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os keyliye kisi ki zindagi se khelna 1 mazakh hai, os ki nazar mei kisi ki life barbaad ho jana 1 mazakh hai, koi baat he nahi os ki nazar mei ager koi roye, jitna bhe pain ho os ko bus apna pata hai, os ko ye bhe nahi pata ke os ki waja se he kisi ki eysi halat hai,os ko siraf khud ka pata hai, mere sath khelne ki waja yehi thi os ko khud ko acha lagta tha, mere liye thori thi mere paas wo, lol

Ap ko lagta hoga ke shayed os ko kabhe ehsaas hova hoga ke os ne kya kiya? no. kabhe nahi :)

wo dard jesa bhe hai mere hise mei he aya. wo kya hai bewakoof hoon na. 1 larki mujhe bewakoof bana gayi to or kya umeed lagayi ja sakti hai mujh se ke main kis kaam ka hoon, ,

main ne os se dec 2015 ko kaha jhoot na bolo. acting kar rahi ho na ye sab bol ke? os ne kaha sach hai, or kaha dekho 2 saal mei main ne kisi 1 insaan ko bhe nahi kaha tumhara, kisi ko naam bhe nahi maloom, or ye sach he tha. os ne kaha ager sach hota to kisi 1 se to main share karti :P

os ki eysi batain sun kar main khud ki he nazron main gir geya tha or sochne laga tha, yaar main itna bewakoof hoon..

os mei sharm naam ki koi cheez nahi hai bhai... 2015. 2016.2018. ye 3 saal os ne mujhe green signal de kar wapis rulaya, or 2017 mei koi signal nahi tha, 100% kar diya tha, lekin phir se inkaar.

os ne har saal kaha ke os ko realize ho geya hai os ne kya kiya, lekin main ne kabhe yakeen nahi kiya, coz mujhe os ka itna to pata hai na, lol khud ko diffrent person kehne wali ne har baar kaha ke os ko ab sachi wala realzie ho raha hai, or wo kuch he din hota hai, phir a jati hai okaat pe wapis :p

abhe 2018. dekho bhai main ager sad hoon to wo mujhe sad rehne de, or ager puch he liya sad rehne ka reason to phir agey se *bakwaas* to nahi karni chahiye na,! main ro raha hoon mujh se pucha kya hova?

abhe funny hai na? jis ne ye sab kiya wohi a ke puche ke tumhain kya hova? lekin main ne btaya or jawab mila tum overreact kar rahe ho. ajeeb baat nahi? ager yehi kehna tha to ye kiyon pucha ke kya hova? pucha to eyse tha jese pata nahi kitni fikar ho gayi meri,!

then os ne meri 1 friend ko mesg kiya ke ansar se kaho jab mere city mei aye to mujhe mesg kar de. main ne jab wo suna to apni os friend se kaha ke eysa ho nahi sakta ager sach hai to SS do coz main yakeen nahi kar sakta, os ne SS diya, or main ne on se kaha ke os ko reply karo ke ansr keh raha hai main tumhara nokar nahi hoon,. ye main ne itna gussa isi liye kiya tha ke 1 week pehle mujhe keh rahi hai ke tum rone ki acting kar rahe ho to abhe ye mesg,? kya matlab hova is ka, is liye main ne gussa kiya os mesg pe,!

os larki ne kaha ok main abhe tumhara mesg os ko de deti hoon,

lekin main ne os ko roka, ke na eysa na karna on ko bura lage ga...

on ka mesg to mujhe 30 mints ke andar he mil geya tha lekin main ne on se kaha ke plz mujhe sochne do agey on se kuch na kehna abhe, shayed 3 din lage, tab tak os matlabi insaan ne 1 baar phir meri friend se pucha bhe ke kya ansar ne reply diya? to main ne phir kaha ke jo man mei hai keh do mujhe kuch samjh nahi a rahi kya jawab doon, to onhon ne khud se he reply kiya tha main ne wo jawab nahi diya tha, lol samjh nahi a rahi thi ke is ka kon sa face real hai or kon sa fake? is liye,

phir meri os se khud baat hoi or main heraan tha ke is ko daya kiyon a rahi hai itni, magar main 1 baar bewakoof ban ke phir se nahi ban sakta tha to main os ka yakeen nahi kar raha tha,

os ne kaha tumhain jawab chahyein mujh se milo,! abhe zahir hai main to 1 mint ka wait nahi kar sakta milne keyliye..

but mujhe dar tha on ka or main ne sidha kaha ke dekho tum ne mujhe dara ke rakha hai to mujh se abhe nahi hoga ye sab.. os ne kaha ke daro nahi kuch nahi hoga. but mujhe kuch time chahiye tha os ko samjhne keyliye,!....

