AR FF-'My every breath in ur name' final pt in p41

Hie friends. Well I am new to this forum *waves at all* but not to DMG and a die-hard fan of DMG, ofcourse of Armaan-Riddhima and their pure love.

I am here putting dowm my mini "FF",as you all call, of Armaan and Riddhima.

This piece is in parallel with the present DMG track - Armaan leaving Riddhima due to his mental imabalance- Riddhima getting married to Sid - Armaan's return - Riddhima's hesitation towards Armaan -Armaan and Riddhima reaching Lonavla Orphanage.

part 1 - pg 1: AR in Lonavala
part 2 - pg2 : AR in jungle
part 3 - pg3 : Sid talks to Atul about AR's past
part 4 - pg 4 : What A wants from R
part 5 - pg 5 : A talks to Dr.Keerthi
part 6 - pg 8 : A meets Atul
Part 7 - pg 9 : Sid:I want to be someone's Armaan
part 8 - pg 11: Shashank:I am sorry Riddhima
part 9 - pg 13: I could sense her presence
part 10- pg 15 : Finally, Love beats the fate
Part 11- pg 19 : Rediscovering the inner feelings
Part 12 - pg 24: On the way to destination
part 13 - pg 30: You are my everything
part 14 - pg 35: Back to life
part 15 - pg 39: The most awaited day of my life
part 16 - pg 41: A new beginning


So here comes part 1

Part 1 - A-R in Lonavla

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Armaan's POV

(Sitting in his room in Lonavala Orphanage)

I looked into her eyes. All I can understand is that she is not comfortable with me. The feeling hit my heart very hard. I know I am the person who is hurting her the most. But why am I not able to suppress my feelings for Riddhima? Will I be able to live without Riddhima once again?

"Armaan Bhaiya! Armman Bhaiya!" Tamanna's screams brought me back to reality and Riddhima and I turned around to Tamanna. She was crying.

"What happened Tamanna?" Riddhima tried to console her.

But Tamanna came running towards me and hugged me hard still sobbing.

"Why are you crying Tamanna? What happenend?" I asked caressing Tamanna.

"Armaan Bhaiya, me and my friends are playing hide and seek in the garden." She managed to tell still sobbing. " I asked all of them to hide in the bushes. But you know Sravan went deep into the bushes to hide and now we could not find him anywhere ." She stopped crying and continued " Balu said that he had seen Sravan go into the forest to hide. Sravan did not return till now. I am afraid of Sravan. Bhaiya! Please go and find him. Please go! Sravan is afraid of darkness Bhaiya." She started crying again.

I am worried. I looked at Riddhima. She was equally worried for the kid.

"Tamanna, please don't cry. Look, he will be fine. I'll go now and find him. Please don't cry. Just tell me which way Balu has seen Sravan going into the forest" I asked Tamanna. Tamanna showed me the direction and I went into the bushes leading the way into the forest.

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Riddhima's POV

I watched Armaan walk into the bushes. I hope Armman finds Sravan soon and both of the return safe.

"Dr.Ridhima!" someone called me. I turned to see Mrs Dikshit, the warden of the orphanage rushing towards me.

"Mrs Dikshit, is Pavan (the boy who is in bed) fine?" I asked.

"Yes Doctor. He just opened his eyes." I was relieved to hear those words. I rushed back to Pavan's room and found him staring at us.

"Pavan, you will be fine in few days. You can again play with all your friends." I said understanding the meaning of his stares.

I changed the Saline bottle near his bed, gave him an injection and was about to come out of the room, then I saw through the window few people coming towards the orphanage.

I and Mrs Dikshit came out and asked them who they are.

"Doctor, we have just seen another doctor going into the forest. We tried to stop him but he said that he has to find a boy in the forest. But doctor its very risky going into the forest at this night time. It's not safe as there are wild animals in the forest." I was dumbstruck hearing those sentences.

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Aramaan's POV

"Sravan, Sravan" I shouted with my full voice. All I can hear is the echo of my own voice. I went further deep into the forest. Suddenly I heard a noise from the bushes behind me. I thought it might be Sravan and turned back quickly. But in my attempt to reach the bushes quickly, I lost my balance and fell into the wet and muddy bushes.

