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bhai os ke andar na 1 khas baat hai, jo main ne apni is 29 saal ki age mei kisi or mei nahi dekhi, or i m sure ke Ap ne bhe nahi dekhi hogi..

jab koi sad ho na to jo log drama karne wale hote hain, wo beshak dil se chahte hon ke samne wala roye, lekin bahir se wo log show karte hain ke wo sad ho gaye Ap ka dukh kar, lekin andar se khush hote hain, magar ye NAGIN eysi hai ke main keh raha hoon na ke Ap ne rula diya mujhe.. ager khushi mili to or rula lo, to bhai os ko soft hona chahiye magar wo pehle se bhe zeyada speed mei a jati hai mujh pe gussa karne keyliye, hamesha eysa hova,

or dosri baat os main jo khas hai wo ye hai ke wo jab bhe baat karne ayi, os ne kaha ke ab wo 1 different person hai or os ko realize ho geya ke os ne kya kiya, or mera jawab hota hai hamesha ke jhoot na bolo, or os ka jawab ata hai main change ho gayi hoon :) phir hamesha eysa hota hai ke pehle kehti hai mujhe realize ho gayi meri galti or baad main kehti hai tumhare sath jo hova tumhari he waja se hai meri galti nahi, or phir se khud ko different person kehne lagti hai :)

or last wali khas baat ye to shayed duniya mei he na ho kisi or mei,lol

2018 dec os ne yehi kiya, pehli baat wo kehti hai ke wo ignore nahi karti ab, jab ke ye jhoot hai, mere 4 mesgs mei se mushkil se 2 ka reply ata hai baki ke 2 ignore ho jate hain, or mujhe shok nahi wo itna likhe, but wo meri bohot si baton ko skip kar jati hai jo kafi zaroori hon, abhe Ap sochoge ke kesi?

main ne kisi ki BD puchi to is baat ko bhe ignore kar diya geya to is se zaroori baat kya ho sakti thi? matlab simple sa hai ke mere mesg ka jo reply hota hai 90% ignore kar ke, lekin mujhe is baat pe gussa nahi ata, gussa is baat pe ata hai ke jhoot to bolo ke ignore nahi karti, lol karti ho to sidha kaho dar kis baat ka hai :P

yaar bhai eyse open yehi sab bata sakta hoon, is se oper nahi ja sakta, bohot si batain hain jo main idhar nahi likh sakta..

mere 1 or pyaare se bhai they, jo Ab is duniya mei he nahi hain lekin ye yakeen nahi a raha ke koi eysa bhe kar sakta hai,!

then Jenny aunty, wo to kehti thin mujhe proof do, yakeen nahi ata koi eysa bhe kar sakta hai, jab proof diya to kaha eysa ho nahi sakta, logon ko dekh kar bhe yakeen nahi a sakta ke kisi ke andar itni janwaron jesi batain bhe ho sakti hain, becoz insaan itne zalim nahi hote :)

wo ye sab deserve karti hai :P ta ke os ka ego thora niche aye :P os ko samjh aye insaniyat kya hoti hai or kisi ko rulane ki keemat kya hoti hai, :P jab pay karegi to samjh jayegi ke yehi os ko saza mili or kis waja se mili, or naye naye larkon ka taste kar ke naya ashiq dhondne ki saza kya hoti hai, lol sab os ko waqat sikha dega, abhe to os ki zindgi start bhe nahi hoi, lol

wo mere dil ke andar hai is liye. warna os jesi ki okaat to meri juti ke niche rehne ki bhe nahi hai :P dil main na hoti to mujhe koi fikar na hoti os ki,!

yehi to problem hai. main ne os ko dil main jaga de di. jo os ki thi he nahi, wo is kabil he nahi thi. ye jaga kisi or ko milti main aaj happy hota :P

ab jo bhe kahon, jitna bhe gussa karon. sach to sach hai wo dil ke andar hai... nikal sakti hai dil se 1 he option hai, ager main mar jaon to :P ager main bhula sakta to 4 saal kam they kya os ko bhulane keyliye? 4 saal kitna time hota hai pata hai na bhai?

main abhe bohot zeyada sad hoon or utna he gusse mei hoon.. gussa to chala jayega magar ye dard nahi jata na yaar.

os ko apna dil dikhayi diya tha ke wahan hurt hota hai to kesa lagta hai, os ko mera kabhe feel nahi hova, or wo sahi hai, os ki nazar mei 1 khilone ke andar dil kahan hota hai,? dil bhe os ke andar hai, feelings bhe osi ke andar hain, talent bhe osi mei hai, khud ki zid ko pura karne wali baat bhe osi mei hai, mujh mei to kuch bhe nahi hai, lol

meri batain abhe khatam to nahi hoin, but mere sar main bohot dard hai. nend nahi puri ki kab se,

mujhe os pe gussa ab utna nahi ata jitna ana chahiye, or ager a geya to phir os ka kya haal karon ga ye os ke pure khandaan ko bhe nahi maloom, magar nahi. dil main hai kuch nahi hoga os ko...

subha hone he wali hai. sari raat eyse he guzaar di main ne, kabhe smoking kar ke, kabhe wo sab yaad kar ke, kabhe ansu nikal kar.

nend shayed na aye, sar dard keh raha hai ke bed pe jao ansar..

os ke siwa kisi or ko chahna mere bas main nahi hai,

ye dil os ka hai, apna hota to or baat hoti,

good morning :)

starbucks ke bina GM nahi ho sakti meri ab,

geya tha starbucks, coffe buy ki, mosam acha laga or nikal geya long drive pe, lol

ye dekho <3 <3