*~H.G.O.R.C. #545~*- $~Invites Only~$ - Page 109

geya tha smoking karne, socha starbucks bhe ho jana chahiye to wahan chala geya tha, lol

ye sab karne ke baad bhe ye jawab mila tha mujhe... bhool gaye on ko wo 2014 ke din or on ki zid. bhool gaye on ko 2015 ke ansu jo nikalte they or ro kar kaha jata tha ansar tum meri zindagi ho mujh se door na jao. wo sab fake tha wese lekin hai to tha na,

ye looser bewakoof ansar tab bhe galat tha kiyon ke tab main baat nahi maan raha tha, chance nahi de raha tha, tab kaha jata tha ke ager kisi ko rulana kese hai is par book likhni ho to main likh sakti hoon kiyon ke ansar tumhain ye kaam ache se ata hai.

or ye looser chance de kar bhe galat tha, ye aaj bhe galat hai... or wo mature kal bhe theek thi, aaj bhe theek hai.. kal bhe sab meri waja se galat tha jo os ki ankhon main ansu they.. aj ager meri ankhon main ansu hain to bhe meri waja se sab galat hai....

wo ansar jis ki waja se wo sad rahi 180 days, ( 6 months ) tab bhe ye ansar he galat tha, or ager aaj os ki waja se meri life mei ye sab ho geya or main 4 saal se dard main hoon to bhe ye ansar he galat hai...

wo to bohot masoom hai,

ye sab batain main direct os Nagin se karna chahta tha lekin 4 saal ke andar chance he nahi mila.. main chahta tha on se direct karon ye batain ta ke wo samjhain to sahi meri baat ko lekin eysa nahi ho saka..

or os ki problem sab se pehli main khud hoon.. jese ye sab type karte meri ankhain ansu se bheeg gayin. wese he har din dard. ansu ye sab hota raha 4 saal me

to jab bhe on se baat hoi, main ne sab se pehle on pe gussa kiya.. or wo gussa nafrat wala nahi tha. wo gussa dard wala tha. 1 tarhan se shikayat karne wala gussa tha.. i dont know kese explain karon, i mean ke main gussa karta tha ke ye sab Ap ki waja se ho raha hai meri life main,! ehsaas dilane wala ke dekho kya kiya hai tum ne meri life ke sath :P

or ye sab sun kar on ko gussa ata tha ke ye kya bakwaas kar raha hai to baat khatam ho jati thi, lol mera haq hai na os ko batana ke dekho kya kiya tum ne,! or yehi wo sun nahi saktin becoz os ko koi parwah nahi hai is liye,

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or ager kisi tarhan se 1st step clear ho geya to mujhe ye sab batain karni chahiye thin right? lekin kaha to hai yaar wo mature hai kese karta...

on ki nazar me na meri koi value hai or na he meri kisi baat ki.. main on ka khilona tha aaj bhe wohi value hai meri, lol ager Ap 1 baat ko explain karne main 1 line likhte ho to main 2 likh deta hoon. magar is ka matlab ye to nahi ke meri batain bakwaas hain... ?

main on ko ager 3 mesgs karta tha to 2 mesgs 100% ignore ho jate they, or 1 ka jo wo ehsaan kartin thin reply kar ke wo bhe 90%ignore or 10% ka reply... eyse me ye sab kese explain karta main? jab mujhe hamesha feel hova ke meri baat ki value he nahi. ignore kiya ja raha hai to kese karta ye sab? or phir drama karti hai, 2017 me keh rahi thi tumhain jo type karna hai, jitna time lagana hai likho or main wo sab read karon gi becoz tum ne likhne pe time lagaya to main read karne pe lagaon gi, lekin karti kya hai,?

or ager on ka mood thora sa acha hota tha to jawab to ata tha magar tab bhe ignore kar ke, lol

jese ke main ne kuch pucha or reply aya ( OK ) ager ye nahi likha to ye jawab a jata tha ( hmmmm ) or ager ye bhe nahi to ( GN ) ye sab ignore karna he hai na? OK to reply nahi hota :P

Ap socho bhai ye kese deal karti hai mujhe.. kitna dukh hota hai jab Ap kisi se kuch pucho or wo eyse ignore kar de.. samjhne ki koshish bhe na kare samne wale ne ye dil se likha hai ya nahi, samne wala kya keh raha hai....

