I don't know why still I am doing this, if they are going to die in some days. But I can't stop myself to think about them, to analyze their action and to write about my feelings when they are in pain. When I watched Tuesday's episode, I didn't know the horrible news of their death. I enjoyed that wonderful episode so much that I thought about writing an essay on them. But it seems that, just like Rantara is going to go in their afterlife phase within a few days, my writing potential is also gone somewhere. But I tried to write something about Rantara today.
Sometimes silence speaks volume. In Rantara scene, there was not enough dialogues and but there were oceans of emotions. Antara was trying so hard to avoid him, to hate him, to hurt him with her words. But she couldn't ignore his undying hope for her. Hope. Yes, this was the whole thing of this scene. Her constant protest, anger and the shower of hatred could not make his love weak. He pinned to her wounded hand and she pinned to her wounded heart. She shoved him to show her despise to him and he continuously pulled her toward himself to show his love for her. He was putting med in her hand but it aided straight her heart, to pacify her, to give her that peace for which her soul was longing. But her mind was not letting Raghu to reach to her soul again. She was afraid that, if he would again penetrate in her heart, he would get to know that he is the one who is ruling over there. She didn't want to show her vulnerability to him. She didn't want to him to see that even now she prays to God for one hope that she can forgive him.
Raghu was hurt too. When she saw his blood, all her arrogance and hatred fell flat on floor for one moment. She spontaneously reached for the first aid and by throwing that med to him, she told him to apply it on his hand. When he didn't do that, she started crying silently in the corner of the room. Nikita has gone so far in acting. It really makes me wonder that what a good actor she has become. Her every emotion as Antara touched me here and there were really a great variety of emotions here.
When Antara reminded him of her broken heart, Raghu didn't like it. He didn't like the fact that, in his hand so many blunders have happened. First, Dr. Kaul's death and then Antara's heart breaking. He tried to leave but the door didn't let him. In this case, I think if Raghu tried hard, breaking the door was no difficult task for him but may be he himself didn't want to leave this chance of spending some times with Antara . God knows if he would get this time back again at all. He stopped there.
Then came my second favourite scene of this episode. Raghu's felt desire to be with her again, to touch her, to take her in his arms, to admire her. All his desire got triggered by that slightest touch of Antara when she was about to slip. That twirling was looking very real and that burning of Sattya's pic(though it won't make any sense as we all know what is going to happen but still ) symbolized his destruction by Rantara's passionate love. Raghu's crashing that pic with his feet gave me pleasure.
When Antara tried to phone someone to inform about this locked room incident, Raghu was looking like he was hit by a thunder. It hurt him that Antara was not feeling comfortable with him in this room which was not true. When he saw her in the darkness of sadness, he kept that candle near her. He is always the light of her life and he will always be.
Ek baar aaja mere paas Miss Kaul, main tereko kahi jane nahi dunga, maine tujhr dhoka nahi diya,KISMAT ne hume dhoka diya.-Isn't hope saying here??
The moment he saw Antara is afraid of thunder, he forgot all his anger and walked to her. Then came my most favourite scene of the episode. She rejected his touch like thousand times, but still he didn't stop. He continued to nurture her, his heart was breaking into millions of pieces each time she rejected but he didn't lose hope. And he succeed. She responded. She gave in. And she found peace. She received his love for one moment and it was his victory.
As she didn't let him do her bandage, he did it when she was asleep. Though he himself was wounded, his hand was bleeding, his heart was aching-he did it. When his hand was full in blood during his sleep, Antara felt it and woke up from her sleep. She cried her heart out when she saw that Raghu preferred aiding her pain to his own. She was startled to see bandage in her hand when his hand was bleeding badly. And that moment was my third favourite scene when she melted in this gesture of him and returned back to bed to spend the rest of the night by facing toward his face only.
Like Rantara, we also should not lose our hope. If we can make Rantara alive then it's our victory but if not, then well we should cherish these last days of their life so that they always remain in our heart like evergreen eternal couple. I hope that, since they are alive in this show, the episodes will be good. It's Rantara magic that pulled me here, otherwise I was thinking to take a break from the show because I can't watch them dying but I couldn't avoid the hunger of watching them once again on screen. So I watched today's episode. Antara bajaofied band of both DM and Sattu. She made it clear to DM that she can't be manipulated and she made Sattya understand in quite impressively rude way that-Stop being delusional. My reaction to Raghu and my reaction to you won't be same in things. Because I have tremendous love for Raghu in my heart, for that I hate him so much for breaking his promise. But whatever you do, I don't care because I have no feeling for you.
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