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"I found his attention to be sinful overwhelming". I thought.
"We are stuck in this Jungle for good time now, Rakshit kuch karo..." his mother frustratingly requested.
As the whole family was stuck in the woods during the route to Ooty for vacations by bus.
"Maine toh pehle hi kaha tha, we should take flight" he replied to her, stroking his forehead.
On the other side, Preeto Masi narrowed her eyes on me as we both know who she was,then.
"It's good for us that she made this plan of vacation, will be easy to finish her here than have an excuse to kill her in the house" Divya whispered in my ears. But my concentration was hugely disturbed, I couldn't concentrate on that situation, I was overlooked by someone else, no matter how hard I tried to ignore Mr. Shergil, he was gazing at me through all. His confidence and his attitude of "give a damn to all" irritated me to infinite.
"How can he..?" I rustled, but Divi heard it and questioned..
"He..?who?"
I tried to ignore " kuch nai"
"Di, are you alright?" she got concerned.
"Haan..haan, I was thinking of something else.."
" Aap abhi kuch kaise soch sakte, we have to think to finish this game of Preeto" Divi wanted my complete attention but she was called and she left with Shekhar. He might needed her help as he knew who we are, how easy it was for them to stay with each other as they don't have to hide anything from him, I thought, being happy about my sister.
And here, someone was having steely control over me, just his eyes on me and it gives twitch to my stomach. He walked through all towards me, I didn't want to talk to him. I take my exit from there as no one has any intentions to look at me for once apart from Preeto and Divi and they too were busy among others. For no reason I was heaving, I walk out a little from the family crowd, wanted to be out of his sight. I rested myself on a tree, throwing my head back and closing eyes in rhythm.
"What are you doing to me Mr.Shergil?" I sighed.
"What am I doing to you?" He was closing in, keeping his hands on my either sides. He was heaving too.
"Don't" I brought a control to our closure.
He was not one of any who listen. " Don't what?" he said in his husky deep voice.
There is an awkward silence, my blood was flowing with a speed of light and I started feeling the pressure between my legs.
His lips were so close of mine as if they were giving me oxygen for my life. He followed my every facial moment.
"I can't tamp down this urge, Drishti" he bloated.
" Don't do this to me, please" I cut off his desire. "We can't do this, we aren't meant for this" I said softly.
" Why?" he asked seeing a tinge of tear in my eyes. Our voice was as low as the sound of a leaf just shifting from its place.
"Rakshit, please!...",
"I like my name from your mouth" he said cutting me off, cutting all my control of resisting him.
None of us can deny the fact that we both have a longing for each other. And I dropped my face hitting his nose.
Involuntarily, I placed my hand on to his waist, near his belt and he shifted his lips on my head and pressed gently, giving me a blow of kiss.
There was a sudden realization and I softly pushed him back, he got disorient and fell. I ran from there and mixed with the family again.
You have stolen every bit of my comfort Mrs.Shergil, you have to pay for it, only thought that crossed Rakshit's head.
He mutters on his own then "I know you love me, I know I affect you, only thing that I don't know is what makes you run away from me, everytime." He further adds to himself.."before we leave this Jungle, I will make sure you tell me how much I affect you and admit it, it's getting hard for me to have your ignorance all the time....."
"Rakshit...." someone shouted from the family.
"Coming..!" He replied.
When he reached back into the group, he completely ignored me. I was satisfied. I didn't want to a Mr.Shergil with all love and make love feelings. Whatever we had in stock, we started grabbing and distributing each other as everyone felt hungry. We needed to eat, as I was serving his favorite dish, his mother asked me to pour some onto his plate, as if that was the last thing he would need eat. When I reached him, he cut the servings, "I don't want" he turned his plate away. His voice was laced with frustration and I didn't like it. I went ahead to serve others and my head was banging internally with his "I don't want".
I got completely lost from the surrounding and there Divi came and said "I have arranged a plan to kill her". She eyed me to look at some old woods behind Rakshit. There Shikhar was standing with a matchbox, a well next to him and some nets in the air. Shikhar knew how to track her down and we had to work on this plan. I moved my focus from Rakshit's back to him and saw him staring at me, he might have felt I was looking at him again.
" Theek hai, kya karna hai" I shifted my unconcentrated gaze to Divi to understand the plan but I was listening it with an ear and it was going out from the other as my head had only Rakshit. I looked back again to him. He didn't look aside. He grimace with anger, his eyes shot blood red.
Divi told me " everybody will take some rest after food, we will take out sometime afterwards for this plan....we have to make sure she doesn't harm anyone else." I nodded to her command.
It was almost dark and everybody moved here and there but not too far. Someone went to look for the mechanic, some people slept, some were busy with their phones and some were playing. Rakshit went into the other direction on road. I followed him, he was trying his phone to to call for help.
"Ab kyun piche piche aa rahi ho" he questioned me without looking at me as if he smelled my presence near him.
"Aapko kaise pata chala"
" Tumhare bare mein sab kuch pata hai mujhe"
"Matlab?... Kya pata hai aapko" I rolled my eyes, nervous.
