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ok to ab main chahta hoon ke os mature insaan ko koi btaye ja kar ke fix karna kis ko kehte hain :P

dekho bhai jab life ko khubsurat banane ka socha, dono ne agree kiya, dono ki meethi meethi batain ki DONO EK SATH THEY,, meethi meethi fight, on ke mood ki waja se mera gussa a jana, or os ke baad on ka explain karna ke eysa kiyon kiya mood kharab tha is liye .lol GN kehna, GM kehna, 1 beemar hota to dosre ne os ki pain ko itna samjhna ke eysa lagta hai ke ye os ko nahi mujhe hai,! special pray karna or bhe bohot kuch yaar, bohot is batain, dono ne mil kar kin na ek sath? AKELE to nahi na,?? ye sab galat tha kya??? 1 khubsurat ehsaas or khubsurat life, right?

on ko nahi lagta ke mujh se kuch share karna chahiye tha? ( ager kuch tha to,! ) dec 2015 mera ro ro kar bura haal tha lekin mera dimaag to theek tha na? kya main sun nahi sakta tha? ya main samjh nahi sakta tha ager wo share karti tooo??? kya takleef thi os ko jo kuch share nahi kiya tha os ne :P

jab mujhe apni life main bula kar, 1 tarhan se mujhe force kar ke meri ye halat ki,, mujhe emotional blackmail kiya, ,phir ye *decision* os ko akele lene ka haq kese mil geya?? meri life thi na os ki life ke sath,!! sab kaam kiye 1 sath to phir ye akele he?

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koi eysi baat thi to mujhe kehti ke ansar ye problem hai ya to mujhe is ka jawab do ya apni life ko side pe karo,!!! ye sahi way tha bhai?? ya wo jo os ne kiya?

main on ki baaton ko ache se sunta or on ko jawab deta ke jo soch rahi ho wesa nahi hai, jo bhe hota main jawab deta right?

or ager koi itni he serious baat hoti jis ka jawab mere paas os time na hota to kam se kam main on ko 1 time de deta ke is time tak wait kar lo. jab itni door 1 sath a gaye to thora or sahi.. beshak kam baat karo lekin time de do. to os time par main on ko jawab deta on ki problems ka,!

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or ager tab bhe wo meri baton se satisfice na hotin or main jawab dene main ache se fail ho jata to kam se kam mujhe aj ye to pata hota ke aaj ager main on ki life me nahi hoon to os ki waja kya hai,???,!

mujhe pata hota main on ko jawab dene mei ache se satisfice nahi kar paya to kam se kam reason to maloom hota mujhe aaaj,!!!

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Bhai kya Ap ko nahi lagta ke ye tha sahi way fix karne ka?

wo kya hai main to na samjh hoon, mature nahi hoon, mature to wohi hai duniya mei to abhe kya kahon main,

pata hai os ne kese fix kiya?? :P :P

mujhe tumhari zarorat nahi ansar tum se pyaar fake tha, mera pehla or sacha pyaar wo hai tum nahi,

ansar rona band karo mujhe tumhare rone se ya tumhain dard main dekh kar koi fark nahi parta,

hum dono ke beech mei na aaao ansar main ab osi ki hoon or osi ki rahon gi...

ye eyse fix kiya tha os naagin ne :P

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abhe Ap btao jese os ne fix kiya ye theek tha ya jese main ne kaha wese theek tha? mujhe Ap ka jawab maloom hai Ap agree he karoge mujh se :) meri ye batain kisi 10 years old ko suna do challenge de raha hoon wo bhe agree karega,

lekin wo khud ko mature kehne wali aaj bhe under 5 jitni soch se bhe niche hai :P

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abhe ho sakta hai Ap ke man mei ho ke shayed ansar pagal hai jo kuch bhe bolta rehta hai, maybe koi to reason hoga right bhai?