phir 2019 ke start mei he main beemar shayed 2 months inactive raha tha. os ke baad main ne socha ke dar khatam kar dena chahiye kuch nahi hoga, lekin mujhe smajh nahi a rhi thi baat kese start karon, eyse he karte karte may a geya,

main os ke he city mei tha, osi keyliye geya tha,! or os ne mujhe WA pe unblock kiya tha 2015 ke baad 2019 mei again., lol

to mera confidence zeyeada ho geya or jo dar tha wo chala geya ke chalo ye itni to soft ho gayi,

main ne baat ki or mujhe samjh ayi ke is ka dimaag theek nahi hai shayed abhe.!

wo jis tarhan se baat kar rahi thi mujhe acha nahi lag raha tha, main serious tha, phir os ki baton se sad ho geya, or phir ansu a gaye, main ne os se kaha bhe ke tumhari batain mujhe hurt kar rahi hain..

ye sun kar os ko chahiye tha ke zeyada nahi 1% he soft ho jati. lekin os ne kya kiya? pehle se bhe zeyada bure se baat karni start kar di... mujhe ache se rula diya os ne...

raat thi wo to shayed so gayi or main dekhta he reh geya ke ye kya hova?

phir mei ne socha ke isi ne kaha tha ke mere city aao to mujhe batana, mujhe laga os ko btaon ga to shayed wo gussa khatam kar degi or soft ho jayegi,...

main ne kaha to jawab ye mila ( u didnt need to come to this city.. ) os ke is jawab pe meri nazrain jhuk gayin sharm se, ye high level ki insult hai yaar.... jab yehi karna tha to kiyon kaha tha mujh se wesa??? siraf meri insult karne keyliye?? os ne kya yehi plan banaya tha ke is ko signal deti hoon ke a jao, or jab ayega to bisti kar doon gi, kya ye chahti thi wo? os ne socha nahi wo kya reply kar rahi hai mujhe...!! or kya soch ke kar rahi hai?

mujhe khud pe gussa aya ke 2015. 2016. 2017. 2018 or ab finaly 2019 mei bhe main 1 baar phir se ullu ban geya, mujhe ehsaas hova ke main duniya ka sab se bhara bewakoof insaan hoon. jis ko har baar wo use kar jati hai, har baar rula jati hai, insult kar deti hai... mujhe gussa a geya or main ne keh diya ke *main tumhare liye nahi aya tha idhar* , or ye jhoot tha main osi keyliye geya tha....

phir os ki baton ne mujhe hurt kiya or kafi zeyada kiya. abhe dekho yaar Ap kisi pe gussa kar rahe ho or samne wala Ap se kahe ke RAFID tumhari batain mujhe rula rahi hain to bhai, insaan hone ke naate Ap zeyada nahi to apna gussa 1% to kam karoge na?

lekin mere sath eysa nhi hota hai, jab main os ko kehta hoon eysa to wo 90% se 100% pe le jati hai apni nafrat or gussa or phir meri bohot buri halat hoti hai. mujhe isi cheez ka dar hai os se,! warna or to kisi cheez ka nahi,

main ne he os se kaha tha ke dekho mujhe dar lagta hai tum se. or osi ne kaha tha ke darne ki zarorat nahi hia strong bano.. but main ne kaha to hai ke main kabhe galat ho he nahi sakta.! mera dar sahi tha. mujhe eysa feel ho raha tha ke ye kuch karne ka soch rahi hai jo ke acha nahi ho sakta, or wohi hova :) main ne dar khatam kiya os ne mujhe or dara diya....

is mei meri galtiyan bhe hain kuch. wo galtiyan eysi hain ke zahir hai main sad hoon. or jis ki waja se hoon mera haq hai os ko ehsaas dilana ke tumhari waja se ye halat hai meri,! ye sab osko acha nahi lagta, or main os ko ehsaas dilaye bina reh nahi sakta, yehi baat os ko buri lagti hai, os ko sochna chahiye na ke itne saal se is ki ye halat hai to kya ye hase mere samne? kya karon main or? complain na karon os ko to kya karon or?

mujhe os se kuch kehna tha. or mujhe pehle he realize ho geya tha ke ye nahi sune gi, to main ne isi liye os se kaha tha ke main tumhare he city mei hoon ye soch kar ke shayed wo thori si soft ho jaye, magar wahan se insult ho gayi or mere paas koi option nahi thi, to main os ko kehta tha ke sun lo meri baat, os ne nahi suni...

ye meri last koshish thi yaar. ek to hota hai na samne wala Ap ki baat sun kar inkaar kar de to or baat hai, 2nd ager samne wala Ap ko bolne ka chance de or wo sab ignore kar de, or last jo mere sath hova mujhe chance bhe nahi mila ke main kuch bol sakon,??

