RagNa/AshNa(cont): Pyar ki kahani chapter 11 on page 4 - Page 2

Originally posted by: MadhuGupta

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Chapter 9

After getting medicines for kalpi,raghav come out from the pharmacy but he frowns when his eyes caught some glimpses of " I think he is dev ,rohan right hand may be I'll get some information if I follow him" mumbling that raghav following dev with his pulsar125 ,other side unknown the factor of raghav following dev drive his Apache to the place rohan living

Tears roll down on kalpi cheeks " the lost hope in her life is shattered first her Husband now her unborn baby,now I didn't have anyone in my life" whispers kalpi with tears while caressing prem and her wedding frame

Flashback

After their heated passionate love making prem resterd his head on kalpi tummy " I can't wait to hold our baby kalpi...our symbol love..." , Kalpi says with smile " prem!! I didn't even pregnant now but you're talking like this!! Tum bhi na!!" , prem rub kalpi tummy seductively and whisper above her tummy after leaving open mouth kiss " but one day you'll, it's my wish kalpi to have my lovely family with you ,you and me ,our two babies " prem continued with tears " we didn't have anyone in our life apart from each other kalpi ,I don't want our children's feel lonely not even in future ,I want to have a big family with you ,with lot of ,love lot of cares, little quite fights with children's each other..I can't wait for that moment kalpi...don't you feel anything like me kalpi" asked prem with confusion frown

" you're my life prem ,you're happiness is mine of your happiness lays on having a big lovely family,I promise you that I'll make your wish comes true ,we will create not our family but our lovely wonderful world , we will cherish every moment of that ,and it will be great feeling prem to having your family and future with your loved one ,not everyone blessed like this ,may be god snatched my parents to me but he gave a full love of world to me by your presence in my life... I love you prem...my hubby... "

" I love you too kalpi...my wiffy"

Flashback ends

" I'm sorry prem,...plss forgive me...I shattered your dreams...because of my carelessness we lost our unborn baby... Our symbol of love...I always have to pay god if he gave anything to me...for giving you in my life he took my parents away from me...but for our baby he took you away from me...but now he took everything to me expect this unwanted life that I living now...hope my death will come soon prem" whispers kalpi with tears while buried her face in pillow

" I hate you...from the beginning I always tried my level best to throw you out of this home...from my raghav life but day be day your bond with gauri aunty is growing ,and the longing gaze on Raghav to you is something new that I didn't witnessed before your presence in his life...seems like something is in his heart..have to found out ...but before that I'll throw you out of this house" fuming pakhi while burning kalpi photo

After sometimes following ,finally Dev eyes caught glimpses of raghav through the rear mirror who is following him ,without wasting any seconds dev called rohan " hay boss ragahv Singhania is following me don't know what I have to do now??" Questions dev with panicked, rohan eyes widened with shock " what the hell are you saying !! OK let me know where are you now?? " shouts rohan with anger , " boss I'm near our resides ,please do.something ", rohan assured " OK,I'll manage the situation and don't come to our place,just roam all over " after that they disconnected their call

Raghav mobile started to ringing, without seeing caller name he answered the call

Ragahv : hello,who is this??

Rohan: hope you remembered me by my voice

Raghav says slowly : Rohan....

Rohan: wow...I must say raghav you're best ,only you have the Worth to be my enemy

Raghav : what do you want rohan??

Rohan: nothing... I just caller you to know about that why are following my boy Dev??

Raghav eyes widened with shock: how do you know???

Rohan smirks: I have my own way raghav Singhania and whatever you're doing now just stop it and go returned, if you followe him then may be you'll lose you're love kalpi...oops sorry kalpana prem kapoor laughed rohan evilly

Hearing rohan words raghav halted his pulsar125 jerkly, and rohan continued " you know raghav...I just happy to see you in scared that too for me...god only knows how I feel happy now...anyways bye raghav Singhania let's see how you're going to safe your family to me..bye ...and wait for my next move"

Gauri entered in raghav room, " I thought to clean his room but I wonder how can my son always perfect of everything, no one believed it's a bachelor room ,everything is perfect in their own place " thinking that gauri roam around raghav room ,but she frowned when her eyes caught glimpses of his diary " he still now share his secret feelings in his diary , he always tell me that his diary is his friend,the one its knows every single secret of him, I think he forget to keep it on drawer " mumbling that she took his diary without opening she about to put the diary in drawer but something fell on her feet, " who is photos this??" With confusion she take the photo,but her eyes widened with shock " it's kalpana photo, it's looks like he take this photos during her college days, are they know each other ?? But why they hide it from me??" She remembered how raghav got worried when kalpi had bleeding during her miscarriage " I have to talk to raghav about this "

Sleep was far away from raghav eyes,whenever he try to close his eyes the bold queen ...I didn't feel like to sleep...why my heart always think about her...today only I saw her first time but feel like I know her more than years...why?? What was this feelings?? May be mom will help me!! Mumbling that raghav went to gauri room where his mom lost in his dad's thinking's

Raghav knocked gauri room door : mom!! Are you slept??

