be because, tomorrow they were going to start a new journey of their life.

Nupur was sitting on the balcony. After so many years she was looking at the sky. It was a moonlit night. Once she loved to see full moon. But she stopped it when she reached London. Actually after reaching London she stopped living. She never thought that one day she would see the moon again. But it happened….right now she remembered something….many days ago someone told her that she would have a beautiful life ahead. She couldn't understand that was it the beginning of that beautiful life? May be yes or may be not. Actually it was not her fault. She just forgot how to be happy….how to expect anything better….how to see a dream. Suddenly Nupur remembered something. She went o her room and opened her cupboard. She was searching for something. After lots of search she found it. It was a diary. She went back to balcony and opened the diary. Once she shared her everything with this diary but like her other relation she also abandoned her this friend. She was going through some old diary entries. Suddenly an entry caught her eyes. She started to read it.

Hey Diary,

It's a long time that we can't meet. But today I feel I have to talk to you. You know na when I have to share something to anyone I always come to you as you're the only one with whom I can share my feelings. Diary I always tell that I don't believe in love. But you know diary it's not true. I believe in love when fairytale exists. But fairytale doesn't exist, does it? Or perhaps I can't feel that feelings which this world calls 'Love' as I never witness this 'Love'. I don't know what a hug means as no one hug me ever except those pillows which I hug every night. I never know how a hand on shoulder makes the pain less as when I was in pain I found myself alone. I never know how it feels when someone makes feel special. May be these are the reason I always tell that I don't believe in love. But the truth is I'm so much hungry for this love. I need someone who will be my best friend, my guide, my mentor and my lover. With whom I can share my happiness, my pain, my every feeling. In front of whom I can be myself. But it seems quite impossible. I mean who wants to love a girl like me? Look, my own parents don't love me. My friends leave me. Obviously I have some faults that nobody loves me. So it seems I will be unloved for the rest of the life. And you know what diary, I accept this truth and now I learn to live my life with this truth. For me 'Love' will only remain in fairytale. I don't know why I'm writing this nonsense. May be I lost my mind. Forget it. I have many things to do in my life and who has the time for this nonsense. So for now I'm leaving. See you later. Bye Diary.

Yours

Me.

After reading that entry, Nupur was lost in those days when she was feeling that she would remain unloved for the rest of the life. But today when she was reading this, some questions were rising in her mind. Could it be happened? Mayank could be that person for whom she was waiting. Mayank was her best friend. He showed her what life was. He was her guide. She could share her every feeling with Mayank. She could be herself in front of Mayank. Was that possible that she was wrong? May be she wouldn't be unloved for the rest of the life. But Mayank didn't love her. But it didn't mean that he wouldn't love her ever. But how could someone love her? There were lots of 'buts' in Nupur's mind. She was confused. She was feeling so many things at the same time and she need to share it to someone. So she did the same what she was doing always. She picked up a pen and started to talk to her old friend.

Hey Diary,

How are you? I know I left you but what did I do? You know why I left you. B/w diary I'm going to get married. Ya, you are listening right. That girl is going to get married once who told that she would never get married in any circumstances. But now I have changed my mind. Actually there is someone who made me change my mind. His name is Mayank and I'm going to marry him. You know diary when I lost every hope he was coming with a new ray. When I stopped to live my life, he was coming to teach me how to live life. I was also trying to leave him like I left my every relation before. But he didn't let me do this like others. He stayed after my every rejection. So I was compelled to make him my friend. I don't know when he becomes my best friend, my guide. So when Maa asked me to marry him I couldn't refuse it. Till now I don't know that reason. May be I don't want to loose him or there is some other reason. I really don't know and I don't want to know. I just want to live this moment with Mayank. I don't know where this marriage will go. And the truth is I don't care where it will go. With Mayank I'm not scared of anything now. Because I know he won't let anything happen bad. Around him I'm safe. So tomorrow I am going to India and very soon I'm going to marry Mayank. Wish me a very happy married life diary…lolz. Now I'm going to get some sleeping as I have flight in the morning. Good night diary.

Yours

Me.

After talking to diary Nupur went to get some sleep. Tonight she was going to have a sound sleep.

While Nupur was busy in her world on the other hand Mayank was lost in his world. He was feeling some peace inside him. Nupur's face was coming before him frequently. He was thinking how he felt so possessive today when other people were staring at Nupur. He knew that Nupur was a special part of his life. But now it was high time that he got to know exactly how special Nupur was in his life. Mayank was lying down on his bed and his eyes were closed. He was talking to himself. It was his old habit. When he became confused or he got to know something he always talked to himself.

Nupur...Nupur…Nupur. I don't know when this name becomes a part of my life and why. When I first met her I had decided that I stayed away from her. But suddenly what happened to me that I couldn't stay away from her. When I first saw her smiling, why I felt that this smile always should remain in her lips? Why suddenly her happiness became so much important that in spite of her every rejection I couldn't make myself stay away from her. How could I understand her every unsaid word? Oh God there is lots of questions and I don't have any answer. Or I have answers but I can't see it. Is this only friendship or something else? Could it be 'Love'? But how it could be 'Love'? I never see Nupur in other way. For me she is always my friend…ya it is right that she is my best friend. Come on Mayank how many friends do you have whose unsaid words you can understand easily? How many friends do you have with whom you made friendship after their rejection like you did with Nupur? You compelled her to be your friend. She was always special. She is not only your friend. Then what is she? Another question…..Oh God how many question do I have which answer I need to know. I don't know what is she now but she will be my wife, my life partner and this is the ultimate answer. May be one day I will find my every question's answer. But right now I want to live this moment with Nupur. Around her life seems so beautiful. I don't want to loose these beautiful moments. So forget every question and live these moments. Right now I need to sleep. Tomorrow will be a very tiring day. I will have to go far way with Nupur. So Mr. Mayank Basu stops question and sleep.

Mayank went to sleep and like Nupur he was also going to have a sound sleep.

Next morning Mayank came to Nupur home to pick her up. They both went to airport. At 11 a.m. their flight took off from London. They both were sitting beside each other. There was complete silent between them. It seemed they were welcoming something with this silence.

I've made up my mind, I'm gonna follow,
I'm no longer blind, no longer hollow,
Since I met you, my life is upside down,
Ohh yeah,

They say,
Once in a lifetime, out of the blue,

Here comes an angel, I know it's you,

Yes I'm ready to go through the tunnel of love,
Yes I'm ready to be all you're dreaming of,
So I swear to you now and to the stars above,
Let's walk through the tunnel of love,

I want you to know,
For the first time, I know where to go,
For the first time, I'm not afraid,
To open up my heart,
Oh no,

They say, Once in a lifetime, out of the blue,

Here comes an angel, I know it's you,

Yes I'm ready to go through the tunnel of love,
Yes I'm ready to be all you're dreaming of,
So I swear to you now and to the stars above,
Lets walk through the tunnel of love,

Light of my life keeps shining baby,
Light of my life...

ohh

Once in a lifetime,
Out of the blue,

Here comes an angel, I know it's you,

No one has touched me like you,
Yes I want you baby,
No one no no one
has loved me so true,

Yes I'm ready to go through the tunnel of love,
Yes I'm ready to be all you're dreaming of,
So swear I to you now and to the stars above,
Let's walk through the tunnel of love,
Oh yeah,
So I swear to you now and the stars above,
Let's walk through the tunnel of love.

Love

Ridi

nice update...
loved it lodsss...
thanks for d pm...
love ya...🤗