mei paglon ki tarhan chilata raha. beg karta rha ke kam se kam baat nahi sunni to theek hai lekin block to na karo. or ye bhe nahi kaha ke hamesha rakhna, bus yehi kaha tha ke kal kar dena block aaj na karna,

os ne meri ye bhe nahi suni baat. lol

on sab baton se mujhe itna dard hova ke main seh nahi saka tha...

or wo kehti hai wo 1 different person hai, ab 2015 jesi nahi, is ko kehte hain different,? mujhe to 2015 se ab tak nahi dikha ke wo thori si bhe different hai,!or abhe to bilkul nahi. os ne phir se khela meri feelings ke sath,!

bhai ye main Ap ko 2018-2019 ki baat bata raha hoon. 2015 ki nahi,! ye bata raha hoon os ne aaj bhe mujhe apna khilona samjha hova hai...

jo hamara plan tha na bhai, wo ye tha ke main khud ko set karon ga jo main already tha, mujhe kisi cheez ki kami nahi thi :P jo mere Dad ka tha wo mera he tha, lekin main ne socha ke duniya ye na kahe ke ansar jo bhe hai apne Dad ki waja se hai to main khud ko 0 pe le aya, or socha ke main ne mehnat karni hai bus, warna yaar mere liye tab bhe kuch mushkil nahi tha, main Apne Dad se kehta to mujhe wo kahin bhe bhej dete, USA kya cheez thi? lekin tab meri mehnat nahi hoti na,!

or wo apni life main jo karna chahti hai wo karegi, wo sab krne ko os ko kafi time chahiye tha or mujhe bohot si mehnat chhaiye thi. or main lucky raha mera sara kaam to 2015 ke end mei he ho geya tha, main khushi se pagal tha. ye main bohot baar keh chuka hoon ke kitin khushi thi, or kya surprise tha, or os se pehle he mujhe mil gya 14 dec ko to abhe again nahi bolne wala wo sab,

wo apni jaga theek thi, os ka haq tha ke meri baat ka blv na karti, is liye wo baar baar kehti thi ke tum ne jo time diya tab tak sab kar loge na? problem ye thi ke wo time jo main ne diya tha tab kya main 2020 main bhe kamyaab hota to bhe koi problem nahi thi,! lekin main ne os ko kaha tha pure hosh mei ke summer 2016 tak,! or ager main late ho geya to 2017 tak, os se zeyada ager late hova to phir beshak mera yakeen na karna or na he mujhe chance dena, lool, os ne summer 2016 tak bhe wait nahi kiya....

yahan mera sawal hai ke os ko eysa kar ke kya mila? or ager mila nahi to os ka kya jata ager wo eysa na karti to,??? os ko sab maloom tha, os ne 2015 ke end mei he mujhe kaha tha ke ansar tum mere bina nahi reh sakte ab i know ..to tum jhoot na bolo khud se, os ko sab maloom tha ke ye ab nahi reh sakta mere bina, to eysa karne ki waja? kuch mila eysa karne se os ko? kya mila bata de shayed mujhe bhe samjh aye, lol

os ki jo chotti si soch hai under 5 years old bachon jitni, kya os ke paas koi solid reason hai ye btane keyliye ke akhir kya mila ye sab kar ke? main ne os ke hath pakar liye they ke wo apni life mai kuch na kare? ya os se kaha tha ke tum jo karna chahti ho wesa na karo balke kuch or karo?

kya Ap ko lagta hai bhai os ko kuch mila hoga? becoz mera dimaag ye nahi samjh pa raha , lol

or ager ye sab na karti to kya jata os ka? main kamyaab tha, jo mera agey ka plan tha os ko mei bohot he ache se set karta, wo to abhe tak apne mission pe hai na? to ager mujhe barbaad na kiya hota to aaj main bhe set hota or hum dono he manzil ke kareeb hote, happy ending thi na? os ne bachon wale reason diye hain mujhe, kasam se under 18 ko dhond ke wo sab bata do wo bhe soche ga ke ye reason hai ya mazakh? main serious baat kar raha hoon, challenge de raha hoon is baat ka,! Ap ko btaon ga to Ap bhe pagal ho jaoge, wada raha mera, lol

main ne os se kaha tha bus mera sath dena, baki 100% kaam mera hai, or ager ye kamyaab na ho saka to bhe mujh pe he blame karna, loool itni bhari baat kahi thi main ne... mujhe to kehna chahiye tha ke nahi 50% tum karo or 50% mei karta hoon, but nahi main ne kaha tha ke sab main karon ga,! tum bus sath raho or kuch nahi,