Gauri: not yet beta,come let's talk

Raghav settled himself comfortable on the bed,and laid his head on gauri lap

Raghav after a lot of hesitation he finally lead the conversation : mom,can I ask you something??

Gauri hummed while stroking his hair lovingly

Raghav: what is love mom??

Gauri eyes widened with shock.. Her shy and innocent baby boy asking about something mature that too about love" what happened beta??" Asked gauri with confusion

Raghav : first answer my question mom,then I'll

Gauri : closed her eyes thinking about love give one and only vikram face in her heart " Everyone says love is some feelings beta but for me it's not just a feelings but it's a bond..sometimes we fell for strangers...sometimes our friends... We only realized by the time

Raghav with confused face : but mom how we know that we are in love??

Gauri: by your heart!!

Raghav questioned : heart ??

Gauri : may be your heart is with you but it's beat for your loved one, with the one you feel safe,with one one you feel secure, with the one you want spent your entire life

Raghav : mom!! You're confusing me now

Gauri : OK OK..I'll tell you by single sentence your heart always will think about them!!

Raghav eyes widened with surprise: really mom!??

Gauri nods and replied; now tell me who is the girl??

Raghav try to cover his nervous: girl??

Gauri : you're in love raghav,I can see in your eyes and at this age it's normal

Raghav : don't you anger at me??

Gauri: why should I?? Even I'm happy for you beta,you choose someone for your life,and I trust your decision and your feelings

Raghav : but mom I didn't even know anything about her,to be honest today only I saw her first time but whenever I try to close my eyes her face flashes front of me Mom

Gauri let out a loud laugh : seems like you fell for her madly and deeply anyway don't worry beta ,you have time ..at the same time don't waste your time...confess your feelings to her soon...time will never wait for anyone

Hearing door opening sound gauri come out from her thinkings " please god!! Plss deva is that girl raghav mentioned that day kalpi?? Because of her he didn't want to marry still now..living his life as a lost..but other side she was enjoyed her life with prem..what was that?? Plss bhakawan prove my thinking is wrong...I will be more happy if he marry a girl like kalpi...but I don't want to see my raghav in more hurt by seeing his love kalpi in pain, please god prove me that I'm over thinking about this " mumbles gauri while starring raghav who is just now entered in the house

After entering the house raghav look around to know about is anyone present there?? Seeing him like this gauri hide herself behind the wall... With a sigh of relief raghav directly walks towards the kalpi room where she is sleeping now, gauri clenches her chest with hope of that her thinking is wrong ...other side raghav stares kalpi with do much pain,even in her sleeping face he can read her pain,loneliness in her life,craving for her family ...unable to control finally a single drop escaped from raghav eyes..

May be it is single drop but it contain more emotions, pain,love care,craving,hurt, ...

Other side gauri closed her eyes with tears ,a single drop tear of raghav answered so many questions of gauri...finally she agreed " RAGHAV LOVES KALPI...SHE US THE ONE AND ONLT GIRL IN RAGHAV LIFE"

Amazing update. Waiting next part.

Originally posted by: MadhuGupta

Amazing update. Waiting next part.

Chapter 10

After wiping and composing herself gauri approach raghav with heavy heart while hardly try to cover her pain for seeing her son in hurt " raghav, my son what are you doing here at door of kalpi room??" Questioned gauri like she didn't know anything, other side raghav eyes widened with shock and he didn't expect gauri to be awake at this late night, while trying to cover his nervousness " mom, I just come here to see you only as I thought you were sleeping with kalpi because she is not feeling well" completed raghav with nervous, gauri thinks with tears " you know raghav you can't hide your pain front of me, I'm your mother " in loud " no raghav, I was sleeping in my room only, come let's have your dinner ,you didn't ate anything even at afternoon " saying so gauri about to walk towards dinning area but stopped " no ,mom I'm not feeling hungry, good night mom" saying so raghav walks to his bedroom but stopped " mom, dies kalpi had her dinner??" Question raghav out of concern yet love , gauri says with sigh " no,ragahv I tried my level best she didn't after all she lost everything " before she could completed ragahv interrupted " I know mom for that we didn't able to leave her like this,please mom it's my kind request to you take care of my kalpi.." Realizing what he said " I meant to say Kalpi " not wanting to be caught he went his room with long step

