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Dekho na'..Anchal'..kitna bebas hu main'.tumhare pyar me!! Tumse dur reh hi nahi sakta!!Mera har kadam mujhe tumahre aur bhi nazdeek le ati hai''lekin ab bas'..tumhe mere paas ana hai'.apne Vyan k pass!!
Now he walks towards the window'.and feels the wind on his face!!
Tumhe kabhi nahi bataya maine....par maine tumse pehli nazar me pyar kiya tha'.par tumhe to love at first sight me yakeen hi nahi tha'.isiliye socha'.baad me bata dunga'.jab tum meri ho jaogi'.aur hamare do chaar bacche bhi ho jayenge!! (he smiles at his thoughts)
Uss din mera college me first day tha''naya naya join kiya tha'..aur adha din beet gaya tha'..par koi dost nahi bana'.kya karu'..thoda introvert jo tha''par phir cafeteria me tum dikhi'.apne dosto ki beech'..kaafi fun-loving aur chulbuli lag rahi thi''bheed me bhi meri aankhon ne tumhi ko dhunda''.waise dekha jaye to tum hamesha aisi hi to thi''outspoken aur extrovert!!
At the caf counter'..
Vyan: Ek cold coffee pls!!
Anchal: 6 pastries dena!!
And after taking the order'.as they were abt to turn'.Anchal trips over sumthing'.and in order to balance herself'.she clutches Vyan's arms'..and that makes the food fall on both their clothes'.however Anchal doesn't fall at least!!
Anchal: Oops'.I'm sorry!! Just by reflex maine tumhe pakad liya'.and tumhara coffee bhi gira diya'.and gosh'.it spoilt ur shirt as well'.am extremely sorry!!
Vyan: Its ok'.ho jata hai'..kabhi kabhi!!
Just then the bell rings'.and Vyan leaves with a smile'.not really wanting to stand there and embarrass himself'.as he thought he might start staring at her!!!
Here Anchal was smiling'.to see the decency and politeness'.in his words, behaviour and appearance!! Well in this college'' it was hard to find a boy'.without sum 'accessories''..but then here he was'.in a black jeans'.and a simple blue shirt'.which was now adorned wid sum pastries and coffee stains!!!
Anchal's frnd: Arre'.kya hua tujhe?? Bell baj gayi hai'.class me nahi jana hai kya?? Aur phir wo ladka kaun tha?? Did u like him or wat?? Aise stare jo kar rahi thi!!
Anchal: Will u pls shut up?? He was a nobody!! Maine to uss bechare ki shirt kharab kar di'.still he didn't create a fuss'.bas itna hi soch rahi thi'.now c'mon!!!
Frnd: Aur tere kapro ka kya??
Anchal: Ahh'kuch nahi hoga'.waise bhi ye last class hai'.phir to ghar hi jana hai!!
Aur phir'..as any love story'.tum mujhe meri uss class me mili'.tumne to pehle shayad mujhe notice bhi nahi kiya tha'.until the professor kindly introduced the new student!! Mujhe dekhte hi tumhare chehre pe ek chhoti si par behat pyari si muskaan ayi thi Anchal'..aur mere dil ko shayad tabhi ehsaas ho gaya tha ki mujhe tumse pyar ho gaya hai'.isiliye to wo itna zor se dhadak kar raha tha''lekin maine tab bas mehsus kiya'.kuch samjha nahi!! Soch raha tha'..kyun meri aankhein baar baar jaa kar tum par ruk rahi thi'..ladkiyon ko ghur ghur ke dekhna'.meri adaat to thi nahi'..to bas'.khud ko compose karne ki koshish kar raha tha'.par main to tab bhi bebas tha'.jaise ki aaj hu!!
Anchal: Hello Vyan!!
Vyan: Hi'(he just smiles cordially)
Anchal: Actually'.I am'
Vyan: Agar tum phir se sorry kehna chahti ho'.then pls let it be'.its over ok??
Anchal: I was abt to say'.I am Anchal'Anchal Garg!!
Vyan: Ohh'well u might just knw'.am Vyan Kashyap!!
Anchal: Wo maine bas dekha ki'.tum puri class bas akele akele kiye jaa rahe the'.kisise bhi interact nahi kiya'.and also u r new here'so just thought we cud be frnds u c!!
Vyan: Of course'that's so sweet of u'.actually main thoda chupchap rehta hu'.and that's why zyada interact nahi karta'.however it doesn't mean I am not frndly'.