wo khud kehti hai ke ansar tum mature nahi ho, main tum se zeyada mature hoon, to ager hai eysa to os ko itni bhe akal nahi hai ke os ke eysa karne ya na karne se kya hota? lol

main ne os se 2018 mei he pucha tha ke bolo eysa karne se tumhain kya mila? or jawab aya ab ho geya na wesa to os pe baat kar ke kuch hoga nahi to karne ka kya fayda? lool ye meri baat ka jawab nahi tha,! ager wesa hova to main ne nahi kiya wesa :P

kafi hai bhai itna. Ap bhe sochoge ke ye cartoon sa hai kya likhta rehta hai, lol

bohot dard hota hai bhai.. kash Ap mujhe 1 baar mil sakte. ye to IF hai likh deta hoon, ager ye sab bol kar kehna ho to 1 line bhe nahi keh sakon ga, mera dil utna weak hai jitna 2 saal ke bachon ka bhe nahi hota.

wese bhe abhe mera dimaag sahi nahi hai, pata nahi kya bol raha hoon,

or dosra os ne kya kya kiya mujhe use karne keyliye ye main 2 saal ki batain 1 he din ke andar nahi keh sakta yaar.. bohot hain..

ye kuch SS hain, khas wale, dekho kesi batain thin os ki :P natak karne ka talent check karo is NAGIN ka,!!!

ye pehle wala,

os ne ye kaha tha bohot sad ho ke.. but mere sath wesa hova nhi tha, mera matlab ke na to on ki problems meri life mai a sakin thin or na he on ka dard main ne feel kiya i mean mujhe nahi mila tha is liye, but on ki eysi batain he mujhe hila ke rakh detin thin or main feel karta tha on ka pain.. phir mera chance dena zarori tha ya nahi? or problem ye ho gayi ke os ka dukh samjhne ke baad bhe mujhe dukh mila, os se kahin zeyada mila, or diya bhe osi ne :)

lekin main aaj yehi same baat GOD jee se kehna chahta hoon ke mera pain os ko mile :P sara nahi 10% he. ta ke os ko sachi wala feel ho ,! tab os ne kaha tha aaj main keh raha hoon..

masomiyat dekho is drame baaz ki :P

Ap ko lagta hai eysi baton se main bach sakta tha? meri eysi halat hona paki thi,! nagin hai os ka zehr kam to nahi hoga na,!

read karo, shayed Ap ko bhe lagega ke pata nahi kitna dil se ro kar bol rahi hai,! jab ke ye natak tha,!

or ye? jis ko apni galti ko maan lene se bhe dar lagta hai os ko saza chahiye thi ????

kya saza doon os ko? ye mera kaam nahi.!

GOD jee hain na. ache se sabak sikha dain ge os ko :P os ko samjh a jayegi. mera matlab wo samjh jayegi ke ab jo hova ye os ki saza hai. time os ko ehsaas dialyega :) kudrat se bach ke jayegi kahan wo? wo to suna hoga, jo kisi ka ka dil dukhata hai 1 din os ka dil os se bhe zeyada dukhta hai. to wo wait kare wo din ayega or zaroor ayega, saza milegi os ko,!

main to os ko koi saza nahi de sakta, kya os ko saza dene se mere ye 4 saal ke ansu mujhe wapis mil jayein ge? lol nahi na, to nahi de sakta...

or ye check karo, main ne to os ko reason diya tha ke main eysa kiyon kar raha hoon,! tab bhe ye suna main ne becoz os ko chance nahi mil raha tha,

ab main bhe kuch kahon eysa?

bhai phir se keh raha hoon. 1 he din mei sab nahi dikha sakta.. main 1 weak heart wala insaan hoon,! main to ye sab sun he nahi sakta tha, tab bhe zid ki. magar os ki is type ki baton se main haar geya, Ap hote to kya karte? same yehi karte mujhe pata hai...

ab ager main puch loon ye sab jo kaha tha to jawab ata hai ab in sab baton ka matlab nahi, lol hoga bhe kese? naya ashiq dhond liya os ne, ab os ko in baton mei kya matlab dikhega? tab to meri life se khelna tha, tab matlab bhe tha or ye batain bhe thin, aaj kuch nahi? os ko ehsaas hai ye os ki batain jo thin inhon ne mera kya haal bana diya hai,!!! or wo kehti hai main ne kuch kiya he nahi sab tum ne kiya hai ,! tum galat ho, lol

ye Ap dekh sakte ho ache se ke kon tha galat,! kis ne kya kiya or kis ne kya.

lool, mujhe kho kar os ka bad luck tha, lool funny hai ye to, ab nahi lagta os ko eysa,, lekin 1 din lage ga pata, ye wada hai mera :)