main is cheez ko nahi maan sakta ke koi reason tha ,! ho he nahi sakta eysa :P lekin ager Ap soch rahe ho to Ap keyliye,

dec 2015, main ne kaha eysa karne ki waja? mujhe reason mila 1, abhe Ap socho ge ager reason mila to phir main ne oper wali post me ye kiyon kaha ke mujhe 4 saal ke baad bhe reason nahi pata, lol let me explain :P i hope Ap ka dimaag na ghoom jaye, mera to ache se ghuma diya os ne, lol

pehla reason dec 2015 ko he mila tha, jo SS main likha tha wesa main likh raha hoon apne style se, likha same yehi tha ( ansar tum se zeyada pyaar mujhe na koi kar sakta hai na kisi ne kiya, tum me koi problem nahi, mere PARENTS ki problem bhe nahi main tumhare liye on se baat kar sakti hoon, thori dant mil jayegi lekin tumhare liye main wo dant le loon gi becoz..... lekin kuch baton ki waja se main tumhain pyaar nahi de sakti )

abhe wo ache se keh rahi thi ke koi problem nahi, bus kuch batain hain. loool, yaar wo batain kya thin??? i mean kuch to hoga na? jab wo keh rahi thi ke parents ki problem nahi, pyaar ki problem nahi to baki kya reh geya yaar?? mere status ki? , peson ki? kya tha? mujh se kaha kiyon nahi os ne :P ager kuch hota to kehti ke ye baat hai,! but wo 1 he baat karti rahi ke mujhe kisi or se pyaar hai, to phir ye jo reason, i mean reason to nahi ye to bakwaas hai,! to jo bhe tha mujhe btaya nahi ke kya batain thin wo? :P

i mean kya thin wo kuch batain? main chila chila kar, ro ro kar kehta raha ke plz bata do. lekin os ne meri baton ko ignore he nahi kiya, janwaron se bhe bura salook kiya mere sath,. trust me bhai wo batain jab bhe read kin main ne, eysa kabhe hova nahi ke main beemar na ho jaon.. itna dard deti hain wo batain mujhe.. itni buri tarhan se deal kiya os ne mujhe,

or meri galti bhe nahi thi.. kya kiya tha main ne jo eysa kiya tha os ne,! isi liye main kehta hoon ke jo galti main ne 2017 me ki wo os ka sahara le rahi hai :P:P :P

os ke paas kuch tha nahi to ab mu utha ke keh deti hai ke tumhari stupid galti ki waja se mujhe gussa hai,! abhe kaha to hai under 5 jesi soch hai, lool, ager ye baat hai to 2015 meri galti kya thi :P iske jawab dene pe os ko gussa a jata hai becoz jawab nahi ata ke ab ansar ko kya kehna hai :P

meri galti hai i know, but wo os ka sahara le rahi hai, or kuch hai nahi na mujh pe ilzaam dene ko is liye, lol ager hai itni to btaye 2017 se pehle eyse janwaron jese salook karne ki waja kya thi :P

os ko chahiye tha na ke bata deti wo kon si batain hain??? lekin nahi os ko bus naya ashiq mil geya tha, bus wohi chahiye tha.......

to ye tha wo reason jis ki waja se os ne meri zindagi barbaad kar ke rakh di, dikh raha hai na Ap ko kitna solid reason hai wo? right? i m sure Ap ya to haso ge, ya socho ge ke ansar sach keh raha hai?

or baat siraf is 1 reason ki nahi hai bhaaiiii..!!! main pagal ho geya hoon almost...

2016 aya onhon ne mujhe 1 or new reason de diya eysa karne ka, abhe Ap socho ge ke same? nooo,

loool, wo mature hai na, is liye os ne reason change kar diya. :P becoz mre sath ye sab karne ke piche koi reason tha he nahi to os ne scha ye bhool geya hoga ke pehle main ne kya kaha tha to abhe new drama sahi, lool

onhon ne kaha ( tumhare pyaar main kami nahi thi ansar, tum me kami thi ) abhe 2015 ka reason or ye 2016 ka.. pagal hona banta hai mera? lekin main nahi hova tha, becoz is ke baad 3 or launch hove they, lool

ye chotta sa hai to SS dekh lo is ka,

abhe onhon ne kaha ke pyaar mei kami nahi tum mei thi? to wo kya kami thi?

meri body main sugar level kam tha?

main chalta chalta gir jata tha ?

raat ko me nend main chalne lagta tha? ?

ya meri 1 ankh thi? 1 leg thi? 1 arm thi?

kya kami thi?

bus yehi kehna tha ke tumhara pyaar theek lekin tum theek nahi? bus itna he kehna tha ke tum me kami thi,!!! tention dene ka shok tha mujhe :P puri baat karne se kya jata os ka?!!!!!

