here are 2 more...and i really want to write more but it would be of no use if u all don't like these...so plz hit like if u like these...and thanks a lot for reading these 😃
3. The tears rolled down my cheek...and i just couldn't stop them from escaping my eyes...i try every day not to break...i've always got up every time i've fallen...but today...i'm not sure if i can
take it anymore...why did it happen??...why does it has to happen with me???...what is my fault??...that i've tried so hard...i really need a break...i just wish he would be here with me right
now...why did he had to go??...why coudn't he be here when i need him the most??...what are you thinking manyata...u don't need him...right??...but i just want...i just wish he would be here...i
wish he'd know what i'm going through...what i'm feeling but how could he??...he's not here...he has gone...what is happening to me???...am i??...no..
before she could reach a conclusion for her feelings a hand interrupted her thoughts...*he came back??*...a relief surged over all her body...but she felt nothing special...the touch made her feel
nothing like it used to...wat had changed??...maybe it was because she had felt the touch after a while...she threw these thoughts away...because even though her face screamed sadness...the
reassurance of his hand overpowered it...
she really wanted to hear his voice but there was just silence...so she decided to break it..."thank god you came back...i really want to talk to you...but everyone must be really worried at
home...can you take me back home uday???"
the hand backed off...did she just called him uday??...no!!...this could not be possible...it must be a slip of tongue...she could not have wanted him to be here..."moniya!!"
she turned around...her smile gone...her face went grim...*oh no...what was i thinking...i called akash uday...it's all uday's fault...can he not stay away from my mind for even a little
while???...if this continues i'm sure i'll be calling everyone uday in a few days*
there were so many expressions on her face but every expression overpowered the other so fast that it seemed like her face showed nothing...there was embarrasment...for what she had just
done...sadness...seeing that it was akash and not uday...guilt...that she had hurt akash yet once again...or guilt that she wanted uday to be there instead of akash??...shock...at her thoughts
and desires...fear...for how would she fix the situation...but there had been something else as well...an unknown feeling which very well accompanied the emptiness within her...which was giving rise to infinite other feelings which had so long been masqueraded as nothing...but the same nothing was overloading her with so many unknown feelings...that it was suffocating her...her thoughts were drowning her deeper and deeper and she was ready to lose herself when his voice suddenly snapped her out of it..."moniya...moniya!!!"
all was gone...just fear and guilt stood beside her...she had to say something...she had to fix it for now...and fast...and so she decided...she decided to lie...to him and to herself...but little did she
know that the spark she freed today in her heart made the truth lose it's mask...and it has already started the journey...to find her...to confront her...and the journey was going to be short...really really short...!!!
4.Uday's room
J: Good morning uday!!!
Uday: What are you here for now j?
J: oh c'mon uday...i just wanted to make sure that you are alright...i know
uday shook his head in disgust...and then suddenly his eyes went to his side table...it was the same yet one thing for missing...he got up and looked around the room...underneath his bed...the corners...every area...even in the places he knew he will find nothing...
J: what are you looking for uday??
Uday: there was a jar on my side table
J: oh that old piece of crap
Uday looked at her furiously
*how could she call it crap?*
J:it was ruining the look of your room...so i got rid of it...no need to say thanks..
Uday: since when do you have the right to do changes in my room j?? (he grabbed her arms)...it was not a piece of crap j...where is it???
J: what are you doing uday??...leave me...you're hurting me uday...why do you even care for that jar??
*He cared for it because it was special...very very special...has always been...it has been lying on his side table for years...been with him for years...glinting...everytime sun's rays fell on it...how
could he forget the day he got it...(Flashback)
Manyata: Happy birthday Uday!!!!
Uday:(as he hugged her) Thank you Manyata
Manyata: I have soething for you
Uday: what?
Manyata: your gift of course stupid(she said laughing)
She gave him a jar...an empty jar
Uday:(confused) what is this manyata??
Manyata:come with me
They went outside and she held the jar up
Manyata:last week i went out with papa...i caught it...because i really love sunlight...and this for you because i know you do too
*It was the same year she got lost...he had always kept the jar with him because every morning it gave him hope and determination to find her...it was the only thing he had of hers...it was her
reminder...what she said back then was right...he does love sunlight...and "she was the sunlight of his life"*
Uday:( releasing J) u will not understand it J...now where is the jar?