Raghav stares kalpi photo after taking this from his diary, " you know what kalpi?? Today I'm going to caught that bast*rd boy in my hands,but I missed ,I want to make his life like a more than hell kalpi,the one who snatched your every happiness, why don't you told me kalpi that you came here to Kill me? If you told me that I'm sure for your happiness I had killed myself, your happiness is more Important to me me kalpi, because of me you had so much pain and hurt my love became cursed for you " says raghav while tears Rolling on his cheeks " whom you're talking to raghav?? " hearing gauri voice behind him,Raghav eyes widened with shock and he wipes his tears quickly and try to compose himself but unfortunately his tears cooperate to him

Raghav " mom, you didn't sleep yet?? What happened to you mom.?? Is anything bothering you??" Asked raghav out of concern , gauri while starring raghav intentionally " yeah, raghav so many things bothering me, and the question in my mind didn't allowed me to sleep!" ,Raghav with confused face " what question mom?." , gauri sigh in determined no matter what today she is going to clear a her doubts, " do you know kalpi before raghav??" The moment gauri completed raghav eyes widened with shock, his body tensed because of the sudden out burst., but raghav not ready to be caught " no mom, I didn't saw her before? Why are asking me this mom??" Says raghav while looking here and there, but other side gauri not ready to leave raghav easily " is she the one reason of your lonely life?? Because of her you're not ready to marry yet? Answer my questions raghav! Please tell me that I'm over thinking about it, I don't want to see you in pain raghav,your one only family for ne , please tell me everything about you both raghav" cried gauri while Shaking raghav shoulder

Unable to control his emotions after that ,finally raghav hugged gauri tightly and cried his heart out " I love her mom..I love her" screams raghav with tears , gauri closed her eyes while tears leaving their way on her cheeks , " I love my kalli more than anyone mom ,more than myself, yes mom because of her still now I'm not married, how can I give her rights to someone else mom?? She became my breathe mom,she became my everything the day I meet her,she became my life but I'm not her love mom, I'm so unlucky mom, I lost her ,I lost my life, I'm not that much lucky to have her in my life ,my life became cursed mom without her..but I love her mom" raghav cried his heart out

Gauri with confused face ," if you love her early beta then what she was doing with prem?? Seriously I can't understand? Did she ditched you??but kalpi not kind of girl " raghav laifs his head on her lap and silent tears rolls on his cheeks ,and he sobs hardly " she didn't love me mom, even she didn't know my love for still now ,it's always me who love her ! You know mom how much I love because of my love I started to live with her in my dream and forget to propose her at right times " gauri closed her eyes and thinks sadly " why God?? Why you cursed my son life like this? You made him love kalpi more but you denied to bring her in my son life"

Flashback starts

Guys its flashback at raghav side not kalpi's

It's almost more than one year Angel, I started to love you to the core you know the way I dreamt about our life together I forget to propose you Angel, but I believe in God I'm sure he will sent you in my life, you know angel Sammy always tease me as he knew I'm in love but he doesn't know anything about you, still now you didn't even spare me a glance angel ,please angel tell me when will notice me ,every girls are ready to droll over me but my heart yearns for at least to get single glance from you , today at evening I'm going to come front of you " determined raghav while writing in his diary

" mom, I leaving now ,will come back later" says raghav while scrolling his mobile to his mom who is having chitchat with Sammy , gauri with confusing frown face " but ,raghav today is your college leave right??" Before raghav could answer for gauri question Sammy interrupted " yeah mom, but st.Mary college is not so raghav is going to see his angel ,am I right Raghav??" , raghav give shy smile to both, gauri with smile " hope today you will speak to her raghav, it's has been more than year,time didn't wait for anyone beta try to understand " gauri says concerned yet care for her son, before raghav could say " nothing goiyto happen like that mom, I bet today also raghav going to only steal a glance at his angel " Sammy teased raghav, other side gauri try to control herlaugh witnessing his son blushing redden face ,Sammy continued " seriously mom, if I know her then I'll tell her that my friend raghav crazily ,madky,truly in love with you " raghav says with smile " there is no need for that,how I'll propose her soon , " Sammy serious tone " you have to raghav, because our college life going to end at next week, and our life is not a film raghav where only hero and heroine ended up togeter but it's our life ,for your happiness you have to make any move ,hope you understand what I meant to say" Sammy says out of concern,raghav nods affirmatively and with a fear of losing his angel