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phir 2016 again 1 or reason diya geya, matlab 1 he saal main 2 alag alag :)

then 2017 bilkul he alag reason,

or phir last 2018 1 eysa reason diya jis ko dekh kar main ghoom geya... or i m sure Ap bhe socho ge ke ansar ki life kis NAGIN ke hath a gayi, yaar koi solid reason ho na, koi eysa jis se ye nazar aye ke yes, yehi waja thi jis se kisi ki life barbaad ki ja sakti hai to wo insaan sune bhe,! or 2nd ye ke ager baat same ho to bhe, os ne har time change kiya reason ko,!!!

2018 mei bola geya ( mere parents eysa kabhe na hone dete. or 2nd ke meri cousin ki shadi hoi or 1 saal se pehle he on dono ke beech problems hone lagin to mujhe laga hum dono bhe khush nahi reh sakain ge )

jee RB? lol yakeen aya ke os ka dimaag under 5 years se bhe kam hai? i m sure a geya hoga, ager nahi aya to abhe a jayega,

ye reason sab se last wala diya geya mujhe, kiyon ke naya wala abhe tak LAUNCH nahi hova na, loool,

blv me bhai. main dar geya hoon, meri toba main abhe kabhe reason nahi puchne wala .. main dil se keh raha hoon , bohot buri tarhan se dar geya hoon main.... mujh me or sehne ki himat nahi hai. or koi reason nahi chahiye mujhe os se.. kafi hain itne mujhe pagal karne keyliye

to dekho bhai 2015 parents ki problem nahi thi. 2018 main a gayi. lol funny nahi lagta Ap ko, :P

on ki cousin ki life main problems a gayin to matlab on ke bhe atin?????? amazing,!! OMG kya baat ki thi onhon ne kasam se dekho wo naagin kitni mature hai,!!!

on ko idea deta hoon ke sab band karain or 1 office khol kar beth jayein or logon ko btaya karain ke shadi ke baad ye sab hoga on ke sath, becoz on ki cousin ke sath hova to sari duniya ke sath wohi hoga yehi matlab hai na os naagin ka? :P mature hai na is liye, mere jese bewakoof to eysa kaam nahi kar sakte, lol

yaar mere Mom Dad ne muhabat ki shadi ki thi, wo dono life main kabhe 1 dosre se naraz bhe nahi rahe they fight to door ki baat thi, to main bhe keh deta hoon phir ke on ki cousin khush nahi thi lekin mere parents khush rahe ab bolo? lol

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or chalo maan liya on ke chotte se dimag me ye baat a gayi thi to kya wo sab batain mere liye thin??? jo ashiq tha on ka os pe apply nahi hota tha wo sab kya ? :P mujh pe he kiyon?? i mean mere sath problems ho saktin thin lekin os ke sath nahi?? wah kya baat hai, lool bhai yakeen aya ke wo under 5 se bhe chotti soch wali hai ya or explain karon :(

ye sab ke baad bhe 1 sawal Ap ke man me abhe bhe hoga bhai, ke shayed koi to baat hogi, right?

lol bhai eysa nahi tha.. na to koi reason tha.. na to koi eysi baat thi.. on ki hartkaon se he lagta hai ke sachi koi nahi thi, socho koi bhe reason ya koi bhe baat hoti to naya pyaar kese kar liya?

just think about it yaar.. Ap khud socho na 1 insaan Ap se kahe ye sab jo mujhe kaha geya, lekin dosri he side pe wo naya ashiq dhond kar os ke sath life ke plan banaye to kya lagta hai koi reason tha???