Anchal: U don't need to clarify urself'.mujhe pata hai'.tum kaafi frndly ho'.warna meri harkat k liye itni asani se'.'its ok' kehke nikal nahi jaate!!
Vyan: Ek baat kaho'.tumne jaan bujhke to hum dono pe wo sab nahi giraya tha na??
Anchal: Wat?? Main aisa kyun karungi?? Wo to ghalti se'.
Vyan: Exactly'.ghalti thi'.bas'.the discussion ends here ok?? I never want u talking abt this again'.apni dost se itna to main mang hi sakta hu na??
Anchal: Sure'..waise main tumhe apne baki dosto se bhi milwa deti hu'.chalo!!
Aur phir shuru hua dosti ka silsila'.actually dosti to wo shayad tumhare liye tha'.mere liye to kabka pyar ban chuka tha'..lekin phir bhi maine izhaar nahi kiya'.tumhe jaanna chahta tha'..aur saath hi tumhare liye apne pyar ko bhi jaanna chahta tha'..ki kahin wo just attraction to nahi'..kyunki agar aisa hota'..to sabse zyada tumhe takleef hoti'.aur wo main bardasht nahi kar pata!! Dekho na'.Anchal'.kitna buddhu tha main'..meri har soch me tum thi'.hamesha main yehi sochta tha ki kahin tumhe takleef na ho'.agar ye pyar nahi tha to aur kya tha?? Par nahi'.main laga tha'.apni feelings ki judgment karne me!! Silly me!! (and he smiles at the old times)
Mujhe ye to pata nahi'.exactly kab tum mujhe chahne lagi'..par haan'.ek waqt baad tumhara ye pyar mehsus bhi hone laga'.aur dikhne bhi laga tha'.tumhari aankhon me!! Sach kahu'.to mujhe nahi laga tha'.ki kabhi tumhari unn aankhon ko main padh paunga'..uski gehrayi mujhe hamesha bas chhu kar guzar jati thi'.kabhi apne me samane nahi deti thi'..
Vyan: Hey'yaha akele kyun khadi ho??
Anchal: Kuch nahi'.bas aise hi'.dekho na....kitni zor se hawa beh rahi hai'.I love this windy feeling Vyan!!
Vyan: Ya I knw'.ladkiyon ko aisi feeling achhi lagti hai'.u c'.heroine wali baat hai isme!!
Anchal: Kuch nahi'.bas aise hi'.dekho na....kitni zor se hawa beh rahi hai'.I love this windy feeling Vyan!!
Vyan: Ya I knw'.ladkiyon ko aisi feeling achhi lagti hai'.u c'.heroine wali baat hai isme!!Anchal: Achha?? To phir iss heroine ka hero kaha hai??
Vyan just looks deep into her eyes'.and she looks down not being able to bear his strong gaze. It was strange to feel her rushing heartbeats'..as it had never happened before'.Also she was feeling a certain heat'..despite the whether being so cool!!
Mujhe pata tha Anchal'.tum apne hi ehsaas se dur bhaag rahi thi'.shayad tumhe dil tutne ka darr tha'.ek darr'.jo shayad har ladki ko hota hai'.lekin mujhe pata tha'.iss darr ne tumhe puri tarah gher rakha tha'..aur isliye tumne kabhi nahi kaha'.tum mujhse pyar karti thi'.Main tumhare ghar rishta le kar gaya'.tab bhi tum chup thi'.maine tumse apni dil ki baat kahin'.tab bhi tum chup thi'..hamari shaadi hui'.tab bhi tum chup thi'.aur phir hum juda hue'..ab bhi tum chup kyun ho Anchal??
A tear drops from Anchal's eyes'.who was sitting on the bed'.
Kyun mujhe tumse pyar hua'.mujhe nahi pata. Kaise hua ye bhi nahi pata'..bas itna pata hai'..maine tumse bahut pyar kiya hai Vyan'.na chahte hue bhi maine pyar kiya!! Aur hamesha ki tarah'..pyar ne dard bhi diya'.lekin phir bhi main ek baar bhi nahi keh payi'.ki tumse pyar karna ek ghalti thi'..kyunki tumhara saath meri zindagi ka sabse khubsurat hissa tha'..zindagi itni haseen kabhi nahi lagi thi Vyan'.aur naa hi kabhi lagegi!!
Vyan: Arre tum itne gusse me kyun ho??
Anchal: Dekho'.Vyan abhi mujhse baat mat karo'.mujhe bahut bahut bahut zyada gussa aa raha hai'.