Raghav stares kalpi who is waiting for bus in bus stop, it's has been more than thirty minutes that raghav starring her at safe distance , feeling someone gaze on her kalpi turn to see the person but the moment kalpi turn raghav hide himself behind the wall , may be it's my illusion!! " thinking that kalpi looking for bus, " why are you waiting here raghav?? Didn't you heard what Sammy and mom warned for?? Go and talk to her!! " with a self talk raghav walks to kalli with a slow steps, after two or three steps raghav felt utter nervous, and Hus normal heartbeat changed to a marathon race , feeling extremely scared ,nervous, and his breathe hitched to his throat with a long step he again reached the place where he belongs to ,behind the wall ,placing his palms against his chest where his heart beats for kalpi " why are you always to be hell nervous whenever I approach her? You know it's has been more than one year but the nervousness I had for her is not changed?? Why are you beating like this whenever I approach her?? Plss Jaan don't be nervous I want to talk to her, please cooperate with me, you will be happy na if I get her in my life, then behave like what I'm saying ok?!!" Raghav talks to his heart ,raghav gives sheepishly smile to the girl who is starring raghav with horrified, with a sigh of determined raghav slowly approach kalpi, but the moment he stand besides her and about to call her, she ran to the bus which is just now arrived

Feeling defeated raghav walks aimlessly in road, tears continuously Rolling on his cheeks ,I missed my chance ,today is the last day of her college if I didn't confessed my feelings for her then I'll miss her in my entire life, no..no I just don't want to live my life without her, she is my soul..she is my life...she is my everything.. Raghav fell on his knees and cried his heart our ..please god please help to to get my angel in my life, why you are playing in my life like this..you know na how much I love ..how much I want to be with her!! But my heart ?? Please god I beg you please tomorrow will be the last day of her college!! Give me some strength to speak to her!!" With a thinking and fear of losing her raghav made his way to home

Gauri opens the door with a wide smile thinking of at least today raghav had confessed his feelings for kalpi, but her smile faded when she saw broken raghav,not wanting to hurt him more,gauri give her way to him

New day new beginning with a new hope, as usual after getting himself ready to meet kalli raghav made his way but stopped in midway when Sammy says " do you want me to come raghav??" ,raghav stares Sammy with confusion, Sammy says with a serious face " I know raghav today also your not going go propose her, at least let me come with you may be I can help you" ,raghav with a determined face " there is no need fur that Sammy,whatever it is I'm going to propose her today " determined raghav

While driving his Royal Enfield bike ,raghav eyes caught glimpse of his angel.. His kalpi " seems like she is Waiting for someone?? Whom they are??" Whispers raghav with confusion, raghav stands nearly five minutes with a safe distance " why are you waiting for raghav?? Go and propose her,!! If you weren't at least try to be friend with her!!" Mumbling that raghav approach kalpi, but he stopped in his track when one guy ran and hugged kalpi from behind and leaving feather kisses on her neck, kalpi smiles with a blush " prem!! What are you doing ?? We are in public! " says kalpi with reddening face because of blushing, " so, is that sin to romance with your girlfriend and to be wife in public?? " prem said while kissing kalli on her cheeks,raghav mumbles with a tears broken bleeding heart " girlfriend?? To be wife??" , other side kalpi try to free herself from prem grip, but the more she try his grip became tight ,other side Raghav whole life and heart shattered into million of pieces, not even in his wildest dream he dreamt something like this, his every hope failed,his love..his life...his angel..his everything.. Became someone else's, raghav left there with a broken heart , uncontrollable tears Rolling on his cheeks, his eyes Reddened due to heavy crying session

Raghav reached his home with heavy bleeding heart, his face is reddened due to heavy crying session, gauri heart Skipped a beat seeing his state, Anyone can say by seeing his face that he is cried a hard ,gauri have tears in her eyes " what happened beta??" , without saying anything raghav fell on his knees and hug his mom tightly by her waist and buried his face deep into her tummy, and let out loud screams of crying " mom!! I miss her!! I miss my Angel...I want her in my life my mom...I want her..mom please do something I want her!! I want my Angel.. I want my soul back in my life!! I want to live my life with her!! " raghav screams in between cry, gauri heart skipped a beat seeing raghav at this broken state " what happened beta?? OK don't worry, tomorrow I'll go and speak to her about you, I'm sure she will accept your love" assured gauri while Wiping his tears , raghav nods in no " no mom,...no.. Nothing going to happen like this..she is already have someone in her life....she is in love with someone else" raghav completed with shivering tone. ,Gauri eyes widened with shock, her fear come true