on se kya umeed, wo insaan jis ko Ap khushi se BD wish karo. os keyliye kuch karo dil se, mehnat se or wo tab bhe Ap ko ignore kar de ya keh de ke os ko wish chahiye he nahi ya os ne dekhni he nahi to kya lagta hai eyse insaan se kya umeed hogi? badle main kuch manga bhe na ho Ap ne tab bhe...

or ager kabhe kismat se baat is se agey gayi to kya hova?

or kabhe kabhe meri bohot khas baton ko ignore kar diya jata hai, last dec 2018, main ne pucha Sis ki BD kab hai? os ne ye bhe reply nahi kiya,sidha ingore,!!! bhe ye ignore karne wali baat thi,???? phir kehti hai main ignore nahi karti :P main ne os se 2 baar pucha tha, ignore kiya os ne.! then main ne gusse se kaha ke agr nahi bata sakti to niklo idhar se, baki bhe reply de kar ehsaan na karo mujh pe, lool tab os ne btaya tha :P

jab on ko laga ke ab main phas gayi hoon is ke sawal mei, to jawab ata tha ( mujhe baat ki samjh nahi ayi or mujhe samjhna bhe nahi hai, ) hai na mature?

or mere jese pagal ne ignore hone ke baad bhe phir se wohi Q kiya to jawab ata tha ( mere paas faltu baton ka jawab nahi )

bhai jab Ap ko koi eyse deal kare na to Ap os ko explain nahi kar sakte. jese main ne yahan pe likha, ap ki samjh main ayega, Ap meri baton se agree karo ge ya nahi ye Ap par hai, lekin onhon ne kabhe mujhe eysa chance he nahi diya.. warna main ye sab os se zaroor puchta ke bolo,!!

2016 me hova tha eyse, dec 2016, main baat start ki thi, or reply aya tha ke ansar main ne aaj sara din tumhari baton pe dheyan diya ke tum sahi keh rahe ho,! main khush ho geya ke chalo 1 saal ke baad he sahi soch to rahi hai, lool main ne reply kiya to madam ne mujhe ignore kiya, mujhe laga 1 din hoga, 1 week hoga, but wo bhaag gayi or 4 months tak mujhe dikhi he nahi,

samjhe? baat suni lekin phir dimaag kharab hova to kese explain karta os se main ye sab...

or last option on ke paas 1 he hai, or wo hai ( BLOCK )

game over, lol or main mu utha ke dekhta he reh jata hoon har baar ke ye kya hova mere sath?

main sach kahon na to mera daily dil karta hai on se baat karne ko,, abhe ye last week main ne kya kiya? eysa hota nahi hai lekin i dont know kese kar diya main ne... bohot sad tha, ankhon main ansu le kar bed pe leta hova tha ke kese nend main chala geya pata nahi chala, but main full soya nahi tha, to main ne mobile le kar apne dil se nikli hoi sad sad batain, or req ki or kaha plz mujh se baat karo.. ye main purani nahi ye kuch he din pehle ki baat hai, 16 ya 17 jan 2020.. to ye sab mesg main ne send kar diye..

or jab hosh aya to main ne socha OMG nend me kya betha main.. or jab mobile dekha to socha bach geya becoz wo mesgs karne to main ne os naagin ko he they lekin nend main apne he dost ko kar diye, lool mere paas hain SS nahi de sakta.. phir kabhe dikhoan ga aaj nahi.. to main soch raha tha ager dost ki jaga main ne sachi me os naagin ko send kar diye hote to kya haal karti wo mera, lol

or thora funny hai tab se abhe tak main ager sone ki koshish karon to apna mobile door rakh ke bed pe jata hoon ke phir se ye galti na karon becoz ho sakta hai next time main dost ki jaga on ko he send kar doon..

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main on se baat karna chahta tha...on ki BD thi to socha chalo eyse he thori baat ho jaye.

main ne cake ki pic send ki, magar crop kar ke kuch is tarhan se ke wo samjh he nahi sakin thin ke wo cake hai ya kya? becoz wo on ki eyes thin jo cake ke oper print kiya hova tha 1 paper sa i dont know kya kehte hain os ko, or 1 mesg bhe kiya jo bilkul bhe galat ya kuch eysa wesa nahi tha, just mazakh karne ki 1 koshish thi.. kiya nahi tha bus koshish thi,ye soch kar ke wo reply kare gi to thori baat ho jayegi :)

lekin onhon ne 100% ignore kar diya tha... mujhe bohot hurt feel hova tha bohot..... ke main ne os din blv me bohot time lagaya tha wo sab karne me.. or os ne ye bhe ehsaas nahi kiya? kuch manga to nahi tha main ne...