" that you love me..," my jaw dropped open, he further added "I affect you" and "you don't want this relationship"
...my heart started racing on his words.."how can you say that?"
"Coz we just experienced" replied straight to me.
I gulped hard on his reaction and preconceived notions, he was not wrong though, he didn't know what I was there for but he was not right either.
"No one's available" he fidget his phone after having failed attempts to call someone for help. He looked up to see how dark the clouds were.
"Kaise lagta hai, jab dil jude bina hi tut jate hai...?" his howl expressed extreme emotions.
"You have no idea, how it feels Mr.Shergill...trust me you have no idea" I said, remembering what all I was going through.
"Does it pain at heart?" he asked calming his emotions.
"Yes" I said, confirming his questions about our mutual feelings.
"koi baat hai jo tum bata nahi sakti mujhe?" he asked, I raised my eyes to him. He closes his lips taking breaths in. I could understand how much he wanted me and how much I wanted him.
"Aap se kuch mangna hai mujhe?"
"Bolo" he turned his eyes towards me after looking up for so long.
He waited for me to speak as my lips opened but words were not coming out of it, I wasn't able to speak what I wanted, our separation.
He waited for a while, to surprise me, he pulled me towards him and brought me very close, in volunteering the pull, my hands landed on his chest.
"Bolo" he longed for my wish whereas my lips trembled. My heart was racing. My blood shot high with his closeness. He started rubbing me with his. I couldn't understand how high our emotions we're when he just wanted to keep me in his arms.
"Bologi nahi toh chodunga nahi.."
"Aap .?"
"Aap..?" He asked.
"Aap galat kar rahe hai.." my mouth spelled otherwise to what my eyes spoke.
He said with mixed emotions and his longings "aisa lag nahi raha mujhe, warna tum it a kanmp nahi rahi hoti"
" Aap kyun kar rahe hai aise?" I rested my question.
" Because you make feel go upside down, don't I do same to you?" he pushed his words...I felt numb on his question and sigh.
"What do you want?" I asked..
"Admit!" he answered.
"What?" I asked further...
"That you love me!" I gulped hard.
"Aur aap..?" I raised my eyes to him and he went right lipped for a while but blew out his words soft on my side, bending close to me.
"Know yourself.."
This brings out an awkward silence in between us. He didn't, I didn't move, felt the air didn't move and he rushed his words "am waiting...."
I turned my face to meet his lips..our lips were open, our eyes were on each other, we were breathing each other, I could sense his need of me and he sensed mine, we were still testing each other to take the step. My control on my cascading feelings were necessary, I knew my powers were stopping me. If it wasn't my preternatural power beholding me, I would have given up on him by then. But I failed to understand how he was stopping himself.
In-between my thoughts, he spoke in my mouth " why don't you go ahead?", I closed my eyes and pushed him.
But he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to him.
"Don't do it....I request you, please." I pleaded. He started sliding his hands on my arms, he continued to slide on my waist to the center of my bottoms and he stopped, making me heave heavy.
"May I proceed?" he waited for me to reply, little he knew, my words are not ready to come out.
"Allow me Drishti..." he begged. I shudder underneath him, pulses of electric pleasure shooting through every nerve in my body.
"Allow me...!", I was unable to speak, my blood was racing, speaking at that moment when I was experiencing alot at a time, was difficult.
"Bhai ..the bus is ready now.." Shikhar shouted from far, breaking us apart. I turned to face, finally giving a sigh of relief.
He was not relieved. His eyes expressed his emotions, he wanted me in back in his arms.."Bhai...the bus is ready, come fast!" I turned to the side of voice. He became childlike....I grabbed his arms, he resisted to move from there but I had to pull him and we walked.
All of us reached to our rooms at the hotel, Divya was upset that we couldn't workout our plan to kill and when she is upset, she doesn't listen to me, but hen also, she did the same. She and Shikhar went into their room like everyone else. I and Rakshit came into ours, a big suit just for us in Ooty. There was a balcony attached to our suite and he preferred to be out there. There was a gazebo like shed. Our suitcases were in already, the helper helped in switching on the television. Since it was a silent place, the voice echoed. There was Kuch kuch hota hai going on, the famous dumb charades, Srk's famous "I love you" sounded like Rakshit's feeling, he turned his face towards me. I noticed that it was cold and he didn't wear anything apart from his shirt and pants. I took out a jacket from his bag and went to him. By the time, the most romantic scene of the film started giving raising our own emotions, the BG music played for us then, I kept his jacket on the ledge, sideways and I turned back to return to our room but he grabbed my wrist and swirls me over, I was in his arms...I looked into his eyes, he didn't speak, I didn't speak, I raised my head up, back, giving him permission which he desired and he nudged his nose on my neck turned into soft kisses. He picked me up, brought me onto our bed but before placing me over there..." Am I allowed..?", he asked.
"Aur kaise batao..?"....and the rest is what is called "making out".
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