Other side vikram eyes widened with shock who is just now entered in their home after finishing his meeting full of whole month at Calcutta, he rushed to his son ,and gekd his shoulder support him to stand " what happened rock star?? What happened my boy?? Why are you crying like this?? Please tell me you're scaring me!!" Asked vikram while caressing raghav cheeks with concern written all over his face , without saying anything raghav ran to his room and closed the doir with a sound which enclosed the full mansion, vikram with confused yet frowned face " what happened to him gauri??" , gauri stares floor, vikram shakes her shoulder " I'm asking to you gauri?? What happened to him??" ,gauri says slowly with tears " from the past more than one year he us in love with someone else!!" ,vikram mumbling with smile " my son is in love!! Really?? I'm so happy for him gauri!!"saying so vikram hugged gauri tightly with a happiness for his son, gauri says with a broken face " but she us in love with someone else!!" The moment gauri finished vikram broke the hug with a jerk " what??" He almost yelled in shock ,gauri nods and continued " he doesn't confessed his feelings for her!! After a lot of insistence by me he finally decided to propose her but she has someone already in her life" , they didn't able to done anything for their son raghav,but felt bad for him

It's has been more than a week, the fun,loving, caring,talkative raghav turn in to lifeless, he started to avoid Everyone. ,he started to went out before anyone would wake up and returned after everyone slept , gauri tried her level best to bring old Raghav back but nothing worked first this,as something is died inside his heart,he forget to smoke,he forget to interact with everyone, he lost himself completely , The worst conditions of raghav affect gauri more,she started to avoid her food ,and feeling restlessness for her son conditions, at the end she fall sick, but as usual , raghav stares empty dark sky with loneliness " what are you doing raghav?? What you have done for yourself?? " roared Sammy almost anger because if raghav carelessness, " how could I?? Sammy I missed her in my life!! I lost everything after that how could behave like nothing happened to me ??" ,Sammy put assure hands on his shoulder " I didn't ask you to forget your angel, I didn't ask you to move on in your life, but we want our old Raghav back " Sammy says with tears ," the raghav died Sammy" raghav says with broken voice, " what about your parents Raghav?? Your the one only son for them, do you really think they're happy by seeing you like this?? We didn't force you to move on raghav,but how many dsys you will be like this?? What about your parents feelings?? At least try to live for them ,you know what because of you gauri mom fall sick, she didn't ate anything last two days ,are you gappy seeing your mom like this??"

Raghav felt bad of gauri " it's all my fault Sammy, I failed as a lover...I failed as a son..I'm spoiler.." ,Sammy says immediately " no,raghav may be you failed as a lover but not as a son, you still have a chance to prove you are a best son" raghav felt ashamed being careless, what was my fault in that ?? What was my parents fault in that?? I think you're right Sammy, I'm going to fulfill my all responsibilities as a best son determined raghav

Flashback ends

Raghav with tears " you know mom,I'm not that much lucky ,first I lost my Angel then my dad , my life became cursed mom ...I'm cursed " crying raghav his heart out, gauri hugged raghav tightly and think" no raghav,you're not this time your not going to failed...I'll bring your angel in your life... Your happiness is matter to me" vowed gauri

Very emotional and painful update. Feel bad for raghav. He loves her a lot. Waiting next part.

Originally posted by: MadhuGupta

Very emotional and painful update. Feel bad for raghav. He loves her a lot. Waiting next part.

Very emotional nd heart touching update

Originally posted by: vanajaragna

Chapter 10

After wiping and composing herself gauri approach raghav with heavy heart while hardly try to cover her pain for seeing her son in hurt " raghav, my son what are you doing here at door of kalpi room??" Questioned gauri like she didn't know anything, other side raghav eyes widened with shock and he didn't expect gauri to be awake at this late night, while trying to cover his nervousness " mom, I just come here to see you only as I thought you were sleeping with kalpi because she is not feeling well" completed raghav with nervous, gauri thinks with tears " you know raghav you can't hide your pain front of me, I'm your mother " in loud " no raghav, I was sleeping in my room only, come let's have your dinner ,you didn't ate anything even at afternoon " saying so gauri about to walk towards dinning area but stopped " no ,mom I'm not feeling hungry, good night mom" saying so raghav walks to his bedroom but stopped " mom, dies kalpi had her dinner??" Question raghav out of concern yet love , gauri says with sigh " no,ragahv I tried my level best she didn't after all she lost everything " before she could completed ragahv interrupted " I know mom for that we didn't able to leave her like this,please mom it's my kind request to you take care of my kalpi.." Realizing what he said " I meant to say Kalpi " not wanting to be caught he went his room with long step

