Uday feared losing her, He loved her so much he could die for her. He was so angry that he could kill the person who came close to her. He was so attached to her. He was confused when it came to choosing between what he was expected to do, and what he wanted to do. He was helpless as he could do nothing about it, simply nothing. He could not stay with her, but he could not leave her either. He wanted to free himself from her, but he was still tied to her and so he wanted to destroy himself and burn in her love. - Rockstar, Aur Ho