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then os se next month, may 2019, jo bhe hova mujhe laga ye apni zid pe a gayin hain,

wo main on se milne geya tha, pata nahi kese himat ki thi main ne ke milna hai or kuch baat bhe karni hai :)

onhon ne meri insult kar di.. mujhe bura laga lekin mujhe kuch kehna tha jo bohot zaroori tha..

main kasam se bhai 2019 pura itna nahi roya tha jitna os din roya tha becoz onhon ne meri 1 nahi suni thi, bhai main beg karta raha tha ke na karna mujhe block... onhon ne meri 1 nahi suni... main yaar bachon ki tarhan roya tha os din. wo bhe dil se.. or meri halat kharab ho gayi thi phir june ke start me mujhe kya hova tha wo main ne tab with proof btaya bhe tha...

main on ko 1 month tak daily, kabhe 3 times to kabhe 1 he baar mesg karta tha ke shayed os ko daya a gayi hai or wapis unblock kar diya ho... main wo SMS bhe kar sakta tha apne USA ke number se lekin ye soch kar nahi kiya ke os ne pehle he bohot gussa kiya tha, or ager os ne wapis unblock kar diya to matlab hoga wo thora soft ho gayi, yehi soch kar wahan he karta raha, lol

main wait karta raha ke mere pakistan jane se pehle ager ye mujh se mil le.. ya wo baat sun le jo main kehna chahta hoon.. meri insult ki thi onhon ne os ke baad to mujhe sochna bhe nahi chahiye tha, lekin main ne phir bhe umeed rakhi thi ke shayed.. but nahi hova kuch.. mera last mesg main ne airport se kiya tha ke shayed aj kar diya ho, lol

wo thora sa bhe soft nahi hoi thi...

eyse deal karti hai mujhe wo, eyse to yaar koi kisi janwar ko bhe nahi karta, or wo karegi bhe kiyon ? wo mujhe khilona samjhti hai..

eysa nahi hai ke wo ab eyse deal kar rahi hai, yaar wo dec 2015 se may 2019 tak eyse he karti rahi hai....

main aug 2019 kese beemar hova tha? os pura week main ne wo sab read kiya tha jo batain dec 2015 me hamare beech hoi thin , os se halat bigar gayi thi meri, wo eysi batain hain jab bhe read kin main beemar ho jata hoon, sidha dil ko hurt karti hain wo batain..

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abhe phir se mera dil mujhe marwana chahta hai,, os ka ache ae pata hai is dil ko tab bhe ye mujhe force kar raha hai os ko reply karne keyliye... ager main ne kar diya to same wohi hoga jo pehle hova, or main phir se hospital chala jaon ga paka :)

shayed main kabhe life me os naagin pe ab blv nahi karon ga,, os ne har tarhan se mujhe ullu banaya hai. abhe mujhe khud ko thora samjhana hoga, becoz abhe tak mera dil kehta hai ke main reply karon,! ye marwana chahta hai mujhe, or ager main kar deta to paka 100% abhe me kisi na kisi hospital me ro rha hota ke naagin ayi thi, phir se wo sab kar ke chali gayi.. but abhe mera dimaag mujhe dil ki baat ko sunne nahi deta.. wo keh raha hai ke na karna warna bohot bura karegi is baar bhe wo naagin. but dil samjh he nahi raha, ye paka marwaye ga mujhe, lol

mujhe marne se dar nahi lagta, mujhe dar lagta hai apne dil se, becoz dard mujhe hota hai or wo kesa hai main ache se janta hoon....

os ke mu main jo ata hai bol deti hai,

pehle kethi thi tum bohot romantic ho, lekin abhe keh diya tha ke tum mujhe romantic nahi lage they,?? acha,? to mil kar ke mujhe kehti to main os ko ache se romance kar ke dikha deta or puch leta theek hai ya or zeyada chahiye :P loool.

kabhe keh diya tumhare sath main khush nahi reh sakti thi,,?