Raghav stares kalpi photo after taking this from his diary, " you know what kalpi?? Today I'm going to caught that bast*rd boy in my hands,but I missed ,I want to make his life like a more than hell kalpi,the one who snatched your every happiness, why don't you told me kalpi that you came here to Kill me? If you told me that I'm sure for your happiness I had killed myself, your happiness is more Important to me me kalpi, because of me you had so much pain and hurt my love became cursed for you " says raghav while tears Rolling on his cheeks " whom you're talking to raghav?? " hearing gauri voice behind him,Raghav eyes widened with shock and he wipes his tears quickly and try to compose himself but unfortunately his tears cooperate to him

Raghav " mom, you didn't sleep yet?? What happened to you mom.?? Is anything bothering you??" Asked raghav out of concern , gauri while starring raghav intentionally " yeah, raghav so many things bothering me, and the question in my mind didn't allowed me to sleep!" ,Raghav with confused face " what question mom?." , gauri sigh in determined no matter what today she is going to clear a her doubts, " do you know kalpi before raghav??" The moment gauri completed raghav eyes widened with shock, his body tensed because of the sudden out burst., but raghav not ready to be caught " no mom, I didn't saw her before? Why are asking me this mom??" Says raghav while looking here and there, but other side gauri not ready to leave raghav easily " is she the one reason of your lonely life?? Because of her you're not ready to marry yet? Answer my questions raghav! Please tell me that I'm over thinking about it, I don't want to see you in pain raghav,your one only family for ne , please tell me everything about you both raghav" cried gauri while Shaking raghav shoulder

Unable to control his emotions after that ,finally raghav hugged gauri tightly and cried his heart out " I love her mom..I love her" screams raghav with tears , gauri closed her eyes while tears leaving their way on her cheeks , " I love my kalli more than anyone mom ,more than myself, yes mom because of her still now I'm not married, how can I give her rights to someone else mom?? She became my breathe mom,she became my everything the day I meet her,she became my life but I'm not her love mom, I'm so unlucky mom, I lost her ,I lost my life, I'm not that much lucky to have her in my life ,my life became cursed mom without her..but I love her mom" raghav cried his heart out

Gauri with confused face ," if you love her early beta then what she was doing with prem?? Seriously I can't understand? Did she ditched you??but kalpi not kind of girl " raghav laifs his head on her lap and silent tears rolls on his cheeks ,and he sobs hardly " she didn't love me mom, even she didn't know my love for still now ,it's always me who love her ! You know mom how much I love because of my love I started to live with her in my dream and forget to propose her at right times " gauri closed her eyes and thinks sadly " why God?? Why you cursed my son life like this? You made him love kalpi more but you denied to bring her in my son life"

Flashback starts

Guys its flashback at raghav side not kalpi's

It's almost more than one year Angel, I started to love you to the core you know the way I dreamt about our life together I forget to propose you Angel, but I believe in God I'm sure he will sent you in my life, you know angel Sammy always tease me as he knew I'm in love but he doesn't know anything about you, still now you didn't even spare me a glance angel ,please angel tell me when will notice me ,every girls are ready to droll over me but my heart yearns for at least to get single glance from you , today at evening I'm going to come front of you " determined raghav while writing in his diary

" mom, I leaving now ,will come back later" says raghav while scrolling his mobile to his mom who is having chitchat with Sammy , gauri with confusing frown face " but ,raghav today is your college leave right??" Before raghav could answer for gauri question Sammy interrupted " yeah mom, but st.Mary college is not so raghav is going to see his angel ,am I right Raghav??" , raghav give shy smile to both, gauri with smile " hope today you will speak to her raghav, it's has been more than year,time didn't wait for anyone beta try to understand " gauri says concerned yet care for her son, before raghav could say " nothing goiyto happen like that mom, I bet today also raghav going to only steal a glance at his angel " Sammy teased raghav, other side gauri try to control herlaugh witnessing his son blushing redden face ,Sammy continued " seriously mom, if I know her then I'll tell her that my friend raghav crazily ,madky,truly in love with you " raghav says with smile " there is no need for that,how I'll propose her soon , " Sammy serious tone " you have to raghav, because our college life going to end at next week, and our life is not a film raghav where only hero and heroine ended up togeter but it's our life ,for your happiness you have to make any move ,hope you understand what I meant to say" Sammy says out of concern,raghav nods affirmatively and with a fear of losing his angel

