She was running here and their pretending to be busy. It was their New Year party at swayam's place. All were their, her whole gang with him also.
Mujhe ishq se rahna tha door
Gham iske bade jo hain mashhoor
Per yeh dil hai k bilkul maana nahi
Her mind suddenly drifted to him. Her eyes start searching for him and stop on a person sitting on chair with drink in his hand. Her eyes start scanning his face. She could see the change in him. His eyes were now blank.
Mujhe kheench kar dekho
Le aaya wahin
Jahaan ishq hai bas ishq hai
Haan ishq hai bas ishq hai
Yaariyan vey yaariyaan vey
a heartthrob of whole college now nothing but a lifeless body. Thinking about him, guilt strikes on her face. She blamed herself for his this condition. How she wished, she could remove guilt from his heart. She know he hate himself because of her. He thinks he betrays her but she want to tell him that it was past. He had not only to be blame but her also. They both were at fault.
Is dardedil ki sifarish ab kar de koi yahaan
Ke mil jaye ise wo barish jo bhiga de poori tarah...
Tu jo mila to zindagi hai badli
Main poori nayi ho gaya
Hain beasar yeh duniya ki baatein badi
Ab teri sunoon main sada
She knew his mistake was bigger then she but it was past. She wants to tell him that she cares about him. She wants to tell him that she wants him back and she forgives her. However, it was not easy for her. He shields himself. He is not let anyone come near to him. She should have told him years ago when she left him alone but she did not.
Milne ko tujhse bahaane karoon
Tu muskuraaye vajah main banoon
Roz bitana sath mein tere sara din mera
She did mistake and everything changed after that. Although he over react but all this start from her. Now she wanted him to forget the past. She wants to see herself with him. Moreover, everything about him matter to her. She forgives him then why he is doing this to himself. She saw him going out after finish his last drink. She could see his legs giving up but he did not care. She saw a person asking him something and he gives him his ballet and walk toward the exit. She runs behind him. She tried to call him but it looks like he was somewhere else. She saw him turning back.
Is dardedil ki sifarish ab kar de koi yahaan
Ke mil jaye ise wo barish jo bhiga de poori tarah...
He smiles and then sits in the car. She runs toward him but he was gone. Do not know why, but she felt something wrong and another moment her car was chasing his. . She knew he is drunk. She was worried for him. One looks on speed meter and her eyes widened in horror. Meter shows the speed 100km/hr. she tried to call him but seems like density was also playing with her. She starts prying for him.
Kya hua asar tere sath rahkar na jane
K hosh mujhe na raha
Lafz mere the zubaan pe aake ruke
Per ho na sakre wo bayaan
Tears start flowing from her eyes but it was not over. He was going away from him. She pressed accelerator. Speed meter stop at 150km/hr. her eyes struck on a board in side of road with "dangerous area" written on it. She again tried to call her and this time it works. He picks the call but before he could say anything, she saw his car hitting a tree. A blast and with halt her car stops.
Dhadkan tera hi naam jale
Aankhein bhi paigaam yeh de
Teri nazar ka hi yeh asar hai mujhpe jo hua
She runs toward his car. Only burnt car, nothing else. Screaming his name, she runs to other side of car. He was laying there covered with blood. She run toward him and spoke "rey, don't close ur eyes. Open it dammit.. he closes his eyes. With trembling hands she dialed a no "swayam..."
