AR FF-'My every breath in ur name' final pt in p41 - Page 3

Wow very nicely written... luved the convo between Atul n Sid.. n really liked Atul's excitement to meet Armaan..thanx a lot for the pm.. do continue soon..

well written dear!
continue it!😊

it will be AR .....AR forever...............KAjen Rocksssssssssss

It was soooo painful! Update soon!

Thanq so much guys....
I am an ardent fan of AR. So I would always want AR to unite.
But just wait n see how would it be in my own DMG.😊

so here comes the fourth part

Part 4 - What A wants from R

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Sid's POV

(Walking in the corridor of Sanjeevani)

What should I do now? What does Riddhima want? It's true that I have developed feelings for Riddhima. But will that match up to that of Armaan-Riddhima's love. Now that I came to know about their past relationship, should I step back? Or fight for my love? I have seen how crazy Riddhima was when she came to know that Armaan was at Panchgani. Will she ever be happy with me?

Why does it happen to me always? First I thought Tamanna was meant for me. But she left saying that I would find my Tamanna soon and I accepted it. Next I landed up with Riddhima to whom I never thought I would ever loose my heart. I knew that she loved Armaan even while marrying her. But why am I not able to let her go from my life now? Why is life so complicated? Where do I find all the answers from?

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Armaan's POV

(In Lonavala Orphanage)

I was lost in her eyes. One glance at those beautiful eyes made all the past memories alive. Life was so beautiful in her company. It was full of colors of Love. Love makes life beautiful ' so true.

One big tear rolling down from the corner of her eye brought me back to present.

"What do you want from me Armaan?" said she fighting back her tears. "Why don't you leave me alone?"

Can I leave her alone? Even that thought sent shivers down my spine. I have left her once and that had been my worst mistake. Only I know how much turmoil I went through during that time. I know she was hurt. She felt she was abandoned. She even got married. It's not east to accept my presence now. Is that what I want?

"Riddhima, please listen to me. Riddhima I know I have hurt you so much. But I was helpless that time. I had to leave for your happiness" I said still searching for words to explain to her what I want from her now.

She was silent. I spoke again "Riddhima, when I left, I never expected you to wait for me. I know it would be selfish on my part to hope so. Even I returned only for you Riddhima. If I know that you were married, I swear I would have never come back. I always wanted you to be happy. Always, with me or without me."

"Happiness? Did you ever know what my real happiness was, Armaan? Who were you to decide about my life? Our relationship consisted of us both, Armaan, not just you. But every time you were the person who made all the decisions. You just left me because you felt it was good for me. And now you returned because you thought it was good for me now. Never bothered about my feelings. Did you? I made a mistake understanding you Armaan. I have learnt to live without you Armaan. And will continue to live." said she wiping out innumerable tears rolling down her cheek.

Her words shook me very hard. My heart twisted with pain. Does she treat me as a mistake in her life? I continued "Riddhima, please don't treat me as a mistake in your life. Please don't treat our relationship as a mistake. You were my life Riddhima. You are and you shall be. Please don't run away from me. I am here not to create any complications in your life. I just want you to accept my presence." my voice trailed off.

She didn't look into my eyes. I made up my mind to speak the last words. "Riddhima, after coming to know that you were married to Sid, I never expected you to be back with me. I just wanted you to be happy. But it's unbearable for me to stand all those angry glares that you put at me. I just wanted you to forgive me. I deserve an excuse. Don't I? Riddhima, for the last few months, I had been away from all of you. I had been away from all the love fighting alone. When I returned, the first thing I expected from you was that you would come and ask 'Armaan, are you fine?' I had always been waiting for one such question Riddhima. You know you are the only person who is close to my heart, not even my parents. I am really sorry Riddhima. Please forgive me" I put my heart before her.

Now she did look at me. But I have no strength to look into her eyes. Few moments of silence just tore me apart. Then I spoke again "Riddhima, I know you are not comfortable with me. I know you wanted to move on in your life. I will never come in your way. I will soon talk to Dr.Keerthi and leave Sanjeevani. Just be happy Riddhima." said I without looking at her and walked out of the room.

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Riddhima's POV

(In her room after Armaan left)

Those last words from Armaan took my breath away. Will he leave again? I managed to be alive when he left me last time but will I be able to live without him once again?

My limbs started shaking. I took the support of the wall and managed to reach the bed and fell on it. I can't take this anymore. I shouldn't have said all those words to Armaan. But what else can I do? I can't loose myself to him. My life is now bounded to Sid. I can't leave him. He supported me when I was in need of Armaan. He healed my wounds. I am greatful to him.

But, but can I live without Armaan? Why is that I am deprived of happiness all the time? Armaan, you are my life too. I can never live happily without you. You make me complete. But now I am helpless. I can't let you into my life even if I want to.

I cried, cried and cried. I didn't know when the tears would stop.

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So??? Do comment and let me know
Thanx for reading.

Hey dear lovely part.. really liked wht Armaan said.. Sid is also really sweet.. poor guy.. do continue soon..

all the best again for your exams.......and please as soon as you finish the exams........please upload the next part

Originally posted by: swetha10

Hey dear lovely part.. really liked wht Armaan said.. Sid is also really sweet.. poor guy.. do continue soon..

Thanq so much....
I always expected such a conversation between AR. I even want Sid to be the one who unite AR. But CVs have messed up everything. After watching the promo.I think its not going to happen😭😭😭

Originally posted by: mayuri.vet

all the best again for your exams.......and please as soon as you finish the exams........please upload the next part

Thanq so much for the wishes.
yeah i'll update whenever I find time.
Do read....😊

Originally posted by: sisgeo

continue soon.nice part.....................

Thanq so much.
Glad that you liked.