I was soaked in mud when I got back to my feet. My shirt tore into two pieces. I took the shirt off my body and shouted "Sravan, where are you?". Then I identified the blood oozing out of my elbow and shoulder. I wondered why I am not feeling the pain. I then understood that the pain I have undergone for the last few weeks is much higher that these slight pains and that may be the reason why I don't feel any pain of the wounds.

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Riddhima's POV

I was afraid for Aramaan and Sravan. I did not know what to do. All I understood is that I should do something for their safety. I took out my cellphone and dialed Armaan's number. It was switched off. I tried again and again but in vain.

"Doctor, there won't be any signals in the forest" said one of the persons standing before me.

I rushed outside to find for some help and in my hurry bumped into a kid and he fell down. I helped the kid to stand up and looked at him if he was hurt. But to my utter shock the kid was Sravan. I was happy to see him back and my eyes searched for Armaan but he was not there.

"Sravan, where is Dr.Armaan? He came to find you in the forest" I asked Sravan worried of not finding Armaan.

He looked confused at me and said "Riddhima didi, I don't know what you are talking about. I was playing hide and seek in the garden and suddenly Tamanna stopped the game and came towards you. So I am coming to call Tamanna back to resume the game. I did not go into the forest. I don't know where Armaan Bhaiya is." He said still thinking about something.

My heart skipped few beats listening to his words. I was worried about Armaan. I thought why Tamanna told lies but realized there is no time for thinking about it. I started running towards the forest.

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So how is it guys?? Is it worth a read?
I'll continue if u want me to. Please let me know. I'll be happy even if you criticize.

PS: some gramatical and typing mistakes might have crept in. Please ignore them.

it was really awesome!!!!! plz do continue!!!!! i9 really hope ewven in reality ridzi realises dat armaan is the one for her!!! i guess its only when armaan's life is in danger that ridzi realises her love for him!!!!!!!!

please do contine😃it was 👏 would luv to see ridz reactions...thank for it😃

really amazing!!!!!!!!!!
waiting for the next part 😛 😃
can u pm me the link for the new part?

Thanq so much for the sweet comments guys.....
I'll update the next part in some time...

Hie friends here comes the second part.

Hope you like it.😊

Part 2 - AR in jungle

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(Scene changes to Sanjeevani)

Sid's POV

(Sitting on the bench in the locker room)

Why Riddhima? Why are you hurting me? Why are you hurting yourself? I really can't understand your feelings. You are confusing me. Why are you playing with my feelings? I know I have done mistakes. But now that I want to sought them out, why are you pushing me away? I always want to see you happy. But you never let me know what your real happiness is? What should I do Riddhima?

JP's shout bought me out to consciousness. Why is he so happy? Whom did he meet? Thinking so I walked to the reception. I was surprised to see Dr.Atul there. All my friends are wishing him. I went to join them.

"It's good to see you back, Dr.Atul" said I. That was all I managed to say as my mind is still wandering in Riddhima's thoughts.

"Ah Dr.Sid, I am happy too to meet you all" he said. I could see in his eyes that he was really happy being back.

All my friends were talking to Dr.Atu about his training in Delhi, his experiences. But I am in no mood to listen to the conversation. So I moved away slowly.

"Sid, Sid". I heard Atul calling me. I stopped and turned back to see him coming towards me.

"Sid, where is Riddhima? I didn't find her in Sanjeevani. Is she on leave? Is she fine?" he enquired.

I searched for words to answer him. "She is fine. She went to Lonavala Orphanage to treat the kids there. She will be back in few days." said I.

"Sid, is she happy? I hope you understand why I am asking so. Ridz is at present going through a lot of turmoil. It might take some time. But I am sure you will make Ridz happy." he said.

I did not know what to speak. I just gave a smile and kept silent.

He then said that he would meet me after his duty and was about to leave when something suddenly flashed in my mind. I was hesitant at first but then was convinced that it was the only way I can solve the problems in Riddhima's as well as and my life. I rushed to Dr.Atul. "Dr.Atul, I want to talk to you personally." I said.

"Yes Sid. Is everything fine?" he asked. I nodded at him and we both went to his cabin to talk.

