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Tanya: Manan..

Hmmm' I replied nd looked in her eyes there was no regret there nly love..

Promise me that u will look after Ayush no matter what happns, keep him safe, healthy nd will never let evn my brother's shadow to fall on him..i looked at her curiously nd was abt to say her something bt she shut me by keeping her fragile finger on my lips nd said jus promise me nd extended her shivering hand which I took hold of nd squeezed it'she jus smiled nd kissed me lightly on my lips nd heaved sigh'I dint know that..it will be be her last breath!...!

Virat closed the Diary..he was already in tears nd was breathing heavily he knew he wanted some fresh air nd water to drown what ever he have read nw!he need to be out some where nw!Virat dint evn think twice b4 grabing his jacket ,car keys nd went out on a long drive without a destination..no. of thoughts on his mind nw..he wanted answers nd only this diary can give him bt he doesn't have strength to open it again read it''.he stepped on sudden break nd the car stopped he stepped out of the car ..

He stood there all alone strong wind blowing from all the sides'it was strong enough to move a person It was as if he could hear the sound of the strong wind could sense its direction from the sound itself.bt it dint have any effect on him ..his inner mind was in a turmoil..guilt was eating him alive..he was not there when she needed him the most..he left her alone in her misery without holding her hand when she needed someone to hold it'she always trusted him to be there for her bt he was nt there'he slowly sat there in the mud in darkness the only light coming from the tower near by'he sat there lifeless cursing himself nd fate for playing such a cruel game with Manvi nd all others'hw silly he has been to think abt his family nd everyone to be happy nd staying away from them'he wanted to do something put the burden on someone else bt he no he was to blame that he dint care to turn back nd see what was happning in his loved ones life'!he deserved to go thru all the pain that his family mainly Manvi has undergone nd he opened the diary with a new determination nd a promise to keep everyone happy!

I wanted to die the moment when I burned my wife bt no that will be an easy escape fr me..i will have to suffer for making her suffer nd I knew I lost everything nd went into depression mode..bt all the while forgetting abt the lil angel my Tanya gifted me bt then there was another angel to look after him Manvi whom god have send to me 'she was there with me thru all the bad times..when she could have easily left me nd Ayush there bt she dint..she stood by me.she bought me back to what I really im.nd also showed me Ayush nd said everything is nt yet over nd hw right she has been!Got a notice from the court today asking for Ayush's custody by Reddy's!

19^th Jan 2009

Todays court adjourned after hearing the verdict from both the sides nd nw im scared nd nw I understood why Tanya made me promise as to not evn let her brothers shadow fall on our child nd I will keep the promise no matterwhat I had to do!

22^nd jan 2009

IM A BLOODY ORPHAN WHO CANT LOOK AFTER MY OWN CHILD! NW THEY WILL TAKE MY CHILD AWAY FROM ME BCOZ I DON'T HAVE A FAMILY, I DON'T HAVE A WIFE ND I DON'T HAVE MONEY! Manvi stood by me nd tried to calm me down nd if im nt wrong im sure Viren was calling her back to hrishikesh bt she was hiding it from me nd nw I was selfish I wanted someone nw to keep me sane!

13^th Feb 2009

Yesterday court has decided to give their final verdict on this case 1^st march nd I know its against me..Reddy's were so powerful that they can buy all the laws bt here Reddy's dint evn use their power they jus went by normal norms nd that was enough to keep my child away from me!i wont be able to keep my final promise to my Tanya'I will loose my child jus like hw I lost Tanya..after all all the points laid by the Reddy's were true im a bas***d my family have left me in a orphanage nd immediately my hand circled on that pendant which I have always treasured..Guruji has always told me that no matter what others say abt me or my mother he knows that somewhere there was a women who loved him bt nw he hated it he jus removed the chain nd tossed it nd turned back bt I noticed Manvi taking the pendant in her hand with shocked expression nd inspecting it nd from yesterday onwards she is been acting weird as if she was hiding something bt what can she hide from me?