Vyan: Wohi to poochh raha hu'.ki gussa kyun aa raha hai??
Anchal: Mujhe abhi'.abhi k abhi'.TV dekhna tha'aur main jaldi jaldi bhaag kar ayi'lekin dekho channel hi nahi aa raha hai'..teen din se main ye program dekhna chahti thi'..aur to aur main aaj kaam se bhi jaldi lauti'..lekin'.aarghhh!!
Vyan: Repeat telecast to hoga na?? ya phir video bhi to dekh sakti ho!!
Anchal: I knw'.lekin mujhe to abhi'.this very moment'.mujhe dekhna tha'.
Now Anchal takes the remote to throw it'.when Vyan stops her!!
Vyan: Arre'.iski kya ghalti hai'.ye bechara to sahi se chal raha tha'.hai na??
Anchal: Tumhe mazak sujh raha hai??
Vyan: Arre nahi baba'. I was just'. 'kidding'!! (and he chuckles)
Anchal starts hitting him'.and finally they both fall on bed'.being very close to each other were giving them goosebumps'..despite being married for two months'.they had just been friends'.and so this closeness was brewing up new feelings'..or rather surpassed emotions!!
Vyan: Gussa thanda hua??
Anchal: I hate you!! (and she leaves)
Vyan: I knw u don't. (and he smiles)
Ek din'.dosto ke saath truth and dare ka session chal raha tha'..tumhe kuch 'confess' karna tha'.aur tumne kaha'U Love Me!! Sab kitna chid gaye the na Vyan'..unhe laga tum apni biwi se I Love You'.kehke koi bada confession nahi kar rahe the''.lekin uss confession ka matlab mujhe pata tha'.unn lafzo ne hi meri zindagi ko mayne diya tha Vyan'.aur wo pehli baar tha Vyan'.jab main nazre chura nahi payi'..tumhari aankhon me wo pyar dekhne ke baad'.nazre churana mumkin hi nahi tha!! Lekin maine phir bhi izhaar nahi kiya'..darr tha mujhe Vyan'.tumhe paane ka daar tha mujhe'.kyunki paane ke baad agar kuch hota hai'.to wo hai khona!! Aur tumhe paake khona'.(and she closes her eyes to drop the welled up tears)'.kyun Vyan??
Anchal: Tumhe kya lagta hai Vyan?? Tumhare kisi bhi harkat se mujhe fark parta hai?? Nahi'.mujhe kuch fark nahi parta'.tum jo marzi karo'.jaise chahe jeeyo'.kisi k bhi saath dance karo'.party karo'.enjoy karo'.I care a dam'.u get that??
Vyan: But Anchal'.that was just a dance!!
Anchal: Don't lie to me Vyan'.mujhe iss tarah jhooth bolne wale log bilkul pasand nahi'.tumhe kya lagta hai'.mujhe pata nahi tha ki tum mujhe jalane ki koshish kar rahe the?? Samajhte kya ho tum khud ko'haa?? Kyun bekaar me mujhe aur khud ko'.ye ehsaas dilana chahte ho ki main tumse pyar karti hu?? Jab ki maine tumhe pehle hi kaha tha'..I don't hav those feelings for u'.
Vyan: I knw Anchal'.aur main tumhe force bhi nahi karna chahta hu'.I did tell u'.
Anchal: I remember wat u told me'.par shayad tum khud bhul gaye ho'.apni kahin hui har baat!!
Vyan: Blv me Anchal'.I didn't want to hurt u'.
Anchal: Didn't want to hurt me?? Huh'.to phir itne dino se tum kar kya rahe ho?? Hamesha har baat me tum mujhe ye ehsaas dilate ho ki tum mujhse kitna pyar karte ho'.kitni fikr hai tumhe meri'.jabki na to main tumse pyar karti hu'.aur naa hi tumhara khyal rakh pati hu'.ye sab show karke tum mujhe hurt hi to kar rahe ho Vyan!!
Vyan: I'm sorry Anchal'.main to bas'.itna sochta tha ki'.pyar ko bas pyar se jeeta jaa sakta hai'.
Anchal: Yehi to problem hai'.tum bas mujhe jeetna chahte ho'.hai na?? Kyun Vyan?? Dost ho na tum?? Kyun nahi samajhte ho mujhe?? In fact tumne mujhse shaadi hi kyun kii Vyan?? Maine tumse kaha tha'.main tumse pyar nahi kar paungi'..at least wo selfless love'.mujhse nahi hoga''par tumne kaha sab thik hoga'.lekin dekho kuch bhi thik nahi ho raha hai'.tum chahte ho meri aankhon me apne liye pyar dekhna'.par aise ho nahi raha hai'.aur tum hurt ho rahe ho'.and mujhe bhi hurt kar rahe ho'.kyun Vyan?? Kyun??