abhe kya old SS doon yaar is baat ka main already bohot baar dikha chuka hoon. Lol

matlab kuch bhe bol deti hai ,sochti bhe nahi jo bol rahi hai wo kya hai,

kabhe keh deti hai main ne tumhare sath bohot bura kiya, to kabhe keh deti hai main ne kuch nahi kiya, jese wo oper SS hai , to ye sab na kare, kisi 1 baat pe rahe na phir :P

os ne to ye bhe keh diya tha ke tum mujhe sacha pyaar nahi kar sakte they is liye chora. loool

or 2018 me kaha ke tum dil se chahte ho, eyse pagal na banaye mujhe wo main already ho chuka hoon..

ye dekho na eysa bhe kaha os ne, or wesa bhe kaha, abhe main kahan jaon? kis baat pe yakeen karon?

os ko jo bolna hai wo bol sakti hai but eysa to na kare.. main ghoom jata hoon ache se. i m sure Ap bhe ghoom gaye ho ge, ya ap paka kahoge ke main jhoot bol raha hoon ya to Ap ye kaho ge ke wo pagal hai, ya keh do ge os ka dimaag under 5 se kam hai.. Ap ko ager read kar ke eysa feel hoga to mere sath to ye ho raha tha sab to main kya karta,?

jese last year os ne baat start ki, mujhe laga wah ye soft ho gayi shayed lekin pata nahi tha ke ye karne kya wali hai :P

sab se pehle pucha tum sad kiyon ho? mujhe gussa aya ke is ko nahi pata,!! but main ne kuch kaha nahi, or os ko btaya :) os ne jawab main meri insult kar di, ary ager wesa he karna tha to pucha he kiyon ke main sad kiyon hoon? lol wo milne wali baat to os ne baad me kahi thi, lol

matlab sidha or saaf hai, os ka dimaag kharab hai, har 1 mint ke baad change hoti hai wo.. jo man me ata hai bolti rehti hai, or sath mera bhe ye haal kar diya os ne,

to kya main os ki kisi baat ka yakeen karon ga ab? 2018 me he bohot mushkil se kiya tha,! 3 months liye they main ne,! os se baar baar kaha tum pe blv nahi mujhe, os ne kaha tum milo, tumhain jawab mile ga har baat ka.. to kiyon kiya wesa jab ye sab karna tha to?

ager baat meri hai to main to os ko abhe bhe milna chahta hoon, or mujhe time bhe lage ga within 12 hours main os ke samne ja sakta hoon, lekin kiyon jaon ga main,? ab mera dar kese jayega? or dar kisi or cheez ka nahi hai, wo kuch bhe nahi hai,! dar bus yehi hai ke wo mere dil ko hurt karegi or wo dard saha nahi jayega mujh se.. or koi dar nahi mujhe os ka :P os ki okaat he nahi itni ke main kisi or cheez se daron os se, lol

main jitna weak hoon na dil se. utna he dard hai mere andar.. ye sehna mushkil hai mere liye.

mere sath Bhootni ne jo bhe kiya wo alag hai. os ke ilawa bohot si batain hain jo sehni mushkil hain...

lekin wo sab mujhe yaad nahi atin, becoz ye wala dard he kafi hai...

mujhe Sandy jee bhe keh rahin thin PM me ke ansar tum bohot strong ho,, wo mujhe janti nahi is liye kaha tha, but wo is nazar se keh rahi thin ke bohot himat ka kaam hai jo itne time se tum ye sab seh rahe ho..

bus karon abhe? bohot ho geya na.. sad ho geya, warna or bhe bata deta kuch batain,

oh CC bhe khatam hone wala hai, eysi batain mujh CC ke end me he yaad ati hain,

last CC me bhe yehi kiya tha lekin wo topic or tha ye or hai,

wese bhe ye sab kuch nahi btaya main ne, abhe 10% he bola or bohot kuch hai :P

or jitna kaha i m sure Ap ye dekh kar he ghoom jaoge,

main ne kuch galat nahi likha, jo hova, jese hova wohi likha,

or mujhe yakeen hai Bhai Ap agree karoge, becoz main ne ache se explain kiya is liye :) wese bhe kisi bache ko keh dena wo bhe samjh sakta hai in baton ko , lol

or jo batain reh gayin wo next time, jab Ap ye read kar loge tab :)

mujhe Ap se koi reply nahi chahiye, bus ye bata dena read kar liya? or shayed abhe Ap ache se samjh jaoge ke mere andar kya chal raha hai.. kis tarhan se mera dimaag kharab hai, or main kiyon sad hoon..

main Ap ko naam to zaroor btaon ga os Naagin ka :P

or jab btaya to please meri ye sari batain os ko send kar ke kehna read karo, i mean os ko mirror dikhana :P