or ager tha to mere liye he kiyon tha? os keyliye kiyon nahi tha,!!! or yehi wo baat hai jo os ko har baat me jhota sabit kar deti hai,

wo bechari kabhe kabhe bohot mehnat se jhoot bolne ki koshish karti hai, but main os ko jawab he eyse deta hoon ke wo samjh jati hai ke ab ansar ko btane keyliye kuch nahi to bhaag jati hai, block kar diya jata hai mujhe ya gussa kar diya jata hai becoz os ke paas jawab koi hota nahi is liye :) hoga bhe kese,!

os ko reason bhe dena hai or ye bhe batana hai ke wo sab mere liye tha lekin os keyliye kiyon nahi tha,!!!

Ap please 1 baar socho na, ke ager koi reason tha to eysa naya ashiq dhona wo kis liye,?.!! wo khud apni he baton main phas jati hai, lool

or os ne jo mujhe kaha, kabhe puri baat nahi ki wo isi liye nahi kar payi ke kuch tha he nahi,? hota to kuch kehti na :P jitna drama socha tha os ne, utna he kiya os ne,

main oper bhe keh chuka hoon eysa nahi tha ke os ne pehle mujhe kaha ke dafa ho jao, phir kisi ko dhonda , yaar mujhe to pata bhe nahi tha, lol main ne btaya na yaar main to khuhsi se pagal tha becoz jo sapne main ne dekhe ya os naagin ne dikhaye they wo mere samne they :P main wo sab kar raha tha or wo naya ashiq dhond kar os ke sath wohi same batain kar rahi thi jo kabhe mere sath kin thin :P or mujhe pata bhe nahi tha,!!

main keh to raha hoon baar baar wo bohot mature hai.. os ne pehle naya ashiq dhonda, phir mujhe kaha ab ansar tum niklo tumhari zarorat nahi,mujhe koi or mil geya hai, lol

ager koi eysi baat thi bhe to itni jadli naya pyaar kar liya? i think Ap samjhdar ho, or is cheez ko ache se samjh sakte ho ke ager koi problem hoti to wo kabhe bhe naya pyaar na karti... abhe samjhe mera dard??

abhe main 10% he share kar raha hoon bhai, thora sa.. Ap ko idea hona chahiye ke os ne kesa dard diya hai mujhe, or kya kiya hai os ne meri life ke sath..

eyse koi reason ho sakta hai kya bhai Ap ko 1% bhe yakeen hai.!! dil ki btao kya Ap ko ye sab read kar ke lagta hai ke kuch bhe eysa ho sakta hai? ager tha to btaya nahi? or btaya bhe to kese? har saal alag alag? 1% bhe sach hota to koi 1 reason to same deti,? lekin har time new reason?

or last baat, wo bhe Ap keyliye main to nahi maan sakta ke koi eysi baat ho sakti hai, ya thi,

1 pal keyliye maan lo os ki haar baat sachi thi,

ager thi to 1 chance to milna chahiye tha na mujhe? jese on ko laga ye ho nahi sakta, or mujhe aaj bhe lagta hai ke 100% nahi, 10000% ho sakta tha,! hum 1 dosre keyliye bane they trust me,!

to time de deti pata chal jata, kon sahi or kon galat, right? :P

abhe jo 4 saal guzar gaye, on ka kuch geya nahi or mere paas kuch raha nahi, to yehi time chance de deti to kya jata? point hai is baat me ya nahi?

ager wo sahi hotin to galti meri hoti na sari? main kabhe life me na kehta ke ye sab Ap ki waja se hova.... balke wo meri insult kartin, jab tak sans rehti dono mei, wo meri insult kartin ke kar liya shok pura tum ne? but abhe wo nahi keh sakta eysa :P

to time guzar geya wese he.. ager wohi try kar ke guzara jata to kya ho jata? os ko kon sa main ne truck load karne pe laga dena tha, just itna keh deti ok meri haan hai jo karna hai karo bus mujhe disturb na karo.. ye mushkil tha os naagin keyliye kehna ? :P