Vyan: (smiles) Becoz its worthy enough!! Maine kahin padha tha Anchal: "Truth is, everyone is going to Hurt you. You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." To bas itna samajhlo ki tum itni keemti ho k tumhare liye main har dard seh sakta hu'..aur plz tum khudko itna pressurize mat karo'.meri takleef'.mere dard k bare me mat socho'..U just be happy urself'.ussise mujhe khushi hogi!!
Aur haan'.mujhe tumhari aankhon me kya dikhta hai'.ye to sirf main jaanta hu na?? (he extends his hand to touch her face'.but then takes it bak'..he cudnt do it'.as he thought he shud not be doing it'..and so he leaves wid a smile)
Tumhe meri aankhon me pyar dikhta tha Vyan'.kyunki main maanu ya naa maanu'.pyar to main tumse karne lagi thi'..
Haan'.tum to mujhse hi pyar karti thi'.karti ho'.aur hamesha karogi'.mujhe ye hamesha se hi pata tha Anchal'..tumhara pyar hi tumhari fikr ki wajah thi Anchal'.tumhara outburst isliye nahi tha kyunki maine tumhe jealous karne ki koshish ki'.balki isliye tha kyunki tum jealous feel kar rahi thi'..tumhe apni nahi mere hurt hone ki fikr thi''aur usse zyada iss baat ki pareshani thi ki mera hurt hona tumhe hurt kar raha tha'..ye to pyar hi tha na Anchal.
Wo pyar hi tha Vyan'.bas kash main tumhe ek baar bata pati'.ki main tumse pyar karti hu Vyan'.bahut pyar karti hu'..aur hamesha karungi'..kash Vyan'.kash aaj main itna bebas naa hoti'.kash main apni inhibitions ko tod pati'.kash'.ek baar mujhe beeta hua waqt wapas milta Vyan'.kash main hamare palon me apne pyar ki meethas ko jod pati'..kash main ek baar phir tumhe chhu pati Vyan'..kash ek baar phir tumhare bahon me sama pati Vyan'..kash ek baar tumhari aankhon me jhank pati'..kash ek baar phir tumhe mehsus kar pati Vyan'.kash tum mere paas laut sakte'.kash ye bebasi na hoti Vyan!!!
(and she breaks down crying hard'.and clutching his photo'..and here Vyan extends his hand towards her but takes it bak'..he cudnt do it'.coz he was helpless'.bebasi ki zanjeer uspe bhi thi)
Police: It was a terrible accident ma'm'.truck ki brakes fail ho gayi thi'.aur wo apke pati ki car se takra gayi'..truck driver died on the spot'.and apke pati ka operation chal raha hai''u can just pray for him!!
Anchal just looks at the red light of the OT which was on'.indicating that the operation was going on'..but before she cud proceed'.the docs cum out'
Doc: I'm sorry'.we cudnt save him'.
Anchal just keeps standing there'.not really feeling anything'.she was just numb'.the very thought of him not being wid her'..shook her to the core'.never ever had she thought of sumthing like this'..she didn't think of such cruelty of fate'..she had always prepared herself for the troubles and sufferings of life'.but donno why she cud never make herself prepared to live without HIM!!
Tum to mujhse kitna pyar karte the na Vyan'.to phir mujhe chhorke kaise chale gaye?? Tumne kaha tha tum kabhi mujhe chhorke nahi jaoge'.jab bhi dil pukarega tum mere saath hoge'..lekin tumne to mujhe bilkul akela chhor diya'.kaise Vyan?? Kaise chhor diya mujhe'.aur kyun?? Kya ye meri saza hai'.ki maine kabhi hamare pyar ko nahi nibhaya?? (and she keeps crying)
Ye saza nahi hai Anchal'.ye to hamara pyar hai'.jisse tum nibha rahi ho'.tum ho isiliye to main aaj bhi hu'.tumhara intezaar karte hue'.kyunki tumhe ana to mere paas hi hai !!
And he keeps sitting beside her'.watching her'..as she cries out for him'..every time her heart cried out to him'.he wud cum to her'.as promised'..yet there was nothing he cud do'.he was HelpLess!!
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