RAGA SS ~ GAME OF LOVE ~ Epilogue @ 42 ~ 2 january ~ - Page 22

PART : 12

" dekhte hain .. Amerkot k raja , hmain yaani gayatri devi ko Talwar bazi kaisay sikhatay hain . " ..

Gayatri smirked at her own thought , it was going to be fun , learning sword fighting when she already was an expert .. she actually wanted to know how a king would teach , and she was gonna give him tough time without letting him know about her experience ..

Rana examined her expressions.. and he was more than sure that she is upto something .. she was cool since they came back from her parent's place .. earlier she didn't want to learn sword fight .. and now they are heading to Challenge room and she is smiling mysteriously ..

" Aap kun muskura rahi hain ??"

"ab hum muskura bhi nahi saktay ?? " .. she asked with sheer attitude .. he didn't like her way of talking .

" shayad aap bhool rahi hain , to hum aap ko yaad dila dain .. aap AMERKOT K RAJA SE BAAT KAR RAHI HAIN Rani Gayatri Devi .. " he stressed the last words , don't know how he was patient enough to everything she did , but it was getting out of his control .

" aur aap bhi AMERKOT KI RANI SE BAAT KAR RHAY HAIN RANA INDARVADAN " , gayatri replied in a same tone as his .

"Jo ab tak rani nahi banna chahti thi wo khud ko rani bula rahi hain .. raja ki rani , yani hmari rani Gayatri Devi "

He molded her words , instigating her ..

" hum ne aisa kuch nahi kaha "

" par hum ne to suna Rani ji '

"Chaliye hmain der ho rahi hai .. ziada din nahi hain hmaray paas , hum dekhte hain 5 din main aap hmain talwar bazi kaisay sikhatay hain "

" hmain khud par bhi bharosa ha aur aap par bhi .. chaliye "

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" bas ki jiye , boht ho gya , samjhi aap ... is se ziada aur bardasht nai kar saktay hum , kal muqabla hai aur aap ne ab tak kuch nahi seekha " .. he shouted at the top of his voice scaring her .. she was terrified , she saw him angry and hyper too but this time it was extreme ..

" 5 din se hum aap ko sikha rhay hain ,aur ab tak aap ne seedhe se talwar pakarna bhi nahi seekha , chahti kya hain aap ?? , agar aap nahi chahti to theek ha .. mat jaiye muqablay main , par aap aaj k baad is mahal se kahin nahin jayen gi ' he declared in authority , while gayatri gaped at him having no words .. he was getting hyper with each word he uttered , holding her by shoulders , shaking her aggressively as if trying to put some sense in her otherwise asleep mind .. Gayatri felt angry , now he would imprison her in palace ?

" nahin seekhna chahtay , hum aap se pyaar nahi kartay .. nafrat kartay hain hum aap se , aap ke mehel main band ho kar nahi reh saktay , samjhay aap "

She jerked him away angrily . he stared at her shocked, he could bear all but not that his rani does't love him ??

" aap hmain takleef dena chahtay hain , hmain marna chahtay hain to theek ha , maar di jiye .. hum kuch seekhna nahin chahtay , hum nahi jaen k aap k us talwar bazi k muqablay main .. chalay jaiye hum aap ki shakal bhi nahi dekhna pasand kartay "

She said in half teary voice , everything was going out of control ,life was not dreamy with her king , as she dreamt of .

Its been five days , since indar was trying to make her learn the basics of sword fighting , but she wasnt showing any response .. to his experience and knowledge , an average person would learn at least basics in these days , as much as they practiced , but there was no response from her side . he knew she isn't that bad to learn something , then how come she isn't picking the basics .. she was playing games with him ? his gut feelings alerted him on first day itself , but he chose to ignore , why would she do so ??

But today he was sure , she was playing tricks .. she didn't want to learn from him that's why she was doing all this drama , wasting his and her time . But instead of regret he saw tears in her eyes , she was afraid of him , was he being too rude to her ?? that was it , his lady love didn't love him ? she was just being afraid . her teary eyes were the last thing he wanted to see at this time , he banged the shiny sword on floor , and went to the backside of palace , asking his servants not to let enter anyone ..

Throwing the cap of imported bottle away , he started drinking , that was the only thing which could calm his over hyper mind ..

" wo hum se pyaar nahi karti , wo hum se pyaar nahi karti " he repeated nth time

" aik baar bhi nahi socha hmaray baray main unhon ne , hmain takleef hoti hai ... un ki ankhon main dar nahi dekh saktay .. sirf shararat achi lagti hai un ki ankhon main '

He gulped half of the bottle and splash !! remaining half was on floor .. small pieces of glass spread in whole room . he looked at her big portrait which he painted ..

" aap samajhti kun nahi hmain , hum aap ki tasveer se nahi , aap se baatain karna chahtay hain , hmain raj maata ko wapas mehel laana tha , sirf isi liye hum chahtay the k aap muqablay main jaen .. ab hum aap se kuch nahi chahtay ...kuch bhi nahi .. '

Another bottle was about to end but he was no where stopping , he continued drinking and talking to her portrait ..

"apni khushian , apni takleef ...sab aap ko bta dena chahtay hain .. par aap to nafrat karti hain hum se .."...

He caressed her cheek on portrait

" hum aap ko takleef nahi dena chahtay , hum to .. sirf ... aap se pyaar kartay hain "

He was saying in more of a pleading tone , heavily drunk ...

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Gayatri realized she was too much in all her play ..along with wasting both of their time , she tested his patience too .. he was being patient with her from a long time now , making her learn everything slowly ,on one side she silently wished that he would keep teaching her like that , but on other side she chose not to learn and annoy him ... tease him to the extent that he gives up and say himself that she must not participate , but in all this she forgot to see his POV , why he want her to participate , why he wanted her to learn sword fight in course of mere 5 days when he knew it was not that easy for a commoner ?

Y would he try to harm her ? nothing was making sense .. its been just a week of their wedding and her life was upside down .. she regretted wishing herself a King .. had she knew life is this much complicated with kings , she would have never demanded that , but her fate did grant all her wishes ..

And why was she unhappy ? he didn't force her , didn't misbehave , she wished and he granted , then what makes her hate him ?? ..she realized those 7 days with him were not bad .. she was happy with him ..these days passed like gush of air , with them learning sword fight half the time and more of a time him stealing kisses and her teasing him .

But it was not the time to think about that , it was time to think about the matter that made him angry few minutes back .. why she saw only possessiveness and love in his eyes ?? why there was no hatred even when she said she hates him ??

" agar wo hum se nafrat kartay hain to hum se shadi kun ki ? wo kun chahtay hain k hum talwar bazi main hissa lain ? . agar dusray raja ki tarha wo hmain aik khelona samajhtay to ab tak hmain istemal kar k apni zindagi se phek dete ? par unhon ne hmaray sath aisa kuch nahi kiya ? sab k samnay hum se shadi ki , hmara khayal rakha ,hmain har wo cheez di jis ki humain khwahish thi ... aur ... Aur apni takleef tak nahi dekhi ..." , she saw the blood on the floor , it was his .. she gave him a severe cut to show her inability when he got hyper on her , and she didn't even realize what she did that time ..

Realization struck her , wasn't it same as she read in books ?

" Love is pain ? or pain is love ??"

Did he actually love her ? ...?? and what she gave him ?? Pain ???? in the name of love ???

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