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Regret in Love?
Has a time ever come in your life when you have everything you wanted....you needed and you appreciated them. But then one mistake....one wrong step and all you had vanishes right in front of your eyes. A time like this came into my life too....I had everything I wanted and needed but I lost it. I lost it all because I made the biggest mistake of my existence.
I fell in love....
Falling in love for many might be a dream come true and having your love, love you back might just make anyone believe in dreams all over again. I started believing in dreams again too when I fell in love and my love reciprocrated.
Flashback
"I love you Yuvi and I forgive you!" Naina hugged me after I told her the truth
"Thanks Naina....I....love...you....too!" I hugged her back for the first time since we met
End of Flashback
Happy ending you might think! There is a saying that goes something like this, "sadness does not last forever", but I am a pessimist. Not only does sadness not last forever but neither does happiness. She forgave me but life didn't! My past came back haunting....it came back to remind me that by falling in love I had let go of what I had come to Sanjeevani for. I had fallen in love but I had given up on my....on my brother.
Flashback
"Yuvi, I am so glad that you have embraced love and have let go of this revenge madness!" Mac smiled broadly at me as he expressed his joy.
For those few minutes while Mac expressed his joy at my sudden change, I reflected. I reflected on the fact that I had gotten what I wanted right? I did what I should have, right? Love is more important than getting justice for your brother...right? He might never be alright again...he might never be able to love ever...but I should right?
End of flashback
That was the moment when I realized that I had shattered my shield with my own hands. And those fragmented pieces had managed to cut my hands in the process....and now they bled non-stop.
I had what I wanted...what I needed...I had Dr. Shashank right under my thumbs, when just one mistake of mine ruined it all. I was all set to get justice for my brother but I made a mistake...I fell in love.
Do I regret falling in love? I am not sure!
Would I have done something differently if I was given another chance? I am sure!
Life throws unexpected challenges our way...it does everything in its ability to stop us from reaching our goal. My goal in life was to get justice for my brother, and life threw the challenge of love toward me to distract me. And it won! I was distracted....
But just for the time being....
Edited by princessuma - 15 years ago
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