Raghav stares kalpi who is waiting for bus in bus stop, it's has been more than thirty minutes that raghav starring her at safe distance , feeling someone gaze on her kalpi turn to see the person but the moment kalpi turn raghav hide himself behind the wall , may be it's my illusion!! " thinking that kalpi looking for bus, " why are you waiting here raghav?? Didn't you heard what Sammy and mom warned for?? Go and talk to her!! " with a self talk raghav walks to kalli with a slow steps, after two or three steps raghav felt utter nervous, and Hus normal heartbeat changed to a marathon race , feeling extremely scared ,nervous, and his breathe hitched to his throat with a long step he again reached the place where he belongs to ,behind the wall ,placing his palms against his chest where his heart beats for kalpi " why are you always to be hell nervous whenever I approach her? You know it's has been more than one year but the nervousness I had for her is not changed?? Why are you beating like this whenever I approach her?? Plss Jaan don't be nervous I want to talk to her, please cooperate with me, you will be happy na if I get her in my life, then behave like what I'm saying ok?!!" Raghav talks to his heart ,raghav gives sheepishly smile to the girl who is starring raghav with horrified, with a sigh of determined raghav slowly approach kalpi, but the moment he stand besides her and about to call her, she ran to the bus which is just now arrived

Feeling defeated raghav walks aimlessly in road, tears continuously Rolling on his cheeks ,I missed my chance ,today is the last day of her college if I didn't confessed my feelings for her then I'll miss her in my entire life, no..no I just don't want to live my life without her, she is my soul..she is my life...she is my everything.. Raghav fell on his knees and cried his heart our ..please god please help to to get my angel in my life, why you are playing in my life like this..you know na how much I love ..how much I want to be with her!! But my heart ?? Please god I beg you please tomorrow will be the last day of her college!! Give me some strength to speak to her!!" With a thinking and fear of losing her raghav made his way to home

Gauri opens the door with a wide smile thinking of at least today raghav had confessed his feelings for kalpi, but her smile faded when she saw broken raghav,not wanting to hurt him more,gauri give her way to him

New day new beginning with a new hope, as usual after getting himself ready to meet kalli raghav made his way but stopped in midway when Sammy says " do you want me to come raghav??" ,raghav stares Sammy with confusion, Sammy says with a serious face " I know raghav today also your not going go propose her, at least let me come with you may be I can help you" ,raghav with a determined face " there is no need fur that Sammy,whatever it is I'm going to propose her today " determined raghav

While driving his Royal Enfield bike ,raghav eyes caught glimpse of his angel.. His kalpi " seems like she is Waiting for someone?? Whom they are??" Whispers raghav with confusion, raghav stands nearly five minutes with a safe distance " why are you waiting for raghav?? Go and propose her,!! If you weren't at least try to be friend with her!!" Mumbling that raghav approach kalpi, but he stopped in his track when one guy ran and hugged kalpi from behind and leaving feather kisses on her neck, kalpi smiles with a blush " prem!! What are you doing ?? We are in public! " says kalpi with reddening face because of blushing, " so, is that sin to romance with your girlfriend and to be wife in public?? " prem said while kissing kalli on her cheeks,raghav mumbles with a tears broken bleeding heart " girlfriend?? To be wife??" , other side kalpi try to free herself from prem grip, but the more she try his grip became tight ,other side Raghav whole life and heart shattered into million of pieces, not even in his wildest dream he dreamt something like this, his every hope failed,his love..his life...his angel..his everything.. Became someone else's, raghav left there with a broken heart , uncontrollable tears Rolling on his cheeks, his eyes Reddened due to heavy crying session

Raghav reached his home with heavy bleeding heart, his face is reddened due to heavy crying session, gauri heart Skipped a beat seeing his state, Anyone can say by seeing his face that he is cried a hard ,gauri have tears in her eyes " what happened beta??" , without saying anything raghav fell on his knees and hug his mom tightly by her waist and buried his face deep into her tummy, and let out loud screams of crying " mom!! I miss her!! I miss my Angel...I want her in my life my mom...I want her..mom please do something I want her!! I want my Angel.. I want my soul back in my life!! I want to live my life with her!! " raghav screams in between cry, gauri heart skipped a beat seeing raghav at this broken state " what happened beta?? OK don't worry, tomorrow I'll go and speak to her about you, I'm sure she will accept your love" assured gauri while Wiping his tears , raghav nods in no " no mom,...no.. Nothing going to happen like this..she is already have someone in her life....she is in love with someone else" raghav completed with shivering tone. ,Gauri eyes widened with shock, her fear come true

