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meri bus 1 he problem hai main kisi se kuch bhe share nahi karta ke next me kya karne wala hoon, wo bus surprise hota hai,

business me bhe yehi tha,

mere oper 1 pressure tha.. sab yehi kehte they ansarrr nhi hoga ye sab tum kya kar rahe ho? lol

mere jiju bhe same bolte they..

or mera dimaag kehta tha ke nahi hoga, or dil kehta tha ke ho kar rahega becoz main kar sakta hoon. or main ne kiya.. 200 se zeyada log dekhte he reh gaye ke jis ko hum kehte they ke nhi hoga os ne to kar diya,

phir jab main ne dekha ke ab surprise ka time nahi hai, matlab ab to bhaag gayi wo to ab kesa surprise yaar.. to main ne koshish ki ke kam se kam wo samjh to jaye?

pata hai os ki samjh me kabhe kuch kiyon nahi aya? os ka reason hai IGNOREEE karna mujhe...

os ne kabhe samjha he nahi dil se ke ye kya bakwass kar raha hai, sun lena chahiye tha os ko.. or main eyse he kese share karta os se jab main dekh raha tha ke kese deal kiya ja raha hai mujhe, lol

2016 7 months baad hoi or rezult kya nikla? 0, lol

mere 3 mesgs agar hote they to 2 ko 100% ignore..

baki ke mesg ka reply ata tha to 95% ignore kar ke , eysa lagta tha jese is ne pehli line se agey read he nahi kiya,

kiyon ke main puchta tha to reply he nahi ata tha, lol

or sometimes main kuch puchne keyliye mesg karta tha to reply ata tha ( hmmmm ok GN ) or sometimes ye reply ata tha ( ok )

to eyse main me kya samjhata ya kya kehta os naagin ko..

mujhe gussa ata tha os ki in harkaton pe lekin main sad hota rehta tha bus or kuch nahi, lol

os ko ye ache se maloom hai os ne kabhe mujhe chance diya he nahi ke main os se ye sab bata sakon ke ye kese possible tha..

dec 2016 os ne shayed galti se mera 1 mesg read kiya, or 1 mesg se os ko feel hova ke ansar theek keh raha hai,

os ne kaha ansar main ne sara din socha tum sahi keh rahe they. mujhe eysa he karna chahiye tha lekin abhe btao kya karain?

phir os ne 1 or mesg kiya or kaha ( tumhara kya haal hai? abhe ye na sochna ke main ne haal khelne keyliye pucha, mujh me abhe bhe 1% insaniayt hai is liye pucha )

main ye sab read kar ke bohot happy hova tha.💔socha kam se kam meri baat ko suna to sahi abhe samjh bhe le shayed.

main ne reply kiya..

phir? wait kiya 1 din. phir 2 din. phir 1 month. lool. eyse he karte karte 5 months guzar gaye or reply he nahi aya kabhe, lool

main kabhe kabhe wo SS dekhta hoon , or sochta hoon ke jab bhe eysa feel hova ke shayed ye ab sun le , osi time wo bhaag gayi, lol

dec 2015 se ab tak, bus wohi meri pehli or last try thi jis me itna he ho saka. i mean or bhe bohot baar koshish ki, jese may 2019 :P lekin wo to try karne se pehle, matlab baat karne se pehle he block kar diya geya tha mujhe, lol

to bus dec 2016 he tha jab mujhe bus itna sa reply mila tha ke tum theek keh rahe ho tumhari baat me point hai. os ke ilawa abhe 5 years 3 months me koi or eysa chance nahi mila ke main os ko samjha sakta ya koi bhe or is trhn ki baat kar sakta, kiyon ke mujhe bolne ka chance bhe nahi mila kabhe,

ignore hova, jab koi eysi baat puchi jis se os ko laga ke ansar ne mera jhoot pakar liya to bhaag gayi. jese 2018 me bhaagi thi mere 1 sawal pe,

os ki soch sach me bachon se bhe chotti hai.

matlab koi try karne se pehle he kese soch sakta hai ke eysa ho nahi sakta tha?

mere Dad ne mujhe bachpan me 1 baat sikhayi thi ke ansar jo bhe kar rahe ho na os ko pura kiya karo. kyon ke main tab sochta tha eysa nahi hona to main ne karna he nahi, to Dad ne sikhaya ke jo kaam karna hai os ko karo. beshak 1% he chance kiyon na ho,

agar kamyaab hove to khush hoge or agar fail hove to ye dukh nahi rahega ke chalo its ok kam se kam try to ki na,

or mere Dad ki is baat ne meri life badal di thi, phir main ne try karna start ki or jo bhe kiya kar ke dikhaya.

try karne se pehle koi kese keh sakta hai ke eysa nahi hoga?

jese os naagin ko bhulane ki baat hai to main ne bohot koshish ki ke is ko nikaal kar phenk doon dil se is ki jaga mere dil me nahi hai, or main ne itni baar ye koshish ki ke main count bhe nahi kar sakta, lekin kya hova? abhe tak wesa nahi kar saka, to main ne haar nahi maani, try karta hoon par hota nahi. phir se karta hoon, or karta rahon ga, lol

eyse he os ko 1 koshish to karni chahiye thi, or kosish bhe kya? bus sath dena? yesss bol dena bus itn sa kaam. or phir main jo keh raha hoon ke 100% ho sakta tha to main kar ke dikhata.

jis ke eysa karne se main pal pal mar raha hoon,

agar os ka sath hota to jeene keyliye to main har war jeet jata.

mere 1 dost ne mujhe 1 baar kaha tha ansar tumhari nafrat me bhe pyaar nazar ata hai. to main ne os se kaha tha ke jab nafrat me he pyaar dikhayi de raha hai to socho mere pyaar me kya kuch hoga,

same yehi baat hai ke jis keyliye main mar raha hoon os keyliye jeene keyliye to main bohot kuch kar sakta tha,

in sab baton kya faida wese abhe?

matlab wo to bhaag gayi apne ashiq ke sath

bechara ansarli, lol

mujhe kabhe kabhe khud pe he taras ata hai yaar..💔apni halat pe, lol

mujhe kisi ne kaha bhe tha. ansar kya haaal bana rakha hai apna ja kar btao to sahi os ko ke kesi halat hai tumhari? to main ne reply kiya tha ke on ko meri halat ka sab se zeyada pata hai :P jitna on ko pata hai kisi ko nahi pata utna, pata hai kiyon? kiyon ke itna main kisi ke samne roya he nahi life me.... wo alag baat hai onhon ne mere wo bhe ignore kiya tha magar jitna suna on ko ache se maloom hai or sab se zeyada maloom hai

okkkk,

main chala snow dekhne, pehle mujhe ye dekhna hai ke kahan mile gi, phir wahan jaon ga, i dont care beshak mujhe 24 hours ki drive he kiyon na karni pare.. mujhe bus snow dekhni hai❤️ jahan mili wahan ruk jaon ga.. snow ko enjoy karon ga. phir kuh hours ke baad wapis a jaon ga,💔

wese main ne abhe ye dekha.. bohot time ke baad email open kiya to eysa dekha main ne..

main ne to ansar KSA likha tha lekin inhon ne AK kar ke mujhe khush kar diya❤️

bus thora sa galat hai.. ❤️KA❤️ hona chahiye tha

thanks microsoft...