1^st march 2009

This may be my last diary entry..bcoz my Advocate has already told me that we have lost this case nd I will have to hand over my child my baby to those Reddy's nd I cant let that happn'I cant let that ruthless ppl destroy my boy'cant let them torture my baby for my mistake which I don't regret'I wont let them touch my boy with their blood stained hands nd to stop them evn if I have to stoop to their level I will do it'I will kill all the Reddy's and their followers from that court itself nd will surrender my self to the justice ..im sure Guruji nd the Ashram will look after Ayush then there is Manvi im sure she will visit him once in a while nd make sure he is happy..I will make her promise nt to tell him abt his father as a prisoner bt as Dr Manan who was dead along with his mother!yes I will do that bt I know Manvi she was definitely hiding something evn though she knows that we will loose the case there was no tension in her eyes infact she seemed relax as if she knows something is gonne change nd its going to be a happy ending!

1^st March 2009

Manvi Chaudhry I don't know what she is??Is she really an angel send by the god or is she god himself bcoz that's only he can think nw! She has done the impossible she has given him back everything'His baby, his love, him nd a new Family!Hw can anyone be so selfless she was ready to enter into a contract with Reddy's as they wanted that she will look after Ayush as a mother wont marry or deliver another child of her own for next 5yrs Inorder to fulfill Reddy's one condition of having someone like a mother fig bt when court asked her abt who will vouch for her there she breaks the news to me nd the entire court of me being a Vadhera nd my family will vouch for me??I haven't talk to her after that Swamini Vadhera my mother?im in no condition to talk to anyone!bt I trust Manvi ''

15^th March 2009

We are going back to hrishikesh today'its Dabbu's mrg 2mrw nd then we don't have much time we will have to convince Vadhera's that im their blood nd will have to convince them to vouch for me nd all this have to be done b4 25^th march'Manvi was excited to go back she hasn't seen her family for more than a yr nw'jeevika nd her babies nd then dabbu's mrg bt I was scared nervous and what not??Manvi convinced me that im vadhera nd told me abt the same pendant that I nd Swa..Meri maa share..she evn said that hw much she my mother loves me nd miss me'it all look like a film story to me bt I don't care I jus want my baby to be with me for that im im ready to do anything!

20^th march 2009

Im shocked as to what happnd nd what is happening! When we reached hrishikesh heard abt Guruji's bad health went to see him bt manvi insisted on taking Ayush with her'when I reached chaudry household there was something else going on everyone was pointing their fingers at manvi's character nd I couldn't see that nd I confessed it to everyone that the baby is mine bt then I saw her my mother for the first time I dint know what I felt that moment bt for some reason it seemed perfect..nd I knew it that she is my mother bt what surprised me was the warmth nd love for me in her eyes for me'..she loved me nd I knew she accepted me that moment itself'nw im in vadhera household the whole family accepted me as their son nd Manvi's husband which I wont take it!

23^rd mrch 2009

Told maa the entire truth from the very begning abt manvi ,Tanya nd Ayush bt she was cool nd she said sorry to me that I had to go thru all this 'I jus nodded my head nd left this is all new to me'she will leave with us to Mumbai to vouch for me today itself!

25^th March 2009

Manvi signed the contract though I tried to stop her telling that its incest bcoz I consider her as my sister..she jus laughed and said we are nt getting married Manan im jus signing a contract nd u know if I sign it or nt im nt gone leave Ayush nd U'then Maa suggested us to continue with the Husband wife game as that will keep everyone happy including the society nd nw everything is back on track for me'I got more than what I expected my baby, a loving family nd everything I was happy more than happy bt I wish all the ppl around me will also be as happy as iamb t no their happiness lies in someone else VIRAT!where was he??nd Manvi she has changed a lot nw the only time I see the old Manvi is when she is Virat's room talking to his stuff's or when someone else is talking abt Virat the old glint in her eyes is back at that time'she has given me all the happiness I wish I could give her back bt I know for all the things she has done to me only one man equals to it nd Its VIRAT!

Virat Singh Vadhera where u are come back soon bcoz its never late when it comes to Manvi Chaudry!

A drop of tear fell then another and then a whole lot of tears smudging the yr old ink bt he dint stop the tears this time'he let it flow , he let his guilt burn him, it was like acid burning his soul bt it was slow very very slow by burning each nd every part of him without leaving a scar , he waited for it to end bt it dint then it hitted him the only cure for this pain was Manvi Chaudry nd her happiness'Virat closed the diary nd promised himself to bring back the old Manvi , to bring back his dedfutiya nd he promised Manan that he will make everything Right nd thanked his brother for openingb his eyes!!