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Armaan's POV

(In the forest)

I am tired. I am worried. I did not find Sravan. It's been three hours since I was searching for him. I wondered if Sravan went back to Orphanage by now. I hope he is safe back there. I realized that it's of no use searching in dark. The forest is damp. I guess it rained yesterday here. It would be better if I come back in the morning. I took out my mobile to call Riddhima and find out whether Sravan is back. But damn, there is no network. Hesitantly I started walking back. Now I realized that I did not remember which way I had come. The thought that I was lost in the forest brought a soft smile to my lips. I remembered the moments I and Riddhima had spent in the same forest. It's during that time that I realized I am developing some feeling towards Riddhima. Riddhima, my life is bound with your memories. I can't stay without thinking of you even if I want to. You make my life Riddhima. My every breath in your name.

I made up my mind not to think of Riddhima, or least pretend of not thinking about her. I kept my mind busy in finding the way back to orphanage. Just then I heard someone calling out my name. I didn't realize whose voice it was but followed the direction of source of that voice. Soon I realized that it was Riddhima's voice. What is Riddhima doing here? Why did she come here? Did she come to find me? No, I have already decided not to ignite my feelings. The closer I came, I realized that she was screaming out my name. She was crying. My heart got twisted with pain. Why is she crying? Is she fine? Finally I can see Riddhima. She was sobbing and searching for something in the dark. She was standing with her back towards me.

"Riddhima" I called her. She suddenly became still and turned towards me. Her eyes are red with tears. Her cheeks are damp. Tears suddenly filled my eyes watching Riddhima in such a form. Riddhima looked at me for a fraction of second and I realized that a sudden feeling of relief swept her features. Then she started crying again. I did not understand what to expect of Riddhima at that time. Was she worried about me? I was about to speak something when suddenly Riddhima came running towards me and hugged me hard. My God ! she was shivering. She was shivering like hell. Is she frightened?

"Ohh Armaan ! I was afraid. I was afraid for you Armaan. Afraid that you might be hurt. Afraid of losing you once again." She managed to say in between the sobs and moved in still closer to me. A sudden feeling of happiness hit my heart on listening to those words from Riddhima. I was in a state of trance. My arms moved up and held her by her waist and I tightened my grip. I pulled her even more closer.

All of a sudden something striked in my mind. I shouldn't be doing this, said my consciousness. I quickly loosened my grip off Riddhima.

I thought of giving her time to control herself and carefully held her in my arms. She cried and cried. I could sense her tears drenching my brief. She is really worried and frightened.

I can never control my feelings towards you Ridhima, especially when I see you in pain. During this time, I was really trying hard not loose myself to her vulnerability. I am happy that he still cared for me, that she still had a place for me in her heart. But something, something stopped me. I didn't know how much time we were standing there.

"Riddhima, I am fine. I am not hurt" I said slowly still supporting her with my arms. I could sense that her heavied breathing was slowly coming back to normal.

Then all of a sudden she moved away from my arms and stared at me with fear filled eyes. The fear that I now saw in her eyes is not the same fear I saw few moments back. She was upset.

"It's OK Riddhima. I am fine." I tried to make her feel comfortable. Then she put her arms around her chest and started moving back. I could sense anger in her eyes. She was angry with herself. She was fighting back her tears.

I was about to say something when she opened her mouth and came the final blow. "This is a mistake Armaan. I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be here." said she still sobbing and ran back towards the orphanage.

And I was left staring at her. Those last few words hit me very hard. Is it a mistake that she opened up her heart? Is it a mistake that she still had feelings towards me and I towards her? Or is it a mistake that I came back into her life? Is it a mistake that I fought with death to be back with her? Tears rolled fast in my eyes. My limbs weakened and they could no longer support my weight. I kneeled down and allowed myself to get rid of the pain that I have locked up in my heart, in the form of tears.

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so how is it guys? Do comment and let me know your thoughts.
Shall I continue?

ps: some gramatical and typing errors might have crept in. Plz ignore them.

It beautfiully written do continue love it would love to see the reaction.

yet another beautiful piece of writing........amazing job!!!!!!!!!!
fantabulous........no words to express!!!!!!!! 😛 😛

when is the next part coming up?
please can u pm me the link?

Originally posted by: farzanairani

It beautfiully written do continue love it would love to see the reaction.

Welcome to the forum and have a great time ahead.

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