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wo mature hai main to nahi keh sakta khud ko becoz mei nahi hoon, to kya os mature ko nahi lagta eysa karna chahiye tha?

or meri demand kya thi ? ke mujh se 12 hours baat karo? nooo. jese abhe door hai is se bhe zeyada door rehti kam se kam ye to keh deti ke tumhain jo karna hai try karo. main tumhare sath hoon.. main to 2015 main he apni manzil pe tha, or jo thori si kami thi wo kab ki puri kar ke main kahan se kahan chala geya hota aaj life me..

becoz jab os zalim ne ye sab kiya main peak par tha.. :P or abhe niche hoon 0 pe, lool

mujhe osi ki zarorat thi os waqat, dec 2015 me.. or os ne ye sab kiya..? meri hasi mujh me rehti.. meri sharartain wesi he hotin. mera dil khush hota. mujhe har pal feel hota ke mera koi hai.... meri ankh se 1 bhe dard ka ansu na nikalta.... or ye sab main kar ke he dikhata, ansar kabhe haar nahi manta.. or jab keh diya ke ho sakta tha to keh diya. kese hota meri tnetion thi. mere Dad ki tention thi. main heart patient na hota ... os se itna bhe na ho saka???

jab Ap ko os ka naam btaon ga bhai to sab se pehle yehi puchna os ke ke kya os ko thori si bhe sharm hai os ki waja se meri kya halat ho gayi... puchna zaroor os se ye :P

eysa kiyon nahi kiya tha os ne yaar? Ap ko nahi lagta os ko eysa kar ke dekh lena chahiye tha,! or ye bhe main ne osi se seekha tha :P becoz main os se bohot behtar hoon :P main to apni problems ke sath os ko bhe apne dil ke andar rakh ke agey ja raha tha, 1 din bhe nahi socha tha ke ye kya musibat hai..❤️mera dil weak hai.. chotta nahi hai is liye, lekin tab bhe os ne kaha tha ke ager tum meri waja se pareshan ho to mujhe life se na nikal ansar, pehle tum kamyaab ho jao phir hamari life start hogi :P to ye osi ne sikhaya tha mujhe to ab khud wesa nahi kiya tha os ne? ager kuch tha to mujhe life se nikal kar naya ashiq rakh liya os jaga pe? ye hai os ka dimaag? lol eyse fix kiya os ne?

pata hai kiyon? wo mature hai is liye... meri tarhan bewakoof nahi jo 1 nagin ke haton baar baar ullu bana,! last time 2018 - 2019 mei bhe,

agey nahi likh sakta .. health bohot mushkil se theek hoi hai, abhe sad hone laga hoon to bus karta hoon, explain karne ko to bohot kuch hai. but itna he kafi hai, baki phir kabhe sahi :P

or wese bhe mujhe kuch bhool he nahi sakta :) os ne khud kaha tha ke wo sab 1 drama tha, os ne kaha tha khud ke koi reason nahi hai, wo keh rahi thi tum se baat kar ke acha lagta tha is liye ki thi, abhe mujhe kisi or se pyaar ho geya, os ka dil acha hai to main os ki hoon ab, main ne on se kaha tha ke mujhe hurt feel ho raha hai eyse na bolo, to os naagin ne kaha tha ke ab wo 1 diff person hai, :P or ab wo jhoot nahi bolti or jo bol rahi hai sach hai. phir os ne kuch eysi batain btayin with roof ke main sharm se apna sar jhuka ke beth geya tha yes, main he ullu bana..

jese ke os ne kaha socho ager tum se thora sa bhe pyaar hota to main kisi 1 ko to bata deti? lekin eysa nahi kiya tha becoz wo sab 1 khel tha tumhere sath :P

or ye sach hai, os ne eysa kiya bhe, wo to open kehti thi apne naye ashiq ka ke wo mera BF hai, or mera naam os ne kisi 1 se bhe kabhe nahi liya tha, to yehi kafi tha mere liye lekin os ne kafi solid proof diye they. jo dekh kar main inkaar nahi kar saka tha..

thora sa BRB.. a ke baki ki baat karta hoon,