Everyday she used to get up with a thought of him. . .and every night she slept with him in her dreams.One glimpse of him is what she craved for.According to him life was unpredictable but she realized the truth in it only when suddenly he left her without any explanation.Her world was shattered,she was devastated in the real meaning of it.She tried her best to save the relationship,she did but he was adamant that he does not want to come back to her ever. . .He just said that it was for her betterment.She had faith in her love that he will come back,but days changed into months and months changed in years but he never came back. . .Her belief,her pride on her love started shaking and slowly a day came when she accepted the defeat of her love.The memories used to haunt her but still she cherished them with love and utmost care.She wished she could meet him once. . .Talk to him. . .ask the unasked questions. . .live the unlived moments. . .
It became impossible for her to breathe in very environment where she actually dreamt to live her life.She moved out of the city where nobody knew her,where she can get lost in the crowd.She used to writhe in pain when he left her but with years the pain had subsided but the yearning had grown.She wished she could tell him how much that relationship meant to her ,thst he had no right to taje decision for both of them but she knew she could not. . .The feeling that maybe he would have forgotten her by now killed her.
She was the most famous novelist of the country.She wrote not only because ahe loved writing and it made her feel close to him but because writing gave her a escape from the reality.She created the world where she could speak about her feelings and emotions. . .where she can mould things according to her desire. . .where she was destiny,life and death.
"I want you to live life and follow your dreams. . .if not for youself then for me"She remembered his last words before going away not to turn back.
She stood before the huge wall which showcased her awards and certificates she had won for witing.
"I conpleted your wish. . .I have won the most respected award in the field of writing. . .I hope you feel proud of me. . .I hope this success brings a smile on your face. . .I hope you still say I love you followed by my name. . .I hope I really really hope that I am still safe in your heart"She choked and broke down in the glittering alone mansion.
"Some Infinites are bigger than other Infinites"-The fault in our stars