*~H.G.O.R.C. #548~*- $~Invites Only~$ - Page 51

phir bhe galat hai yaar. baad me kisi ne edit karna ho to kese hoga?

ya to eysi koi option he nahi ya mujhe dikh nahi rahi. lol

bhar me jaye cc549 me to hoga

kal shaam se main ne kisi ki yadain dekhi. bohot acha laga.

phir nend aney lagi. kabhe mobile hath se gir jata tha to kabhe eyes close, eyse he karte karte pata he nahi chala bohot time nikal geya tha shaye 9 PM,

or funny baat ye thi ke mujhe koi 10 minutes ke andar hosh a jata tha dar se ke kahin main ne nend me koi mesg type to nahi kiya? phir calls me ja kar check karta tha ke kahin nend me call to nahi kar di.

dar lagta hai to yehi kaam karta raha main 3 hours, loool

phir jab ache se hosh aya to phir se dekha ke kahin koi call to nahi ki main ne .

main ne bohot dooor ki sochi hai

agar kisi din main ne sachi me nend me call kar di to kya hoga?eysa to soch ke bhe dar lagta hai yaar

problem ye hai ke main ne to nend me hona haito mujhe to pata he nahi chale ga ke kya bola tha main neor kese bola thaor dosri taraf se jo gussa hogawo bhe nahi pata chale ga

kiyon ke nend me hova to kese pata chale ga

phir wo 1000 baar shut up bole main ne to nend me hona hai

phir baad main hosh me a kar dekhon ga ke haila call ki thi main nelekin ye pata he nahi hoga ke call me kya bola or kya suna

eysa ho chuka hai 1 baar. kisi ko special call nahi ki thi, apne dost se baat kar raha tha, call 1 hour+ ho gayi or mujhe nend a gayi. phir nend me main ne apne dost ko bhootni samjh liya tha,

jaldi he hosh aya to os ne kaha ansar are u ok? main ne kaha kya sorry nend me chala geya tha, phir os ne bataya ke main ne kya bola thazeyada nahi bola tha jaldi he hosh a geya tha,

to yehi main soch raha hoonke jis din sachi me sahi person ko call kar di os ne mera kyaaaaaaaa hogaaaaaa

raat sari meri bohot mushkil me guzri...

koi 4 hours tak pain hota raha chest me, theek wahan jahan dil hai.. main ne 4 hours me koi 2 hours tak to shower he liya , walk ki ghar me he, raat thi to bahir nahi ja sakta tha.. but pain ne kaha aj nahi jana..

main jaldi he hospital jane wala hoon,ye bhe ho sakta hai ke duniya se chala jaon

is toote hove dil ke sath or kitna survive kar loon ga yaar main, lol

toy ki kismat me 2 he batain hoti hain, jab tak koi khelna chahe dil laga kar khelta hai,

or jab Ap useless ho jao to phir khelne ke kaam kya ana Ap kisi ko yaad bhe nahi rehte.

phir bus yehi yaad rehta hai ke kabhe hum bhe kisi ke khelne ke kaam aye they,

kisi ne apni zindagi ke 2 saal has kar guzaar liye or reason bane Ap jo os ke khelne ke kaam to aye, lol

ye hoti hai useless toy ki story.💔

2021 ki snow mere hath se nikal gayi yaar..💔 mujhe PNS april ke baad jana chahiye tha..

mujhe rain or snow kitni pasand hai koi soch bhe nahi sakta❤️

mera dil kar raha hai long drive pe jaon. or jahan snow hai wahan jaon, i dont care jitna bhe door kiyon na ho.

is fever or baki health jaye bhar me mujhe bus snow dekhni hai.❤️❤️❤️

ye meri soch hai ke agar Ap kuch chaho dil se or haar na maano to Ap ko koi rok he nahi sakta.

haan agar zindagi chali jaye to phir or baat hai, lol

or kabhe kabhe kuch chezain Ap ki marzi se nahi hotin. os me dosri side se thora sa sath chahiye hota hai ya kam se kam wo bus *yes* keh de to yehi kafi hota hai,

beshak pyaar he kiyon na ho, jitni bhe problems hon sab ho jata hai agar koi karne ka soche ya kam se kam dosre ko to karne de,

jese na os naagin ne kuch kiya na mujhe karne diya,

or dosri batain jin ka taluq bus Ap se hai wahan na to kisi ki help or na he kisi ke *yes* ki zaroart ho wo kaam Ap ko karne se koi rok he nahi sakta.

main abhe osi stage pe hoon, jo kuch bus main he kar sakta hoon wo mujhe karne se koi rok nahi sakta, main wo kar ke rehta hoon.

mera bachpan se 1 record raha hai, wo kaam jo mujhe lage ke ye ho to sakta hai lekin shayed main nahi kar sakta trust me main ne kabhe os pe 1 sec bhe apni life ka waste nahi kiya.

always wohi kaam start kiya jo mere dil ne kaha ke ye ho jayega,

to yahan main kisi pe ilzaam nahi lagaon ga, kiyon ke jis naagin ki soch he chotti ho os pe kya blame karna, lol

wo mujhe koi 1 solid reason nahi de saki kabhe bhe, but mere paas 1 nahi, 10 nahi pure 100 hain. eysi batain hain jis se wo maane ya na maane but meri on 100 baton me point hai,

or ye koi 50 50 nahi tha, na he koi try thi ke chalo ho geya to theek warna its ok, ye 100% tha main kal bhe yehi kehta tha or aj bhe yehi kehta hoon,

i repeat.. 99% nahi pura 100% possible tha. kese ? wo meri tention thi, akhir kuch to hai jis ko samne rakhte hove eysa bola main ne,

or ye 100% isi liye kaha becoz itna hard nahi tha, bus thora sa , bohot he thora sa mushkil hota bus zeyada nahi.

or is ka pehla proof to ye hai ke main ne apni life set kar li thi, lol dec 2015 me he main ready tha. wo kaam jo future keyliye log karte hain wo main ne tab he kar liya tha. to os ke baad main ne wait karna tha or kuch nahi,

or main ne apni life ko itne ache se set kar diya tha ke aj mere paas na to job hai or na he mera koi personal office hai. lekin phir bhe mujhe kisi cheez ki kami nahi hai, 1 taraf main ye bhe kehta hoon ke barbaad ho geya, lekin barbaad hone ke baad bhe mere paas bohot kuch hai. or kuch ho na ho money ki traf se koi tention nahi.