Other side vikram eyes widened with shock who is just now entered in their home after finishing his meeting full of whole month at Calcutta, he rushed to his son ,and gekd his shoulder support him to stand " what happened rock star?? What happened my boy?? Why are you crying like this?? Please tell me you're scaring me!!" Asked vikram while caressing raghav cheeks with concern written all over his face , without saying anything raghav ran to his room and closed the doir with a sound which enclosed the full mansion, vikram with confused yet frowned face " what happened to him gauri??" , gauri stares floor, vikram shakes her shoulder " I'm asking to you gauri?? What happened to him??" ,gauri says slowly with tears " from the past more than one year he us in love with someone else!!" ,vikram mumbling with smile " my son is in love!! Really?? I'm so happy for him gauri!!"saying so vikram hugged gauri tightly with a happiness for his son, gauri says with a broken face " but she us in love with someone else!!" The moment gauri finished vikram broke the hug with a jerk " what??" He almost yelled in shock ,gauri nods and continued " he doesn't confessed his feelings for her!! After a lot of insistence by me he finally decided to propose her but she has someone already in her life" , they didn't able to done anything for their son raghav,but felt bad for him

It's has been more than a week, the fun,loving, caring,talkative raghav turn in to lifeless, he started to avoid Everyone. ,he started to went out before anyone would wake up and returned after everyone slept , gauri tried her level best to bring old Raghav back but nothing worked first this,as something is died inside his heart,he forget to smoke,he forget to interact with everyone, he lost himself completely , The worst conditions of raghav affect gauri more,she started to avoid her food ,and feeling restlessness for her son conditions, at the end she fall sick, but as usual , raghav stares empty dark sky with loneliness " what are you doing raghav?? What you have done for yourself?? " roared Sammy almost anger because if raghav carelessness, " how could I?? Sammy I missed her in my life!! I lost everything after that how could behave like nothing happened to me ??" ,Sammy put assure hands on his shoulder " I didn't ask you to forget your angel, I didn't ask you to move on in your life, but we want our old Raghav back " Sammy says with tears ," the raghav died Sammy" raghav says with broken voice, " what about your parents Raghav?? Your the one only son for them, do you really think they're happy by seeing you like this?? We didn't force you to move on raghav,but how many dsys you will be like this?? What about your parents feelings?? At least try to live for them ,you know what because of you gauri mom fall sick, she didn't ate anything last two days ,are you gappy seeing your mom like this??"

Raghav felt bad of gauri " it's all my fault Sammy, I failed as a lover...I failed as a son..I'm spoiler.." ,Sammy says immediately " no,raghav may be you failed as a lover but not as a son, you still have a chance to prove you are a best son" raghav felt ashamed being careless, what was my fault in that ?? What was my parents fault in that?? I think you're right Sammy, I'm going to fulfill my all responsibilities as a best son determined raghav

Flashback ends

Raghav with tears " you know mom,I'm not that much lucky ,first I lost my Angel then my dad , my life became cursed mom ...I'm cursed " crying raghav his heart out, gauri hugged raghav tightly and think" no raghav,you're not this time your not going to failed...I'll bring your angel in your life... Your happiness is matter to me" vowed gauri

I can't handle Kalpi being with another person, worse of all Prem nor Raghav being with anyone else. However, I am looking forward to Ragna uniting down the line. I can't take Kalpi being in pain for whatever reason, but I can't say I'm sad that Prem is dead. I know I'm being a hypocrite but I'm just being an honest Ragna fan. Raghav being hurt because he's inlove with Kalpi, who's inlove with someone else is just heart breaking. I hope they find healing, together, with each other. For Kalpi this is going to be a long road but maybe when she finds out that Raghav has always loved her even before she was married to Prem that might soften her as I think she'll be adamant to keep Prem's memories alive.

Looking foward to the next update, soon. 😉😉😉😉

I've found the beginning of this story and I love it even more. It's very emotional. I still worry as I don't see Ragna coming together because Kalpi's so much into Prem. I also fear that she might blame Raghav for being the reason she lost Prem. His feelings for her made her the target, she lost her husband and child because he's in love with her. That's reason enough for Kalpi to want to get away from him. Please update, can't wait for more.