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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w4eWROS0epA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6504OGLGaSo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fv3vC_LYZcM

1 song he dimaag mei nahi a raha. kab se soch raha hoon. dimaag kharab ho geya mera wese. eysa hota nahi tha pehle mere sath lol,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3UHfi9vpbc

RB Ap gayeb ho gaye yaar,mujhe Ap se batain karni thi, last time. os ke baad ye roz roz ka drama band karna tha, lol

abhe keh doon. jab aao ge to link de doon ga,

Originally posted by: Extinct

Sorry AB but i think u got trapped for good idk if i said that right or not, my dad always say to me even today, learn to say 'NO' to people and ye mujhse nahi hota trust me :/ but its too messed up for you and very confusing for me to guide you anything honestly. And what proof AB? i dont need any for you :) All i will say to you as a brother is whatever you are upto do your best keep it up now aap ko lag sakta hai ki ye kaisa suggestion hai lol but this is my suggestion for you jo bhi kar rahe ho give your best :)

for you

bhai main thora alag hoon, mujhe eysa lagta tha ager Ap kisi ke sath galat nahi karoge to galat hoga bhe nahi, magar os ne kar diya,

or no kehne ki baat hai to ye life main 1st time eysa hova kisi ne mujhe cheat kiya,!

or os ke paas kuch kehne ko nahi ke ye sab kiya kis waja se :)

main Ap se share karon ga kuch batain. zeyada nahi to kuch to samjh sakoge na :)

wese bhe Ap ko abhe ye jawab dena hai ke meri jaga Ap hote to kya karte? kya bhai Ap bhe kisi ki 6 months ki zid ko dekh kar no keh dete? are u sure bhai? Ap ko koi *emotional blackmail* karta wo bhe 6 months to kya karte?

Ap jab bhe aao ge wapis main Ap ki link de doon ga Ap ye sab dekh lena ager man kiya to :) thora or ache se explain karta hoon, os waqat main shayed wese nahi kar saka tha baat jese karni chahiye thi mujhe,

main khud ko mature nahi kehta, main hoon he nahi is liye :) lekin itni samjh thi to os ko samjha raha tha ke jane do mujhe or door raho, lol

eysa nahi tha ke wo sab ho nahi sakta tha, wo to aaj bhe ho sakta hai :) door rehne ka reason or tha, lol

mujhe tab maloom tha ke hard hai but 100% possible hai, lekin mujhe os ki ache se samjh a gayi thi to main ne socha ye mera 1 din ye haal karegi ke main na mar sakon ga na jee sakon ga, or ye main ne os ko baar baar yaad dilaya,!! or jawab ata tha tum galat sochte ho eysa nahi hai, or na he hoga kabhe,!

or mujhe gussa ata tha becoz main kabhe galat ho he nahi sakta,! lekin wo apne talent se kuch eysa magic karti thi ke mujhe lagta tha ke shayed main he galat soch raha hoon...

har baaar main ne os ko kaha ke chance de raha hoon but ye main apni he mout ko awaaaz de raha hoon.... yahan tak ke may 2015. jo itni deir ke baad main ne os pe trust kiya, os ko chance diya tha tab bhe main ne os se maafi mangi thi ke sorry itna pareshan kiya Ap ko, but mujhe lag raha hai ke Ap next time mera is se bhe zeyada bura haal karogi... lekin mujhe yakeen karna chahiye Ap pe shayed na karo,.... meri soch badalne pe os ne majboor kiya tha mujhe warna main kahan yakeen karne wala tha ke ye kuch acha karegi, lol

mujhe kisi ki harkatain dekh kar jo samjh ayi thi main os se darta tha, or dar mujhe os ka nahi tha, dar mujhe khud ka tha, khud ke dil ka, or aaj wohi to hova ... main khud ko ache se janta hoon na? koi or to utna nahi samjh sakta na mujhe? right? mujhe maloom hai na main kesa hoon,! is liye dar tha mujhe... ke 1 baar main ne dil se karna start kar diya to phir main mar to jaon ga lekin BHOOL nahi sakon ga,! yehi dar tha mujhe... ye os ko maloom tha :P

os ne apne talent se mera brain wash kiya, or main pehle bhe keh chuka hoon ke 6 din nahi 6 months +... or eysa bhe nahi tha ke daily ka 1 mesg, 1 he din mei na jane kitne mesgs.. or har mesg mei 1 he zid ke tum bus mere ho, tum mera pyaar ho, main kisi or ka soch bhe nahi sakti, jab tumhain life keh diya to tum he ho, or jab tum dil mei rakh sakte ho mujhe to zindagi mei kiyon nahi rakhte ansar? eysi baton ka samna kiya tha main,

or bhe bohot s batain, kuch mujhe gussa dila deti thin. kuch mujhe funny lagti thin.funny matlab achi wali funny, on ka baat karne ka style :), jese ke 1 baar baat ho rahi thi to main ne kaha mujhe fever hai to jawab aya haan haan laga do ye bhe ilzaam mujh pe laga do ke meri waja se hova, loool,

or kuch mujhe sad kar deti thin or kuch rula deti thin.. main chahta tha ke ye 1 baar keh de ansar go to hell. ta ke hamare raste alag ho jayein, or blv me mujhe tab bhe mushkil lag raha tha ke kya main sachi bhool sakta hoon? or jab wo sad ho jati thi to main soft ho jata tha koi 1 week keyliye ,ache se baat karta tha ke os ka dil na dukhe. becoz mujhe os ko life se nikalna tha hurt nahi kartna tha,. magar kuch din ke baad phir se main wesa he karta tha ke niklo meri llife se, lol band karo drama, ye sab wo sab,

mere friends mujhe galat kehte they ke tum ansar ho he nahi sakte. tumhara dil kahan geya ansar? wo kehte they ke na karo eysa, eyse pyaar karne wale phir se nahi milte.. or meri 1 he zid thi ke os ko life ke kareeb bhe nahi aney dena, life ke andar to door ki baat hai.

mere doston ka jo group tha jab mujhe thora sa gussa ata tha to is baat ko le kar meri insult kar dete they,! kehte they ke tumhain kisi ki kadar nahi, tum os ko bina kisi waja se hurt kar rahe ho,! kehte they ke ansar tumhain pyaar karne walon ki kadar nahi, tum duniya se pyaar karne ka drama na karo jab tumhain os ki fikar he nahi hai to, lool, yaar wo mere dost they lekin side os ki lete they,!!! mujhe gussa ata tha to main kafi din tak group mei on se baat he nahi karta tha..

eysa is liye hota tha kiyon ke os ka talent bohot zeyada hai drama karne ka is liye :P mere sath sath mere dost bhe ullu ban gaye, lol

lekin bhai os ko maloom tha ke ansar ka dil weak hai, ager ansar ko barbaad karna hai to os pe attack karo. or wohi kiya os ne.. wesi batain kar kar ke mere dil ko os ko apna bana liya, os ne meri ye halat kar di ke mujhe duniya main os ke ilawa kuch or yaad he nahi raha tha, or aaj bhe wesa he hai... itna time sath guzara, os ko maloom tha mera dil kesa hai,!

eyse mei kya main os ko *no* bol sakta tha? kitni baar bola tha nahi mani os ne meir baat or apni zid ki,! aaj saza kis ko mil rahi hai?